BEWARE! What we allow in can poison us.

February 24, 2026

NOTE: This is a follow-up to Monday’s post.

 

Just to make myself clear: when I say I pay attention to the dark stuff, that does not mean that I absorb it. Very important NOT to absorb it, as it infects the mind, heart and soul.

For example: remember Frazzledrip? Of course a google search reveals that it was just a conspiracy. But was it? Who knows. In any case, whether true or not, I just glanced at its so-called contents enough to know that absorbing more would endanger me.

Because yes, what we allow in can poison us.

THE EPSTEIN FILES ARE A SPIRITUAL TRAP.

So don’t get caught. Especially you 19-24 year olds (if Gene Decode is correct).

Do your research into the Epstein files without absorbing anything you come across. How to do that?

Rather than identifying with your own ego as it eagerly seeks to soak up whatever, NOTICE what’s happening: always, always notice, just notice. Be at one with that “awareness” that encompasses all without being pulled into any of it. And I am NOT speaking of “spiritual bypassing” here.

No. Rather than considering myself “above it all,” superior to all the gunk that infects society, I realize that I myself have a dark side, a shadow side — what’s buried in the unconscious; what I have still, even at this advanced age of 83, not managed to bring into the light and integrate.

And: of course, for those of us who have been doing this shadow work for a long time: we realize that there is no bottom to the personal unconscious, no place to “take a stand.” Whatever frames me as “me” is diaphanous, permeable. Thus, my own personal unconscious is an ever replenishing drop in the vast oceanic unconscious that bathes us all in its collective, and, unfortunately, poisoned waters.

Think of that utterly historic exact Saturn Neptune at 0° Aries conjunction again. Oceanic Neptune which, rather than flooding and drowning us mentally and emotionally with all that we are being informed of with the Epstein files, is focused by Saturn’s ability to direct and enclose, channel whatever needs to be paid attention to without absorption.

ARIES: Each of us is on our own, doing this.

Each of us working at the dawn (Saturn/Neptune in ARIES) of the new human experiment on planet Earth.

There’s no way to avoid the gunk, as we clear away debris to make room for the seeds of the new.

 

But there is a way

to see it

become AWARE of it

NOTICE it

and not take it in. 

 

THE BLEEDING RUINS OF OUR TIME: Mexico, Epstein Files, etc.

February 23, 2026

Over the weekend, a call from an old friend, whom I’ll identify here as Angela. She is currently traveling through Greece and wants my advice on what to do, where to go. I thought I had blogged on my trip to Greece, but if I did, it’s a long time ago. But I do have one essay that I will send to her.

THE RUINS OF TIME

And certainly, “time” does Ruin all our human constructions, and not just the material ones. Etymology of “ruin” . . .

Everything falls down, humpty dumpty.

Late yesterday, in even the mainstream news: nihilistic cartels ruining Mexican cities, leaving American tourists trapped, stuck, freaked, unable to leave — and worse, possibly.

https://celiafarber.substack.com/p/update-from-mexico-cjng-issues-demands

Americans, more and more, are experiencing what has been all along, or has suddenly or gradually become, unfortunately, customary, in much of the rest of the world. And yet:

Brian Cates has a very interesting X post contextualizing this new outrage that has skewed the world’s attention.

Meanwhile, I’m still back where I started on this post, wanting to tell you what Angela did, and how it affected me.

She called me from Greece, and after her request, then stated, in a very direct, clear voice (not fumbling or mumbling): “YOU WERE RIGHT, ANN, ALL ALONG.”

“Right about what?” I asked, gingerly.

(I asked, because she was one of those who got totally taken in by the covid con. Wondered if that was what she was going to refer to.)

“About the whole pedophilia thing.” She had been paying attention to the ghastly Epstein files.”

“Oh, wow, well thanks! You are the very first one who has reached out to me!”

And I DO commend her for that, big time. What a gal!

I actually don’t remember mentioning this particular horror to those in my personal circle. But I guess I must have! At least once! Usually, I just stay mum, wanting to keep things stable on the home front.

But hell, they’re not stable at all! Not now! Even our local paper (not really, as it’s been folded into USAToday.com), the Herald-Times, is suddenly reflecting how this ghastly business has seeped  into public awareness. From yesterday, two items:

The first, buried near the bottom of an opinion piece on the editorial page, by a well known local and author Ray Golarz, “Cops and other servants;” near the bottom of the piece, this paragraph ending in a way that would not have been possible, i.e., “polite society” would have ruthlessly censored it, prior to the Epstein files flood:

“. . . I was walking out of an elementary school building with a veteran kindergarten teacher who was holding a child’s hand. I could sense her clear distraction and later asked her why. She said, “Ray, as I walk out of school with that little child and a black car comes to pick her up, she squeezes my hand and I know that this afternoon she will be raped.”

And, on the top of page 5, this — not a local story, but included, big time, in the local paper:

Keep in mind that Bloomington is an historically Democratic, academic, “politically correct” town, as has been any local story in the H-T. Part of me wants to stop subscribing, another part of me keeps going just so I “keep on top of” the local collective atmosphere. And now I have a new reason to continue: because even mainstream media, USA Today, which now owns the H-T, is featuring the horror.

Not that I love horror. But that, as a double Sagittarian, I DO love Truth, no matter how disgusting. Only as we reveal and integrate the shadow, can the light fully shine. That goes for all of us, that goes for each of us.

And an even larger truth may be that it does appear that perhaps, even here, even inside more and more of us in my own locality, we are going through the utterly historical ignition process (Saturn/Neptune conjunct 0° Aries), beginning with total destruction of all that we thought we could hold dear. We’re just plain starting over, folks. And it’s not just me, and a few others, who realize it. More and more, it’s coming to be that we all do. Or, most of us. Starting from scratch.

Over the weekend, Gene Decode, who was (I think) the first to talk at length about tunnels and DUMBS, has a fascinating discussion with Michael Jaco, wherein Gene states that as of this past weekend, though 3% of Americans never will wake up at all (until money disappears from their bank accounts), fully 38% of Americans are now fully awake, which translates, he says, to 3 million people; and furthermore, that young adults 19-24 are especially motivated to pore through the Epstein files. “Because after all,” I think I remember him saying, “It’s their world we’re coming into.”

For more on DUMBS, see, for example:

https://www.exopermaculture.com/imagine-dumbs-a-honey-combed-earth/

Yes, I started falling down this rabbit hole from the very beginning of blogging on the internet, back in 2011.

DUMBS (Deep Underground Military Bases) are a rabbit hole which Gene Decode introduced me to and which Angela has not yet fallen down. But I bet she will, since it’s adjacent to/embedded within, the global pedo poison. In any case, to have Angela say, “You were right Ann, all along” in such a direct, forthright manner, feels damn good.

Oops! Watch it. Ann. Don’t let your giant ego take over!

Dear Angela shows me the way.