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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 82

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

Author: Ann Kreilkamp

“Age of Disclosure”? Or: Age of Deception

December 1, 2025

I vote for the latter. Not because I don’t want disclosure, but because I do feel that this much ballyhooed film is rolling out now...

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Saturn/Neptune in Pisces: Reflecting on Cultural Scams

November 24, 2025

I’m becoming highly aware of just how much the current Neptune/Saturn conjunction in late Pisces continues to affect/infect my awareness. It’s as if I’ve entered...

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THE TURNING POINT: How TOXIC BRAIN Cleansed — Overnight!

November 20, 2025

Note: See yesterday’s post. Last night seems to have possibly signaled a crucial turning point in this current highly eruptive, first ever Uranus Return phase...

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Toxic Brain Needs Cleanse

November 19, 2025

In order for me to keep my inherently widely disparate life somewhat organized, I observe fairly strict daily routines. One of them is, after a...

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Meditation on “THE BIG BANG” and beyond . . .

November 18, 2025

I can say that I came into this life with a bang, a Big Bang; in other words, I emerged from the soft, close darkness...

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Last week’s dilemma not solved, but dissolved.

November 17, 2025

I assumed that my supposedly three days each week “free” (from this blog) would likely be taken up with continuing cogitations . . . See...

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“IT’S ALL FAKE” . . . except when it’s not!

November 13, 2025

And it’s decidedly not in the invisible bubble that I, for one, apparently live inside of. Because as I go around the world in my...

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11/11/25. I reflect on Socialism . . .

November 11, 2025

. . . as the human drive towards connectedness run amuck. Okay, speaking off the top of my head here . . . Remember: we...

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Cackling Crones Caw for Chaos . . . Oops! NO!

November 10, 2025

I was speaking with my dearest old friend, Claudia, on the phone last night (we check in three or four times a year; she lives...

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Green Acres Presentation, Coming Right Up!

November 5, 2025

As promised in yesterday’s post, here is what I sent to Joni McGary who is organizing the Brownstone Supper Clubs in Bloomington Indiana. She had...

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Formerly “mute,” I unleash the throat

November 4, 2025

Oh my! In response to yesterday’s post, dear friend Laura Bruno just reminded me of one line in an email to her a few days...

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Pain in the Neck, AGAIN . . .

November 3, 2025

Over the past few days I have been working with memories, as they are buried in the body. Was going to post this morning, but...

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“She doesn’t want to die!”

October 30, 2025

No. Not me. My car! Finally, after nearly 20 years, my sweet faithful black Prius, which I bought used (10,000) for $19K and drove nearly...

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Meeting Sekhmet, again.

October 30, 2025

Note: technical issues kept me from posting yesterday. So I plan to post twice today, and once tomorrow, before taking my three days off per...

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Is the US about to experience its own (version of) “Hunger Games”?

October 28, 2025

Yesterday, as I was thinking about personal implications of the fact that November 1 may signal the day to live on in infamy, meaning the...

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3IAtlas on my Mind. No; IN my Mind. And it’s not fun, it’s WEIRD!

October 27, 2025

Interesting, that I should suddenly spit out that little word “weird.” Hmmm. . . etymology? I’m wondering: should I consider 3iAtlas merely a psy-op, meant...

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More on 3i Atlas: Historical reflections, current conundrums

October 23, 2025

Unsurprisingly, 3i Atlas is still in “the news.” And, in fact, this “comet”? “space ship from afar?” is due to be closest to earth on...

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ZOMBIELAND: In Vast Macabre Detail!

October 22, 2025

I took these photos this morning, after thinking about taking them for weeks! Simply astonished at this display in the front yard of a house...

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3I Atlas: Fear Porn? I Dive into my own F.E.A.R.

October 21, 2025

First, what does the name “3I Atlas” refer to? Frankly, I prefer “3rd eye” Atlas, referring to the center of the forehead, associated with the...

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NO KINGS Meme Stream

October 20, 2025

I collected all sorts of memes, twitter posts, etc., following the No Kings protest day. So here’s a thread documenting my findings, which, of course,...

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SILLY(?) PEREGRINATIONS: Meme Stream, Mid-October 2025

October 16, 2025

A very long time ago, I dashed off something that I decided to keep. In case you find my old note too hard to read,...

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IS TRANS INSANITY TUMBLIN’ DOWN?

October 15, 2025

Here’s the first notice I received via twitter that the trans insanity is tumblin’ down.     Ever since then this graph has been copied...

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PEACE (ON EARTH) 2025. Caution: astrology indicates new beginning is a process, not an event.

October 14, 2025

I cannot help but participate in the sudden spirit of optimism that appears to have infected the world, thanks to what has transpired in the...

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AS BEYOND, SO UP CLOSE . . . Trump’s (possible) Triumph, Victories here too, plus woodland hike!

October 13, 2025

I am utterly amazed and thrilled at what Trump is apparently succeeding in spearheading. From various X posts I ascertain that this peace deal has...

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Reflections on the suddenly announced Peace Plan for Gaza/Israel

October 9, 2025

I’ve tried to stay clear of anything to do with the Middle East, especially where it concerns Israel. The history of the region is so...

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Some reflections on the 3I/Atlas disturbance

October 8, 2025

  Who, by this time, has NOT heard about 3I/Atlas? (Or as one person put it, third eye Atlas?) A gigantic comet? (but with no...

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How my lifestyle sets me apart

October 7, 2025

Am I lonely? No. I’m alone, all-one, in communion with the divine love/light that fills and fuels all beings. Now, what prompts me to write...

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My weekend at the 2nd annual INTENTION CONVENTION

October 6, 2025

Friday late afternoon through Sunday late morning, I drove from Bloomington 55 minutes east on North State Road 67 to Sage Valley, a 17-acre eco-village...

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Saturn/Neptune once more: I RETURN TO THE BMV

October 2, 2025

I DID return yesterday afternoon to the BMV, bearing needed docs (social security card and two recent pieces of mail addressed to me) and successfully...

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Saturn Neptune Reflections on this morning’s “FAILURE” . . .

October 1, 2025

Yesterday, I found myself internally wandering; or, not that’s not it. How to spell it out? Yesterday I found myself internally lost in space, having...

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Saturn/Neptune Reflections on Eisenstein’s THE SPELLERS

September 30, 2025

At first, when I saw the title of Charles Eisenstein’s latest essay, I assumed he was referring to those who use language to deceive, to...

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PROJECT CIVILITY: Verb or noun?

September 29, 2025

Answer: Verb. Neighbor and friend Marita and I attended the first annual Project Civility national summit at the public library in upscale Carmel (on the...

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(My) MASTER PLAN: Uranus Returns to put my life in perspective

September 25, 2025

See last post. Well, I “got myself back together” overnight. Sorta. Kinda. Not easy to do when  interruptive, volatile, crazy-making transit Uranus is still sitting...

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Gobsmacked in the muddled middle of METAMORPHOSIS

September 24, 2025

As much as I would like to do what I said I would do today yesterday, I can’t. My mind, emotions and soul have been...

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Yesterday’s post revealed my own unconscious biases . . .

September 23, 2025

Note: See last post. Please do read both Laura Bruno’s two comments on fine points of the astrology of Charlie Kirk and his (apparent) death;...

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ALL THE WORLD’S A STAGE, including the Charlie Kirk extravaganza?!?

September 22, 2025

I return to posting from my recently instituted three-day weekend off, when of course, I was hoping to relax. Ha! Even more than usual, I...

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On the brink of the 2025 Autumn Equinox: MEME FEVER DREAM

September 18, 2025

Memes have been collecting on desktop like crazy. So here goes, in two parts: First: The nitty gritty of  “what we’re up against,” of what...

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Third (and final?) post on BRAVER ANGELS: Let us cultivate “relentless optimism”

September 17, 2025

Dignity over Violence was the actual name of the event I attended via zoom Sunday evening, September 14. I just looked at the photos I...

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BRAVER ANGELS: “We cannot be a country where disagreeing in public is a death sentence.”

September 16, 2025

The above quote is from Heather Blakeslee, one of the panelists at Sunday evening’s event. More from her below. I just went through my hastily...

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Let Us Unleash the BRAVER ANGEL Within !

September 15, 2025

Looking back over my last post, on 9/11, I’ve since been down the rabbit hole with the Charley Kirk murder as well as with the...

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WHICH WAY DO WE LIVE? With fear in our hearts, or with love?

September 11, 2025

A part of me felt that maybe I should not have posted yesterday’s piece, questioning the reality of the Charlotte N.C. murder. Because the one...

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FAKE NEWS? Homeless black dude murders Ukrainian model on Charlotte subway??

September 10, 2025

Something about this sudden viral event (even though it supposedly occurred nearly a month ago) just wasn’t sitting right with me. It seemed so convenient,...

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VACCINE CONUNDRUM: Trump USES Contradictions

September 9, 2025

See this: And yet, here’s what puzzles me. I’m not the only one. Why did/does Trump “waffle” on this topic and others? Just the other...

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GASLIGHT DEPARTMENT: Are YOUR nurses still dancing?

September 8, 2025

Remember this? From the Opening Ceremony 2012 Olympics. This predictive event is typical, of what the PTB do to subdue, confuse, and gaslight us. It’s...

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MEME STREAM, with commentary: Hijacking the Rainbow — and beyond

September 4, 2025

Walking through Goat Park today, as usual I had to pass by what is to me, locally, the most prominent “fuck you” to anyone who...

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Jean-Claude: “Trump just needed a way to save face.”

September 3, 2025

Re: the continuing broohaha: See this from Jean Claude, who is much more forgiving than I am. But then I remember Trump’s chart, with that...

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OPERATION WARP SPEED: More on yesterday’s second post.

September 2, 2025

Note: see this. Here’s the original post from Trump that got the broohaha going, with Ariel Prolotario’s comment above. A very important comment: he was...

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Precise Timing? Trump, Q+, and Operation Warp Speed

September 1, 2025

And boy did the shift begin — on the very next day! Right away, this from the MSM. Celia Farber breaks it all down and...

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DISCOVERY: I have reached the limits of my intelligence

September 1, 2025

Way back in graduate school, 1967, I told my teacher that I wanted to write a paper on “the concept of Time.” “Time?” He scoffed....

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 3: Yugen, Meraki

August 28, 2025

Yugen: Etymology: Made up of two Japanese characters. The first, “yu,” means dim or difficult to see. The second, “gen,” originally described the dark, tranquil color...

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 2: Pronoia, Raku, Seijaku

August 27, 2025

Pronoia: Etymology: From the ancient Greek: For + (nous) mind. Pay attention to especially the last sentence of the above. The modern use of pronoia...

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SEVEN WORDS OF WISDOM, part 1: “Yutori,” “Meliorism”

August 26, 2025

I’ve decided to spend some time, this lovely, sun-dappled morning, during which I have already taken my four mile walk plus watered the back yard...

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Meme Stream: Looking back to go forward . . .

August 25, 2025

Yeah. It appears that in order to move forward, we need to spend some time looking back, checking out what really happened, who did it,...

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THE BODY KNOWS: My Job is to Listen

August 21, 2025

Check this out: horrifying. How western medicine and medications have been systematically robbing humans of our natural empathy, and more. Yuck! https://x.com/cmdrvalthor/status/1958462435607638302?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   For more...

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Saturn/Neptune etc. Probing, stupidly? — “the aura field.’

August 20, 2025

(See posts from Aug 18 and 19).) Remember: Saturn signifies discipline, goal, a pointed direction, a form, organization. Neptune signifies dreams, imagination, visions, delusions, pretending,...

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Heavenly Harmony Prevails (and I got the details wrong)

August 19, 2025

See yesterday’s post. WOW. I was totally wrong about one assumption: that Zelensky would be obstinate, buttressed by his European cronies. . .  Instead they...

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Post-Summit Reflections on the Saturn/Neptune conjunction in Aries

August 18, 2025

For those who complain, echoing the MSM: why didn’t Trump get a deal with Putin over the weekend? Why did he fail? Etc. etc. Ever...

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MEME STREAM: The Problem of Meaning Today . . .

August 14, 2025

That’s for sure, eh? The potent little word “meaning . . .” and its relatives (cognates), including “mean” — oh but wait. “Mean” can also...

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Sun-kissed Reflections on the Jupiter/Venus Conjunction

August 13, 2025

For the past three days, puppy Scampi and I have been taking our four mile walks (and yes, with painful right knee, see recent posts)...

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Uranus/Saturn Breakthrough: knee pain signals need to return to crucial early memory

August 12, 2025

The painful right knee continues to fester, especially when getting up from sitting down, or getting out of bed. I have to be very careful....

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Today: It’s “Touch and Go” with Me

August 11, 2025

Over the weekend, I was internally bothered by the fact that on Thursday I had called Donald Trump into question by referring to Lada Ray’s...

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More on Civilizational Collapse, and the Interruptive Function of AWARENESS

August 7, 2025

Here’s another way of describing the ever-ongoing civilizational cycle of emergence/growth/maturity/death  that I forgot to include in yesterday’s post (which, BTW, was more Uranian than...

