Two months ago, I decided to stop meditating and instead start singing. That led to my “debut performance” on my birthday, December 19. For me, the focus of the singing was identical to the focus of the meditation, to alchemize the rivers of fear that cascade through the collective into LOVE by invoking the Soul. At the time, I was looking to be more active in this invocation.

I still want to continue the path of singing. However . . .

At the end of yesterday’s post, I mentioned that my old friend Janet (in Ecuador) and I had decided to return to meditation, and this was after I spoke, after many years, with another old friend, Todd; both of us knew Todd in Jackson Hole, during our sojourn there, in the ’80s up through 2002. I told Todd about the meditation, and its focus, and she instantly responded: “you need to return to the meditation, and in fact, it’s critical.” She then added that she wanted to join us from her perch in Arizona, at 8:00 AM Sunday her time. I emailed this request to Janet. She agreed, and unbeknownst to me, decided to call Paula, another old friend, the only one of us who still lives in Jackson, because she and Janet used to meditate together, for six years. The result? Paula wants to join us too, and will contact Todd, since they live in the same time zone.

So today, at our first return to our LAF meditation (which began at the Full Moon in August), Janet and I mentioned the fact that there are now four of us, all old friends from Jackson Hole, and given our mutual connection with that extraordinary place, this will likely amp up the meditation.

At 8:00 AM, Janet and I began, as usual with sage, candle, and a ringing bell.

About 25 minutes later, I said, softly, into my phone, “Are you there?”

“Yes.”

I rang the bell again.

As usual, we exchanged our meditation experiences.

Janet said that, after a bit of scattered tumultuous sensing, she settled into deep breathing down below her solar plexus, and found herself present for emotional currents gently blowing through, like wind.

For me, the backstory began early this morning about 20 minutes prior to sunrise, when, out on the porch for my first chikung exercises, I noticed a big round moon just about to set. Which made me recall that tomorrow is the Full Moon. Where? Aha: Moon in Cancer, opposite Sun in Capricorn, which is conjunct Pluto in Capricorn.

Okay, so I knew then that my meditation would somehow pick up on this annual conjunction between Sun and Pluto, which just happens, this year, to also be on the Full Moon in Cancer!

Pluto in Capricorn: decimating traditional civilizational structures, both visible and invisible Purging the corrupt, exploitive, power-over, attitudes that have poisoned our civilization.

Sun conjunct Pluto: illuminating Pluto, and its grand work in Capricorn.

Sun/Pluto opposite Moon in Cancer: Moon in its natural home, Cancer. Both Moon and the sign of Cancer have to do with the emotional body, all the feelings that bleed out from the Plutonian destruction of structures, habits, patterns, we took for granted until 2008, when Pluto went into Capricorn and all hell broke loose in the financial system that binds civilization together. This, coupled with the fact that Pluto during these years is now returning for the very first time to its original position in the U.S.Chart, means that the very survival of our nation is at stake. Either we will agree to return to the lofty principles upon which our beloved nation was founded, as enshrined in the Bill of Rights and Constitution, or we will not. Pluto’s actual return occurs this February 2022, but the lead-up to it has been years long, as will be the aftermath.

The feelings we experience during this intensely Plutonian time are mainly those of loss, grief, and ultimately fear of death. Both personal death and the death that we see around us of people and systems (government, education, medicine, media, business, etc.) that until now, we thought we could take for granted.

However, I sense most people don’t realize that what they are experiencing internally is actually grief.

So, in meditation, after picking up on what I’ve noticed anyway that, fully two years after the plandemic was introduced, what’s going on now in the collective is still FEAR, but mutated, thanks to continuous, confusing, contradictory, fake data-driven, fear-porn MSM messaging, into a sort of sodden depression, and/or active, volatile irritation.

BTW: These two, depression and anger, seeming opposites, are not. Depression is the sustained attempt to push down/deny the energy of anger. And anger itself, is fear projected. I.e., I become angry at someone or something is because I fear him, her, or it.

Ultimately, there are only two primary emotions, either LOVE or FEAR. Love expands, and Fear contracts. That’s it! Only two.

Okay, about ten minutes into the meditation I became aware that my body was unusually still, and as that stillness continued, I noticed it mostly in the spine. My spine, stilled, felt like the solid, stabilized trunk of a tree, reaching into the ground, serving, in a more pronounced manner than usual, as an antenna, linking Earth to Heaven.

At this point, the focus of the meditation became clear: With my roots, I am to encourage the sensitive feelings (Moon) buried below (Pluto) to rise up through the trunk for release, but to do so gently, encouraged and illuminated by the Sun.

This focus remained for another fifteen minutes, until I again rang the bell.

In talking about our experiences afterwards, we realized that we had joined forces: I had served as the tree, with Janet the branches, gently waving in the breeze. Both of us, as usual, focused on alchemizing collective FEAR through LOVE.

Here’s Laura Bruno’s meditation on tomorrow morning’s very powerful Plutonian Full Moon that is meant to center us deeply into our feelings, and transform them. Note also her welcome focus on the North Node moving from Gemini into Taurus, the very next day. More on that from me, later.

Full Moon in Cancer and North Node in Taurus ~ January 17-18, 2022