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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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“The spectre of nuclear destruction is the twisted, macabre pathological externalization of humanity’s buried creativity.”

March 3, 2023

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The title of this post is taken from a column I wrote for Sagewoman magazine, back in 1997. I place this column here, as a pdf, along with two others, also from Sagewoman in the late 1990s.

See, in your mind’s eye, the nuclear conflagration. Go ahead. I dare you. I dare you to touch in to that horror that has lived within you since you were born. We call what results PTSD: Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, a psychiatric diagnosis first identified in the 1980s. It used to be called “shell shock.”

We think that PTSD is associated with war. And it is. Not just external wars, I would argue, but wars within the psyche, as each of us, consciously or unconsciously, continuously strives to bat down the intense anxiety that attends human life ever since HIroshima was obliterated by U.S. forces, on August 6, 1945.

Now, let’s re-imagine that same nightmare vision; let us re-purpose it, or even better, re-interpret it, gift it with an entirely other meaning, as the glory that awaits us when we awaken to who we really are, each of us a buried font of extraordinary creativity.

In alignment with this re-imagination, I offer three pieces from Sagewoman columns in the late 1990s. You’ll notice that the second one, Magic and Politics, resonates with the post I put up yesterday. You might say that this post is a continuation, and a deepening of yesterday’s theme. We are able to intend to regenerate the world, because we are capable of re-interpreting the meaning of the mushroom cloud.

The first column, Solitary Spirituality, traces my own personal story, starting as a small child.

The second, Magic and Politics, focuses in on social/cultural dynamics.

The third, Breaking Free, identifies and penetrates into my still ongoing determination to identify and embrace the shadow material that accompanies any blinding light.

 

SOLITARY SPIRITUALITY_ One Little Girl’s Visions

Excerpt:

The birthright of each living thing is a miraculous fountain of energy. Like water flowing downhill, when energy is damned, it will eventually break the dam and flood. The creative force, when denied, turns destructive. At every level, whenever energy is repressed, violence is done when that energy explodes.

 

MAGIC AND POLITICS_ An Exploration

Excerpt:

Perhaps the most telling difference between magic and politics is that in accessing dimensions larger than the physical, we invoke realms where the notion of scarcity or perceived lack simply does not arise. How could it, when the universe we are only dimly aware of, is, we do sense, both infinite and expanding?

 

BREAKING FREE_ An Illusion

Excerpt:

I am so scared. The saliva in my mouth tastes metallic. I am so scared to drop into my own heartbeat, for I know that it will take me back. That I will fall into the bottomless depths of my own mother’s heartbeat, and her mother’s, and hers before that. I am so scared. My eyes flutter, glitter in panic. For I can feel that beat starting to drive me down, that rhythm of the universe, that intimate union, and know that I am lost. There is no breaking free, there is only breaking through, to that vast ocean of awareness washing eonic shores.

 

 

WHAT FUTURE, LIFE ON EARTH? Hell or Heaven? Mike Whitney (3D) vs Mathew Ward (5D)

March 2, 2023

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Mike Whitney tells it like it is. .

Showdown in Ukraine. Hobbled US Turns to War to Preserve Its Waning Primacy

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“Bottom line: The war in Ukraine is not about Ukraine. America’s clearly articulated strategic objectives are as follows: To weaken Russia, topple its leader, take control of its vast natural resources and move on to containing China. Simply put, Washington’s escalating aggression in Ukraine is a Hail Mary pass aimed at containing emerging centers of economic power in order to preserve its waning position in the global order.

“This is the geopolitical chess match that is being played behind the cover of “a war against Russia’s unprovoked aggression.” People should not be hoodwinked by that absurd deception. This war was concocted as a desperate attempt for the United States to defend its flickering global hegemony. That’s what Ukraine is really all about. It’s a clash between the warmongering western oligarchs who have a stranglehold on the US media and political establishment and the emerging economies that are using the market system to link their resources and manufactured goods to countries around the world through “high-speed” infrastructure and cooperative development.

