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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 82

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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Green Acres Presentation, Coming Right Up!

November 5, 2025

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As promised in yesterday’s post, here is what I sent to Joni McGary who is organizing the Brownstone Supper Clubs in Bloomington Indiana. She had asked me if I would present on Green Acres Village (she and her husband then visited, and were predictably floored by our “tiny (three home) paradise” inside a Bloomington neighborhood).

Today, November 5, just took some pics.

Earlier today, a rescheduled work party mulched some of the gardens.

The garden still flourishes with cover crops, greens and root crops. Need to cut off, dig up, and eat or preserve everything else before first freeze!

A typical wintertime Community Dinner scene:

 

My presentation had been scheduled for February, but then suddenly she had an opening for the December 9 Supper Club and wondered if I could move mine  up. I said, “sure, I can wing it,” since she had told me meanwhile that new rules meant that the slide show I had been preparing would not be allowed.

She emailed me a few days ago asking for resume and presentation notes, to put them on Events section of the Brownstone.org site. (Not there yet; I just looked.)

I had told her to edit as she wished. But she had no edits, just said it was fine.

Here’s the text of what I sent her:

Resume: Ann Kreilkamp, PhD (philosophy, Boston University, 1972), then 60, moved to Bloomington (from a 20 foot diameter  yurt in Jackson Hole Wyoming) in 2003, when her husband Jeff Joel decided to attend law school at IU; just prior to the start of the second semester she reluctantly joined him. Then, after only one evening together, he died of a heart attack while asleep, leaving her alone in a strange town. 

She had lived both east and west, but had never even visited the midwest, viewing Indiana as a “flyover state.” 

She had a choice. Stay or leave. She chose to stay. Why? She didn’t know. All she knew was that he had left her with a house and an inheritance, and how was she to utilize it?

Green Acres Village is the result. Three homes with attendant gardens, compost area, greenhouse, chicken coop, patio, and workshop, this tiny paradise grew naturally, organically, via what permaculturists call “emergent design.” One decision after another, little by little, “do this, see what happens. Aha! Okay, now do this . . .!” On and on, each tiny step bringing slow transformational change to both our own individual souls and the human and earthly soil in which we are embedded.

Our goal: to bridge the divides between humans, and the land beneath our feet.

Our motto: Growing Community from the Ground Up. 

Our vision: to serve as a template for the transformation of suburban America.

To this end, we garden together in once-weekly Work Parties with neighbors near and far, and offer the surplus to those who walk or drive by. We meet for Community Dinners twice monthly and invite friends, neighbors and relatives.

For over 15 years now, we have been gradually “growing community from the ground up.”

See greenacresvillage.org.

 

Tomorrow, the dilemma even thinking about this presentation conjures up . . .

And yes, meanwhile the Taurus neck still festers, though much less dominating. (See posts Monday and Tuesday). I’m likely to be dealing with this Saturn/progressed Moon situation for the next several months. It’s teaching me to stay present, stay grounded (Taurus)!

More on that tomorrow, too.

Formerly “mute,” I unleash the throat

November 4, 2025

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Oh my! In response to yesterday’s post, dear friend Laura Bruno just reminded me of one line in an email to her a few days ago as also related to neck pain I concentrated on for yesterday’s post: “More and more, I feel myself becoming mute.”

I thought I was referring to the unseemly mess the world appears to be descending into, and yet I was also talking about myself in that statement, and wondered:

Is my embodied self a  caterpillar melting into chrysallis state?

Taurus, by governing the throat, also governs the voice!

So am I transforming into a butterfly?

Well, certainly, it wouldn’t be the first time I’ve undergone a prolonged dying/ death/rebirth process. Indeed, over and over again, at every level and in many dimensions, such has been my fate (my destiny?) as a puny human on planet Earth during this extraordinary time.

Today and yesterday evening, three encounters, with increasing levels of intensity . . .

