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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

Category: Follow our Nature

(Suddenly) GRATEFUL CRONE! and here’s why

July 8, 2026

Two photos tell the story in a nutshell. Elisha, whom I call “boss lady” in the garden, sent this photo via our Group Me early...

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Confessions of a Crotchety Crone

July 6, 2026

It appears that we’re “out of the woods.” By which I mean, Mars has successfully crossed Uranus without any new wars breaking out, at least...

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Burning Bright’s Multi-layered Linguistic Analysis/Synthesis of Our Present Moment.

July 5, 2026

So grateful for these young ones who are taking up the “cause,” and with a mental complexity way beyond my own 83-year-old capacity. I’ve pursued...

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Shocking personal fireworks on July 4th early morning walk

July 4, 2026

I’ve been inundated by internal Uranian explosive turbulence ever since it began to make its one and only (unless I live to be 168 years...

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Fun with Three Oldsters on Today’s Morning Walk

June 20, 2026

Geez! Started walking to our local Bloomingfoods Co-op this morning (about a mile away) to get my weekly loaf of Muddy Fork’s great gluten free...

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I’ve been so damn GOOD that I just had to do something BAD

June 19, 2026

It’s true. I’ve been such a very very good girl lately, re: health practices, including what foods I consume, how often each day, exercise patterns,...

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URANUS RETURN/NEPTUNE OPPOSITION: What happened yesterday in the bank.

May 30, 2026

If it weren’t for the fact that the Uranus Return is so “arousing,” so unpredictable, and so on, I would stop talking about it here....

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As URANUS RETURNS, I’m “Coming Back Home”

May 27, 2026

I remember when I drove east on a winding road through the countryside from Terra Haute to Bloomington, and the strangest feeling enveloped me. I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURNS, exactly, to both degree and minute: TODAY!

May 24, 2026

Notice: See posts from last four days. Oops. At least I “think” it’s today, on the basis of charts that I set up now on...

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Uranus (in Gemini) Return: Day Three, of Four Day Documentation, glimmers of integration . . .

May 23, 2026

Note: see last three posts. This morning I spent another few hours going back through old journals and writings to help me remember the four...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: Day 2 of four-day documentation. Geez!

May 22, 2026

Note: This is part of a series. Not sure how long it will be. See Uranus Return posts from last two days. This time I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: I begin four day ceremonial documentation

May 21, 2026

Note: See yesterday post. Yesterday, this peculiar ambivalence that I tried to express in that post continued, all day and into the evening, and during...

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In an era of exponentially increasing total bullshit, STAY REAL.

May 13, 2026

I’ve just heard from Dave, the City Council member who introduced a resolution to stop AI here in Bloomington Indiana. https://www.youtube.com/@safeaiforever (I plan to listen...

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REFLECTIONS: mostly detailed rant on how long daily walks dissolve left-brain doom-scrolling harm and invigorate right-brain/heart (and soul!)

May 6, 2026

First: I notice that my three posts referencing ticks (April 26-28) were relatively “unpopular” with readers. Does this mean that ticks have not yet arrived...

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REFLECTIONS ON Turkey Vulture Poop Blessings

April 28, 2026

Here I am, it’s Tuesday, and I’m still trying to process Turkey Vulture poop from high above landing on my head twice in one day,...

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What Is Your Epistemology?

April 16, 2026

Or maybe I should say, “What is YOUR epistemology?” I.e., how do you manage? control? integrate? interface the connection? division? between what’s inside you and...

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DANCES OF UNIVERSAL PEACE: three day immersion

April 13, 2026

At some point I’ll get an email with the photo of our entire group, 60 strong, including 6 incredible musicians, and numerous dance leaders. This...

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Reflections on My Judgmental Attitude . . .

April 7, 2026

Yesterday, I had a phone call with an old friend and fellow crone, both of us 83 years old, I’ll call her Bobbie. Much of...

