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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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DEED DONE. Three teeth in slick plastic pouch

November 15, 2023

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I wanted to save them, as objects of contemplation . . . something to chew over.

The actual procedure took a total of maybe 3 minutes.

First, four shots, one of them into the roof of my mouth. That DID hurt.

Then, ten minutes later, three extractions, three yanks, taking not even one minute altogether.

For this, my co-pay was $197 and insurance pays $481. All total, $220 per tooth.

WHY? Well, look around the office. Four people on computers, for paperwork. Two aides, two doctors.

What has caused this vast increase in personnel? And thus, of course, increased office space.

My new regular dentist the same way: At least four people on computers, for paperwork. At least two aides, only two dentists.

I would have kept going to the dentist I’ve had for 20 years, who is marvelous — but he urged me to switch to a dentist that is “in the system.” He is not. Works alone, with his wife as both attendant, and on computer. The way it used to be. The way it should be.

I remember my doctor dad, who also had his own individual practice, bemoaning the horrors of socialized medicine, what he knew was coming. He would have very much appreciated the stubborn character of my old dentist.

Aftermath: Having walked two miles to the dentist, in case I needed someone to drive me home afterwards, I ended up wanting to walk home too. They set me up with a pharma pain prescription, if I wanted it; I didn’t, told them I would take 300 mg CBD gummies. Which are working just fine. It IS weird, my tongue feeling the contours of my palate without those three teeth, but not as weird as I expected. I can eat fine, soft foods for now, though I postponed even that for four hours. Still a bit of blood leaking onto regularly changed gauze pads, but likely almost done. Not much pain. Not as much pain as when that area would flare up, which it did, regularly and often, for, son Colin tells me, at least nine years. Really? I had no idea.

On balance, it feels good, correct, this release. And possibly, just in time.

Today, three teeth remind me of mortality . . .

November 14, 2023

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For the past few years, I have been aware that I have a dangerously deep hole in the gum beside one of my teeth on the upper right side, a hole in which bacteria constantly collects and germinates. Knowing that, and feeling constant, low level to mid-level pain, or at least “awareness” in that area of my mouth, I go great lengths with teeth cleanings, oil pulls with coconut oil, and shooting jets of water into the hole during daily showers. Plus, haven’t actually chewed on that side of my mouth for several years as well. (I look at my face in the mirror. Wonder: when will it begin to look lop-sided?) All the while, I’ve been knowing that, without continuous care, the constant low to mid-level infection there could shoot up into my brain or down into my heart.

Apparently, I’ve done a pretty good job, because the new dentist I saw today was amazed that the tooth is actually still there, and that the infection hasn’t blown up. She says what’s left of the root (which is exposed) is no longer rooted in bone, because bone has receded. Plus, teeth on both sides of that one also problematic. In fact, she emphasized, they all need to come out ASAP. This, after X-rays (which I only rarely consent to). Okay. They set me up with an extraction dentist. Tomorrow, 8:45 AM.

So I’m kind of in mourning for my lost teeth already. (And because of lost bone, can’t replace with implants.) Yep! Get used to the snaggle-tooth look, Ann!

My appointment today followed my weekly in-person visit with son Colin, still paralyzed from the waist down and with bad nerve pain in not only his thighs now, but his calves — which is a good thing, signals that the calves want to come back to life also.

So I was in a contemplative mood anyway, when I walked into the new dentist’s office.

Speaking of my teeth, I am undergoing a serious Saturn transit (Saturn rules teeth, bones, skin) — Saturn square Mars/Uranus — so am not surprised. Old father time (also Saturn) has caught up with me. My journey with my teeth began when I got braces as a ten year old, to correct for buck teeth (small mouth, large teeth). The orthodontist was in Boise, and we lived in Twin Falls, so after the first visit, at my request, my parents allowed me to ride the Greyhound bus alone two hours to Boise, go to the appointment, then walk around Boise and eat lunch in a restaurant, while waiting for the bus to return to Twin Falls. (Hard to believe I could do that then as a ten year old; can you imagine allowing a ten year old to do that today? He or she would likely be kidnapped, trafficked, etc. How times have changed!)

So, because of the original problem with my teeth, my love of travel, especially solo travel, was born. My dear teeth shifted me out of my usual fearful attitude into actual adventure! I thank my dear teeth for that, and am sorry to see three of them go, 70 years later.

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).