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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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The “Four Elements”: FIRE, EARTH, AIR, WATER — all going crazy, inside and out.

October 9, 2024

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In astrology, we speak of “the four elements,” and note how many planets in a person’s chart of this element or that.

Every element governs three signs, in one of three qualities — cardinal, fixed or mutable. For me, with mutable Sagittarian Sun, Mars and Ascendant, plus generational Pluto in fixed Leo, it’s way more fire than anything else — which may account for my fiery rant on my supposed “Jewishness” yesterday. That rant was in there, for years, bottled up inside; I didn’t even know I had to let it out, until it exploded.

Of course I’ve been “working with” the elements since I began to study astrology, back in the 1970s. But never, ever before have I been forced to become so deeply aware of each element as a primal force of nature.

The elements interweave,

in a mysterious dance of impermanence.  

We puny humans tinker with this dance at our peril. 

The world is out of balance,

and it’s up to us to bring it back into balance,

as much as possible,

inside ourselves.

 

Get that? We begin to restore the balance of the world by wrestling with our own out-of-balance selves. True peace proceeds from the inside out.

Take me, for example.

Never have I felt so furious, i.e., so fiery. So out of balance in terms of the other elements. My temper disturbs my earthly body; my airy mind races like the wind; my watery emotions threaten to overwhelm.

Am I alone in this interior disturbance?

NO.

 

Air and water are most obvious, with murderous winds and flooding. We are being inundated, poisoned by media fear porn relating to these elements, likely most of it also true. PTSD up the yin/yang. MK Ultra’ed to the point of shutting down, like zombies; exactly where “they” want us.

Earth inundated, and/or tumbling parts of itself down. Can’t even live high up without danger from water bringing down mountainsides! Our earthy bodies crazed with addictions, the balance between in and out utterly disturbed, to the point where 74% of us are either fat or obese, grabbing this processed food or that, this pharmaceutical or that, to “solve” our problems.

Fire. Check this out.

It’s especially prominent now, in the drier states. Not surprising. But can you imagine how fire, racing across the landscape, feels to those who live there, with poisoned air, water, and denuded earth?

 

And yes, of course, there are all sorts of “paranoid”? theories about how humans are “controlling the weather,” i.e., controlling the Air. 

Dane Wigington, of  geoengineeringwatch.org, has been speaking out about this phenomenon decades, and noting it’s relationship to the fear porn psy-op of what used to be called climate warming, which then mutated into climate change, as the weather, oops, “the climate,” turned stubbornly colder.

I could go on and on. But I won’t. We all know the drill. About how the powers that still try to be are engineering all sorts of awful stuff to get us to go along with their 2030 New World Order agenda, when we will be either dead or controlled, turned into transhuman bots; our free will, our conscience, our empathy for ourselves and one another extinguished.

Here’s an interesting email post by David Sorenson of  Stop World Control, whose email posts I read and appreciate, but to whom have never donated. Today, I made an exception. Let’s get this amazingly dedicated human being, stuck with a broken down car in  Winnemucca, to his destination, so he can make a film about a young man in hiding who knew details of the horror “they” planned for us thirteen years ago, who prayed that it would not come to pass, and whose prayers are being answered.

Later: Sorry! I thought I posted Breaking Down in Middle of Nowhere, but forgot to check it before sending this post out. Luckily a friend told me. It turns out that Sorenson is not on substack, or I could have posted his email to me that way. Tried other ways, but none of them worked. Go to his site, Stop World Control, and sign up with your email.

 

Apparently, I’m “Jewish . . .”

October 8, 2024

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What? How could I be “Jewish”? My hair when young, was blond, my eyes still blue. Aren’t I Aryan instead, German?

Well, maybe one side of me, the Kreilkamp side? Or is this true. Maybe even my paternal Grandma K was “Jewish,” given that her maiden name was “Blum.” Is that Jewish? I have no idea, but have been told it is. But it doesn’t matter. What matters is that my mother was Jewish, her name “Rosenberger.” That’s what counts, the maternal line. Oh?

