Back February 24, 2026

BEWARE! What we allow in can poison us.

NOTE: This is a follow-up to Monday’s post.

 

Just to make myself clear: when I say I pay attention to the dark stuff, that does not mean that I absorb it. Very important NOT to absorb it, as it infects the mind, heart and soul.

For example: remember Frazzledrip? Of course a google search reveals that it was just a conspiracy. But was it? Who knows. In any case, whether true or not, I just glanced at its so-called contents enough to know that absorbing more would endanger me.

Because yes, what we allow in can poison us.

THE EPSTEIN FILES ARE A SPIRITUAL TRAP.

So don’t get caught. Especially you 19-24 year olds (if Gene Decode is correct).

Do your research into the Epstein files without absorbing anything you come across. How to do that?

Rather than identifying with your own ego as it eagerly seeks to soak up whatever, NOTICE what’s happening: always, always notice, just notice. Be at one with that “awareness” that encompasses all without being pulled into any of it. And I am NOT speaking of “spiritual bypassing” here.

No. Rather than considering myself “above it all,” superior to all the gunk that infects society, I realize that I myself have a dark side, a shadow side — what’s buried in the unconscious; what I have still, even at this advanced age of 83, not managed to bring into the light and integrate.

And: of course, for those of us who have been doing this shadow work for a long time: we realize that there is no bottom to the personal unconscious, no place to “take a stand.” Whatever frames me as “me” is diaphanous, permeable. Thus, my own personal unconscious is an ever replenishing drop in the vast oceanic unconscious that bathes us all in its collective, and, unfortunately, poisoned waters.

Think of that utterly historic exact Saturn Neptune at 0° Aries conjunction again. Oceanic Neptune which, rather than flooding and drowning us mentally and emotionally with all that we are being informed of with the Epstein files, is focused by Saturn’s ability to direct and enclose, channel whatever needs to be paid attention to without absorption.

ARIES: Each of us is on our own, doing this.

Each of us working at the dawn (Saturn/Neptune in ARIES) of the new human experiment on planet Earth.

There’s no way to avoid the gunk, as we clear away debris to make room for the seeds of the new.

 

But there is a way

to see it

become AWARE of it

NOTICE it

and not take it in. 

 

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Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).