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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 82

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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Last week’s dilemma not solved, but dissolved.

November 17, 2025

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I assumed that my supposedly three days each week “free” (from this blog) would likely be taken up with continuing cogitations . . .

See posts from November 3, 4, and 5.

 

. . .over just what emails to send out to whom re: my upcoming local talk on Green Acres Village December 8 under the banner of what began as a decidedly conservative organization. (Brownstone Institute was founded in May 2021 by Jeffrey Tucker in response to the global covid psy-op. Had I known about this organization back then, I would not have felt so alone.)

https://brownstone.org/articles/inside-story-of-brownstone-institute/

 

But then, on Saturday, Joni Herkimer (Joni McGary), the local Brownstone Supper Club organizer, put up notice of my upcoming talk on fb. Gulp!

I saw it there and instantly decided to comment:

Comments and hearts to this fb post are still oncoming. All of them positive! Many are local; does this mean they didn’t really pay attention that it’s being sponsored by the Brownstone Institute?

In any case, her post and my comment broke the ice for me. I sent out two group messages: one to those whom I know personally here in Bloomington, and another to officials here in Bloomington with whom I have at least a nodding acquaintance.

In neither email did I even mention the “political situation.” Instead, I just let the event speak for itself. Will send out more today, this time to certain individuals. Hopefully, this upcoming Supper Club will be remembered for how it helped us all come alive.

The point is, always, let’s get to the place where we can easily sink below our increasingly divisive political agendas to the heart of what what counts: our common sense, our sensing in common, our mind/body/soul/spirits, and what they crave to not only survive, but to flourish: food, water, housing, safety, co-creative imagination, and connection — and purpose! Don’t forget that one; without a purpose, driving one from within, what’s the point of remaining alive? Over and over again, I see former sleepers wake up to pursue their own individual purpose, which in turn, activates total aliveness.

Remember, re-member. Let’s put ourselves back together again . . .

The Earth is our common ground.

And, “the sky’s the limit!”

In other words, there is no limit. Nothing prevents us from becoming completely our magnificent selves.

The U.S. is the one nation that has always promoted freedom, individualism. Thank goodness, as without it we submerge into a foggy bog. Individualism is one side of this 3D polarity. Balancing individualism is of course, community, unity, desperately needed now as our beloved nation, after nearly 250 years (and one full death/rebirth Pluto cycle) is in great danger of dissolving into smithereens, thanks to continuing identification with wildly disparate beliefs, ideologies, etc.

All mind stuff! All unnecessary mental traps! 

 

Let us sink below the mind,

Let us ground ourselves into our living, breathing, heart-beating bodies,

each of them a sensitive antenna for the Earth Body,

itself a sensitive antenna for our radiant, light-bearing Sun,

and so on out (and in) to the infinite mysterious Love/Light

in which we all “live, move and have our being,

unceasingly,

whether or not we know it,

and usually we don’t know it!

Because we “identify” with our minds,

and ignore the body’s wisdom,

lurking,

just below consciousness,

signalling us constantly,

through physical symptoms, eruptive memories,  resonant familiarity, powerful dreams, uncanny synchronicities, and so on.

 

YES.

Let us stay with what we have in common.

Let us grow community from the ground up.

 

“IT’S ALL FAKE” . . . except when it’s not!

November 13, 2025

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And it’s decidedly not in the invisible bubble that I, for one, apparently live inside of. Because as I go around the world in my daily life, on walks, and otherwise encountering other all-too-human beings, our common life feels even more real, i.e., palpable, sensuous, connected, than ever before!

Does this mean that the “fake” aspect of life is 3D and the “authentic” aspect of life is  5D? That so-called “Ascension” is actually measuring the increasing split between 3D and 5D?  Perhaps. Thinking multidimensionally does seem to help me navigate through my moment by moment, breath by breath, embodied voyage here, “on Earth” (feels so weird to say that; as if “on Earth” were merely one of of “my” — and “our”? — parallel locations).

Case in point: The contrast between what appears to be the overall social media takedown of whatever institutions (whether “brick and mortar,” or virtual), whatever human “constructions” — as not what they have “presented themselves to be” (for decades, centuries, millennia?) but instead, exposed as skewed, riddled with holes, torquing, morphing, twerking, fading, shimmering into nothingness — as we humans, apparently, descend into chaos.

