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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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The body rebels. HALLELUJAH!

February 27, 2024

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Pecking away . . .

Yesterday afternoon, at some point, in between removing the sling and putting it on again, I was walking across the living room when I noticed my body spontaneously beginning to do tai chi, moving and waving the wounded arm in concert with the other one. WHAT? Both shocked and eager, I allowed body, after only ten days, to subtly ignite the process of moving back into mind/body/soul/spirit harmony. YES!

 

 

BTW: I took one percocet when I left the hospital, two CBD gummies before sleep that first night, one of the prescribed hydrocodone-acetamin pills the next morning, and since then, nothing, nada! Would prefer to stay in touch with the pain, which is only present if I try do do something with that arm/hand that jars or otherwise stresses it. Pain is my teacher.

Meanwhile, I take a homeopathic for “bone trauma,” Symphytum offinale, every four hours.

Given my body’s welcome rebellion yesterday, I wonder if I can beat the odds, and be up to speed within four weeks total.

Whatever I’m enduring, son Colin has it so much worse!

February 26, 2024

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Still pecking with one finger. Hard to believe its been only ten days since I slipped on ice and broke wrist. Slowed down in just about every way, plus don’t feel I should drive a car yet (though one of my sisters, now deceased, drove for 20 years with a useless right arm, thanks to effects of chemo. She’d substitute her knee for the missing hand!), which means I can’t drive 20 minutes to visit my paralyzed son C0lin. Still amazed to think that last year and before, the two of us would often zip off to a favorite nearby restaurant, without a care in the world.

Geez! Sure never thought I’d add a broken left wrist to my list of — what? Accomplishments? No. Sucky situations? Yes.

Thanks to my new “sketchers,” I still walk 3-4 miles aa day. But no yoga, chi kung or tai chi, so it feels like after only ten days my 81-year-old body is already moving out 0f alignment/integration.

In this kind of stuck scene, one cannot help but look to the future. Let’s see now. When I see the doc again, on March 6, after that will I feel free to move that arm around rather than as now, holding it in a sling, close to my chest?

Worst of all, I can’t even feel sorry for myself without the looming figure of cheerful Colin, enduring so much worse, for over six months now, and with still unknown outcome.

And yes, Colin spends a lot of time looking into his hoped-for future.

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’” —
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).