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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONNED? Here’s one for the ages, thanks to Jay Weidner

November 20, 2024

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Except for screen-fast weekends lately, I lead a very pattern-bound life. Up around 7 AM, sit with ipad and green tea (with added MCT oil); 8:30, walk with puppy Scampi for one hour; 9:30 to 10, more screen time; 10-12 I write posts on this site, usually. Then lunch; 1 PM nap, 2-4 PM whatever has been left unattended (including phone call, which spurs daily post on paralyzed, nerve-damaged son Colin Cudmore’s horrific, long-running ordeal); 4-5 PM yoga/taichi/chikung; 5 PM dinner with ipad.

Today, all that got fucked, royally fucked. I started this post at 10:20 AM, having not even taken my walk yet! Now it’s 2:20 PM, I’ve walked, lunched, napped, and sit here for final edit to this post.

What happened:

I came across a Clif High post on X/twitter that led me to a film that, hot damn, I couldn’t stop myself from sitting through until done.

This film, A Dark Alliance, features Darcy Weir’s interview with Jay Weidner, the years of his tenure at Gaia TV, his involvement with Corey Goode and David Wilcock. (Others show up too, like Michael Salla and Jordan Sather, but it’s not clear from the film whether or when either of both of them finally realized Corey Goode was a scam — and said so.) I notice that Wilcock, when he quit Gaia, blamed, not Corey Goode, but “Luciferian” influences . . . 

How many of us are willing to admit we were wrong about something we deeply believed? That seems to be the main question facing the human race during these times, especially since the covid con. How many of us can think and act beyond our ego’s need to be right?

Okay, back up a few years.

 

A UFO researcher and dear friend of mine urged me to check out Corey Goode, said he’s the most credible whistleblower she’d ever come across. I did. But for some reason, just could not stick with watching him. I told her so. We didn’t refer to this phenomenon again. This was back when. 2019? 2021? Not sure.

At any rate, I see the whole phenomenon of Corey Goode (and David Wilcock) as an example of how we can be conned. I’ve been conned before. Of course! For example, by Tim Ballard and the movie Sound of Freedom. While I have no doubt the phenomenon — human trafficking — that he refers to is real, I question what is really his function in this whole operation.

Another place I was fooled, conned (way back when), was the phenomenon of Peak Oil. For if oil is not a “fossil fuel,” then what? I.e., if oil is not due to run out anytime soon, when fossils get depleted, then what? If oil is actually the blood of mother earth, constantly replenishing herself, then what?

Seldom do we personally dare to or care to (or scared to) debunk our former scary theories. It’s so hard to admit we were wrong!

Another one, for me, and millions of other “New Agers,” was the “December 21, 2012” end-of-world scare. Remember that one?

Jay Weidner does. In fact, he used the fact that the world did not end in late December as a way of enticing David Wilcock at the end of that December  to agree to do a show on Gaia TV (or was it Gaia, then, can’t remember). Jay was then a producer for that platform; Wilcock, released from his promised armageddon, eagerly agreed.

This may be one of the more interesting films I’ve ever come across, partly because Jay Weidner goes to some lengths to reveal how he was conned. Plus, how he began to wake up, and then started proving it to himself, over and over.

The entire film fascinating. Don’t just go to the three places I mention here.

First part: the checkered history of ufology.

0:30: Entrance of Corey Goode.

0:45: What happened to make Jay start to realize he’s being conned.

1:15: Corey Goode tells us that his entire story was invented, a figment of his imagination, and therefore his “intellectual property.” I kid you not!

The actual history includes lots of back and forth lawsuits.

One later section of the film flew by so fast that I had trouble making sense of it (too many quickly changing email messages or twitter posts that I’d have to stop the film to read, and did not), but that’s about all I can find “wrong” with it.

https://tubitv.com/tv-shows/200140254/s01-e01-a-dark-alliance

 

 

WELCOME TO PLUTO IN AQUARIUS! Meme Stream

November 19, 2024

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Let’s start with what’s very very far out, shall we? What used to be inconceivable, but our reaction is now, when UFO/UAP  mentioned — “meh?” (cf recent congressional hearing with not very interesting or relevant Elizondo, who, as I recall, wants to make everything beyond or other than “Human” a threat . . .)

Who’s the threat?

And check out how we treat the animals whom we want to, not just rob of their habitat, but to eat! Usually held in ultra crowded, “inhuman” conditions, until slaughter.

Meanwhile, we are lost inside our minds, driven one way or another internally, by outside “sources” that aim to keep us divided, conquered, at war with one another.

Case in point. Notice what just happened . . .

 

Oh no! Can’t be! — say “the normies.”

Okay. Let me help.

I know it’s hard to take, this avalanche of “truth”?

In fact, some of us will have to serve as caregivers for others going forward . . .

Especially, it may turn out, some of those who have been still whip-sawed by absurdist propaganda into oblivion . . .

Luckily, some mothers are still sane.

Meanwhile, our ubiquitous screens screech on and on . . . to the point where we lose all sense of priorities . . .

Read a book, for gawd’s sake! (I’ve been doing just that, on my weekend screen fasts. Books and now, journals from 1990-1992. Extremely interesting, both! One’s sense of time expands from digital rat tat tat to a much more spacious duration that allows all sorts of thoughts, old memories, intuitions, emotions, to nourish the starving mind and soul.)

But of course, we’ve also got to get off our thinker’s asses an DO something!

Today, as Pluto re-enters Aquarius, this time “for good,” i.e., for the next twenty years, Elon and Vivek plan to DO something. Good, eh? Take a wrecking ball to the hierarchical, Capricornian administrative state.

Not that the entirety of human construction dissolves, just the superfluous parts we outgrew, or got the best of us; or those that ruin efficiency, and/or encourage victimization.

Here we go!

Okay, okay. But in any case, let us just remember, re-member, let us each put the various aspects of our full, mysterious, beautiful selves back together again, to become whole. The real work of the Aquarian Age is individual, each of us striving to become whole, to fill that yawning “hole” in our being that we thought had to come from someone or something outside — money, lover, material goods, status, etc.

Not!

Integrate, integrate.

Delve deep, inside.

Infinity awaits.

You’ll be glad you did.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).