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Re: VARIETIES OF (civilizational) COLLAPSE: including the U.S.(?) the Earth (?), the Academy (?), and Me (?).

August 6, 2025

You’ve probably heard of Carol Quigley’s perspective on history, one of many to agree that civilizations begin, grow, mature, and collapse, just like people do,...

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As Uranus Return Begins: LIKE TWO SHARP ELECTRIFIED WIRES, FUSED

August 5, 2025

Realization sinking in: my Uranus return, the first and only one in my life (unless I remain in this body until it is still kicking...

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How I’m kind of managing to survive as August begins

August 4, 2025

This post is much later than usual for a Monday, after I’ve supposedly had “three days off.” But this last “three days” was unlike any...

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SEEING THROUGH THE GLASS DARKLY: Reflections on Trump’s Digital Health Tech EcoSystem: Rappoport, Ariel Prolotario1, and ME

July 31, 2025

Here’s a doozer for all of us weirdos who tend to be horribly paranoid (i.e., we can’t help but see patterns with an “evil” agenda)...

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REAL OR FAKE? Who knows? and Ultimately, Who Cares?

July 30, 2025

Well, well. Are we about to go dark? According to Simpson prediction, YES. TODAY! July 30th. Hmm, it’s 11 AM here and lights, internet, and...

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SUMMER OF 2025: As “reality” fragments into itsy bitsy flakes of (possible) fakery, I remember two “channels” from long ago

July 29, 2025

Yes. No matter what happens or does not happen now, in the summer of 2025; no matter what I hear or see in “the news;”...

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OLD WOMAN RANT: ON “Medications,” “Money,” “Causes” — and FLEAS!

July 28, 2025

Notice how I titled this piece. Medications, Money, and Causes are all in quotes. FLEAS is not. The quotes signify second-order reality; conjured up out...

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At 82 years, NOT EXACTLY SLOWING DOWN, BUT . . .

July 24, 2025

Unlike just about everybody I know, I don’t DO western medicine, except for Orthopedics (two broken wrists in last ten years), and, possibly, Emergency, (for...

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“Alt-Epistemology:” KNOWBODY KNOWS ANYTHING:

July 23, 2025

The (mostly “good”) “news” is breaking so fast, now that Uranus has slipped into Gemini, that it’s as if I’ve been climbing a steep stairs,...

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ME MEAN MEME STREME, EXTREME, YEEK!

July 22, 2025

Sometime I just want to scream. Not that it does any good. Besides, who gives a shit, just who is “right” or “wrong”??!? Current conundrums...

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Two Worthwhile Reposts: The One Follows the Other

July 21, 2025

First from Laura Bruno, her reading for the upcoming New Moon in Leo. And by the way, I think she’s absolutely right about how the...

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The stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein”

July 17, 2025

  Before I begin this god-awful piece on the stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein,”  remember, in the memorable words of Zach Bush, M.D.:...

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As my first and only URANUS RETURN begins: A Retrospective

July 16, 2025

Note: the “meaning” of any planet in one’s life is gleaned from the first experience of  its cycle as a whole. Saturn, for example, with...

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SAILING INTO THE GREAT UNKNOWN, Part 2

July 15, 2025

These two posts (see part 1) are an exercise in Alt-Epistemology.    Those of us old enough to remember the heyday of Donald Rumsfeld will...

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SAILING INTO THE GREAT UNKNOWN . . .

July 14, 2025

I certainly can’t claim to know about whether or not we humans are part of a “giant experiment;” on the other hand, I’m delighted to,...

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One dead computer; ONE LIVE HARD DRIVE! I take it all back.

July 10, 2025

Oh my. I was so very wrong. I did not “lose” all my important data when the old computer went dark. (See last post). And...

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One Dead Computer; Several Conclusions re: Epstein Op.

July 9, 2025

  Yesterday, late morning, my seven-year-old MacBook Air computer went black. Took it over to the Geek Squad at nearby Best Buy to see if...

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More on Trusting Trump

July 8, 2025

Let’s make one thing clear. The word “trust” can be used in two ways. The first is predictability, so that, if one is “trustworthy,” it...

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And who, really, are those who surround Trump?

July 7, 2025

Seldom do I put up more than one post a day. (In fact, I’ve been delberately confining myself to four posts each week, Monday through...

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WHO, REALLY, IS DONALD TRUMP???

July 7, 2025

Buckle up. This is going to be a long post. And worth your time, I promise. What I hope to do, mostly via X/twitter, is...

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Jupiter in Cancer Celebrates Independence Day

July 3, 2025

I think everyone can agree that this is a huge moment in U.S. history. But why? I take a quick look at the U.S. natal...

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Uranus enters Gemini: MENTAL ACCELERATION TO THE MAX

July 2, 2025

  On July 7, the planet Uranus, which denotes sudden, ereuptive, irreversible change, moves from Taurus into Gemini. Uranus has an 84 year cycle, which...

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MEME STREAM as we burst into July, 2025

July 1, 2025

Who would have known that my concentration as a doctoral student in philosophy at Boston University, way back between 1966 and 1972, namely EPISTEMOLOGY, would...

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WHY I TRUST TRUMP — and where I choose to focus

June 30, 2025

Am I a fool? Perhaps. I found myself thrilled to see his recent Supreme Court victories especially the one vitiating the ability of a district...

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THE BIBI FILE: Netanyahu’s own personal heat dome

June 26, 2025

Shimmering sweat inside the seemingly endless heat dome hell that covers much of the U.S., my bowels suddenly spit hot diarrhea, complementing the not yet...

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WOW! How to interpret Trump’s over-the-top praise of Bibi Netanyahu?

June 26, 2025

This post is a follow-up to yesterday’s post. First, please re-read Trump on the reality of LOVE at the end of yesterday’s post. Now, follow...

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Did Trump’s “fucked” remark just ignite global transfiguration?

June 25, 2025

While I don’t pretend to understand the deep roots of the current state of Israel, or the checkered history of the entire region, I do...

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SWIRLING THROUGH SYMBOLIC SYMPHONY: Sheldrake, Q, Geddes, Quantum Tumbler

June 24, 2025

Note: this post does not follow any logical progression, rather it loops . . . Not that I meant to do that, but something in...

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The Beauty (of the Dances) and the Beast (within Me): DRAGON SLAYING!

June 23, 2025

Monday morning, “time to start again,” I said to myself I as I went to my computer and found the mouse not working. Oops! Given...

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Trump the Magician sets stage for another shocking reversal?

June 19, 2025

I’ve decided to mostly focus on right here, right now, in this blog. However, there are times when (one possible) 40,000 foot view seduces me....

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Abruptly, I shift from F.E.A.R. into Aliveness . . .

June 18, 2025

Note: And I do mean abruptly! In the middle of composing this post I shifted. Spelling out my feelings in words on the page “did...

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I tend to forget that tee-shirts can also be memes . . .

June 17, 2025

On my long walk with puppy Scampi two days ago, I had two strange encounters that puzzled me no end. Several times, when people would...

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Feverish mind discovers Quantum Tumbler — and more

June 16, 2025

Let’s see . . . what’s foremost on my feverish mind? Is it the cat crunching on the dead rabbit under my bed last night...

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UPDATE: Mike Adams twitter post . . . HUH?

June 12, 2025

It looks like he’s lifted his own gloom. (See first post, today.) and yet, wait a minute: two of his three posts I pointed to...

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ASTROLOGICAL OVERVIEW: Time to move from Denial and Despair to Devotion and Delight!

June 12, 2025

While I appreciate Mike Adams, I also consider him somewhat of a doomer. Which to this double Sagittarian, is a downer. However, as we slog...

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ALIVENESS: Key to Human Survival? June 9th “Supper Club” rocked!

June 11, 2025

On Monday this week, I attended my fifth Supper Club, a new monthly Bloomington venue for the those in this academic town who don’t suffer...

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Green Acres Permaculture Village: RENAISSANCE

June 10, 2025

While yes, over the weekend I was focused, with part of my busy left brain on events beyond this little green acres homestead — OMMIGOD:...

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OMMIGOD: I stop posting for three days, hoping to leave “the news” behind. Joke!

June 9, 2025

Here I thought I was beginning to quell my own addiction to screens. Wrong! As the world heats up, so does my addiction. As one...

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Several 40,000 Feet Views of “THE (present) PRECIPICE”

June 5, 2025

While I prefer “staying home,” and focus most of my four-day-per-week (Monday through Thursday with three days off) posts in that manner, today I choose...

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My sons, Sean and Colin, both focused — EXTREMELY — on their bodies . . .

June 4, 2025

I decided I wanted to do a post comparing the lives of my two sons, Colin (59) and Sean (61). Because both of them are...

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LOVE’S LABOUR LOST? “It’s as if I have this dream, a fishnet suspended in air” . . .

June 3, 2025

I’ve been going through old journals with the aim of getting rid of most of them, by depositing in a plastic bag, and then throwing...

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Let Us Manifest Our Shared Bounty!

June 2, 2025

Our Green Acres Permaculture Village garden this year is stupendous! Massive amounts of many different veggies. Never has it been this productive. Two shots from...

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Where the River Meets the Sea

May 29, 2025

So, yesterday, I posted the entire 217 combined pdf of my Alt-Epistemology collection, knowing full well that nobody, but nobody, will read it. The purpose...

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ALT-EPISTEMOLOGY as a gigantic e-book . . .

May 28, 2025

For many years, I have spent part of each day deeply immersed in what I used to call my “recapitulation project,” but shortened a few...

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Meming It in May 2025.

May 27, 2025

Let’s begin with the usual apocalyptically bad news; And yet, this meme is out there, in public, with a growing aware audience! Most of whom...

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Saturn/Neptune in Aries: HUGE SURPRISE, FOR ME.

May 26, 2025

After I published the last post, on Thursday May 22 (I’m taking Fridays through Sundays off, for the time being) my astute friend and astrologer...

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Are We Undergoing an Epistemological Collapse?!?

May 22, 2025

Let me begin slowly. Have you ever considered the significance of the Aries point, i.e., 1° Aries? Sabian symbol: A woman just rising from the...

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POST-TRIP: Looking around . . . and almost regretting it.

May 21, 2025

If you aren’t on twitter/X at this point, please do get on there. I know it’s confusing, and takes up way too much of your...

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I resume my former life post-trip. Or do I?

May 20, 2025

For about 20 years, starting in my mid-50s, I traveled extensively, visiting numerous European, Asian and Aouth American countries. But then, suddenly, in 2019, I...

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Notes from a week-long adventure in consciousness

May 19, 2025

My old friend Joan Bird and I  got back home late Saturday from a very eventful car trip. (See last post.) Here we are sitting...

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About to attend midwest UFO conference

May 12, 2025

Today I head west three hours to Grafton, Illinois, for an annual four day midwest UFO Convention, my first in many many years. I was...

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WAR OR PEACE: Reflections on the Ubiquity of Frequency

May 8, 2025

I was one of those kids who was terrible at math. Ever since I asked my teacher in first grade, “But, but, but . ....

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Reflections on WAR & PEACE

May 7, 2025

First, thanks Juanita. Ain’t it the truth? On the other hand, there’s that 10% . . . During a month when a brand new possibly...

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LEAVE US ALONE!

May 6, 2025

I am presently hugely engaged in connecting, usually on a daily basis, with my paralyzed, nerv-damaged 59-year-old son Colin Cudmore, who, for nearly two years,...

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IYKYK: Hilarious meme!

May 5, 2025

Notice: I picked up this meme on May 3. Already, it had  4.7K replies . . . Not views (39K); replies! This one really struck...

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May 1, BELTANE! Let Us Scatter Fertile Seeds of Endless Love

May 1, 2025

Here we are. May 1: Beltane! One of the four seasonal cross-quarter days, this one celebrates the fullness of Spring, nature’s and human fertility. I...

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COMING RIGHT UP? And if so, BLACKOUT BRILLIANCE!

April 30, 2025

Researching for this post, I searched duck duck go this morning, for answer to  “blackouts occurred recently in Spain and where else and for how...

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In calm, measured tones, Catherine Austin Fitts speaks TRUTH to Tucker Carlson

April 29, 2025

Catherine Austin Fitts has now been featured by Tucker Carlson in what may be his most significant interview ever. And Jon Rapoport, whose acerbic posts...

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Always ask, and do you (I) dare: “BY WHAT AUTHORITY?”

April 28, 2025

Notice:   Mea culpa,  but it’s spring, liver time, and this is one pissed off liverish post! Must go dig up some dandelion roots, chop...

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REFLECTIONS upon Jordan Peterson’s rules for aging well

April 24, 2025

Note: Jordan Peterson is now 62. Not surprising that he now turns his attention to the decades ahead in his own life, and of course,...

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Zowee! I’m an ODD duck? Thanks, Charles.

April 23, 2025

Don’t worry. I’ll explain the title. To begin: We seem to be living on earth in the 21st century AD as a morphing mutant species....

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A Personal Encounter with the Demonic

April 22, 2025

Several days ago, I was out on my morning walk with puppy Scampi when I came across an old friend, about my age, whom I...

