LAF MEDITATION RETURNS: Janet and I morph into a tree, waving its branches . . .

January 16, 2022

Two months ago, I decided to stop meditating and instead start singing. That led to my “debut performance” on my birthday, December 19. For me, the focus of the singing was identical to the focus of the meditation, to alchemize the rivers of fear that cascade through the collective into LOVE by invoking the Soul. At the time, I was looking to be more active in this invocation.

I still want to continue the path of singing. However . . .

At the end of yesterday’s post, I mentioned that my old friend Janet (in Ecuador) and I had decided to return to meditation, and this was after I spoke, after many years, with another old friend, Todd; both of us knew Todd in Jackson Hole, during our sojourn there, in the ’80s up through 2002. I told Todd about the meditation, and its focus, and she instantly responded: “you need to return to the meditation, and in fact, it’s critical.” She then added that she wanted to join us from her perch in Arizona, at 8:00 AM Sunday her time. I emailed this request to Janet. She agreed, and unbeknownst to me, decided to call Paula, another old friend, the only one of us who still lives in Jackson, because she and Janet used to meditate together, for six years. The result? Paula wants to join us too, and will contact Todd, since they live in the same time zone.

So today, at our first return to our LAF meditation (which began at the Full Moon in August), Janet and I mentioned the fact that there are now four of us, all old friends from Jackson Hole, and given our mutual connection with that extraordinary place, this will likely amp up the meditation.

At 8:00 AM, Janet and I began, as usual with sage, candle, and a ringing bell.

About 25 minutes later, I said, softly, into my phone, “Are you there?”

“Yes.”

I rang the bell again.

As usual, we exchanged our meditation experiences.

Janet said that, after a bit of scattered tumultuous sensing, she settled into deep breathing down below her solar plexus, and found herself present for emotional currents gently blowing through, like wind.

For me, the backstory began early this morning about 20 minutes prior to sunrise, when, out on the porch for my first chikung exercises, I noticed a big round moon just about to set. Which made me recall that tomorrow is the Full Moon. Where? Aha: Moon in Cancer, opposite Sun in Capricorn, which is conjunct Pluto in Capricorn.

Okay, so I knew then that my meditation would somehow pick up on this annual conjunction between Sun and Pluto, which just happens, this year, to also be on the Full Moon in Cancer!

Pluto in Capricorn: decimating traditional civilizational structures, both visible and invisible Purging the corrupt, exploitive, power-over, attitudes that have poisoned our civilization.

Sun conjunct Pluto: illuminating Pluto, and its grand work in Capricorn.

Sun/Pluto opposite Moon in Cancer: Moon in its natural home, Cancer. Both Moon and the sign of Cancer have to do with the emotional body, all the feelings that bleed out from the Plutonian destruction of structures, habits, patterns, we took for granted until 2008, when Pluto went into Capricorn and all hell broke loose in the financial system that binds civilization together. This, coupled with the fact that Pluto during these years is now returning for the very first time to its original position in the U.S.Chart, means that the very survival of our nation is at stake. Either we will agree to return to the lofty principles upon which our beloved nation was founded, as enshrined in the Bill of Rights and Constitution, or we will not. Pluto’s actual return occurs this February 2022, but the lead-up to it has been years long, as will be the aftermath.

The feelings we experience during this intensely Plutonian time are mainly those of loss, grief, and ultimately fear of death. Both personal death and the death that we see around us of people and systems (government, education, medicine, media, business, etc.) that until now, we thought we could take for granted.

However, I sense most people don’t realize that what they are experiencing internally is actually grief.

So, in meditation, after picking up on what I’ve noticed anyway that, fully two years after the plandemic was introduced, what’s going on now in the collective is still FEAR, but mutated, thanks to continuous, confusing, contradictory, fake data-driven, fear-porn MSM messaging, into a sort of sodden depression, and/or active, volatile irritation.

BTW: These two, depression and anger, seeming opposites, are not. Depression is the sustained attempt to push down/deny the energy of anger. And anger itself, is fear projected. I.e., I become angry at someone or something is because I fear him, her, or it.

Ultimately, there are only two primary emotions, either LOVE or FEAR. Love expands, and Fear contracts. That’s it! Only two.

Okay, about ten minutes into the meditation I became aware that my body was unusually still, and as that stillness continued, I noticed it mostly in the spine. My spine, stilled, felt like the solid, stabilized trunk of a tree, reaching into the ground, serving, in a more pronounced manner than usual, as an antenna, linking Earth to Heaven.

At this point, the focus of the meditation became clear: With my roots, I am to encourage the sensitive feelings (Moon) buried below (Pluto) to rise up through the trunk for release, but to do so gently, encouraged and illuminated by the Sun.

This focus remained for another fifteen minutes, until I again rang the bell.

In talking about our experiences afterwards, we realized that we had joined forces: I had served as the tree, with Janet the branches, gently waving in the breeze. Both of us, as usual, focused on alchemizing collective FEAR through LOVE.

