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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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January 2022: I take the covid temperature in Indiana . . .

January 9, 2022

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A few days ago, on my walk with puppy Shadow I passed by a masked mother hurriedly rushing her masked child into a nearby day care facility. The little boy yelled out to me, a big, friendly hello! I was astonished, and of course yelled out a big friendly hello back. Unlike his friends, unlike his mother, he was not letting the mask deter his own eagerness for a life shared with others. I was stunned. What a strong character this little one has,  so strong inside himself that he does not even need permission from my facial expression to yell out his greetings!

Oh wait! I was not wearing a mask! And that excited him! Of course, that’s why, despite his mask, he could yell out so triumphantly! Duh!

Went to Aldi’s this morning, and unfortunately, I was the only maskless one in the store. THE ONLY ONE. A few weeks ago — pre-omicron? — I would always be joined by at least several non-compliant shoppers. It does seem that the Covid mass formation hypnotic spell has grabbed hold ever harder here, and what struck me most today was a man with whom I shared, for one long agonizing moment, eye contact. And what I picked up from him was an intense, sustained loneliness, desolation, verging on despair. As always, I then smiled and wished him a good morning, assuming (and knowing full well that my assumption was likely incorrect) that underneath the mask, he smiled back. No matter. I will keep spreading kindness, cheerfulness, LOVE for my fellow human beings, no matter what the occasion.

For what I feel is equally intense, a near-overwhelming compassion verging on unification. I know this man. He is me, in another lifetime, another phase of this lifetime. He is me, engaged on his own difficult journey through the lessons of embodiment, on this dear home planet, during this strange extended climactic moment in his-story when the human race will either WAKE UP or extinguish itself. And not “die trying” either, just die. Let go.

For some of us this letting go will be a release, a surrender to larger life, knowing that we have, as Leonard Cohen cried, in his very broken Hallelujah, “Well, I’ve done my best, I know it wasn’t much . . .” and yet, recognizing also, that we were born for this moment. That those of us who are AWAKE are to remain centered and grounded, no matter what, so that we may function as calming beacons of light and love for others during this long dark night of our collective soul.

For others of us, the letting go will be a giving up. Signaled likely, by a further deepening into the spell-bound oblivion of mass formation, rather like an unconscious lapse into amnesia, or anesthetization, by drugs, alcohol, even the jabs themselves. Might they actually drive out the soul from the body? Remember Rudolf Steiner’s prophecy.

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And if yes, then might this be an opportunity for another soul to enter the vacant body, and thereby alter the personality either subtly or blatantly, in ways that friends and family might even fail to recognize the one they used to know? It’s possible. This substitute, for those interested, is known as a “walk-in.” (Search “walk-in” on duck duck go; lots of entries.) And though the astrological pattern would not change, the manner of utilizing it could.

(Wow: so now we can add walk-ins to clones and actors in the ever-morphing chimera we used to call “reality”?)

BTW: As always, how we utilize the astrological pattern we were born with (or another soul walks into our emptied body) depends on the age of the soul, and thus the possibilities for evolutionary advance. For example, I am a double Sagittarian, and thus subject to a decided tendency towards fury, dogma, judgment. This tendency in myself, I am constantly processing, noticing how I still do it on occasion, and working to shift into a continuously expanding world-view that includes all and everything, without judgment.

This morning, as usual, I checked the number of covid-related stories in the local Herald-Times, and, as usual, there were many, including the top front page story “‘Hundreds’ can’t get surgeries: IU Health’s hospitals understaffed, flooded with Covid-19 patients,”  And, of course, claiming that most of the patients are not vaxxed.  Plus, an interesting editorial from the new editor, declaring that she is going to police letters to the editor from now on more rigorously:” . . .this time of misinformation and fallacy is dangerous and the newspaper should not publicize it.” Here we go! I did see one hopeful story, also front page, right hand column: unions representing firemen, policemen, and other city workers are suing the city of Bloomington, claiming that “vaccination, testing, and masking policies established in December violate union contracts and are illegal.”

Meanwhile, I’ve been wondering just how what percentage of the nation’s children from 5-11 are getting vaxxed. I was so hoping that this “opportunity” would be the tipping point, given how parents have been standing up to local school boards. Might protecting children from the vax be crucial to clearing the air of the mass formation poison?

According to this data tracker, 16.7% of children 5-11 are fully vaxxed. That’s 16.7% too many. However, hopefully, it represents most of the parents who are still “excited” at any covid vaccine opportunity, and will not climb much from here.

Looking at where Indiana is in terms of statewide vax rates, I’m happy to announce that only Idaho (52%) and Wyoming (56%) have rates lower than Indiana’s 58%. By the way, I grew up in Idaho, and spent 23 years in Wyoming, so hurray for them! Louisiana ties Indiana with 58%, Alabama and Tennessee each have 59%. Interesting. Areas in the south, this midwestern state, and what I call the “deep west,” are all showing up as less susceptible to mass formation. And I bet that if I checked rural vs. urban within all states, there’d be an decided difference, with rural more freedom-loving. That’s certainly the case here. Academic Bloomington is seemingly completely spell-bound, but travel just outside, and nobody even wears masks.

BTW: Indiana University is going to begin the second semester full-on, without resorting to remote learning. Good for them! I figure that’s due to the new president, Pamela Whitten, who, from the beginning, has appeared considerably less susceptible to mass formation than her predecessor. 