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CRONEVERSATION: I reminisce with old friend Claudia on how early relationships with our Dads shaped our lives with partners

March 20, 2026

Yesterday evening, I contacted my old friend Claudia, whom I first met in 1986, and who co-counseled with me during the seven-year period when I...

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SPRING EQUINOX 2026: In this time of collective darkness, can I, personally, shine light? Can I hold my own center, balanced between extremes?

March 19, 2026

Two aspects stand out in the chart for tomorrow’s official Equinox date (March 20) and time (10:46 AM EST), when light and dark momentarily balance...

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TENDRE PRESS live: “Dance of the Decades”

March 17, 2026

Once I was fully immersed in this massive recap project, I began to realize that it was one way that a woman of advanced age...

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TENDRE PRESS (now live): backstory

March 16, 2026

Over this past weekend, I decided it was time to make the infinitely revamped and transformed tendrepress.com website live. This, after an extremely long process,...

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REGULUS entrances me into the Woo

March 12, 2026

I received a very interesting message from my friend and fellow UFO conference attendee Joan Bird, a few days ago. This refers to Chris Bledsoe,...

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TRUMP’S EPIC FURY: Astrological Reflections

March 11, 2026

The usual critique of Trump decries his continual self-congratulatory narcissistic display. And yes, I flinch too; how many of us dare to beat ourselves on...

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REFLECTIONS: On Re-Centering inside Iran Perplexity

March 4, 2026

I must admit . . . this Iran perplexity is getting to me. Is climbing inside me, coursing through me. Not what actually is happening...

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THIS DEMANDING MOMENT IN SPACE/TIME: Personal Shadow Work within Collective Shadow Work

February 26, 2026

Okay. Back to further exploration of the dark/light integration that demands our attention (Monday and Tuesday posts this week). But first: ‘Twas fun to take...

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My playful personal SOTU aftermath with GROK

February 25, 2026

Darn! Was going to watch the SOTU, but fell asleep even before it began. And now I hear it was 1 hour and 18 minutes...

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Are YOU Dancing through the Decades?

February 12, 2026

I’m in the final stages of getting the new archival website, a transformed tendrepress.com, up and running. ‘Twill be filled with bio material, for example,...

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Life in the pulsing center of the Uranus Return

February 11, 2026

Note: See yesterday’s post. Here’s an interesting, detailed essay on astrological returns, each of them a circle that, as it closes, shifts into spiral. Notice...

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PLUTO IN AQUARIUS: This Indiana Football Team Set the Tone

January 22, 2026

Very slow moving Death/Rebirth Pluto, with a 248 year cycle, left 29° Capricorn in March 2023 for 0° Aquarius for the first time since this...

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REFLECTIONS ON COLLEGE FOOTBALL: Let Us Encourage Pretend Enemies!

January 19, 2026

On the verge of an historic victory this evening, when the rags-to- riches, worst-to-best IU football team (15-0) takes on Miami this evening  . ....

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REFLECTIONS ON TERRITORIES, in Space, and in Time: “Greenland,” “Israel,” Scott Adams life review

January 14, 2026

Today, as warlike Mars presses onto the Sun, both in stratetic, goal-oriented Capricorn, and Trumpian pressure on Greenland as the next territory to “conquer,” after...

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Grokking grok . . . grokking my questions utilizing grok

January 13, 2026

This morning, I noticed that “@Neptdiptish09” really knows how to use AI fruitfully, to ask, in her case, very practical questions. Here she is looking...

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Reflections on THE SINGULARITY (from one who is still embodied)

January 8, 2026

Over the past few days, Sun has been synching with both Venus and Mars in Capricorn, joined now by Mercury, all of which at least...

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Personally Pursuing the PULSING PRESENCE of Interpersonal Alchemy: Three Encounters

January 7, 2026

  I sense that my new “purpose” has already been invoked, and involves extraordinary encounters with, usually, old friends, but not always. Each encounter blows...

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At 83, Older and Wiser: but for WHAT?

December 31, 2025

Note: See the many recent posts. They all tie together in subtle and not so subtle ways. Yesterday’s post was an attempt to invoke the...

