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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

Category: addiction

Crotchety Crone: Signs of Renewed Life

July 10, 2026

The following post was written as a reflection upon this meme: As one of the few remaining World War II babies (born 1942), I actually,...

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DOUBLE CONSCIOUSNESS this morning: Ego’s GLOOM vs FAIR WITNESS

June 26, 2026

Today started out gloomy. Outside and inside. For months, I had been planning to attend the Midwest Permaculture Convergence. Had even paid for a camping...

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So. ARE WE “THE PLAN”???

June 22, 2026

Remember Joe M’s  video? Released in 2018, on twitter? Here it is again, on X. https://x.com/DcLidstone/status/2068467292544102855 This video blew me away way back then, as...

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I’ve been so damn GOOD that I just had to do something BAD

June 19, 2026

It’s true. I’ve been such a very very good girl lately, re: health practices, including what foods I consume, how often each day, exercise patterns,...

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While Creating E-Book on ADDICTION, I Released a Serious Addiction!

June 17, 2026

Over the past week or so, I created another e-book (20 so far!), by collecting old essays that focused in some way on Addiction, and...

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ERUPTIVE URANUS: what happened half a cycle ago

June 11, 2026

Sometimes I wonder what I’m still doing here. Why am I still alive, in this body? Even more relevant: Sometimes I wonder how I managed...

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Uranus (in Gemini) Return: Day Three, of Four Day Documentation, glimmers of integration . . .

May 23, 2026

Note: see last three posts. This morning I spent another few hours going back through old journals and writings to help me remember the four...

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Meme Stream: How INVERSION works.

March 26, 2026

This morning I asked grok: And got this: I asked because I see the following meme stream as illustrating how inversion works: Start here: Then,...

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CRONEVERSATION: I reminisce with old friend Claudia on how early relationships with our Dads shaped our lives with partners

March 20, 2026

Yesterday evening, I contacted my old friend Claudia, whom I first met in 1986, and who co-counseled with me during the seven-year period when I...

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Reflections on THE SINGULARITY (from one who is still embodied)

January 8, 2026

Over the past few days, Sun has been synching with both Venus and Mars in Capricorn, joined now by Mercury, all of which at least...

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Oh ye of Inner Turbulence, prepare to join the Chaos Club!

December 30, 2025

Are you experiencing memories of (shameful, guilty) difficulties in your life (bad decisions, thanks likely, to unresolved childhood wounding, that ignited endless trouble of one...

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THE TURNING POINT: How TOXIC BRAIN Cleansed — Overnight!

November 20, 2025

Note: See yesterday’s post. Last night seems to have possibly signaled a crucial turning point in this current highly eruptive, first ever Uranus Return phase...

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11/11/25. I reflect on Socialism . . .

November 11, 2025

. . . as the human drive towards connectedness run amuck. Okay, speaking off the top of my head here . . . Remember: we...

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Cackling Crones Caw for Chaos . . . Oops! NO!

November 10, 2025

I was speaking with my dearest old friend, Claudia, on the phone last night (we check in three or four times a year; she lives...

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SILLY(?) PEREGRINATIONS: Meme Stream, Mid-October 2025

October 16, 2025

A very long time ago, I dashed off something that I decided to keep. In case you find my old note too hard to read,...

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How my lifestyle sets me apart

October 7, 2025

Am I lonely? No. I’m alone, all-one, in communion with the divine love/light that fills and fuels all beings. Now, what prompts me to write...

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Let Us Unleash the BRAVER ANGEL Within !

September 15, 2025

Looking back over my last post, on 9/11, I’ve since been down the rabbit hole with the Charley Kirk murder as well as with the...

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Zowee! I’m an ODD duck? Thanks, Charles.

April 23, 2025

Don’t worry. I’ll explain the title. To begin: We seem to be living on earth in the 21st century AD as a morphing mutant species....

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A Personal Encounter with the Demonic

April 22, 2025

Several days ago, I was out on my morning walk with puppy Scampi when I came across an old friend, about my age, whom I...

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SO, WHERE ARE WE NOW?

April 9, 2025

I’d say this is about right. Yup.

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As Transit Sun begins to conjunct Neptune: ASTRONAUTS SPLASH DOWN, JFK FILES RELEASED within minutes!

March 19, 2025

I’ll start this post slowly. . . Looking over recent posts, I realize that I’m as “bad” as any TDS “normie,”  in that Donald Trump,...

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THANKSGIVING: The holiday frequency has me; as does its sting.

November 28, 2024

  Once each year I am again startled to notice the powerful annual frequency in which we are all immersed during the winter holiday season,...

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WELCOME TO PLUTO IN AQUARIUS! Meme Stream

November 19, 2024

Let’s start with what’s very very far out, shall we? What used to be inconceivable, but our reaction is now, when UFO/UAP  mentioned — “meh?”...

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URANUS and (Addictive) Patterns Interruptus!