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ASTROLOGY OF DEATH OF POPE FRANCIS

April 21, 2025

Here’s the chart for 7:35 AM, 4/21/25, Rome Italy.   I tend to see this chart that times the death of Pope Francis as symbolic...

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HOW TO REFUSE Postmodernism Becoming Transhumanism

April 17, 2025

The title of this post refers to the title of  an essay that I excerpt from below, by David Souto Alcade. How Postmodernism Became Transhumanism...

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Trump, TDS, and the necessity of the ego

April 16, 2025

During Trump’s first term as president, I got the feeling that most TDS sufferers got that way because they furiously objected to his mighty ego....

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Yesterday’s Auspicious Meeting of Minds and Hearts!

April 15, 2025

On a downtown street yesterday evening, on my way to the Brownstone Institute Midwest Supper Club held here in Bloomington, once again very much looking...

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Meme Stream Mid-April 2025: Two Themes, Medical and Woke

April 14, 2025

Confession: they do happen to be two of my favorite themes . . . In my view the dominant western allopathic medical system is completely...

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STAGES OF AWAKENING

April 10, 2025

I would like get stuck at Stage 8, i.e., Heaven, but realize that there’s work to do here on Earth . . . Hold the...

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SO, WHERE ARE WE NOW?

April 9, 2025

I’d say this is about right. Yup.

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Our (MY) Seemingly Intractable Human Tendency to Hate the Other

April 8, 2025

This is a follow-up to yesterday’s post. Have you noticed within yourself, an increasing desire to do violence to whoever or whatever rubs you the...

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BEYOND DOGE: Is there a way through the current raging political and cultural divide?

April 7, 2025

Even though I very much appreciate Trump/Elon DOGE efforts to massively, transform the economy before the extreme U.S. debt comes due, and before corrupt people...

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Maureen Richmond’s perspective on the astrology of April 2025

April 7, 2025

Oops! I had wanted to post this on Friday, but it stayed just a draft. Mercury retrograde struck again! As of yesterday, however,  4/6/25, Mercury...

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Let us cultivate our own internal Flower Garden.

April 3, 2025

This brought tears to my eyes. Silly me, I know. Why flowers? For heaven’s sake, you can’t eat them, and what we need is food,...

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Sudden (Yurt) Emergency: working together; ’twas both fun and necessary!

April 2, 2025

In this first-ever-since-the-U.S.-Civil-War Neptune in Aries season, Have you noticed? It’s crucial to remain centered, no matter what? Who knows what will rush down the...

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From Pisces to Aries: Our deepest challenges are LOCAL

April 1, 2025

Please realize: No matter what I put up at any point in this blog, it’s provisional, speculative, a scattering of shots in the dark. WHO...

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Our new world begins yesterday. GET, AND REMAIN, PRESENT, PLEASE!

March 31, 2025

Just prior to 8 AM EDT, yesterday, March 30, nebulous, dreamy Neptune drifted subtly into Aries, for the first time in 165 years, starting an...

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LGB Yes. TQ+ No! And here’s why.

March 30, 2025

This is the most succinct, articulate diagnosis of the LGBTQ+ agenda I have ever come across. . I’ve always known: LGB is fine. Though not...

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LIMINAL LIMITS REACHED: Saturn/Neptune on the Brink

March 28, 2025

I was going to begin my three-day weekend break from daily posting today, but the historic Neptune/Saturn situation — both moving from Pisces to Aries...

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Invisible Covid Tendrils Persist

March 27, 2025

Three days ago, a sudden, flooding reminder of the mass mind control fear virus that gripped the global population five years ago: one of my...

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ASTROLOGY of 2025: What’s coming right up!

March 26, 2025

2025 will be a year in which those of us survive it will look back on in awe. Sheer awe. Here are three attempts to...

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GOOD NEWS! “Sky-Shielding Movement”

March 25, 2025

As I watch the sometimes clear blue skies at dawn begin to crisscross with dripping, spreading chemtrails all the rest of the day, it’s becoming...

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ISRAEL AND U.S.: Who Controls Who?

March 24, 2025

I return after nearly five days otherwise engaged. And, hate to say it, on return, Trump still occupies my brain. The usual theory: Of course...

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CORRECTION: wrong info in post re: transits to MY chart . . .

March 19, 2025

4:40 PM. Once upon a time, that is, a few minutes ago, I was in the middle of my daily yoga/chikung/taichi practice, when I realized...

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As Transit Sun begins to conjunct Neptune: ASTRONAUTS SPLASH DOWN, JFK FILES RELEASED within minutes!

March 19, 2025

I’ll start this post slowly. . . Looking over recent posts, I realize that I’m as “bad” as any TDS “normie,”  in that Donald Trump,...

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Today’s ALt-EPISTEMOLOGICAL CONUNDRUM: Is Trump a Zionist? Or: am I a fool for suspecting that he is?

March 18, 2025

Looking over Martin Geddes substack today, where he prompts chatDPT to identify and describe ” five different levels of awareness (of what’s really going on...

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MEME DREAM FEVER after three day weekend . . .

March 17, 2025

I wish I could say that I utilized my three day weekend to do a screen fast, at least part of the time. But I...

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Need to begin three day weekends . . .

March 14, 2025

In other words, for the time being, I will not be posting Friday through Sunday. Screen addiction, once again, acute! Time for a fast. Until...

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SOUL-NOURISHING FRUITS of One Totally Sleepless Night

March 13, 2025

For the past two nights, my sleep has been seriously disturbed. No don’t get me wrong. It’s always disturbed, in that I have to drag...

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Oops! Maybe I goofed, re: Trump’s narcissism

March 12, 2025

Note: Please read both Monday’s and Tuesday’s posts first! I’d like to think that Trump’s ego (the part of us formed since birth that separates...

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Follow up on yesterday’s post: IS TRUMP A NARCISSIST?

March 11, 2025

Re: yesterday’s post on narcissism, question: Is Trump a Narcissist? Answer: yes. Of course. With warlike Mars in kingly Leo conjunct the self-expressive Leo Ascendant...

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Methodology to Break Through Our Culture of Narcissism

March 10, 2025

  Reading through the latest Martin Geddes essay — “Crypto Metaphysics” — London, Wed 12th March — I was struck by his references to today’s...

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MY “Climate Change” Conundrum

March 7, 2025

Despite my instinctive approval of what DJT appears to be accomplishing as he rushes into his second and final term as president after four years...

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MEME STREAM in the maelstrom

March 6, 2025

Today, I wanted to create another meme stream. It’s been a while, and my meme folder is humongous and expanding. But what to concentrate on?...

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Post-Speech Assessment: DON COLOSSUS

March 5, 2025

Lying in bed last night, I was able to listen to probably half of Trump’s long-awaited speech before drifting off. What struck me: Trump, more...

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Are We Really HERE?

March 4, 2025

Well, I’d say I, for one, am striving, daily, to remain REALLY HERE. And by this I mean, centered, grounded, aware, and loving. That’s a...

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TRUE? Gurdjieff: (Most) “people are machines”

March 3, 2025

I know I sure was, up until the moment when a book fell to floor from a Cambridge Massachusetts bookstore shelf in 1966 as I...

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THE WH “INFLUENCER” OP — and what it demonstrates

February 28, 2025

Re: the title of this post. “WH” refers to White House, not White Hat. I think. Or does it? Whatever . . . For if...

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MEA CULPA: I was likely dead wrong, yesterday.

February 27, 2025

Looking back on yesterday’s post, I see myself as a fool — once again. I assumed that there was no good reason for withholding the...

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EPSTEIN FILES: Are we being gobsmacked by Pam Bondi and Kash Patel?

February 26, 2025

Yesterday, I, along with multitudinous others on X/twitter, got suddenly, seemingly, gobsmacked, by two of our new heroes:  Pam Bondi and Kash Patel. Supposedly they...

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Let us not turn into Caged Birds!

February 25, 2025

Why Bird Flu? Why Now? Joel Salatin: The Truth about Mass Killing . . . Forgive my paranoia, but: Caged birds live in horribly crowded...

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My Experience at Bloomington’s TOWN HALL

February 24, 2025

Two days ago, I decided to attend a “Town Hall” to be held at the Unitarian Universalist church. I was curious; wanted to become more...

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My (unwelcome) visceral response to current, shifting news about Pope Francis

February 21, 2025

As a forever recovering Catholic, I can’t help but “confess my sins” once in a while. Here’s the latest: When I first saw the news...

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Meme Stream: UKRAINE RIPPLES INTO DOGE

February 20, 2025

If we concentrate on the ramifications of probing the underbelly of just one single suppurating sore across this suffering world, it looks like Ukraine is...

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Let us inhabit the open space of “contradiction”

February 19, 2025

I’ve been stretching my sore brain wide, W . . .I . . .D . . .E! — in continued attempts to surrender my current...

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Re: DOGE: Oops! Sudden Switch from Ecstasy to Compassion

February 18, 2025

Until sometime yesterday afternoon I was in a near-continuous state of inner ecstasy as I contemplated the ongoing extraordinary deflation of the administrative state balloon,...

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Cultural shocks; interpersonal sweetness. Which is more real?

February 17, 2025

Another winter storm two nights ago, with this time, about five inches, which turned icy yesterday. Tried to walk puppy Scampi at around 8 AM,...

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SHOCKED into ABIDING AWARENESS

February 14, 2025

Amazing discovery . . . or is it? Actually, it’s what does happen, and has happened, over and over again in my very long life....

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OF SHOCKS AND TEDIUM . . .

February 13, 2025

Am I the only one for whom things are getting crazier and crazier? No. It’s true for all of us. We all know it. How...

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TODAY’S FULL MOON IN LEO IN TENSE T-CROSS WITH URANUS . . .

February 12, 2025

Hey folks, if you’re like me, you’re being extra-careful today. Full of care. Caring. Heart-centered. Aware. Awake. And Allowing. Whatever is meant to happen, will....

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Let’s face it, folks: THIS QUICKENING IS OURS!

February 11, 2025

What I most appreciate about the current breathtaking Trump/Elon blitzkrieg, its its sheer audacity. How dare Trump/Elon disrupt the uncomfortable status quo? How dare he...

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GRIFFY LAKE 7-MILE LOOP: I cross one off my bucket list!

February 10, 2025

My older son Sean, who lives in Boulder Colorado, once again (he comes every six months), is here for one week, for daily visits with...

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PAUL CUDENEC OVERVIEW: “one massive world-spanning public-private criminal enterprise”

February 8, 2025

While I’m not at all convinced that the various interconnected parts of the onrolling totalitarian takeover Cudenec depicts will actually succeed (nor is he), given...

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TRUMPIAN OVERVIEW: Domestic and International

February 7, 2025

Check this out. Makes a LOT of sense. Why is Trump supporting Israel, AI & mRNA vaccines? An insightful answer! Joe Lange:  Trump is but...

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THANKS TO TRUMP, I’m turning into a revolutionary; want to join me?

February 6, 2025

I’m done dissing Trump.  Consider it my own absurd megalomania to even begin to try to figure out what this colossus is up to. Clandestine...

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TRUST TRUMP?!? series, continued . . . “Save Israel for last” HUH?!?

February 5, 2025

What in hell did Q mean by “Save Israel for last?” A nasty part of me wants to think that it means Israel will finally...

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ALIVENESS: real or faked? Choose.

February 4, 2025

As I go about the world, mostly on foot, I find myself more and more astounded by the extreme differential between my 82-year-old vigor and...

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Sorry to bother you again, technical issue, need input . . .

February 3, 2025

If you are a subscriber, are you getting my posts? I just put one up this morning. One of my subscribers, at least, is not...

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Martin Geddes: Using AI to parse the Theology of Q

February 3, 2025

Want to test your mettle? I dare you to read all the way through this Martin Geddes Chat GPT offering: The Theology of Q  ...

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THE HEAVENS SPEAK: Uranus turned to go direct yesterday, exactly on my natal Moon . . .

February 1, 2025

Oops! I thought I actually posted this piece yesterday. It turns out, NOT. So everything I say here will be one day late . ....

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TRUST TRUMP? The contention keeps accelerating

January 29, 2025

Looking back, part of me wishes I had qualified that “Even so, Trust Trump” header I gave to yesterday’s post: e.g. “Trust Trump (Mostly).” In...

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Jeffrey Tucker: How Historic Is Trump’s Presidency?

January 29, 2025

I subscribe to Jeffrey Tucker’s email posts. In this opinion piece for Epoch Times yesterday, he places Trump’s presidency in historical and cultural context. Commentary:...

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Even so, YES, TRUST TRUMP — and Trust Our Flowing Love

January 28, 2025

While I have been spending most of my blog time since January 21 alerting myself and others to what I perceive as glaring mistakes made...

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TRUST TRUMP? A continuing series . . .

January 27, 2025

Note: See three recent posts. Less and less baffled, more and more needing to view Trump’s blitzkrieg in 5D terms. Not that he’s 5D, but...

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Again. Trust Trump? Waffling.

