I spent my ipad time with chai elixir this morning absorbing more threads from the David Wilcock mystery, investigating many “sources” with opinions that I do or do not resonate with.

But the final one, the one that got me to stay through the entire two hours,  was this video put out by JC, with Penny Kelly, Jay Weidner and Clif High.

The first person to comment, Penny, said she wanted to see their discussion as a memorial to David, one in which those who knew him or knew of him for many many years, attempt to place his sudden tragic death in a much fuller context.

And of course, the first question “conspiracy theorists” (like myself) would ask, did David really kill himself, or was he “suicided” in some way by the DS?

None of them thought that was the case.

Next question, did he really die? Or: did he really die, or is this just another piece of fake news, and David has gone into hiding, because “he knew too much”?

Another conspiratorial claim.

None of them thought this either, though Jay Weidner was troubled by some aspects of the official story, and wonders what indeed, really did happen. Of course, as they all figured, Kerry Cassidy would want to weigh in with her view that he did NOT die, etc. etc., but she did not get to spill her opinion during those two hours.

I must say: I’m very much an admirer of Jean Claude, his manner of asking questions in sequence;  getting whoever he brings on to dig down from first impressions into what they really think they know or think.

This included Penny Kelly’s view of David in the afterlife. She said she “went to him, and it was not good.” She explained that, in her view, when people die, they meet situations in the afterlife that mirror their situation and state of mind at the time of death. And for David, she said, that meant he was immersed in horror, the feeling that he was prey, and everybody was out to get him. She begged us all to please send energy to him, because he really needs it.

By far the prevailing opinion was that David had been gradually losing track of reality for many many years, due to the fact, says especially Penny, that he never grounded himself. That his brilliance, and stunning capacity for seeing patterns of all kinds, was not matched by an equal ability to root himself into ordinary life. It was as if, they all agreed, at 53, he was still a brilliant teenager, and had never grown up and taken stock of himself, learned to process and integrate his own feelings and memories.

But of course, says Weidner, we all have a mixture of good and evil, light and shadow, within us. In this, he was no different that the rest of us.

But as Penny pointed out, and what especially Weidner called his “grandiosity,” made him a sitting duck for those who wanted to take advantage of him; especially Corey Goode, whom they all agreed is a deeply clever narcissist and psychopath who triangulated with him and Gaia to cause David’s downfall; plus Stavatti Aerospace, where David lost his fortune.

Weidner pointed out that in court docs he found that Elizabeth Seraphine, to whom he was married in 2017 and who divorced him in 2021, did so because David would not let go of his association with Corey Goode. Clif High had also tried to dissuade David from his apparently spell-bound association with Corey Goode, to no avail. It was as if his ego simply could not afford to know that Corey was fooling with him.

I remember watching episodes with David, in which Elizabeth, unseen, was directing audio, video, etc., and noticed how very impatient and abrupt he was with her. As if he was the king of the world, and she to do his bidding. That did NOT sit well with me.

None of this is to condemn David for taking his own life. Far from it. Nor is it to merely finger Corey Goode or Stavatti Aerospace for their parts in his long-drawn-out drama. Rather, let us take this horrible occasion to take stock of ourselves. Let us remember to not identify with our own egos to the point where others can pretend to pump us up and then, when we have succumbed to whatever their agenda, leave us bewildered, confused, and, if we are not careful, shut down, refusing to process what has just happened; thus stuck, blocked, bitter.

No thanks. I am so very grateful for my dual purpose, to connect heaven and earth, above and below, light and dark, energy and matter, conscious and unconscious, structure and process, personal experience with abstract conceptualization.

In other words, I am NOT cartesian, for whom “I think, therefore I am.”

While alive in the 3D material world, I am both, mind and body, with body thoroughly grounded, immersed in, a living antenna of the Earth Body that nourishes us all.

Like a tree, roots embraced by soil below, branches reaching for sky above.