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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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Alt-Epistemology: Who’s real? Who’s REALLY real? Flynn, Biden, Trump, Fauci

January 20, 2022

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And, what do I even mean by “real,” in an surreal era when masking, disguising, one’s — real? face-lifted? sourpuss? smiling? grim? — face is considered politically correct, even virtuous?

However: a young female friend of mine says she’s actually grateful for masks, because now she doesn’t have to wear make-up!

A Personal Story

Except for a bit of lipstick when much younger, I never did “wear make-up” — except for that one time as a high school senior when my mom wanted me to go with her to get a demonstration make-up job by a cosmetic company. The ordeal took at least an hour. Of course, the artist was proud of what she had accomplished, and showed me my plastered face in the mirror. Ye gods! As soon as we got home I marched straight to the bathroom and scrubbed it off. Mom loved her makeover, kept it on all day.

I always wanted to be real. As a teenager, the focus on wearing pretty clothes and make-up, indulged by other females in our large family, also repulsed me, and I would wail: why so much focus on “appearances”? I want to know what’s going on inside!

In my 20s, this obsession with the idea that people weren’t being real, that they were all wearing “masks,” took a sociological bent: not just the face, but behavior, purpose, meaning — all these were masked, in that everybody was always playing a role!

I remember going back home to visit family as a young wife (role) and mother (role). The entire experience would make me horribly confused. Who was I, as an adult at home with my parents ? Was I daughter, wife, or mother? And yet all three roles felt fake! I wanted to be real! But how?

As a graduate student in philosophy, my original obsession with the difference between appearances and reality made me determined to investigate the masks I was wearing, the roles I was playing, the ways in which I had been indoctrinated into enacting a false identity. I was determined to let go of it all and uncover my own reality. This investigation dropped me down into the unconscious mind, where I endured an excruciating transformation, dropping all masks, stripping off the many roles enacted by my persona, or self-image, that I had been taught to show to others. This left me, for awhile, naked, vulnerable, strange, at the mercy of those around me — and grateful for my mentor in this profound unveiling process, who protected me from ridicule.

In my mid-30s, I began to study astrology, and the distinction this ancient language makes, between the Ascendant, or the self-image one shows to others, and the Self, the Sun, was immensely helpful in aiding me both to identify and separate the two, persona (Ascendant) and Self (Sun), for everyone whose chart I constructed.

In the Political Realm

For the past two years, the entire global population has been immersed in a dystopian nightmare in which mask-wearing is ubiquitous, so constant for most people as to seem “the new normal.” My original childhood fears on a metaphysical/psychological/sociological plane have morphed into full- blown materialization, with the entire phenomenon ignited and spurred on by controllers who pump F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real)!

In the political realm, here are a few perplexities of late, involving actors on the world stage, currently up for review.

GENERAL FLYNN. Is he really a heroic white hat, like we always thought he was? Or is he actually a black hat pretending to be a white hat? Or has he recently flipped, from white to black? Or is he pretending to have flipped, and if so why? On and on. This question, brought up originally by Lin Wood, has been bandied about by Michael Jaco and others, including Tarot by Janine, who, to me, has the most interesting perspective, as teased out by her Tarot cards.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GafnyS89RuM&ab_channel=TarotbyJanine

DONALD TRUMP. The question of whether or not the real Trump was on stage in Arizona is by now ubiquitous. All sorts of people have weighed in, with Janine, Magenta Pixie, Utsava, and others in the more “psychic” realms saying no, that this was a Trump double. The hat coverinng the eyes, the very unusual lack of a tie, both, some say, were clues. More interesting is speculation as to why he was not the real Trump on this particular occasion, with Janine’s cards hinting that something drastic had just happened, and so sudden change of plans. She wondered out loud if it was because they just discovered Flynn was a traitor. Who knows?

JOE BIDEN. Then there’s Biden. Oh my. However, his press conference yesterday did feel a bit different to me. Though as ever, I couldn’t bear to watch it,  but waited instead for clips to appear, and given the (hopefully expanding) epistemological silo I tend to operate in, I assumed these would be clips showing him as a stumbling, awkward, bumbling idiot. However, I didn’t see that this time in the one clip I watched, from minute 42 through 46. Instead, I saw him as someone actually trying to understand questions, and then either not-so-artfully evade them or actually take a shot at answering them in some manner or other. Can’t remember who referred me to that clip, but he referenced it as the usual awkward, bumbling presence. But is this the best he could do to further demonstrate Biden’s demented state?

Notice that this press conference was two hours long, very unlike Biden. So what gives?

The easiest, and I’d say, most likely, answer would be to say that whoever is the actor playing Biden was instructed to not act as feeble, demented, fumbling. But instead to appear to at least stand straight and more, as I noted above. Jeff Rense has another take on this situation, which Clif High pointed to: Biden a Borg?

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Oh wait a minute. That article was from January, 2021!

Oh well . . . as usual, it pays to notice the timing of events and perspectives on them.

The article was interesting even so, the supposition that Biden, by this time, may be not a clone, nor an actor, but a borg. It includes lots of pics of supposed morgellons fibers, which remind me very much of what’s been found in the vaccines . . .

And I do wonder,  if the actor Biden was instructed to act more alert, more awake, younger than before, during the press conference, then WHY? What does this possible new black hat? twist in the complex, ever-changing plot signify?

