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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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What WAR does to a Face

July 30, 2024

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Before

Eyes full of idealism, innocence, determination

Mouth: innocent, soft

Face: young, unlined, sweet

 

After

Eyes haunted, staring, shell-shocked

Mouth: hard, cynical

Face: decades older, lined

 

And yet, a face can be thus transformed even without being recruited into external wars. Internal wars, left unresolved, do the same, a seemingly eternal “dark night of the soul.” Any addiction —  to cigarettes, alcohol, drugs, sex, lies, fundamentalism, etc. unless  addressed, and fully processed (recognized as a shadow aspect of the self that gets projected) yields that face, sooner or later. And, at bottom, all wars are internal in origin. As we treat ourselves, so we treat another.

And to process a shadow aspect of the self, is ultimately, to recognize, and even exhibit, in full view of others, one’s vulnerability. This takes courage, an open heart.

Do you sense, as I do, that during this climactic era when so many regions of our world are either lit up with monstrous wars, or seemingly about to be, with nuclear war the ultimate dragon breathing down upon our collective neck; do you get the sense, as I do, that the human race is finally coming to recognize that it simply must begin to understand, and heal, the root causes of war — the root causes of unrecognized, unresolved conflict at every level — in order to avoid extinction?

If enough of us do our own shadow work, leaving us changed, vulnerable, no longer so dead certain of our own point of view — then not only do we avoid extinction, but we serve as way showers of a new culture.

 

 

 

 

SYNCHRONICITY RULES! What happened just now . . .

July 29, 2024

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Woke up from my nap a few minutes ago, checked email on ipad lying right beside me, and noted that Margaret had just now turned in our application to make Green Acres a Conservation District. Then, the very next thing that happened, and don’t know, but this came up on ipad:

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).