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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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No matter how bleak life looks, NEVER GIVE UP!

January 29, 2024

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Was out walking in dreary, cold, wet January afternoon, yesterday, going to five stores in an attempt to find an appropriate birthday card for my son Colin Cudmore, who, five months on, is still paralyzed from the waist down and, I imagine, watching the same dreary scene outside the window from his bed in a local Care Center.  (I post on his journey daily here).

I failed to find a card, but I did come across a beautiful little booklet in the final store, Staples, with a watercolored butterfly on the cover and this lovely quote: “Inside us there is everything.” YES! Grateful. I bought it.

About halfway through my shopping trek I had been struck, forcefully, by the general mood of those I passed by. Whereas usually, I can make eye contact, and even soul contact with a genuine smile, yesterday I’d say nine in ten ignored me, so immersed were they in their inner purgatories, appearing exhausted, worried, weak, even desperate, defeated, as if wetiko had hung its swampy grey fog over their corporeal selves and banished the soul.

Is this generalized mood of depression just due to mid-winter blues? Just due to rent, food, utilities, insurance, property tax, gas price inflation? Just due to the continuous purging of corruption in the political/medical/academic/media/financial/entertainment arenas, our former heroes exposed as villains? Just due to exposure of child-trafficking networks? Borderless cartels? Tunnel systems and DUMBS? To Fentanyl poisoning and death? To weaponization of the rainbow?

I wonder. What are they picking up on the tel-lie-vision now? Of course I don’t watch it. Never could, even as a kid.

When I got home, before doing my daily late afternoon practices (yoga, chikung, taichi), I watched a video that Colin’s healing cousin Megan had sent to us the evening before. So glad I did!

Yes, never, ever, ever, give up.

Sure wish I could get this video to all the sodden folks I saw yesterday.

Whatever we wish for, starts inside.

Green Acres Permaculture Village: “The Anointing of the Tools”

January 28, 2024

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’” —
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).