ANTHONY FAUCI. Then, finally, how about Fauci. More and more people are pointing out that this supposed “sacrificial lamb” for the virus-psy-op-that-appears-to-be-ending-now is so narcissistic that he doesn’t even realize his altered role!

Clinical definition of “narcissism”:

” . . .behind this mask of extreme confidence lies a fragile self-esteem that’s vulnerable to the slightest criticism.” Mask. MASK. MASK!

Okay, what do you make of this photograph, recently put up by Santa Surfing on Telegram:

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Narcissism personified!

And yet the photo shows Famous Fraud Fauci only from behind . . .

Now check out what’s on the screen in front of him. Hmmm . . . same photo mirrored.

Who took the original photo? And why the mirroring?

Aha! Just saw on Telegram that Fauci’s watching this scene from the Fauci film. Even more narcissistic!

All I can say is this must be a comm. What kind, I have no idea.

Reality is even more masked than we are.

IS THE VIRUS FEAR PORN ABOUT DONE? IF SO, WHAT’S NEXT?

January 19, 2022

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Virus FearBreaking: Boris Johnson has just ended the virus in the U.K. No masks, no mandates. Here we go.

The indefatigible Dr. Joseph Mercola points to recent indications that the the FDA is now admitting facts about the so-called pandemic that we awake ones have long known, and then goes on to state that the chief reason “the narrative” is about done, is (of course), not medical, but political:  Joe Biden will deliver his SOTU address on March 1, and if he is to claim he has “conquered” the virus, it will have to be over by then. But, and this is interesting, Mercola also notes that Pfizer’s documents all have to be made public by that same date, March 1 (rather than 75 years into the future). No doubt the conjunction of these two events on the same day will generate yet another battle in this year which some are calling a 50/50 year, with the good guys and the bad guys both seeming, at times, to hold the winning card.

Pandemic Narrative Undergoes Radical U-Turn

We know damn well that something is next, because they’ve got to keep the F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) going, the recently named “mass formation” solidly spell-binding the populace until all the globlalist ducks are in a row and they can morph the 5% of deplorables who somehow remain alive into enslaved transhumanist (“Human.1”) bots. Yuck!

I place my bets on one of two scenarios, Climate Change or Alien Invasion.

CLIMATE CHANGE (whether “global warming” or “global cooling,” both can promote all sorts of fear-porn scenarios, plus roll out more taxes to enrich the 1% while pretending to “combat” the fact that the universe is constantly changing, that stability is always impermanent, that our very lives are finite, that each of us will actually DIE (but see this . . .)! Oh no!

In October 2021, the WHO put up this post on its website.

Climate Change and Health

Read it, you’ll see how our supposed overlords can almost imperceptibly shift us from “the virus” to climate-related diseases, in which case, we — whose deep cultural indoctrination early on split our minds from our bodies, and who have been taught to see the body as a machine, a closed system that can only be “fixed” by outside experts; we who, therefore, fear our own bodies (as well as the larger Earth body, i.e., seeing nature herself as a closed system machine (thanks, LaMettrie!) — of course will continue to fear the prospects of dis-ease, and its corollary, DEATH, ad infinitum.

ALIEN INVASION (whether from inside, above, and/or upon the Earth already). Carol Rosin, in her famous warning from her mentor, Von Braun, said that he told her we “must prevent the weaponization of space, “which would be spurred, he told her, by a succession of fake “threats.” First the Russians, then terrorism, then rogue nations, then asteroids, and finally, the “last card,” the extraterrestrial threat.

However, there’s a question about Von Braun himself: as one of the paperclip scientists who came over from Nazi Germany, was he actually placed in his position to lead the U.S. astray by focusing on propulsion technologies for lifting off into space rather than more advanced technologies back-engineered by the Nazis?

Von Braun’s False Flag Alien Invasion – a genuine warning or Fourth Reich deception?

You see how the “alien invasion” threat drops immediately into a deep rabbit hole, one which branches in a million directions, rather like all those tunnels and DUMBS within Earth that have hollowed her into a honeycomb.

In any case, we can bet that the globalists are about to attempt to distract us, once again, from our authentic lives — learning the complexities of who we are as sovereign (embodied) souls at one with all, yes: let us re-member of who we really are as conscious, alive, interpenetrating, interwoven members of one body, that of our beautiful, conscious, living Earth in endless loving communion with realms beyond.

FEAR or LOVE. Fear contracts. Love expands. Which do you choose?

 

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”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
“The longer we live, the larger, the richer the background against which all future experiences take place, and the more complex and subtle our understanding of our own past.” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“To me, the most interesting question about human memory is why only certain events, rather than others, carry a charge. Where does the charge come from?” — AK, 1986, A Soul’s Journey
“At a party, many decades ago, a man whom I had just met burst out, in a tone of wonder: ‘You are the first continuously splitting schizophrenic I’ve ever met!’ I bowed low and responded, ‘Thank you!’”
”And you? My teacher looked up, his left eyebrow arched, pencil poised. 'I want to do a paper on the concept of time.’” I mumbled, timidly. 'Time?' He sniffed. “I wouldn’t touch the subject. Too difficult.” — AK, 1967
Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).