On this morning’s walk, I came across an oldish woman coming out of my bank to whom I found myself pointing out the crisscrossing chem trails loading the eastern and southeastern sky this morning. I had just taken photos of them. I went on to mention how they poison everything, trees, plants, us . . . She looked startled. I then wondered, out loud: “Who is doing this?”

Perhaps she had never before heard anyone refer in this manner, to the sky? Had she known about chem trails herself? If so, I doubt she has differentiated them from con trails.

But then she said, “And I was just taking photos of trees against a clear blue sky. . . ”

She didn’t say this to dispute me. She said it because she could: much of the sky is still clear blue; the chem trail haze has not yet drifted down.

I’ll be our very real encounter set her mind aflame.

 

A bit earlier, on my usual four mile walk with puppy Scampi, I had come across an old geezer, who was planting two trees with another, much younger man. I asked: “Is the city planting these? Or the owner of this house.”

“The city,” he answered. The city is currently sponsoring? encouraging? an organization called

https://www.canopybloomington.org/

While I applaud the effort (but wonder who really, is funding it; and does it include federal money to the city about to be removed?), I also think we need more land without trees inside the city. Like the totally green grass lawn with no trees across from where we were standing. I said: “Wouldn’t it be great if that turned into a vegetable garden?” He loved the idea, and says his wife wants fewer trees, rather than more: so that she can grow a vegetable garden at home.

I then pointed out how the owner of that house would most likely not allow such a wonderful vision to be realized on his lawn. That all he cares about is renters who pay top dollar. That the values of this country are totally screwed up, that really, “money” is a mere scrim over nature. That we don’t value nature, we don’t even value our own bodies! That Descartes was right! “I think, therefore I am.” Well, this really got him going. He loved it; I could see lightbulbs popping internally.

Then, he said, in a wondering, vulnerable manner: “It’s so wonderful when people like you and I can meet.” And then pointed to his young partner, currently shoveling, silent, smiling: “He too; he thinks the same way.”

As I started to go I pointed him in the direction, one block away, of greenacresvillage.org, our gigantic garden on the one of our three lots that had started out as an enormous green grassy space. “Drive back that way,” I said.

 

Now here’s what’s really weird: I had nearly the identical conversation, though it went deeper and much longer into the philosophical angle, last night at our regular monthly dinner with Brownstone Supper Club (search “Supper Club” on this site, two entries).

The man across the table from me — who has degrees in both engineering and law, and has worked as a lawyer for many years, but, he says, embarrassed, even abashed, “I don’t like many of them,” mentioning their money and status-based value system — kept asking me question after question. This, after hearing that I have a doctorate in philosophy (and no, not from IU, I said, but from Boston University), but had turned rogue back in 1973, having been “fired from an experimental college for being too experimental.”

Well, this got him going. He kept encouraging me, more more! So I spilled all the beans. And midway through marveled out loud at how he was the very first person in my very long life to show such great interest in an extended manner . . .

How the entire history of western philosophy that segued into the history of science, starting with Descartes (unless you want to go back even further: as Wittgenstein said: “It’s hard to go back to the beginning and not go further back”) ignited the still ongoing “mind/body split.” How the entire so-called and much lauded scientific enterprise is merely left brained, not at all connected to right brain intuition; encouraging that separation of body and (merely logical) mind, and yet with body considered both much more “real” (i.e., material) than mind, but! — seen as dumb, mute, a mere object in space, like any other.

On and on; how the rise of AI was utterly inevitable, given how it mimics the functions of the left brain.

We probably talked, intensely, for 30 minutes, with him asking me question after question, leading himself down rabbit hole after rabbit hole. I kept feeling that we were resonating with the same (formerly unconscious) questions within him as have beset me on a conscious level for so many decades.

I didn’t refer to myself, and my own processing right now; just kept it to a philosophical discussion. But he was both floored and thrilled. I wonder how long it’s been since he’s had an authentic connection with a stranger that he just met, who descended, with him, into an much larger comprehension of what we are all going through as this all-too-human world appears to descend into madness.

BTW: I will be the speaker at our Supper Club’s next, December, meeting. More on that tomorrow.

 

 

 

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 82

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).