Okay, that’s the “bigger picture,” supposedly. I would suggest that an even bigger picture lies just beyond the horizon of the usual technologically mediated awareness, and that is of humans who surprisingly discover that they have much more in common than not. That in fact, “common sense” is something real, palpable, resonating through our rhythmic beating hearts, our rhythmic breathing, our collective dreaming of a world wherein humans feel their connectedness.

Case in point:

Yesterday evening, I attended a second “listening session” that the Bloomington City Council and various city departments partnered to set in motion as a way of “getting input” on what should be done here about the increasingly difficult and expensive housing situation. Like other smallish cities home large universities, the problem of adequate affordable housing of various kinds is not new; it is ancient. Of course! Is there really anything new under the sun? Humans are always working with the dichotomy of scarcity/abundance; and the way we view this polarity depends in part on our own attitude of scarcity or abundance, some, but not all of which, can be attributed to personal economic, material conditions.

Most meetings the City Council holds, feature the nine Council members sitting in a row, raised slightly above, and beyond their audience — the few community members who choose to attend any regular meeting, usually with some pet grievance in mind that the Council is due to take up that evening.

Which means, CC meetings, just by the physical set up, tend towards antagonistic.

Last night, however, at the second “listening session” (I also attended the first one, a few weeks ago, and found it interesting and productive enough to draw me back to the second and final one), I was blown away by just how powerfully the atmosphere changed, and changed again, to the point where it felt like the entire crowd, both officials of various kinds and those who came (usually, again, with particular grievances) had entered another dimension!

As David Hittle, the first speaker and Director of Planning and Transportation (he and I had walked my Green Acres neighborhood together a few months ago) —  said to me afterwards, this meeting was civic! Civic! Nobody was mad at each other.” He used the word “civic” so deliberately that I wonder if he’s familiar with Alexandra Hudson’s book, The Soul of Civility, and/or the Project Civility Conference I had attended in September and wrote up here, afterwards.

Project Civility: Verb or Noun?

 

I urged him to do it again. To suggest to the City gov and City Council that these kinds of meetings happen on a regular basis, not just for the pressing issue of housing.

How did this seeming miracle happen? Well, in part, it had to do with the way the meeting was organized: First, a half hour power point talk from a city official (first one, David Hittle), then a 1/2 hour session with everyone seated together in circles of 6-8 people (eight circles altogether), both officials and the public instructed to converse personally, after first going around our circles introducing ourselves and why we are here, to address several perplexing questions or issues, for example: “When you stop growing you start dying” (Attributed to William Burroughs).

The point is, this entire get-together was addressing the dynamic polarity between growth and decay, what we all face as individuals our life long, and what any human group faces as well. It’s never one or the other. The meaning and purpose of each depends on its relationship with the other.

We did this twice, with first an official speaking briefly, powerpoint presentation on all four walls, and then a listening/discussion session in small groups.

The meeting began at 6:30, and by 8:30, that main part of the meeting was done. I needed to get home and to bed, so did not stay for the conclusion.

But let me tell you; as I looked around the crowd prior to the start of the session, I saw a lot of disgruntled, weary faces, with, I imagined, an attitude of “Well yeah, they say they are going to listen, but they will just do what they want anyway.”

But then, as we were asked to decide which circle of chairs we wanted to be a part of the in the first listening session, with people, mostly strangers to one another, hesitantly moving into one or another of them, the atmosphere got more and more intense, more and more energized, as one person after another spilled out what was bothering him or her, to the empathic ears of the others in their own circle, at least one of whom was likely facing exactly the same reality in life.

As I said, we did the entire round, speaker, and then circle listening sessions, twice, with the “officials” in each circle taking notes, and adding their own personal concerns. By the second time around, the eagerness to continue to participate, and to deepen what was already turning into an incredibly engaging, thoughtful, evening, was both palpable and exciting.

Throughout the evening, people (some of them officials) whom I have known only tangentially for all these years I’ve been in Bloomington (24 and counting) came up to me, greeting me enthusiastically, and usually our encounters turned into very authentic, welcoming hugs. I felt seen, heard, and empathically connected to all others in the room.

FAKE. No. Not. Not at all.

As long as we “stay with what we have in common,” our shared local reality, we encounter our own capacity for the mysterious all-pervasive Love that feeds and fuels the universe, no matter who we are, no matter what our material situation in life, no matter what our ideologies.

It’s obvious! Common-sense!

SENSING, IN COMMON.

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 82

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).