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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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SILLY(?) PEREGRINATIONS: Meme Stream, Mid-October 2025

October 16, 2025

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A very long time ago, I dashed off something that I decided to keep.

In case you find my old note too hard to read, here it is:

Secrecy is natural result when you didn’t get the privacy you needed. (When there is a collapse — or a non-building — of boundaries between self and others , so no sense of self.

Secrecy then becomes self’s way of assuring a (secret) identity in private — secret, because if others knew about it, they would take it away.

Healthy people give each other privacy — all the circles must be honored —.

Unhealthy people deny others privacy, and then force them into secrecy I order to obtain privacy.

HOLDING OR KEEPING SECRETS DRAINS ENERGY.

 

And what is a greater secret than the covid con? It continues to drain our energy, five years on. And worse: sometimes we awakened ones just can’t help ourselves . . . especially we who have fallen down numerous rabbit holes — for me, starting with Cathy O’Brien’s book, Trance Formation of America, back in the 1990s, that internally forced me to investigate pedophilia, adrenochrome, blackmail, etc.  Oh wait; the Kennedy assasination was actually my first wake-up call. And I did wake up then, knowing things were not as they seemed — though back then, I tried not to think about it. Oh wait! Go back even further, to the radio broadcast of the atomic destruction of Hiroshima, which made my mother cheer! (What? Why? Because it meant my father would be returning home.)

I was two years and nine months old. PTSD’d ever since.

So here we are now, we weirdos:

Okay, Ann, okay. Relax . .  .

Easier said than done.

But I know damn well that I’m not alone, and haven’t been alone for some time.

The obvious contradictions, the gaslighting, is what got us wondering what in hell was going on.

Oh yeah, especially this absurdity.

Here’s what I keep telling people, when I do open my mouth and violate my own privacy, when others would prefer I would not. Secrecy is essential, they probably assume, when what you think you know is way other than what most people think they know.

Here’s what I’d like to say, everywhere I go:

But then . . .

And frankly, I’ve not had these “in control” personally until the last few years. And I’m nearly 83! So no blame, no blame. In fact, I have to laugh at myself, my earnestness, my desire to help others, on and on.

Remember, re-member, put yourself back together again, Ann.

Fulfill your purpose!

 

 

 

 

IS TRANS INSANITY TUMBLIN’ DOWN?

October 15, 2025

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Here’s the first notice I received via twitter that the trans insanity is tumblin’ down.

 

 

Ever since then this graph has been copied by all sorts of folks with their own comments. Examples:

To me, it’s obvious that the trans insanity would not have infected the collective unconscious without the covid con, which exposed the Medical Industrial Complex, its hospitals supposedly full to bursting and yet showcasing dancing nurses — one of covid’s many contradictions which, if we accepted them, if we “complied” with the gaslighting, would have put  western culture on the road to armageddon.

And very unfortunately, way too many people did comply, walking or driving around masked, scared, or hidden away at home alone, scared. Ordering take-out processed food from Amazon. And/or chronically ill, dying, dead, from loneliness, from the vaccine, from hospital ventilators, remdesivir. Hospitals benefitted, of course! So did doctors. Lots of money flowed to the merchants of death.

But we did find out. We began to realize we had been totally conned. Big time. But the damage was done.

We don’t trust any so-called “authority” anymore.

 

Elon Musk has been passionately against this absurd contagion.

BTW: Here is the graph again, this time with an interesting time-marker. Thanks Elon!

BTW: Personally, as a ’60s feminist, I cannot help but hold it in mind that I bought into that CIA-steered psy-op. Oh yes, of course women needed liberation from what was then perceived and felt as stultifying roles. But look what it led to! Look how feminism decimated culture: breaking up miscelial networks of extended families, nuclear families, male/female relations! Decimating the connections among us. Leaving each of us isolated. Mind-controlled. And above all, scared.

“instability of the gender binary” . . . What? Are you kidding?

Me?

I’m not crazy, I’m a BIOLOGICAL ESSENTIALIST.

 

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).