January 24, 2025

I’m waffling, back and forth. Thought I could stick with Sorensen’s assessment of what’s going on re: AI and Trump, but find it difficult. Plus:...

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David Sorensen: “Trump’s intentions are good.”

January 23, 2025

https://x.com/search?q=Stop%20World%20Control&src=typed_query   I’ve already indicated that, despite my initial freakout, I want to give Trump the benefit of the doubt. See yesterday’s post: Can Trump...

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CAN TRUMP BE TRUSTED?

January 22, 2025

Lots of clues make me wonder. Like the tech CEO billionaires who had special seats for the inaugural events. What’s that about. Like Bill Gates,...

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Inaugural Festivities as OUR Hero’s Journey

January 21, 2025

I imagine I enjoyed viewing the inaugural festivities as much as anyone, especially focusing in on body language of, between, and among people at the...

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Marshall Rosenberg: “All anger is a sign of self-importance.”

January 20, 2025

Oops! Yes. I’m with Celia Farber who, when a friend of hers stated the above, wrote on her new substack post: “I think I said...

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My ballistic encounter with a dear old friend

January 18, 2025

I was speaking two evenings ago, with a dear old high school friend and former husband in our early 30s, who lives in California, figuring...

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Of WHOMPS, and WALKING, and the primacy of the BODY

January 17, 2025

Will the slowly moving concrete ice on the DeKist roof go WHOMP today? If you’re like me, you wouldn’t go in and out the back...

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CAN we get and remain Grounded and Centered inside Avalanching Aquarian Melee´?

January 16, 2025

Half-way through January 2025, and it already feels as if a whole year has passed. Is time speeding up? Or are the sheer number and...

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DEAD OF WINTER in Green Acres Permaculture Village

January 15, 2025

I took three photos today, just to show how the snow, about 15″-18″ of which fell in two storms, one stronger than the other, light,...

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My Experience of Last Night’s “Supper Club” Launch

January 14, 2025

While walking the two miles downtown to Lennie’s at 6 PM, heading for the launch of the Brownstone Institute’s Midwest Supper Club, I felt invigorated,...

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If a few readers would please comment on this post?

January 14, 2025

Thank you. Comments have not been loading, apparently for months Once in a while, a reader would email me personally to tell me this, sending...

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TONIGHT, DATE WITH DESTINY? Brownstone Institute Inaugural Midwest Supper club

January 13, 2025

I’ve long enjoyed the immensely sensible, even-handed essays by Jeffrey Tucker, the founder, president, editor, and author of the Brownstone Institute. For example, this, from...

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Victor Davis Hanson, 5th Generation California resident, on the LA Fires

January 12, 2025

Victor Davis Hanson, a 5th generation life-long resident of the Central Valley of California, warns us that the LA conflagration, if such horrendous events are...

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Personal Reflections on the LA Fires (thanks to Mel Gibson’s remark about his “stuff”)

January 11, 2025

As I continue with my part-time, long term “Recapitulation” Project (nine years now, I’m embarrased to say) to archive the hundreds of essays I’ve written...

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Glitches, Gladness, Gratitude: Yesterday’s draft post folded into this one

January 10, 2025

Oops! The paragraphs in italics that follow the first three paragraphs of this post were in draft form yesterday, but then my computer glitched and...

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From one remote viewer: TINY, LOADED, GEOPOLITICAL TIDBITS

January 8, 2025

According to young, beautiful, and very experienced remote viewer Elizabeth April (she’s been at this for 14 years already), who claims to get her downloads...

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DANGER! Stomping Slowly, on a Virgo-esque Expedition

January 7, 2025

Sooooo . . . yesterday, staying home, not being outside for my usual vigorous 3-4 mile walk, drove me nuts. Even the snow shoveling didn’t...

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Well, I’m back . . .

January 6, 2025

. . . and snowed in. Most of the rest of this day will be spent dealing with the hand winter has dealt us without...

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HAPPY (or at least geared for) NEW YEAR?!?

December 31, 2024

I’m not returning here until January 6; however, simply couldn’t resist this.   Fear not and gear up, folks. It’s going to be a wild...

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Holiday Announcement

December 23, 2024

I just spent the last five days celebrating both my birthday and the Solstice. Time to reboot! Decided to take the rest of 2024 off....

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At Our Solstice/Birthday Party . . .

December 20, 2024

For which I got a “fake” tattoo. Will I switch to real? And is this the Sun or the Moon, over the mountains?

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Today my 82nd birthday!

December 19, 2024

Today is my 82nd birthday. I’ve been celebrating since yesterday, given that it was yesterday, 12/18/24, that the Sun actually returned to its natal place...

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DRONE: Contraptions vs Orbs

December 18, 2024

Elizabeth April, whose remarkable remote viewing talent my paralyzed, nerve-damaged son Colin introduced me to, now has a video up on what’s going on in...

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Terrific X/Twitter Two-Fer: Greater Israel; UFO/Drone

December 17, 2024

For me, more and more, aside from various substack essayists, the prime place for “news” is X/twitter. No other source comes close.   Two videos...

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About those scary “drones”

December 16, 2024

The way I figure it, we each must make a clear, decisive choice. Either contract into F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) or open the heart...

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Welcome to Freaky Friday the 13th Drone Show!

December 13, 2024

I keep hearing second hand that the UFO/drone activity over New Jersey and New York since November 18 is actually global. But I don’t find...

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Websites Hacked; Feminine Whisper from Beyond; MK Ultra Distraction; and What-In-Hell-Are-They?

December 12, 2024

Well, I promised to be back on Monday, and here it is Thursday. What stopped me in my tracks? All my websites were hacked. Which...

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I’m Undergoing a Neptunian Immersion in My Son’s Ongoing Hell

December 5, 2024

Transit Neptune —  a very slow-moving planet — which, in my birth chart, sits at the very top, i.e., it’s my path, my north star,...

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Elon Musk X/tweet? Plus fascinating “remote view” of Elon . . .

December 4, 2024

The above graph looks so clear and simple. I do tend to be-LIE-ve it. On the other hand, I don’t trust anything put out by...

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MTG describes the Economics of “The War Machine”

December 3, 2024

Today I would like to stretch way back, to the 40,000 foot view of what is going on in this world, thanks to the “economy”...

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Towards Continuous, Erumpent, Dances of Universal Peace!

December 2, 2024

If it can be said that I have a spiritual practice, I’d say that I actually have two of them, one private, the other public....

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PANT PANT. . . (Geez, what’s next?) A Brief Pat on our Collective “Conspiratorial” Back

November 29, 2024

It’s very apparent to me that anyone who pays attention to the larger world via social media (for me: mostly X, plus a few podcasters...

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THANKSGIVING: The holiday frequency has me; as does its sting.

November 28, 2024

  Once each year I am again startled to notice the powerful annual frequency in which we are all immersed during the winter holiday season,...

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Two geo-political mysteries worth pondering on the day before Thanksgiving

November 27, 2024

In case you missed it, six days ago Russia fired a devastating non-nuclear attack on a facility that reached deep underground in response to Ukraine...

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DEI MUST DIE! Massive Progress Report

November 26, 2024

As I walked around the IU campus this morning, empty now, due to Thanksgiving break, I was struck by all the beautifully constructed multistory limestone...

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SCREEN-FAST WEEKEND: Encounters with people, trees, dreams

November 25, 2024

While walking Bloomington’s B-Line trail Saturday morning with puppy Scampi, two encounters stayed with me. The first, with a woman just ahead who, when I...

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NOTES ON EXIT FROM POSTING this week: Gaetz, Bondi, glass houses, woke yuk, and me

November 22, 2024

Only a few hours after the then-shocking debacle of Matt Gaetz withdrawing from being considered for Trump 47’s AG, this, which I found first on...

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YE GODS! Deeper and Deeper: NOW WHAT?

November 21, 2024

On a day when all sorts of things are happening. Here are two of them. * Russia returns missile fire into Ukraine after U.S proxy...

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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONNED? Here’s one for the ages, thanks to Jay Weidner

November 20, 2024

Except for screen-fast weekends lately, I lead a very pattern-bound life. Up around 7 AM, sit with ipad and green tea (with added MCT oil);...

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WELCOME TO PLUTO IN AQUARIUS! Meme Stream

November 19, 2024

Let’s start with what’s very very far out, shall we? What used to be inconceivable, but our reaction is now, when UFO/UAP  mentioned — “meh?”...

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Jeffrey Tucker: “Is believing this the triumph of hope over experience? Absolutely.”

November 18, 2024

THE REVOLUTION OF 2024 Excerpt:   The one question Jeffrey Tucker has is why Trump went along with the jab. Perhaps a post/and video I...

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Bernard Guenther: “Navigating the Timeline Split”

November 15, 2024

Is there such a thing as a “timeline split”? Bernard Guenther thinks so. I tend to think so as well. How else to understand the...

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“HOW CAN TRUMP BE GOOD IF HE SUPPORTS ISRAEL?” — and more

November 14, 2024

I forgot to include this in yesterday’s post. Sorenson, adamant. https://x.com/davidjsorensen/status/1856133032500953179?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ Notice, BTW: that yesterday’s appointments were not zionist. Tulsi Gabbard and Matt Gaetz. I...

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YIKES! IS IT TIME TO DESPAIR?

November 13, 2024

Yesterday. This: This morning, more from Reese: to which I couldn’t help but reply:   I’d say, continue to hold tight. I have a sense...

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But Is Trump a Zionist?

November 12, 2024

The whole phenomenon of Israel has always had me flummoxed. I just never have been able to wrap my mind around it, at just about...

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Beyond immediate post-election drama, to what? Plus, “So there, David Icke.”

November 11, 2024

Spent another weekend mostly off-screen (except for one short session) during the days. Went on another unfamiliar long walk on Saturday with Scampi, followed by...

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Post-Election (Blue)s, plus “occult forces”

November 8, 2024

I gotta say, this made me choke with laughter. Here’s an incisive “psychological/spiritual” analysis of  the deep-seated WHY of leftist women’s meltdown. Long, but the...

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POST-ELECTION NOTES: I whip-saw back from fairy-tale land . . .

November 7, 2024

Question: why did Melania and her son look so somber, her outfit dark and muted, when Trump came out at 2:30 AM for his victory...

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SUDDEN INFLUX OF TEAM SPIRIT: Shocked, thrilled, but aware; what happened to expected chaos?

November 6, 2024

Ommigod, I’m totally, utterly, shocked! Not that the election seemed to come off with hardly a hitch, not that Trump was triumphant, but that the...

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Tilting to Weird on Election Day . . .

November 5, 2024

Though I did vote (early) for Trump, going very much against the grain in this always blue town, I did so as not exactly the...

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Squirreling Up to Fateful Election . . .

November 4, 2024

Note: I’m now a few weeks into my self-prescribed screen fast; just took two whole days off from screens Saturday and Sunday, from 7 AM...

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Are we, or are we not, nearing the end of “THE PLAN”?

November 1, 2024

Here are a few who seem to agree: Charlie Freak Excerpt: Charlie was referring to election results supposedly being posted by ABC during Formula One...

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Halloween 2024: Of Horror and Hilarity

October 31, 2024

Remember way back when we saw Halloween as the time when we dressed up as various scary people or corpses, or skeletons? Remember when skeletons...

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My (Jungian) prayer during this (final?) “election season”

October 30, 2024

Yesterday, I was speaking with a dear friend who, like most of my friends in deep blue Bloomington Indiana, wants Kamala/Walz to “win.” As we...

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DIVINE INTERVENTION TIME?

October 29, 2024

The hidden context in the title is collective. What shall November bring? Remember remember, the 5th of November . . . Okay. Here is a...

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Reflections on the MSG Rally: Dueling Interpretations

October 28, 2024

MSG was at capacity (20,000) for Trump’s massive rally yesterday. Plus 7o,000 more gathered outside. In what used to be Democratic New York. Times have...

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URANUS and (Addictive) Patterns Interruptus!

October 26, 2024

For the past two months, I’ve been on an inner journey. It’s hard to say how long this journey will last. All I know is...

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Voted early this morning . . .

October 25, 2024

I voted early this morning, standing in line with lots of people, both to pick up my ballot and to turn it in when done....

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Q drop: “There will come a time when they won’t be able to walk down the street.”

October 24, 2024

Remember this? Bill Gates getting hit with a pie in the face as he walked down the street? That was way back in 1998, but...

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On EGO, its necessity, and how it can trap us

October 23, 2024

Like everyone in a body on this planet, I must work with my “ego,” that part of me formed at the age of two, when...

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MEME DREAM, October 22, 2024: Personal, Interpersonal, Political

October 22, 2024

The following meme is NOT TRUE. My body is NOT a machine; my body is an organism, one living cell in the larger body of...

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Terrence McKenna: “This is what it’s like when a species decides to depart for the stars. . .

October 21, 2024

The mushrooms spoke to me . . .”   Twenty five years ago, Terrence McKenna foretold what appears, in the main, at least “in the...

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Alt-Epistemology: ABOVE AND BELOW — not one or the other; BOTH! At once!

