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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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LAF Meditation, November 14, 2021: We experience a distinct, watershed moment

November 14, 2021

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Old friend Janet in South America and I in North America got together a bit late for our scheduled weekly 8 AM phone call/meditation today, due to the fact that I didn’t arrive home from long walk with puppy Shadow until a few minutes after 8 AM. Told her, “give me five minutes (so I could gather my candle, bell, and sage stick, set them up on my little altar), and I’ll call you back.”

“Okay.”

This time we both noticed a very distinct watershed moment, signalled by the fact that we forgot to do the customary howling first. Each of us was about a minute into our separate meditations when we suddenly remembered it, and realized,  separately and together: well, that’s because we are no longer supposed to howl, no longer need to hold anybody’s hand by communing with their pain in suffering the F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) that has captured them. LOVE ALCHEMIZES FEAR, yes. And whereas before, we found ourselves wanting to first move into the horrific emotionality of what the fearful ones are actually going through, in order to best help them alchemize the depths of the collective gunk wherein they have tended to get mired, and then blast out, periodically, through projection, what is going on inside them, no . . .

This time, we were to immediately insert enormous surging waves of powerful, electric, harmonic, magnetic energy into all of Earth’s collective psychic space both above and below; to thus insert brilliant, joyful, toning, loving song and thus simply overwhelm the F.E.A.R, wash it away.

Both of us felt this shift, though our processes differed slightly.

 

How to comprehend the HYPNOTIC SPELL that has been cast over much of the human population?

November 14, 2021

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I feature here two attempts to explain the origin and significance of the spell, both well worth listening to. The first reminds me of a short-lived abusive relationship that I was once in. I should have known, because the very first morning after he moved to town to move in with me, we were out walking when I inadvertently speeded up a step ahead of him. Instantly, he forcefully pulled me back; told me under no circumstances was I to do that . . .

That I continued for over a year to suffer his mental and emotional abuse and gaslighting shows how naive I was to think that either I could change him, or, he’s right, I must be wrong, bad, stupid, in desperate need of his help/advice, and so on.

This psychologist, Meredith Miller, speaks of the interpersonal dynamics of psychological abuse, writ large, where the Government and its minions become the abuser of We the People.

Reiner Fuellmich Speaks to Psychologist on the Mechanics of Why People Follow the Covidvaxx Narratives

Here’s another clinical psychologist, Mattias Desmet, this one a statistician as well, who describes the phenomenon of “mass formation,” and how it had developed within a population that, even before the Covid Con, was experiencing (conscious or unconscious) PTSD — including social isolation, meaninglessness, free floating anxiety, and lack of purpose in life.

“Free floating anxiety is the most painful feeling a human being can experience. It constantly threatens to turn into a panic attack.” Thus, the need to find an object upon which to pin the anxiety. Moreover, once this object— in this case, “the virus” — has been seized upon by the PTSDed population, then the other three criteria — social isolation, meaningless, and lack of purpose all disappear: Those inside the mass formation are then socially “connected” to others via the “meaning” and “purpose” attached to the virus.

I find this explanation for the ever more obvious cultural trance unusually compelling, especially in that Desmet also points to the deeper cause of all of it, a dying industrial culture steeped in a much too limited materialistic ideology in which the religion of scientism sees the body as merely a machine. I would go even deeper, and point to the mind/body split, ignited back in the 17th century by the Cartesian maxim: “I think, therefore I am,” as even more fundamental. We are indoctrinated into a world-view that values the mind alone, views the mind as separate from the body (and from nature in general), and sees the need for (similarly indoctrinated) experts to both interpret what is happening within the body, and how to “fix” it.

This is perhaps the most valuable video I have ever come across in understanding just how so many have fallen so far down a black hole in which I, and others who think for themselves, have chosen to step around.

If you don’t have time to watch this entire video, here’s a website that sums it up. 

Excerpt:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SmfgTUjC_H4&t=12s&ab_channel=AlternativeMedia

After watching this video, I’m more and more convinced that, whoever is “responsible” for either causing or, more likely, taking advantage of, the PTSD that has gradually captured our end-stage materialist society that split us from both each other and the land, they are witting or unwitting puppets in a larger “agenda” that features the universe itself utilizing “the virus” to usher us into the next stage of human evolution. Destined to reconnect with each other as sovereign embodied souls, in communion with one another as mirrors, we will then recognize our own need for and capacity for healing, and thus deepen our comprehension of our own unique natures. The resultant radical infusion of aliveness will, in turn, lead us to discover and fearlessly follow our own individual passions, result in overflowing abundance in every direction, and shower us with the meaning and purpose that has been missing from the lives of so many for so long.

 

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).