I’ll end with an amazing little speech from a home-schooling dad, addressing his local school board.

https://djhjmedia.com/steven/savage-dad-berates-beta-school-board-with-perfect-comedic-timing/

Notice that he identifies the fact that he operates his own business as crucial in allowing him to preserve his freedom. YES! Pay attention to this fact, if you are a young person just starting out in life.

How to let go of your mind and 270 million years . . .

January 8, 2022

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As I continue to navigate this 3D world with hopefully, 5D awareness, I am especially cognizant of how each of us, usually unconsciously, utilizes relationships with others as frictional growing points to help us learn about hidden qualities within ourselves.

Projecting denied or ignored qualities within ourselves out onto others, we then focus upon them as “the problem.” Hopefully, at some point, we begin to learn how to notice our projections, take them back and integrate them,  on our way to becoming whole.

After all, what is life on earth for?

I am famous around here for intoning the following:  “What we are doing on this planet is moving stuff around. BUT: it’s always an excuse for relationships!” (And see above, what relationships are for! To learn about ourselves!)

How did I recognize this profound truth?

Well, during those twenty-one years I lived in Jackson Hole, I would imagine myself on the top of Snow King mountain behind Jackson, looking down on us scurrying humans, movin’ stuff around. (Never looking up, always looking down!)

Here, in Indiana, I strive to remain centered and grounded while simultaneously rising up above the town of Bloomington until we mortals appear tiny enough to see ourselves as not just movin’ stuff around, but, just like in Jackson, often foolish and myopic as well, lapsed into ego, determined to get our own way.

BORING!

Egoic consciousness is so damn limited! Just your little bubble or my little bubble, and never the twain shall meet!

Ach! Okay, Ann. Let go let go.

This morning I listened to an audio featuring good friends Linda Moulton Howe and Whitley Strieber, both of whom have been fascinated by and involved with the extraterrestrial presence for decades. The question they addressed was this: which species are involved with humans on this planet and are their intentions good or evil.

https://player.fm/series/dreamland-podcast-whitley-striebers-unknown-country/linda-moulton-howe-is-there-a-war-in-spaceover-us

Linda’s views are very strong and she is familiar with much that Whitley brings up, and more; Whitley’s views are less definitive, and he tends to take his cues from her.

The most interesting part for me, was in the beginning, when she described what she considers to be three species who, she claims, have been present for 270 billion (or was it million?) years, and who are fighting each other over humans: Reptilians, Nordics, and Greys. From what I can pick up, she sees Reptilians as having ill intent, Nordics or tall whites as having helpful intent, and Greys, she says, are or many many kinds, from tall to short (tall ones organic, short ones AI), and tend to play both sides.

Reptilians, she says, live underground, in especially the middle eastern area. Nordics also live underground, but under the oceans. Not sure what she says about Greys. In any case, she describes Earth as “like a hotel,” with humans on the surface and other species under the surface. (Or, as I prefer, Earth is like a honeycomb.)

I very much appreciate that she assumes life in the larger cosmos is just like life on earth for humans: with some that have our best interests at heart, others only out for themselves, and still others, who work both ways, depending.

Like many people, Linda is furious that the U.S. government has kept both what it knows of the off-world presence on Earth secret for over 70 years (since Roswell), and with the fact that the U.S. has two space forces operating, both funded by U.S. taxpayers: the official one, NASA, and a secret one which has been in space for many decades, thanks to cooperation with Nordics, operating in 22 solar systems thanks to ET technologies that remain secret, and that, as others have pointed out, once revealed, will make possible both space travel and free energy for all.

I also found their discussion of just how ETs travel such vast distances instructive:

Excerpt:

He: DARPA on December 8, said they had created, by accident, a “warp bubble.”

She: They’ve been doing this for a long time. They’re dropping little pieces now into the news, but they’ve been doing this since they started working with the tall nordics since 1972. This is how they move light years. You are pulling it to you, rather than having to go there, through the warp drives. As in a Phillip K. Dick story, you step over the doorframe, and you are in another part of the cosmos. It has something to do with pulling the destination. You are bringing the space destination to you. There is already testimony that we are doing this, reducing light years to seconds or minutes. Difficult to grasp because we are euclidian geometry people, using up time moving forward.

He: when I asked [an E.T.] how do you get from place to place? The answer was, “it’s a solid idea.” If it has something to do with the mind, consciousness, then yes, not a physical warp drive. In other words an idea of movement instantaneous from place to place that somehow has actual form and function in the physical world.

She: You’re creating two bubbles, front and back, and those bubbles are these warps in the ST fabric . . . That’s why they call it the warp bubble. It has to do with the balance between two pockets, one in front and one in back of the craft — rather than the need for massive amounts of energy.

There, did that help me to expand my awareness enough to let go of silly interpersonal conflicts on earth? If not, how about this?

https://epochtimes.today/270-million-year-old-stone-bears-words-chinese-communist-party-perishes/

Yes, that oughta do it.

Weird: I just now noticed that same number — 270 million! — as in the Linda material above . . . Hmmm. . . maybe there’s a Q drop that connects them both?

Oh wow, and just noticed another synchronicity: “ego bubbles” and “warp bubbles.” Both require balance. I.e., it’s never one or the other, always both — if you want to break free.

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).