October 19, 2024

Courageous cartoonist Ben Garrison, who, bless his heart, has been fighting cancer, packs a wallop with this new “cartoon.” It appears that hurricanes Helene and...

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Who Is Ludwig Klages?

October 18, 2024

In my local credit union this morning, after a complicated transaction involving all sorts of small amounts, I suddenly asked the clerk, plaintively, “Do you...

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WHAT IS REAL EDUCATION? A Personal Journey

October 17, 2024

This morning, on my walk with puppy Scampi, I came across graffiti in an out of the way place. COLLEGE IS FOR SUCKERS Bloomington Indiana...

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An obviously partisan post

October 16, 2024

This morning, walking by the sign that says, HARRIS, OBVIOUSLY, frankly, it made me want to throw up. Please, folks, realize that what leftist wokeist...

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OCTOBER 17: Full Moon in Aries Features Grand Cross in Cardinal Signs!

October 15, 2024

Two days hence. HUGE energy, featuring extraordinary conflicts, and including, as tumultuous, pattern-breaking background, during these years as death/rebirth Pluto completes its very first return...

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OCTOBER 14: Columbus Day? Or Indigenous People’s Day?

October 14, 2024

Or: a day recognizing that, on a finite planet, with seemingly ever-present scarcity, plus, a majority of people who value self above others, then, when...

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Interrupting Patterns for the Greater Good

October 12, 2024

This morning, on my usual four-mile walk with puppy Scampi, I was nearing home when a neighbor about a block away came out of her...

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Welcome to Elizabeth Nickson’s current “Absurdistan”!

October 12, 2024

Once again, I am utterly flabbergasted by Elizabeth Nickson’s long and extremely comprehensive substack post. Read this long, detailed essay all the way through; absorb...

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Political signs, and spaces: What is said, what is not said.

October 11, 2024

I live in an academic town. So of course I see Harris/Walz signs popping up on lawns during this final lead-up to the November 5...

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Re: “geoengineering” and the present moment. Paranoid? Or Perfect, Proper, Precise, TRUE

October 10, 2024

Concerning those who have been in stubborn denial about geoengineered “climate change”. . . have these latest steered and intensified hurricanes, with dozens of tornados...

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The “Four Elements”: FIRE, EARTH, AIR, WATER — all going crazy, inside and out.

October 9, 2024

  In astrology, we speak of “the four elements,” and note how many planets in a person’s chart of this element or that. Every element...

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Apparently, I’m “Jewish . . .”

October 8, 2024

What? How could I be “Jewish”? My hair when young, was blond, my eyes still blue. Aren’t I Aryan instead, German? Well, maybe one side...

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At Green Acres, Balancing the Opposites, Here and Now

October 7, 2024

See Saturday’s post. Yesterday’s daytime screen fast was mostly successful, though I did have to check twice on emails. In fact, almost immediately I felt...

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This “thinker” has come to a decision . . .

October 5, 2024

  Rather than taking one or two days off from screens by going elsewhere (see yesterday’s post), I’ve decided to stay home, but to alter...

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MEME STREAM: “Everything Everywhere All at Once” . . . or, The Great Awakening

October 4, 2024

Remember that 2022 movie, Everything Everywhere All At Once? I don’t. I do recall that I liked it, kinda . . . But the title?...

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Astrologer Liv Woodford: “Libra Solar Eclipse in the Wake of Helene”

October 3, 2024

  Yesterday’s solar eclipse in Libra is here interpreted in an entirely different manner than usual. Why? Because its author, astrologer Liv Woodford, is living...

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Son Colin’s healing process

October 2, 2024

  Forgot to put a title on this until today, several days later . . . Amidst the gathering horror, the continuous expurgation of death,...

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And here we go, flushing down the OCTOBER 2024 river

October 1, 2024

Oh my . . . Here we are on October 1, first day of “Red October,” and the port strike, and weather warfare. The month...

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Reflections and (real?) implications of Hurricane Helene

September 30, 2024

Like many people, I have been increasingly obsessed with Hurricane “Helene,” wondering what the hell is going on, and very concerned for the mother (of...

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Darkness, and Light . . . and Darkness . . . all on twitter/X

September 28, 2024

X/twitter continues as by far my best source of possibly real — and, during these days of apocalyptic disclosure of the deep dark business the...

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Sudden Surprising Uranian Swerve! WHEE . . .

September 27, 2024

Wow . . . I continue to be amazed at how my experience with the political culture in this town is a fractal of every...

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Mother Renee to the rescue . . .

September 26, 2024

See recent posts. Oh my . . . yesterday, in the midst of my interior turbulence, I decided to do my daily yoga/chikung/taichi practices out...

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Still deep in contentious local drama. My helpers? Dane Rudhyar and Clif High

September 25, 2024

I’m still deep in the contentious local drama that pits the integrity and sanctity of my historic neighborhood of affordable small homes against the so-called...

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Preoccupied

September 24, 2024

See yesterday’s post. Not much has changed, except the situation looks worse with even less support from the City Council.  So interesting, how this local...

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Hello again, from the trenches . . .

September 23, 2024

So, it appears that the chaos expected as shown through the title of my last post, on September 18, over four days ago, descended upon...

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Complete Chaos Coming. WHAT’S NEXT?

September 18, 2024

Do you have trouble wondering who you’re going to offend next with what? You’re not alone.   Remember: the deep state is intentionally dividing us...

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Pissed Potpourri . . .

September 17, 2024

What a pornocorpia of bullshit! Examples . . . I remember, back on 911, deciding to put photos of Bush, Cheney, and Rumsfeld on my...

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Sunday peregrinations . . .

September 15, 2024

  Yesterday was Pride Day in Bloomington, Indiana. Makes me want to barf. But: I really appreciate the humor some people are capable of. These...

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Yuck. And yet . . .

September 14, 2024

  But wait a minute. Evil has not invaded MY life. Do I live in a unreal bubble? I think not. Everything depends on where...

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Sometimes I think this is me.

September 13, 2024

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I reconsider my own reaction to the debate

September 12, 2024

  When I said I didn’t watch it, I meant that I didn’t sit there and watch it continuously. Was too pissed to continue for...

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Tried, and failed, to watch the debate last night.

September 11, 2024

From the very beginning, the whole thing felt strangely off. Trump started out tense, irritated. Harris started out confident, affable, articulate. Kept looking at him;...

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FEYNMAN AND ME on Questions and Answers

September 10, 2024

  Me, too. Which is why, when my 58-year-old inventor son Colin, then three years old, asked me, “Mom, which is more real, my dreams...

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Short and “sweet”? No. Short and profound.

September 9, 2024

This post, that is. I offer here, two memes, in this order. Get that bat out of the wheel! Go to bat for yourself! Shadow...

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A Rare, Explicitly Political, Post

September 8, 2024

  Composed mostly of memes. I walk around this academic town and see “Harris” signs aplenty. Still don’t know if it’s safe to put a...

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SCAMS I FELL FOR . . . and more

September 7, 2024

Continuing from yesterday’s SCAM post, I confess: I’m not at all immune to the psy-ops perpetrated by “them,” whoever they may be. Examples: All resulted...

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YOU’VE BEEN SCAMMED!!!

September 6, 2024

Correction: WE’VE been scammed. Let’s see now. Where to begin? How about this? Scary carbon and climate change https://x.com/myhiddenvalue/status/1830108647038599557?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   https://x.com/wideawake_media/status/1831989720357744966?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   Moving right along...

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ON ADDICTION: RFK Jr. and Me

September 5, 2024

  I have long felt that at the bottom of our cultural tendency to addiction, is unprocessed grief. That grief lies at the heart of...

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ARTISTIC MASTERPIECE

September 4, 2024

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Me, today. . .

September 3, 2024

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PATTY GREER: Crop Circles Come Up from Below

August 31, 2024

In these days, when human beings are encouraged to lift off the earth, even when walking down the street, watching our phone rather than our...

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Small town Martinsville Indiana starts up its own printed newspaper YES!

August 30, 2024

  Ever since I learned to read  at five years old I have been hungry for “news.” For information that occurs beyond the reach of...

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MAGA, MAHA, Tooth Fairy . . .

August 29, 2024

Do you, or don’t you, “identify” with MAGA. I do, now that RFK Jr. has made clear what he thinks it means. Also very much...

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MAHA: Make America Healthy Again. YES! For Me, LIFELONG, Daily Walks

August 28, 2024

  I love RFK Jr.’s slogan, MAHA: Make America Healthy Again. So, let’s get down into the weeds, shall we? Take Lara Logan’s advice, as...

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Artificial Intelligence? Or: Unlimited HUMAN Intelligence

August 27, 2024

Joebot: Religion Goes Digital Joe Allen is one of the most incisive, articulate analysts of the AI phenomenon and how it affects/infects the human spirit....

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Mike Adams: “Trump and RFK Jr. are not the same people they were four years ago.”

August 26, 2024

And neither are we! I’ve felt and said all along that Trump needs to apologize for his part in the covid/vaccine rollout, despite that I...

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ELECTION YEAR BLUES: Let me be the one I am looking for

August 25, 2024

  Don’t get too cocky, Ann, assuming the Kennedy/Trump combo will break the mold. Whatever has? Oh yeah? I’d say we are in desperate need...

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UNIFICATION BEGINS?

August 24, 2024

  I debated whether or not to include the question mark after the title to this post. Chickened out; decided to include it. In any...

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RNC compared to DNC

August 23, 2024

  I’m biased, not “in favor of” RNC, but certainly against DNC. Kinda the opposite of those at the DNC. And hopefully, the larger part...

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A paranoid perspective may be currently necessary . . .

August 22, 2024

  Okay. Let’s start with an insult . . . Okay, are you ready to be “redpilled,” or are you deliberately keeping yourself “stupid.” I...

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ATARAXIA: Gift of Growing Older

August 21, 2024

  My husband Jeff Joel, 21 years ago, (one quarter of a Uranus cycle, three quarters of a Saturn cycle ago!), said to me a...

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TWO COWS show how to parse capitalism, socialism, communism; plus liberal and conservative

August 20, 2024

For those who wonder where YOU are “on the spectrum.” NO. Not that spectrum! This one. Or at least these are the human economic “forms”...

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NERVOUS SYSTEM: From running scared to running sacred! Moment by moment . . .

August 19, 2024

  This is a huge day astrologically. Don’t have time to discuss it here; just know that it affects both me and my son Colin’s...

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Once Again, A Pox on your Monkey Pox

August 18, 2024

It appears that I’m not the only one who can’t stop swearing in disgust at the very mention of “monkeypox.” Even better . . ....

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Two types of ILLEGAL ALIENS; both with total control trips

August 17, 2024

  Interesting. my old friend Carol Rosin did not mention “pandemics” when she spoke of the “five cards” that would arrive, one after another, and...

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To those who would rule us with bullshit: A pox on your stupid “monkeypox!

August 16, 2024

  One good thing about the fact that all the old Capricorn FORMS (including rules, regulations, organizations, bureaucracies, etc.) which, pre-covid con, we actually took...

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Q post: “Save Israel for last”? NOW WHAT?

August 15, 2024

  Well, are we now in the end game? With Israel last? Last for what? Will Israel’s year-long rampage against the Palestinians end up in...

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Mars/Jupiter conjunction heralds this day

August 14, 2024

This morning, at around 5:30 AM, for the first time since I got puppy Scampi three weeks ago, I happened to go outside, stand on...

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Good (local) and Bad (out there): BOTH! Last night’s great session, followed by sleeplessness

August 13, 2024

As ever, I move between worlds, attempting to both integrate the awfulness and and focus my own personal energy where it needs to go.  ...

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DAVID MEETS GOLIATH: 5 PM, Bloomington City Hall

August 12, 2024

The Bloomington Historic Commission meets at 5 PM today, August 12, to decide whether or not to send our Application to preserve Green Acres Neighborhood...

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Mid-August Meme Beams

August 11, 2024

Now that we’ve lived through whatever that was that supposedly knocked Trump to the ground back in Pennsylvania, and wow, look at this! weird much?...

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A Meditation on Opposites

August 10, 2024

I continue to be stunned by the differential between what I experience in person, and the continuing  horror show depicted in the so-called “news” I...

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The Kamala Kackles Konundrum

August 9, 2024

  I am astonished by the media’s ability to instantly shift its visual commentary on those “in the public eye.” It did it with Biden,...

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Two “CELEBRITIES” who did NOT sell their souls: Denzel Washington, Keanu Reeves

August 8, 2024

https://x.com/robertdunlap947/status/1821276516694815112?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   “Remember that some things have to end, for better things to begin.” Denzel’s wisdom has been shining through for a long time. We...

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WHAT IS REAL LEARNING?

August 7, 2024

Back in graduate school at Boston Universty, which I attended from 1966 through 1972, gaining my PhD in philosophy in the process, not because I...

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“Two different worlds, we live in . . .” MINE/OURS — AND THEIRS

August 6, 2024

Yesterday, friend Dan, who lived here in this house for four years, and the another year in the third house (of Green Acres Permaculture Village),...

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POST-SCRIPT, to this morning’s post.