I’d heard that, but I ignored it, even when I discovered that my Mom never met her own grandparents, even though they lived in the same Minnesota town! That Mom’s mom had banished her own parents, due to their being Jewish.

Ye gods. What is all this division, hiding, secrecy? Stupidity? It’s sure not new, is it.

My own “Jewishness” got outed (for sure?) some decades ago, when my then brother-in-law caught my parents off-guard. They were eating lunch in the facility provided by their elder care facility. All of a sudden, John turned to Dad, and said, “Hey Ben, I’ve been doing some geneaology on Renee’s side of the family. And it appears they are Jewish!”

By this time in her life, Mom was “out of it,” her increasing dementia releasing her from hearing and having to respond. But Dad? He was another story. Guardian energy intact, he looked at John, intently, and then muttered, loudly: “So? So what?!”

Mom’s maiden name was Rosenberger, so yes, likely Jewish, I hear.

Interesting fact: I can remember, growing up, going to my Mom one day in 1953 (I was 11), seeing the execution of the Rosenbergs in the news. Ethel Rosenberg was said to have been Jewish. I asked Mom: if Rosenberg is Jewish, isn’t Rosenberger Jewish too?” “No, no,” she hushed me right down. Apparently, that little “er” at the end made all the difference. Mom was NOT Jewish. Get that?

I haven’t bothered to do my geneology, and really, I don’t care. But I do find it interesting that the whole “Jewish” question keeps on popping up, front and center, over and over again, ever since I was a kid, and yeah, I know, way way before.

What does it even “mean” to be Jewish? Some think it’s to have “semitic” blood, whatever that is. Don’t know. Haven’t ever “checked.”

Some say it means to be God’s “chosen” people, as in the Bible. (So, apparently, always victimized by others, who are jealous?)

But what is the bible, but a silly book written by human beings? Or maybe I should say, which Bible? Which version? And Old Testament or New?

I confess: I’ve never read the “Bible,” and don’t ever plan to, aside from what was it, “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God.”

Oh really? Whose god? Which god. Aren’t there many so-called gods, each one designed to make those who comply with their “orders” slaves?

And then there are my “Jewish” friends, both near and far, from now and times past, even one husband, my dear Jeff Joel, who had mastered upwards of 30 languages, but whose own Dad refused to let him learn Hebrew when young. Why? Why did his own family deny their Jewishness? Whatever that means?

As for Israel, that strange, potent little “nation” that was, apparently, claimed for “the chosen ones, Jews,” and ripped from those who lived there? Israel. Surrounded by “enemies.” It’s as if deliberately “they” set up Israel’s location to be a continuing flash point for conflict, for war, forever!

All three Abrahamic “religions,” what are they but mind-controlled “sects” of one kind or another, set up to hate and kill each other forever? Or to “learn to get along.”

One state? Two states? Which is it to be?

And what’s this about 89 people in congress and senate have “dual citizenship” with Israel? Did the Mossad have cameras set up on Epstein’s island for the purpose of blackmail? Does Israel control the US Gov? Not the first to ask.

But then October 7, last year. One year and one day from today. When, apparently, some in Israel set up their own citizens to be captured and killed by Hamas and thus drum up false flag bloodlust for yet another genocidal war, ongoing, and that the Biden administration helps to finance. What’s the death count now? 

What’s with everybody these days? When will our species grow up? When are we going to see through various mind-controlled dogmas that continue to capture so many in their hungry maw? When are we going to see through the military industrial banking complex that profits off both sides of any war?

I decided to write this post when I saw this wordy meme, which I can barely read, the text is so small. Nor do I care to bother to read it. To “figure it out.” But I do know it purports to give the history of “Israel,” and/or of “the Jews,” on and on. Yuck.

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).