As one of the few remaining World War II babies (born 1942), I actually, personally, remember the contaminated atmosphere of our world in total shit way way before I started to consciously recall that it went to shit. Remembering it before it went to shit is likely the Boomer generation’s experience. The ’50s, especially, when comfortable middle class family life stabilized the (pulsing) center between the rapacious way-too-rich, and the ghastly way-too-poor.

But then of course, as everything changes, stabilization turned into stagnation, finally wrenching the culture in the opposite direction: what the few remaining my age and boomers now remember, nostalgically, as “the (turbulent, free-love, do your thing) ’60s.”

Yes, I remember World War II, the F.E.A.R (False Evidence Appearing Real) her husband (my father) would not return, how it paralyzed my mother, so that she was unable to emotionally nourish me, much less to breast feed me. That stopped the very day he left home, and I seem to recall her own mother recommended that she wean me to a cup rather than a bottle. No wonder I was addicted to cigarettes for so long!

I know I’ve detailed this before, here, ad nauseam!  And no wonder. This was my PTSD imprint. What was yours? Because we all have one, some experience, or ongoing situation, or both, when we were very young and impressionable, that stamped us for life, rigidifying attitudes, values, etc., unless and until we begin to “process” what happened to us. And even then, there’s no way to erase. Rather soften into spaciousness as much as possible.

Personal Processing

BTW: her mother, my grandmother, never let her children meet their grandparents, even though they lived in the same town. Why? Because they were obviously “Jewish.” Not that I ever knew this, while growing up. Our Jewish ancestry was successfully hidden for me, until a few years ago! Jewish meant “bad.” Jewish meant contaminated.

So, you might say, the world has been going to shit forever! And resurrecting, regenerating, forever!

And it’s not just generational, racial, cultural wars. How about those drat “flock” cameras? Our current city council finally got word about the flock cameras having been introduced to Bloomington, and they started a local movement to have them removed! YES!

https://bloomington.in.gov/news/2026/04/15/6521

Bloomington is by far not the only town. At least 85 towns across this nation have NOT renewed their flock contracts.

Meanwhile, some contrarians don’t bother to wait for legal means.

It may be that flock cameras, and other applications, technologies, of the AI driven technocratic state, will be the trigger that unites us all, to finally see and feel beyond our increasingly polarized left-right divide.

Bah humbug to all that! We are all human beings, deserving of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.

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I am still in the bowels of reading NOT IN HIS IMAGE: Gnostic Visions, Sacred Ecology, and The Future of Belief, capable of absorbing only a few pages at each sitting.

If you recall, I took this book with me on my recent 80th birthday retreat.

I actually tried to read this book earlier, back when it was first published in 2006. That first time, when I came upon the concept (and reality? I wondered, and shuddered) of the ARCHONS, I actually arose from my chair and threw the book in the trash. Something I have never, ever done before. Why would I have such a sudden, drastic emotional response?

This time, reading the 15th anniversary edition (2021), I’m utterly captivated. And what interests me most is the concept (and yes, I’d say now, definitely, the reality) of the ARCHONS.

Here, from John Lamb Lash’s book, in the Index: note the archonic thread that winds throughout the whole.

What happened between 2006 and 2022 that I should have changed my mind so drastically? Well, in late 2010 I finally gave up my long held daily print subscription to the New York Times, and instead, began to surf the internet for “news.” Within another month, in late January 2011, I was so stunned by what appeared to be my findings that I needed to share them with the world, and so started exopermaculture.com which must have reached 10,000 posts or so before I finally assigned it archival status in August 2021. In its place, I began this blog, annkreilkamp.net, instead. Now I only publish one post daily, whereas for many years, back then, I was posting up to five times a day!

So my obsession with figuring out what is really happening in the outer world has at least been corralled by the rest of my life, which insisted on being allowed in; moreover, the focus is my own “sovereign soul, at one with all,” as an example of what is possible for us when we consciously release official (and covert) indoctrination into hive mind and worse.

Now this book, by John Lash Lamb, has me utterly flummoxed. What in hell am I going to do with this sudden new Overton Window that has opened within my mind, heart, and spirit? Were I not, by this time, quite used to the continuous increase of awareness generated by constantly identifying and then taking off what I have long called the “conceptual helmet” of beLIEfs, I would already have “gone crazy”!

Instead — and not surprisingly, after all, the world really does work this way, offering synchronicities, one after another after another, to let us know that yes, we really are on our own unique path — I’ve recently come across a number of posts of various kinds that all point in the same direction, with the same warning:  we are in grave danger of being actually taken over by “the archons,” the soul-less rulers, those with no innate creativity of their own, but can only imitate, and then invert; now even our very humanness is being hijacked in the archons’ current disguise as the AI-driven, New World Order technocracy.

The posts:

First, here’s an interesting video, a (poorly titled) conversation between especially Leo Zagami, Ole Dammegaard, and Juan O Savin, facilitated by Michael Jaco. Zagami especially, seems to be highly aware of the archonic hijack, and Dammegaard, especially, seems to be listening closely.

https://beforeitsnews.com/opinion-conservative/2022/12/juan-o-savin-with-michael-jaco-military-takeover-must-video-3650600.html

Here’s an interesting, unusually articulate intro to the subject, by David Abram. Though the word “archon” is never mentioned, just using the word “mechanical” begins to give the flavor.

The Mechanical and the Organic

Finally, for a marvelous example of understanding the word “archon” and all it implies, again, without ever using the word; an example that includes pointing to the “hijacking” of something that was originally alive and has now been captured by the machine; an example in which the title itself gives the flavor of the contents to come, see Julian Rose, his latest, which he sent to me on the 27th (but I didn’t see until last night). I did come across it yesterday, however, on globalresearch.ca

‘The Hijacking of Green’: From Beauty and Biodiversity to Fakery and Fascism

This morning I searched for this new Julian Rose post on duck duck go, and notice that it has already received enormous attention, including David Icke, activistpost, and russophile.org. GOOD!

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