August 5, 2024

I forgot to add a crucial remark to today’s post, that puts all of what I said about “not being religious” in a larger light....

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“I’m not religious, but I AM spiritual . . .”

August 5, 2024

Not sure what brought the subject up, but yesterday I was speaking with a friend, and mentioned that “I’m not religious, but I am spiritual.”...

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How is it that a man named “Trump” actually exists? Did his soul choose that name for a reason?

August 4, 2024

I had seen most of this info before, but as scraps. Grateful for this cogent summary tale of what the author details as Trump’s earlier,...

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WHERE ARE WE? Is “patriotism” soon to be passe´?

August 3, 2024

I see that Ariel (@prolotario1) mentions secession, today, when speaking of just how precarious is the developing situation re: Israel, and its strangely central place...

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TURBULENCE TIME, personal and collective

August 2, 2024

The title to yesterday’s post referred to huge shifts in my own life, though I did not state that in the title. I imagine now,...

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HUGE SHIFTS this next week, starting today

August 1, 2024

It’s August 1, folks. Huge shifts this next week, starting today at Green Acres Permaculture Village (three homes, two on corner, and third adjacent; zoned...

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What WAR does to a Face

July 30, 2024

Before Eyes full of idealism, innocence, determination Mouth: innocent, soft Face: young, unlined, sweet   After Eyes haunted, staring, shell-shocked Mouth: hard, cynical Face: decades...

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SYNCHRONICITY RULES! What happened just now . . .

July 29, 2024

  Woke up from my nap a few minutes ago, checked email on ipad lying right beside me, and noted that Margaret had just now...

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Getting to Know My Neighbors

July 29, 2024

  I decided to take it upon myself to take charge of walking our Green Acres Neighborhood, seeking signatures for our petition to give to...

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“Should I do a post about God today?”

July 28, 2024

  I copied the above from a note to myself this morning. It’s been brewing, this post about “god.” Several things give rise to it,...

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OLYMPICS OPENING CEREMONY: Let Us Shake Off the End of the World

July 27, 2024

Have we reached the finale, the ignominious end of western civilization? If the “opening ceremonies” of the 33rd Paris Olympics are any indication, then yes....

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Greening Green Acres and Beyond

July 26, 2024

Four intrepid women who live in our beleagered Green Acres Neighborhood are working feverishly to get an application in for us to become a Conservation...

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Where the hell are we?

July 25, 2024

  Remember this? https://x.com/ronin19217435/status/1814474490597826745?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ I’m sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. And I love you. Seems to me we could use remembering this ancient technique...

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NOW is the Choice Point. Which shall it be?

July 24, 2024

Or . . . Or both. I’d say both.   Open Space  to include the dynamic tension OF THE OPPOSITES.

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WHO WE ARE, what we’re “up” against, and how we heal

July 23, 2024

  Each of us is a sovereign soul, at one with all. However, during our brief sojourns inside bodies on planet Earth, we often forget...

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ALT-EPISTEMOLOGY: Let’s take off our conceptual helmets and shake out our hair!

July 22, 2024

I’ve just spent the better part of six months, in my “spare” time, creating a collection of five e-books, each one composed of essays written...

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Full Moon in Capricorn/Cancer conjunct Pluto in Aquarius: DOES IT FEEL TO YOU AS IF WE ARE ON THE CUSP OF A “BRAVE NEW WORLD”?

July 21, 2024

  Let’s take that familiar phrase in both senses: one, made famous by Aldous Huxley’s dystopian novel, depicting the technocratic nightmare that is fast descending...

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New Puppy!

July 20, 2024

  Note: see posts on my recently deceased “puppy Shadow.”     Of course I’ve been surfing the internet looking at small dogs for rescue...

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RNC FINALE: Tucker, Trump, and God. Meanwhile . . .

July 19, 2024

Two amazing pulls from the final evening of the astonishingly energetized and loving RNC. Both speaking, in their own ways,  to explain the prevailing mood....

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Still don’t think Trump was supposed to die on July 13?

July 19, 2024

Note: See yesterday’s post. Here’s another clue:

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Donald Trump Was Supposed to Die on July 13

July 18, 2024

  So why did he not? Divine Intervention? He thinks so. His sons think so. Just about everybody thinks so. Even “atheists” have trouble not...

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LET’S BLOW OUR HEARTS (Crossroads Report) & MINDS (Starfire Codes) WIDE OPEN!

July 17, 2024

Margaret Menge, an independent journalist and one of we four women working to conserve our Green Acres neighborhood, writes an always incisive Crossroads Report. Her...

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Reflections on Trump’s near-death experience

July 16, 2024

Along with millions of others, I’ve been further contemplating the failed assasination attempt. Not so much wondering about the trustworthiness of the SS (because, no...

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Publicity for Our Green Acres Preservation Project

July 15, 2024

  Our first of three Public Meetings. I’m in the blue shorts. Elisha, who is in the process of purchasing the third house in our...

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Can a Horrendous (failed) Evil Deed Flip US to the Greater Good?

July 14, 2024

So many iconic photos of DJT with blood running down his face. Does this horrific, eruptive Mars/Uranus in Taurus event guarantee Trump will win back...

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Notes on the astrology for “July 15th”

July 13, 2024

  I, and many many others, have been noticing Clif High’s prediction for “July 15,” which, as I recall, he said somewhere that it would...

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First Public Meeting Yesterday Evening

July 12, 2024

Note: See posts for 7/10 and 7/11. We held our first of three Public Meetings yesterday evening, at the Christian Science Church, situated on the...

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Still working on this evening’s presentation . . .

July 11, 2024

  See yesterday’s post. . . . and yes, this is what’s at stake. Are we to allow high rises by rapacious developers in the...

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Urgent Green Acres Neighborhood Business . . .

July 10, 2024

  . . . draws me away from other concerns today. Working with three other women in Green Acres and must give a talk tomorrow...

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WHEN WORRYING ABOUT “THE WORLD” IS TOO MUCH . . .

July 9, 2024

. . . when I grow weary at the accelerating horrifying buzzing booming confusion of what We the People are “up against.”   Yes, When...

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My Mid-Summer Assessment: Local Issues, Local Actions, Here, NOW

July 8, 2024

The memorable phrase, “Think globally, act locally,” was, unfortunately, hijacked by the globalists long ago. But we can still do it: recognize that whatever issues...

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Need another three day weekend off this blog

July 4, 2024

Last weekend was so nourishing, I suddenly decided I could use another one . . . Until Monday!

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On this 4th of July, Let’s Get and Keep Independence Day REAL!

July 4, 2024

  In other words, let each us recognize self as a sovereign, independent soul, underneath  surface identification as a U.S. “citizen.” Notice how the word...

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DANCING IN AN AQUARIAN GROUP, shot through with aliveness

July 3, 2024

  Here’s commentary I was going to compose in reference to last weekend’s DUP Retreat. In my experience, it used to be that the Dances...

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Timothy Glenn, astrological message at midyear, 2024: “LET THE FALLOUT BEGIN.”

July 2, 2024

  I shouldn’t ever say what I’m going to post tomorrow (which I said yesterday), since almost inevitably, something comes along that I consider crucial....

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Dances of Universal Peace, Fort Wayne, Indiana, June 28-30

July 1, 2024

  I will post on this wonderful event tomorrow, after I’ve caught up at home.  

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THE YUCK: Short version, Long version; My version

June 27, 2024

  Short version. I remember when the “blackmail” lightbulb went off in my mind, heart and soul. It was in April, 2017. https://www.exopermaculture.com/2017/04/21/financial-whistleblower-ronald-bernard-whose-conscience-woke-refused-allow-complete-training-psychopath/ Me: “So...

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Assange, Redux: Did he really suffer imprisonment in Melmarsh for five whole years? And if so, what might that imply?

June 26, 2024

In my post yesterday, I assumed that Assange, at 52, having, through constant, indefatigable effort, shone the light of truth on the darkness that has...

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JUPITER IN GEMINI: Astrological Timing of Julian Assange Release

June 25, 2024

BTW: the reason he’s going to a remote island to do the official deed tomorrow of agreeing to plead “guilty” to one count in exchange...

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So, What ARE We Doing on This Planet???!!??

June 24, 2024

  At the ripe old age of 81.5, I’ve been telling friends and family, near and far, for a few years now — (officiously, pretentiously,...

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SERIOUS QUESTION: Is Money the “bottom line”?

June 23, 2024

Men Made History; Their Mothers Made Dinner You may think this Mickey Z post is “dated,” in that it’s no longer the case that only...

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ABOVE AND BELOW, BEST AND WORST, NATURE AND CULTURE, again and again, and again . . .

June 22, 2024

5 AM walk this morning, on the sixth day of soon-to-be-blistering (chem-trailed? HAARP-ed? I noticed some frequency clouds) heat. Watching the dawn on this second...

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WHAM BANG! Summer Solstice June 20th, followed by Capricorn Full Moon, June 21

June 21, 2024

. . . and what I, and I hope all of us all-too-human humans, do seem to be wrestling with — and hopefully, via mistakes...

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LET US SHINE, fully and without ceasing, at this Summer Solstice moment!

June 20, 2024

Happy Summer Solstice, folks! And let us recognize, that on this powerful day, 2024, what the Sun at 0° Cancer specifically illuminates is what appears...

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FULL HEART, OPEN MIND: Navigating CURRENTS of personal grief inside all-too-human (exceedingly vicious) STORMS

June 19, 2024

  (Posts on Puppy Shadow’s departure begin with his death on June 4. About six posts so far; I keep thinking I’m done . ....

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MEMEri-z-ING: Ready? Get set! Go Go GO!!!

June 18, 2024

  Back in 1985, I wrote a book detailing moment to moment changes during my first 30 years, and titled it “A Soul’s Journey.” Wanted...

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Little Shadow Interweaves His Larger Life with My Own

June 17, 2024

I write this on the two week anniversary of little Shadow’s death, on June 4, 2024. See previous posts, June 4, 5, 6, 7 and...

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Puppy Shadow’s “shadow” shines bright

June 16, 2024

  (Note, see posts June 4, 5, 6, and 7). On my walk early this morning I ran into two people with dogs, one after...

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Two Types of People in This World . . .

June 15, 2024

  Not true. But as both a recovering Catholic (childhood) and recovering Democrat (adult life until 2017) I did laugh out loud, chai tea spittering...

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WHAT? In Defiance of New State Law, Bloomington City Council Votes to Allow “Gender-Affirming Health Care”

June 14, 2024

So here we go. The city council of this academic town has just pledged to support “gender-affirming healthcare,” up to and including surgical mutilation. The...

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ISRAEL/PALESTINE CONFLICT: Charles Eisenstein’s “beyond reason” perspective dwarfs that of RFK Jr and Victor Davis Hanson

June 13, 2024

I read this unusually evenhanded and above-the-fray essay, by Charles Eisenstein, author of Sacred Economics and other paradigm-shattering books, with growing interest, especially given his...

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For those PRIDE ones who think they can Hijack the Rainbow . . .

June 12, 2024

  Thank you, Tina!

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FOOLED AGAIN? From Covid to Climate Change

June 11, 2024

  Remember four short years ago, when the DS introduced the covid horror and what might, supposedly, mitigate its effects? Masks. Social distancing. Isolation. WHAT?...

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Is SANITY, Honoring Obvious Biological Dimorphic Reality, Beginning to Return?

June 10, 2024

  And smack in the middle of PRIDE month? Terrific! Of course full-fledged adults can do what they want to their own bodies, dress up...

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WHAT’S REALLY REAL? Personal Peregrinations from 1970s to NOW.

June 9, 2024

  Way back when I was in my 30s (1970s), I was married for two years to my old high school boyfriend in our home...

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El Salvador President to Tucker: Winning the spiritual war reflects into the material realm

June 8, 2024

You might want to pair the above with this: https://x.com/lauramatsue/status/1799182150937546959?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ  

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I Offer Shadow’s Dear Sweet Soul to the Tribe

June 7, 2024

Note: See posts for June 4, 5, 6. I think this may be the final post in my grieving process for dear puppy Shadow. Because...

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EXTENDED RELFECTIONS: on Life and Death, Living and Dying

June 6, 2024

Dying Well: Chaplain Offers ‘Perfect Place’ to Have a ‘Good Death’ I loved reading the above article. Also loved this hospice chaplain’s peripatetic history! I’ve...

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Me and My Shadow, one more time

June 5, 2024

Oops! I was wrong. I thought I got puppy Shadow in 2009, but it was 2011. So he was “only” 15 when he died. Even...

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Puppy Shadow’s Final Morning . . .

June 4, 2024

  Wow. Way sooner than I expected . . . 17-year-old puppy Shadow started coughing late yesterday afternoon, and from then on, 75% of the...

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IS PERCEPTION REALITY? “Pride” month at Petco and Target

June 3, 2024

On this glorious day in early June, I happened to walk into Petco for 17-year-old puppy Shadow’s bath and haircut appointment, and what did I...

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Sociology Professor, ten years ago: “If transgenderism becomes normal, we will lose our civilization.”