October 26, 2024

For the past two months, I’ve been on an inner journey. It’s hard to say how long this journey will last. All I know is...

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This “thinker” has come to a decision . . .

October 5, 2024

  Rather than taking one or two days off from screens by going elsewhere (see yesterday’s post), I’ve decided to stay home, but to alter...

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MEME STREAM: “Everything Everywhere All at Once” . . . or, The Great Awakening

October 4, 2024

Remember that 2022 movie, Everything Everywhere All At Once? I don’t. I do recall that I liked it, kinda . . . But the title?...

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ON ADDICTION: RFK Jr. and Me

September 5, 2024

  I have long felt that at the bottom of our cultural tendency to addiction, is unprocessed grief. That grief lies at the heart of...

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Good (local) and Bad (out there): BOTH! Last night’s great session, followed by sleeplessness

August 13, 2024

As ever, I move between worlds, attempting to both integrate the awfulness and and focus my own personal energy where it needs to go.  ...

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On the Meme Narrative Trail, Again . . .

November 18, 2023

On walk with puppy Shadow this morning, I was noticing that I just don’t want to try to figure out what’s happening in the larger...

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Personal Preoccupation Pairs with More Memes

September 28, 2023

So much of my time and energy is now taken up with son Colin and his ongoing situation, which I write about, on a daily...

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Pluto in Leo Generation Still Drinks the Kool-Aid? Ben and Jerry? Me?

July 10, 2023

  You’d think that, of all the Pluto generations, Pluto in self-expressive, do-my-thing, leonine Leo (1938-1958) would be most sovereign, the most resistant to outside...

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MERCURY RX: computer woes, BioClandestine meme, Victor Davis Hanson essay

April 26, 2023

  Mercury Rx is a time when we are asked to reflect more deeply on ongoing, unresolved issues. Here’s one personal story of such an...

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SATURN IN PISCES: “The first amendment protects our right to be wrong; it protects our right to lie!”

March 10, 2023

  Yes, of course we are often wrong, and luckily, both our own further experiences and others’ feedback loops help us to correct our mistakes....

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SATURN IN PISCES: Has the U.S. Degenerated into “A Culture of Casual Cheating”?

March 9, 2023

  It would seem so. The phrase is from a 3/6/23 article in the WSJ, “College Should Be More Like Prison”  wherein the author, a...

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Confessions of a Crone

February 11, 2023

This meme is already dated. Gummies, not joints. However, that would kill the joke. So . . .   As a lifelong “stoner” myself, I...

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The long promised DIMASH BIRTHCHART . . .

January 1, 2023

  In which I situate Dimash, and his destiny, at the very center of our troubled world stage . . . Here we are, on...

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COVID CHRONICLES: As vax truth spreads, the gaslighting begins — and implications reverberate . . .

November 25, 2022

  Oh wow. Now that even the Washington Post admits it . . . . . .  that’s not even counting the deaths from the...

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New Moon in Sagittarius Today! Plus Jupiter turns to go Direct! YES

November 23, 2022

  Why am I excited about this turn in astrological affairs? For three reasons: the first two have to do with Sagittarius, and the third...

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RE: “Climatic Change”: pardon me while I throw up.

November 11, 2022

  Or: Let’s just nip it in the bud.

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For those who cannot sleep; for those who have trouble staying awake . . .

October 27, 2022

  If you’re like me, then you have trouble falling asleep unless you are listening to “the news” of some kind. (Weird, I know.) My...

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(NUCLEAR) SCARE EVENT Necessary?

September 25, 2022

I am a child of World War II, one who suddenly woke up on August 7th at two years and nine months old, upon hearing “the...

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New Moon in Libra, 9/25/22, 5:55 PM

September 24, 2022

Laura Bruno does a fine job delineating the possibilities within this New Moon. Remember, New Moons are seeds of new beginnings. Couple this with my...

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SIX PLANETS RETROGRADE: Our longing for world peace begins within me.

September 20, 2022

  As the world swirls into accelerating confusion and chaos during this massively retrograde period when, from Earth’s point of view, six out of ten...

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Marion Woodman: “THE SUN RISES IN THE EVENING.”

April 14, 2022

Oh my! This site went off-line yesterday just as I was composing this post on Marion Woodman (1928-2016), which frustrated me no end . ....

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FOOD FOR THOUGHT re: Katanji Jackson SC Nomination

March 29, 2022

So how do we assess the now recognized fact that, as a judge, Katanji Jackson has been startlingly lenient towards child porn offenders? And especially,...

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Trucker Movement Likely Organic AND Hijacked — OF COURSE!

February 11, 2022

See yesterday’s post. When I stop to think about it, and allow my experience over a long, often difficult life to inform me, rather than...

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BEYOND FEAR: A Metaphysical Approach to Addiction

January 28, 2022

In this presentation, given to the Wyoming Psychological Association in Jackson Hole Wyoming at its annual meeting in 1987,  I describe the world-view in which...

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Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).