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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

Recent Posts

Concerning the Global Food Crisis: LET US TRANSFORM DANGER INTO OPPORTUNITY

July 14, 2022

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Everything dysfunctional, whether planned or not, in our current dystopian reality is surfacing more and more, to the point where systems, held in place for decades, even centuries, are undergoing a massive, across-the-board, Plutonian dismemberment process. Political, medical/pharmaceutical, academic, economic, and more: all the hierarchical structures of civilization, whether visible or invisible, are due for massive transformation; not just death but — if we keep our wits about us, and learn to recognize and express ourselves as sovereign souls at one with all — rebirth into entirely new forms that eliminate the excess, waste, corruption, isolation, sociopathy of the old while creating new avenues for nourishment, expression, experimentation, exploration.

That’s the silver lining, folks. Remember it, as we sit, stunned, in the eye of the hurricane, squeezed by the vice grip of seemingly impossible, simultaneous, increasingly ferocious disasters — What? Inflation ballooned from 8.6% to 9.1% in one month?

In permaculture, silver linings to seemingly impossible situations are noted as one of its principles: The Problem is the Solution. Here is one person’s way of explaining this principle:

Take food, for example. Vandana Shiva has been talking about the need to localize food for a long time, and here she connects this need to larger geopoliticaal issues that more and more Americans are finally getting wind of.

 

Ellen Brown offers two recent posts on the actual mechanics of how to set up an alternative system, one both local and networked.

The Food Shortage Solution in Your Own Back Yard

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Achieving Self-Funding Local Sovereignty as Global Systems Collapse

To put all this in a wider perspective, consider Putin’s recent speech (which reminds us of Vandana Shiva’s remarks, above). Here’s BioClandestine’s take on it:

Putin’s Powerful Speech on “Liberal Globalism”

The Russians, BTW, are proving that small scale organic can feed the world.

https://naturalsociety.com/russians-prove-small-scale-organic-can-feed-world/

Plus, in 2016 Putin banned GMOs from Russia, with the result that, in 2022:

Vladimir Putin to Feed Half the World with This Year’s Record-Breaking non-GMO Organic grain harvest in Russia

It’s time we let go of the crumbling hegemonic American Empire and return to our roots in the soil of this great land. Some already have. These are the new pioneers.

Check this out. Los Angeles.

Preserving a Homegrown Way of Life

Self-sufficiency in the City since 1985

Even better, is when we gather together to grow our own food. This has been happening in many cities and towns, including where I live in Bloomington, Indiana with the Bloomington Community Orchard as well as other community gardens. Our tiny Green Acres Permaculture Village offers itself as another urban template.

Plus, we humans are finally beginning to see the unused growing potential, not only for lawns, but even for roof tops.

The sky’s the limit.

Or is it?

Growing Plants in Space.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Personal Reflections on IDENTITY, SEXUALITY, THE BODY in Our Increasingly Woke World

July 13, 2022

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When I was a girl, I wanted to be a boy. Why? Because boys had more choices in life. That was obvious, back in the 1950s. I wanted to become a doctor; my dad, himself a doctor, kindly suggested I become a nurse. I didn’t want to become a wife, or a mother; wives were subsidiary to husbands, and mothers had no independent life of their own.

On the inside, I felt more like a boy than a girl. Liked the fact that they weren’t so concerned with “appearances” as girls were. I was exploratory, adventurous; or at least a part of me was. The part that “identified” with these qualities within myself.

Puberty (which arrived late, at 16), and within four years, marriage and motherhood, changed all that. Suddenly, I was slotted into two roles that I pretty much despised as guaranteeing loss of personal freedom.

Much of my adult life was spent working through all that, bumbling through, I should say, with hurt feelings, and long-time wounds all around, in myself, my children, various lovers and husbands.

Along the way, I discovered Jung and astrology, both of which I absorbed wholeheartedly; both of which helped me make sense of my own somewhat masculine personality, despite my female body.

Jung spoke of the inner marriage between male and female; that biological men have an internal feminine anima, and women, a masculine animus. And furthermore, that one’s task, during midlife, is to discover and honor that repressed unconscious aspect of the larger self, on the way to full integration of the opposites. This integration, he termed “individuation.”

Astrology taught me that individuals have unique energetic imprints that play out through time. That these imprints contain both masculine and feminine qualities. That from looking at someone’s chart, one cannot tell whether a person was born male or female. Some men’s imprints contain more feminine qualities, and vice versa, some women’s imprints contain more masculine qualities.

In astrology, the elements fire and air are seen as masculine (assertive, dominant, aggressive, courageous), whereas water and earth are feminine (receptive, sensitive, pliable, nurturant).

I was born with Sun, Ascendant, and Mars, all in fiery, exploratory, even fierce Sagittarius. Plus, my chart contains only one planet in a watery sign. No wonder, as a kid I felt more like a boy than a girl. No wonder I had great difficulty being a mother! No wonder I’ve always found it decidedly unnatural to “follow” anyone, including any partners.

So. What if I had been born in a later era, in an era, say, where “identity” is claimed, indeed trumpeted, not on the obvious basis of biology (with “spectrums” of male and female capable of being described both astrologically and in a Jungian manner), but but on the basis of a more and more complex ideology dictated by hive mind that others must pay attention to in addressing me so that I won’t get triggered? In other words: if I feel like a victim, then it’s your fault.

Would I have succumbed to the now utterly absurd prevailing doctrine?

I certainly hope not.

Consider this headline, from today, page three of the local Herald-Times:

The article goes on to use the phrase “pregnant person” or “person” instead of “woman” a number of times. So the title was no accident. The Herald-Times is now woke. I ask myself, should I drop my subscription? Or should I keep it, as a socio-cultural record of local descent into either absurdity or madness, take your pick.

The conspiratorial thinker in me knows: the increasing confusion of biological sexuality is being sowed deliberately by whoever is running the show (likely off-world AI) with the aim of eliminating biological conception altogether. On our way to transhumanism, where humans.2 will function as mere robots in a globalist corporatocracy, with robot replacement via cloning or other suitable technological means.

But back to the present moment . . .

I confess, sometimes I get linguistically confused:  “trans”, “non-binary, “cis” etc.. How to define these strange terms? I decided to educate myself, going down the LGBTQ+ rabbit hole.

Let’s start with this, Josh Hawley interviewing a woke, know-it-all, female professor. Intense, even grueling.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jpmy_HZXmm0&ab_channel=CarlVernon

BTW: Brian Cates exposes some of her hypocrisy . . . Hmmmm . . . did she just “woke up” in the past two years?

Okay. But what do all those weird words she used actually mean?

This, from parents.com

Trans and Nonbinary People Can Be Pregnant Too

Okay, I get it.

Translation: That’s because, underneath their chosen labels (oops, “identities”) both trans and nonbinary folks might be biological women, dummy!

I tried to go further into researching the origins of all these weird labels. Here’s one for “cis-gender”

TRACING TERMINOLOGY: Researching Early Uses of Cisgender”

Okay. Whatever! No matter when that particular term started, I cannot help but trace all this back to when feminism began to invade the university. According to the author of this article, written in 1990— haven’t read it yet —that was already 30 years ago! Keep in mind, I was a chest-thumping “feminist” back then. I celebrated all of it, all the hype.

Okay, here’s more on academic infiltration, and, “thank the goddess,” pushback! Thank you, Carole K Hooven.

Biology Lecturer’s Comments on Biological Sex Draw Comments

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).