June 2, 2024

So here we are, June 2, second day of PRIDE month. A whole month. Here’s a better name for it. The propaganda is literally spewing...

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WHAT CAN WE LEARN FROM WOLVES IN YELLOWSTONE?

June 1, 2024

What happens if just one one species, removed from its natural habitat, is re-introduced? What happened to the entire Yellowstone Park ecosystem when the wolves...

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New York “Guilty” Verdict: “EXPECT A REVOLUTION”?

May 31, 2024

Oh, and BTW, the verdict was unanimous. Which makes me wonder, why all the bullshit leading up to it, the jury asking for large parts...

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“PRIDE” GOETH BEFORE THE FALL?

May 30, 2024

Let us brace ourselves. June is PRIDE month, yes, a whole month, just like last year, coming right up. Here’s Jordan Peterson on tik tok...

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Trump’s Trials

May 30, 2024

  I did think it odd that Trump referenced Mother Teresa yesterday. A comm of some sort? https://thehill.com/homenews/campaign/4691639-trump-hush-money-jury-deliberates-mother-teresa/ I seem to remember reports that sainted...

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Puppy Shadow Update: he’s now “in hospice”

May 29, 2024

  Interesting. I had been concerned that maybe 17-year-old Puppy Shadow had heartworm, since I had not consented to test for it at his regular...

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Here Comes the Sun?

May 28, 2024

I now get word that a very close relative of mine, and a faithful New York Times reader for decades, has just announced: “The New...

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“As above, so below” . . . NOT! U.S. underground tunnels and DUMBS

May 27, 2024

Saw this on twitter/X yesterday. Of course, I have no idea whether this photo represents what’s really going on under the Eiffel Tower, if anything....

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MEME JOURNEY: from Darkness to Light

May 26, 2024

  Looking back  . . . Yeah, remember this? Trouble is, not sure how much has changed. I hear about people “waking up,” but don’t...

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GLOBAL POPULATION: How many is too many?

May 25, 2024

  I remember, years ago, seeing something about the state of Texas would fit every single human on earth, with each one on 1.5 acres...

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WHO AM I? Balthazar?

May 24, 2024

Many decades ago, a psychic once told me that she thought I had a past life as Balthazar, one of the three Magi, the three...

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WHO DO YOU TRUST? Flynn, Cates, Ariel, Sather

May 23, 2024

  As the years go by, I am continuously noticing that those I thought to be “truthers” may not be. That the corruption goes much,...

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Rappoport calls out RFK Jr. for (Lying) “Ignorance” of Transgender re: Children

May 22, 2024

  I heard today that a young man who lived in my house for a year, and subsequently got married, then started wearing dresses and...

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WAR AND PEACE: two songs

May 21, 2024

Will the Iran President’s death be judged an assasination, echoing the Archduke Ferdinand assasination, which ramped up World War I? If so, then Marx’s adage,...

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Puppy Shadow and Ivermectin

May 20, 2024

Note: See recent posts on Shadow. . . . which seems to have cured him, after a tiny amount once a day for four days....

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CONFESSION: Inflated Ego

May 19, 2024

  I really did think I was beyond all that. After all, at 81, I’ve seen it all, done it all. Nothing surprises me anymore....

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We are well on our way to leaving the natural, biological world behind. Let’s turn back, shall we?

May 18, 2024

This morning, I just had to retreat into the forest. My mental health demanded that I do. So I did, walked Griffy Lake trails for...

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“Financial and/or Emotional Security Seriously Disturbed”

May 17, 2024

I betcha lots of folks are experiencing this, right now and for next several days. Five planets in steady, earthy Taurus, placeholder for personal values....

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How my “Peacekeeper” missile mongering morphed into learning how to keep the peace

May 16, 2024

  Equipped with up to ten warheads each, from 1985 through 2005 the Peacekeepers stood 71 feet high and weighed 195,000 pounds. With a reach...

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When civilization is riddled with corruption at every level, how to re-balance the scales?

May 15, 2024

  For until we do, we will not be able to begin again. This is our Plutonian problem. There is no rebirth without death.  ...

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TIME TO ESTABLISH PRIORITIES . . . lest we be led around by the nose

May 13, 2024

Remember, Re-Member. . . Let’s put ourselves back together again, live from the inside out. And what’s inside? Plenty. Some of it buried gems, genius,...

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Paralyzed son Colin’s very first zoom . . .

May 12, 2024

This post was to go out yesterday, but wordpress glitched again.  Was with paralyzed, nerve-damaged inventor son Colin this morning, a very special visit that...

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Update on Dying: Puppy Shadow . . . (and me) . . .

May 10, 2024

  Note: This post was meant to go up yesterday, as an update to the post for the day before, but got derailed by a...

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HEADS UP . . . AND FEET DOWN! This weekend . . .

May 10, 2024

  I’m about to post the piece I was working on yesterday, and then got interrupted by a wordpress glitch. So will post later today....

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Puppy Shadow appears to be dying . . . or is he?

May 8, 2024

  To add to my intense Uranus/Moon/Algol drama (which I have still not plumbed in depth on this blog due to constant new developments here...

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New Moon in Taurus: May 7, 11:22 PM EDT

May 7, 2024

New Moon in Taurus ~ May 7, 2024 Time for full-on flowering of our individual, cooperative, and ecosophic potential! At noon today, I had my first...

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Doubling down today . . .

May 6, 2024

In the sense that I did not get all that I needed to get done over just the weekend, so have decided stretch it out...

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FRAZZLED.

May 3, 2024

    As my very short visit with paralyzed, nerve-damaged son Colin ended this morning, I told him: “Today I feel like I’m identifying with...

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Victor Davis Hanson: “Can the Current Universities Be Saved?”

May 2, 2024

  I have long admired military historian Victor Davis Hanson, and consider him a human treasure, one of the world’s foremost “public intellectuals,” his wisdom,...

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ALT-EPISTEMOLOGY: My (psy-opian) View from Afar of Current Protest (and other) Movement

May 1, 2024

  (See three previous posts, re: Indiana University encampment.) As I watch the current protest movement proceed I can’t help but wonder, as usual, if...

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IU Protest Encampment: PHOTOS

April 30, 2024

  Note: see post from April 26 and two from yesterday, April 29. 17-year-old puppy Shadow and I decided to walk 1.5 miles again to...

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OOPS! Crucial correction to this morning’s post, plus Ben Garrison cartoon and comment

April 29, 2024

  I’ve now read more local stories, these from today’s Herald-Times, and I realize that I got one thing wrong, which created a context that...

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Hmmm . . . are IU Protest Encampments now allowed?

April 29, 2024

See this, first, last Friday’s post: https://annkreilkamp.net/college-protest-psy-op-kent-state-here-we-come-then-what/   Once again, this morning 17-year-old “puppy” Shadow and I walked 1.5 miles to Dunn Meadow on the...

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Late April: Goings on at Green Acres Permaculture Village

April 28, 2024

Late April: Garden and other photos, with commentary

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“What’s with everyone turning Christian already?”

April 27, 2024

  Two “influencers” are now proclaiming their apparent conversion: “going home” to Christianity (Candace Owens, in her case, Catholicism) and “Taking the Plunge” Russell Brand....

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College Protest psy-op? Kent State, here we come? THEN WHAT?

April 26, 2024

  I don’t get it. The pro-Palestine college protests and encampments are spreading across this nation. Is this a gigantic, spreading psy-op, to bring people...

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Example of My Daily Work as a CRONE

April 25, 2024

  Yesterday, at our local food co-op, I decided to “work with” a clerk, an older man, probably in his late ’60s or early ’70s,...

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On Growing Older vs. Getting Older: JUDI DENCH AND ME

April 24, 2024

  To grow older is to mature, like fine wine. Getting older, however, is not so fun, since most females are indoctrinated to prioritize their...

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“CLIMATE CHANGE,” and chem trails, and tremors

April 23, 2024

  On the day after Earth Day this post seems appropriate. First off, Patrick Moore, co-founder of Greenpeace, since at least 1994 has denied  man-made...

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Alt-Epistemology: Questions about the Azzarello self-immolation

April 22, 2024

  I remember being blown away by Ted Kaczynski’s extremely trenchant Unabomber Manifesto: Industrial Society and its Future. I was not nearly so blown away...

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Today puppy Shadow and I walked more Bloomington trails

April 21, 2024

  I’ve been very much appreciating the fine trail system that Bloomington offers, with puppy Shadow and I upping our walking miles from 3-4 to...

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WENT OUT TO SEE SON COLIN TODAY . . .

April 20, 2024

  . . . after which puppy Shadow and I walked five miles on the B-Line Trail, drove home, ate lunch, took a nap, did...

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MY PARALYZED SON COLIN HAS “BEST DAY EVER!”

April 19, 2024

  My 58-year-old inventor son Colin Cudmore has been paralyzed from the waist down since he suffered an aortic dissection (of both ascending and descending...

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NOW: Jupiter/Uranus Conjunction in Taurus; plus a personal story

April 18, 2024

  Transit Jupiter is now crossing the same degree transit Uranus occupies, exactly, for the first time in 14 years. But the last time this...

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In an age of diaphanous pretending, do you long for timeless wisdom?

April 17, 2024

  I have long appreciated the marginalian,  Maria Popova’s regular contributions to timeless wisdom. Here’s her latest, on Dostoyevsky: Dostoyevsky, Just After His Death Sentence...

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WITNESS CONSCIOUSNESS during DMT

April 16, 2024

  Marita, a young woman who lives with son Colin and Joseph in the house next door, asked me if I had ever taken DMT....

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Here we go again. “Bomb bomb bomb Iran!”

April 15, 2024

  Sorry. (See yesterday’s post.)  I can’t resist looking further into what just happened. And for commentary, I tend to trust Colonel Douglas Macgregor and...

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This Existential Crisis Reminds Me of Childhood

April 14, 2024

  As the current, violent, destructive, prideful tit for tat between Israel and the rest of the world revs up, I need to refocus; at...

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World War III?

April 13, 2024

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The Solar System Is the Body of the Sun

April 12, 2024

  Oops! Monday’s solar eclipse seems to have swallowed me whole . . .   Astrophysicist Michael Claridge gifts us with another reflection on the...

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One More Post on the Solar Eclipse: EXCELLENT!

April 11, 2024

  This is an excellent, precise, wide-ranging astrological perspective on the meaning of solar eclipses, especially focused on the archetypal relationship of Sun and Moon....

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POST-ECLIPSE: Have we entered a brand new world? And if so, what kind?

April 10, 2024

  In case you want to see pics of what crowds did gather here, and where, the Indiana Daily Student has some good ones. https://www.idsnews.com/article/2024/04/photo-live-update-bloomington-indiana-solar-eclipse-totality...

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MY Total Solar Eclipse on “Solstice Hill,” Bloomington Indiana

April 9, 2024

It turned out that of all those I invited to accompany me to Solstice Hill (where a group of us had observed the Jupiter/Saturn conjunction...

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Eclipse Day Dawns . . .

April 8, 2024

  . . . and as for those supposed 100,000 OR  300,000 (weird: news reports had it as either one OR the other!) visitors expected...

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PRE-ECLIPSE JITTERS? No. Steadying, calm awareness in the midst of upheaval

April 7, 2024

  Hmmm . . . two east coast earthquakes in the last few days. Rare. Meaning? Will the New Madrid fault line be activated? These...

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Joe Dubs weighs in on Eclipse

April 6, 2024

Drove out to see son Colin today at Majestic Care, expecting to be caught in traffic, given the hundreds of thousands that are supposedly descending...

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ECLIPSE CRAZINESS hits home; plus SunWeatherMan, Martin Geddes, and JP Sears, aka Don Doomsday

April 4, 2024

I heard today somewhere that there are now about 40 official viewing sites in Bloomington alone! I passed one of them, a large grassy field,...

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Laura Bruno on the Astrology of the Eclipse

April 3, 2024

This is excellent! New Moon in Aries Total Solar Eclipse ~ April 8, 2024

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What remains when we strip the coming solar eclipse of the various (“good” and “bad”) contexts we pretend to situate it within?

April 2, 2024

  The more I hear and see about the approaching solar eclipse, the more I recognize it as already hijacked, weaponized, to instill F.E.A.R. (False...

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POST-EASTER: Bernhard Guenther shares my “sacriligious” attitude

April 1, 2024

  I came across this post by Bernard Guenther on twitter/X yesterday, Easter Sunday, and it precisely and extensively described my own sense of what...

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Sleep ruined by penetrating discussion of the TRANS IDEOLOGY. Grateful.

March 31, 2024

  Late yesterday evening, I came across this post on twitter/X, which immediately got my attention. Why? Because I knew anything that “gobsmacks” Jennifer Bilek,...

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What’s missing? TRUST.

March 29, 2024

  Two phenomena illustrate this situation: 1) the front and center insane woke ideology, and 2) the lingering covid/vax horror show. Both encourage, or at...

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ALT-EPISTEMOLOGY: Joe Allen on Conspiracy Fatigue

March 28, 2024

I sourced this article from Joe Allen’s substack, “Singularity Weekly,” where he calls himself Joe Bot. It strikes me as pretty much true . ....