Here’s Laura Bruno’s meditation on tomorrow morning’s very powerful Plutonian Full Moon that is meant to center us deeply into our feelings, and transform them. Note also her welcome focus on the North Node moving from Gemini into Taurus, the very next day. More on that from me, later.

Full Moon in Cancer and North Node in Taurus ~ January 17-18, 2022

 

 

 

Alt-Epistemology 2022: False Awakening vs. True Awakening

January 15, 2022

Except for our local co-op, which still insists vocally on masks, I continue to enter and walk around every other grocery store here without one. And no one has said anything. In fact, more and more I sense gratitude; the masked ones look up to me, wish they had the nerve to do the same.

I do think it’s that important to continue to show the way through this ongoing nonsense.

Loved this tweet from an Australian:

Which inspired several responses:

These are the kinds of incidents, repeated endlessly, that make me want to think that we are turning a corner, something I’ve been hailing lately here on this blog. And I still do think so. But it may be a long, agonizingly slow corner, hard to discern when we are even past it! Yes. Despite my emotional/mental/spiritual need to visualize a sharp corner, I must remember to appreciate the multilevel complexity of the massive info war we are currently engaged in

So with that in mind:

Given that my driving, lifelong interest in discerning “truth” from the constantly shifting morass of blinking perceptions, a focus to which I devoted my entire graduate school career in philosophy, I really appreciate Magenta Pixie, her complex, multilevel manner of discerning what’s really going on in this multifaceted movie called “reality” during what many are calling this climactic moment in the history of humanity on planet Earth.

Magenta Pixie stresses the need to distinguish between “false awakening” and real, or “true awakening.” And says that, at this point, both are occurring, all the time, and in different places.

In order to recognize this distinction, she claims, we need to think in a multi-level fashion, with dark and light agendas at all levels, each responding to moves the other makes to keep their own agenda going. Which is what she implies by the phrase “50/50”: this year, she claims, will be 50/50, both agendas operating, although the dark agenda is losing power over time simply because the light, in the end, is guaranteed to win. 50/50 as well, in that in some areas on Earth the light will appear greater than the dark, and vice verse, with flips back and forth. 50/50, in that we will experience both false awakening and true awakening, about half and half.

Thus, we will have and are having many indications, both ways, that we (the light forces) are winning, or losing, depending upon which set of “facts” and other conditions on the ground and spiritually, seem, at any particular time and place, to be in evidence.

For example (this is my example, not hers), the CDC has now admitted that “covid” deaths are usually people with at least four co-morbidities, something we “truthers” have known for a long time.

As soon as I heard about this admission, I couldn’t help but wonder: why is the CDC admitting this now? I listened to an interesting interview with Dr. Robert Malone last night during my 2 AM insomnia session, and towards the end the interviewer asked him exactly that question. He responded by saying that he doesn’t know, and he wonders, too. Perhaps neither of them recognize this war that we are in for what it does seem to be, a multi-level chess game?

(Note that in this post, and others, I talk about myself as being with the light, as opposed to the dark; actually, I want to balance them both within myself, light and dark (and note that this is what 2022 is all about, with all the “2’s” numerologically). But since the dark is what is constantly being pushed on us via the vax agenda, I push back with its opposite, while simultaneously holding myself in a neutral centered place, above/below both: feet upon the earth and head reaching to the sky.)

If we see this recent CDC chess move by the dark forces as something that helps those of us who identify with the light relax, let down our guard, think we are winning, and therefore, begin to “disobey” even more strongly their so-called “rules” (mandates), might that give the dark forces an excuse/opportunity to crack down with even more stringent rules, like forcing the vax door-to door, for example? See how this works?

Here’s an example of the kind of answer Magenta Pixie —

  — gives to her followers’ questions on Telegram:

I listened to most of the above video while doing my yoga/chikung/taichi this morning. Note that she couches everything in not so obvious terms to get by youtube censorship.

Here’s one more from her, which REALLY struck me. BTW: “STS” means “service to self” rather than STO, “service to others” a crucial distinction made in the profound Law of One series.

My practice, while walking towards the rising sun every morning: allow my heart to open even wider,  fill with the sun’s Light/Love, and then radiate it everywhere, in all directions, no distinctions made as to who is good or bad, who needs it, who doesn’t. We all need LIGHT, we all need LOVE. How else are we going to alchemize the F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) the dark ones are still pushing to keep us down?

Oh yeah, and BTW: my friend Janet in Ecuador and I, after an interlude in which I, especially, started singing instead, are returning to our 8 AM Sunday Meditation, Love Alchemizes Fear. This came about when I talked, with another old friend, Todd, now in Arizona, whom I knew in Jackson WY, and she eagerly wants to join us. In fact, she said it’s absolutely critical that we continue! Okay! Then, the same day, Janet talked with another old friend from Jackson, Paula, who, when she heard about it, was eager to join in as well. She and Janet meditated together for six years, when they both lived there. She and Todd now live in the same time zone, so will do their meditation at 8 AM, MST, whereas ours will be 8 AM EST.

Join (or re-join) us! Let’s do our part in dispelling the mass formation, made possible by FEAR, that has gripped our human world for far too long.