“So, the question everyone must ask themselves is this: Do you want to see more economic integration, lower prices, more shared prosperity and less war or another 80 years of onerous and arbitrary sanctions, color-coded revolutions, regime change operations, genocidal interventions and bioweapon warfare (Covid-19)? Which do you want?”

BTW: Mike Whitney published An essay with the same title in 2014. That may be all we need to know.

Showdown in Ukraine

And yet. And yet. Remember, this entire, seemingly climactic, global drama focused on Ukraine is occurring in 3D, this dimension framed up so that both (or all) parties in any conflict operate under the assumption of SCARCITY, and as a result, F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) rules. Fear of not getting enough, fear of the other guy who wants to take what’s yours, fear of not surviving, fear then, ultimately, of death.

Remember, there are only two basic attitudes, two basic emotional responses to life (and death!): Fear, and Love.

Fear contracts. Love expands.

Drop the assumption of SCARCITY, realize that Nature (including Earth and the larger Cosmos) offers unlimited abundance, on every level, then Love expands as Fear recedes, the survival instinct satisfied. With this shift, from Scarcity to Abundance, Fear to Love, the seeming necessity for constant conflict goes away, as do zero sum arguments like the one above, which assumes that in any (3D) polarity, one side will win and the other will lose. Winner takes all.

A cooperative, multi-polar world, the one that is driving all but the former western hegemonic nations, to construct, in order to allow in infinite abundance, will have to move from 3D to 5D.

 

5D

5D epistemology differs from that in 3D, in that “sources” are not limited to five-sense empirical “data.” Instead, in 5D and beyond, multidimensionality allows in all sorts of “sources,” which, just as with 3D, may or may not be worth following.

For many years I followed “Mathew’s Messages,” as given through the voice of his mother, Suzy Ward. Until, that is, I began to realize that Barack Obama is not a shining star. I don’t know if Mathew ever did retract his view of Obama, but since I did, I left Mathew behind.

Even so, once in a while lately, I admit Mathew in again, not to follow, but to consider (con-sider: to go with the stars). I offer his latest message, not in contrast to what I see as the masterly overview by Mike Whitney of current 3D conditions on Earth, but to help dissolve the 3D framework — or should I call it the “Overton Window?” — that traces back to the notion of Scarcity.

https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/03/01/matthews-message-via-suzy-ward-for-march-1-2023/

That first paragraph continues . . .

“. . . are refusing to cooperate with the Illuminati’s efforts to bolster their fast-withering global tentacles.

“Deep State, the cabal, Shadow Government, One World Order and neo-Nazism are among other designations for this secret society, whose many disparate factions have the same diabolical ideology and goal, to control the world.

“They need low vibrations for their very survival, and they are lashing out at the growing opposition by creating fear however they can. They know this low-vibrational sensation is potent and contagious; the fear of one person reaches everyone nearby and they spread it wherever they go.

“But the peoples don’t know that and they don’t know their fears, which stem from scary old predictions put back in circulation or outright lies reported repeatedly by Illuminati-controlled mainstream media, are needless. None of the following dire-sounding information applies to Earth’s future.”

 

Mathew then gives a long list of dreaded predictions about the future that he claims, will NOT come true. Read this part for yourself. It’s very interesting and instructive!

 

Mathew’s message ends:

“Dear family, there is far, far more good on Earth than bad! Countless acts of kindness, generosity and assistance happen every minute of every day around the world. There is an immeasurable abundance of goodness on Earth, and your light is helping to keep it flowing and growing!

Light beings throughout this universe honor you for steadfastness in your mission and cheer you ever forward in your Earth journey.”

Okay, folks:

Call Mathew’s Message hopium if you want;

I call it the alternative future

we who mostly already live in 5D,

deliberately intend,

and have decidedly set in motion.

 

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).