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ALT-EPISTEMOLOGY: Way back when, I used to follow . . . to Ariel Prolotario1!!!!

March 27, 2024

. . . geez, there have been so many I can’t even remember their names. Oh wait, here’s one: Martin Geddes, way back when he...

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Tiger Kitty and Puppy Shadow and I keep our vet appointment, and I shell out for flea meds

March 26, 2024

Just as with my own recent experiences with western allopathic medicine (broken wrist and weird lesion on back), I was both curious and full of...

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TOTAL SOLAR ECLIPSE, two weeks from today

March 25, 2024

  Bloomington, Indiana, is one of the places that sits directly in the path of totality. Today is the 5° Aries/Libra Full Moon, itself a...

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SATURDAY WORK PARTY truly a party . . . plus Community Dinner Conviviality

March 24, 2024

Green Acres Village, our tiny retrofit suburban template for “growing community from the ground up” is shaping up as never before, even after all these...

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THE CULT OF TRANS: observations by a gay renunciate

March 23, 2024

  This held me, riveted, all the way through. And check the comments to the above video.  

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Perfect Meme in Era of Contention

March 22, 2024

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Yesterday, Spring Equinox, Sunset

March 21, 2024

The Sun just happens to set in pretty much the exact middle of my front window on Spring Equinox, and this year I decided to...

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Squatters Rights?

March 21, 2024

  Search “squatters” on twitter/X. One more consequence of invasion of the U.S. southern border. Private Property is under attack. A part of me “identifies”...

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Hmmm . . . So How Shall We Parse Our ROUND PUPILS?

March 20, 2024

 

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I woke up this morning to a numinous dream . . .

March 19, 2024

For me, numinous dreams, Big Dreams, have been, in the past decade or so, very rare. So, when I woke up at 6 AM this...

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PLEASE PAY ATTENTION! Jennifer Bilek: on how transgender was suddenly inserted into society

March 18, 2024

  I cannot stress enough how crucial I think this woman’s work is. As she puts it, on her blog, the 11th hour: Here a...

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YEP. “The only constant is change.”

March 18, 2024

Was coming back from my daily walk with puppy Shadow when I glanced in the greenhouse. Wow! Then I remembered. Marita told me earlier than...

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As Equinox nears, Green Acres Village begins to rev up again . . .

March 17, 2024

  This year, we are beginning a major transformation, one which will, by 2028 or sooner, have resulted in a complete changeover of the “ownership”...

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Very Full Day . . . Colin visit, work party in garden

March 16, 2024

  See caringbridge for post I just put up. As for work party, we worked for slightly more than an hour to make room for,...

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BILL HICKS Rides in, Steals My Attention During Thunderstorm

March 15, 2024

  I’m utilizing this broken wrist “time off” to clean my room, one hour a day, one busy shelf at a time, redistributing all sorts...

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I learn how to “work the (medical) system” while retaining individual sovereignty . . .

March 14, 2024

  See yesterday’s post. Yesterday, I began to notice something about all my visits during this past month to various facilities of the IU Health...

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SUDDENLY, or not so suddenly, OLD! Let me count the ways . . .

March 13, 2024

  At 81 years and 3 months: SUDDENLY, OLD! I first noticed obvious signs of  (seemingly) suddenly appearing bodily signs of aging (mostly deepening wrinkling...

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Son Colin’s Waking Nightmare, Plus Dreams of Loving Feminine Energy

March 12, 2024

Today I went out to Majestic Care to visit with paralyzed, nerve damaged Colin again, and read him the rant I put up here yesterday,...

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COVIDIANA: Welcome to the 4th Anniversary!

March 11, 2024

  March 11, 2024, 4th anniversary of the day that perhaps most destructive global psy-op ever designed to not only take over the world, but...

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THE DEEPER TALE: How Cousin Megan Worked with Son Colin’s Kidneys — plus Mandalas!

March 10, 2024

I just posted these two posts on caring bridge, and consider them both utterly remarkable.  March 10, 2024: What Colin actually told the kidney doc,...

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TRUE TALE: Son Colin Cudmore’s Healing Journey . . .

March 9, 2024

You might enjoy a post I put up yesterday, on https://www.caringbridge.org/visit/colincudmorehealing. March 8, 2024: Tale, over more than six months, of two kidneys, healer Megan,...

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SOTU AFTERMATH: Tucker Tells the Terrible Truth

March 8, 2024

  Still pecking. Interesting. I saw that Truth Social went down when Trump was going to use it for running SOTU comments. (Haven’t checked further.)...

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SOTN: Biden tries to protect himself from us. Won’t work.

March 7, 2024

    TRUMP to offer running commentary during speech: https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/109825470601582303 TUCKER to go live after speech: https://x.com/TuckerCarlson/status/1765432329311256887?s=20 Question: are these two in cahoots?  

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Two week post-surgery appointment this morning . . .

March 6, 2024

  Still pecking, but possibly not much longer! Tw0-week post-surgery appointment with doc 10 AM today. The nurse cut off the splint, plus cut and...

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GRATITUDE: despite? because of? broken wrist slowdown

March 5, 2024

Still pecking. (Broken wrist.) Hard to get used to this extreme slowdown of my usual fast-paced activities. Luckily, for my sanity, I’ve managed to claw...

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SIGNS OF SANITY: Anti-DEI Initiatives

March 4, 2024

WOW! Such contrast! Nor was this! Great advice. Not done yet, even though half the states have now introduced or passed anti-DEI legislation. Hmm ....

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I attempt to understand ongoing horrors in Ukraine and Israel, and end up in ALT-EPISTEMOLOGY

March 3, 2024

  Still pecking. I decided it would be a good idea for me to try to get up to snuff on ongoing horrors in Ukraine...

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In only two minutes, Bret Weinstein tells it like it is

March 2, 2024

  Still pecking. On Feb 26, 2024, evolutionary biologist, Bret Weinstein, PhD tells Senator Ron Johnson, “They are hiding everything. We are being systematically blinded....

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THE EVIL INSIDE ME: How it has operated through time

March 1, 2024

Still pecking. Very soon after posting yesterday, I realized that I should have brought the outside in. My quotidian concerns, though seemingly floating free of...

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MICRO TO MACRO: On Both Levels, Vicissitudes

February 29, 2024

  Still pecking . . . Zoom down in, to my body, its visissitudes. That’s where this broken wrist has focused my ever-restless, searching mind. ...

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Thanks to body’s boost, I restart daily practices!

February 28, 2024

  So yesterday, flush with boost from day before, I decided to yoke mind and heart with body, and not only allow body to spontaneously...

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The body rebels. HALLELUJAH!

February 27, 2024

Pecking away . . . Yesterday afternoon, at some point, in between removing the sling and putting it on again, I was walking across the...

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Whatever I’m enduring, son Colin has it so much worse!

February 26, 2024

  Still pecking with one finger. Hard to believe its been only ten days since I slipped on ice and broke wrist. Slowed down in...

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Paranoia or Pronoia: CHOOSE

February 25, 2024

The ongoing devastation of Ukraine serves multiple purposes for the U.S., all of them nefarious, not the least of which . . . The contemplation...

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STORIES FROM THE FALL, Part 6: Bodies piling on top of each other . . .

February 24, 2024

  Note: See posts every day since Feb 17. I have one more story to tell from that brilliantly orchestrated day. And it’s not my...

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STORIES FROM THE FALL, Part 5: We get ice; another person with the story of a fall joins the three of us

February 23, 2024

  People were being called out one by one and then returned; first to give blood pressure and weight, next for Xrays, if needed, then...

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STORIES FROM THE FALL, Part 4: So there we were, suddenly coming alive!

February 22, 2024

  See parts 1, 2, 3, last three days. So there we were sitting in the somnambulistic waiting room, suddenly coming alive! Both of us...

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STORIES FROM THE FALL, Part 3: Just then I suddenly broke the unspoken rule . . .

February 21, 2024

  Just then  I suddenly I broke the unspoken rule not to speak to strangers in the Emergency waiting room. “Wow! I too slipped on...

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STORIES FROM THE FALL, Part 2: and that’s when the fun began . . . Xray photo

February 20, 2024

Once home, with glove removed it was obvious that wrist likely broken. One of my housemates, Adam, agreed to drive me to Emergency entrance of...

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STORIES FROM THE FALL, part 1: how I got home, photo of wrist.

February 19, 2024

See last two posts. I fell on an icy street about 6 blocks from home. Just prior to that I had  greeted a sweet man...

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POST-FALL: eight hours in emergency care

February 18, 2024

found a shirt that i could pull over splint this morning. trouble pulling tight socks off last night. took the opioid once, so far. CBD...

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THE FALL: broke my wrist falling on icy street

February 17, 2024

took pics of it in emergency center, local hospital. there for 8 hours. long story. will have to get better at one finger pecking for...

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“WHAT IS REAL LEARNING?” Mycellium Knows.

February 16, 2024

  That was the question I kept asking during my early years as a doctoral student in philosophy with, you guessed it, a focus on...

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PERSONAL EXPERIENCE: Takedown of “Authorities” Proceeds: Mercola, Ballard. . . .

February 15, 2024

  If Clif High is correct, that during this year whoever we consider an “authority” will likely fall, then here’s what just happened to me...

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MEME STREAM, Valentine’s Day

February 14, 2024

  Valentine’s day originally a pagan holiday? Which then transmogrified into a grisly execution of St. Valentine? Whatever its origins, it’s a thoroughly secular holiday...

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Is the concept of “artificial” now meaningless?

February 13, 2024

  It appears that we are already well into the year when all that we have taken for granted dissolves. And it’s not just malevolent...

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POST-INTERVIEW: Who’s Playing Who?

February 12, 2024

  This may be the single most interesting clip from the Tucker/Putin interview. Who knew? We Americans certainly did not. How did Putin know? He’s...

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Here we are, again, as usual; or it seems so . . .

February 11, 2024

If so, then why do I not F.E.A.R.? (False Evidence Appearing Real). I used to fear nuclear war. Indeed, my entire frozen existence since the...

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Stop Rushing, Ann!

February 10, 2024

In other words, if I have only one life to life (probably not true), then, even at 81 years old, make the best of it;...

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THE INTERVIEW: Interruptive Uranus, YES. Start of, hopefully, a cooperative Aquarian process? Let us make it so.

February 9, 2024

  Last night, watching The Interview with who knows how many millions of others, I was struck instantly, by how Putin interrupted Tucker right away...

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THE INTERVIEW: Eruptive Uranus squares Sun and hits angles on both DC and Moscow charts

February 8, 2024

  Note: See previous post. This one will be quick. I’m outta time. 2/8/24, 6 PM DC combines with 2/9/24 2 AM Moscow to show...

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THE INTERVIEW: Is 3D Polarity about to Dissolve?

February 8, 2024

If so, it will be due to Tucker Carlson’s historic interview with Vladimir Putin, which airs this evening, 6 PM EST. I did DC and...

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SON COLIN’S WELCOME DISCOVERY

February 7, 2024

I notice that when I segue in any way to my 58-year-old son Colin’s healing journey, I don’t get nearly as much interest! Hmmm ....

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Update on Son Colin’s Journey: Hard Work, and ENERGIZED!

February 6, 2024

  Note: I don’t have time today to do a special post for this blog, so decided to copy here today’s post on Caring Bridge....

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ONLY IN GREEN ACRES: “Okay, well I have the goose now . . .”

February 5, 2024

  ‘Twas walking down the street with puppy Shadow this morning when I came across Enaba, about ready to get in her car. She lives...

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You Think YOU’VE Gone Crazy?

February 4, 2024

  NO. Well, let me qualify that “no.” To wit: if you don’t rely on Big Pharma to “fix” your brain, but instead have begun...

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PUZZLED? No. Purrfect.

February 3, 2024

 

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ADDICTION’S EDGE NOTES: 2 AM, two awful audios won’t let me fall back to sleep . . .

February 2, 2024

  Confession: I’m in the habit (bad habit) of taking my ipad to bed with me, so that I can let all sorts of stuff...

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CONNECT COVID DOTS? Quintuple Increase in Indiana Medicaid Family Caregiver Costs for the Disabled SINCE JULY 2020

February 1, 2024

  On January 26, I noticed, in a front page article in the local Herald-Times, which included info that Indiana Medicaid family caregiver costs, especially...

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LET OFF STEAM Meme Scheme

January 31, 2024

First, let’s just add to yesterday’s post, this: Oh yeah, remember another young puppet . . . And yeah, let’s MK Ultra Mind Control millions...

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“WAKE UP! IT’S TIME!” cawed the Raven, clawing my shoulders to awaken me from deep sleep . . .

January 30, 2024

  That was in July 1989. I was only 46 years old. Now I am 81. Raven gifted my unconscious with a Big Dream, and...

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No matter how bleak life looks, NEVER GIVE UP!

January 29, 2024

  Was out walking in dreary, cold, wet January afternoon, yesterday, going to five stores in an attempt to find an appropriate birthday card for...

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