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DENTRISTY: Another shibboleth trashed?

December 29, 2025

Well, here we are, another Monday in midwest winter “paradise.” With howling wind outside and much much colder temps. Yesterday and into the evening, and...

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First Christmas Dinner hosted by (paralyzed, nerve-damaged) son Colin!

December 26, 2025

This was my first Christmas with Colin (nearly 60 years old) since he got out of the nursing home (August 2025) and into his own...

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Reflections on Utopia

December 23, 2025

From yesterday’s post: . . . and noticing how the details of the book internally resonated . . . Yes. Very much so. In fact,...

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Annual Birthday Retreat starts today

December 18, 2025

I take off this morning for my annual three day birthday retreat, to stay in an Indiana State Forest Inn. This year, it’s Turkey Run!...

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THE GRINCH AND THE ANGEL: within myself

December 16, 2025

As we approach the longest dark of the year, the holy day called Winter Solstice, I cannot help but notice, each morning during my four-mile...

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FERNANDO MENDOZA: living archetype for our times

December 15, 2025

I tend to pay attention to “sports” in the daily local paper, which I still — can you believe? — subscribe to, print edition! What...

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Herstory, as told through my teeth

December 10, 2025

Looking at my teeth, you’d never know the long road they’ve traveled. This morning I spent at the dentist, having a new porcelain crown inserted...

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Yesterday evening, my first public talk in Bloomington

December 9, 2025

Remember this? Yesterday evening was the long-awaiting event where I spoke in public about Green Acres Village. As I introduced myself to those present (about...

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REFLECTIONS ON “The REAL Power of the Press”

December 4, 2025

Back in the early 1970s, when I was in my 30s, I was briefly married to my high school boyfriend. Dick had become the Editor...

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THE TURNING POINT: How TOXIC BRAIN Cleansed — Overnight!

November 20, 2025

Note: See yesterday’s post. Last night seems to have possibly signaled a crucial turning point in this current highly eruptive, first ever Uranus Return phase...

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Last week’s dilemma not solved, but dissolved.

November 17, 2025

I assumed that my supposedly three days each week “free” (from this blog) would likely be taken up with continuing cogitations . . . See...

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“She doesn’t want to die!”

October 30, 2025

No. Not me. My car! Finally, after nearly 20 years, my sweet faithful black Prius, which I bought used (10,000) for $19K and drove nearly...

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SILLY(?) PEREGRINATIONS: Meme Stream, Mid-October 2025

October 16, 2025

A very long time ago, I dashed off something that I decided to keep. In case you find my old note too hard to read,...

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How my lifestyle sets me apart

October 7, 2025

Am I lonely? No. I’m alone, all-one, in communion with the divine love/light that fills and fuels all beings. Now, what prompts me to write...

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My weekend at the 2nd annual INTENTION CONVENTION

October 6, 2025

Friday late afternoon through Sunday late morning, I drove from Bloomington 55 minutes east on North State Road 67 to Sage Valley, a 17-acre eco-village...

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Saturn/Neptune once more: I RETURN TO THE BMV

October 2, 2025

I DID return yesterday afternoon to the BMV, bearing needed docs (social security card and two recent pieces of mail addressed to me) and successfully...

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Saturn/Neptune Reflections on Eisenstein’s THE SPELLERS

September 30, 2025

At first, when I saw the title of Charles Eisenstein’s latest essay, I assumed he was referring to those who use language to deceive, to...

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Gobsmacked in the muddled middle of METAMORPHOSIS

September 24, 2025

As much as I would like to do what I said I would do today yesterday, I can’t. My mind, emotions and soul have been...

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On the brink of the 2025 Autumn Equinox: MEME FEVER DREAM

September 18, 2025

Memes have been collecting on desktop like crazy. So here goes, in two parts: First: The nitty gritty of  “what we’re up against,” of what...

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Third (and final?) post on BRAVER ANGELS: Let us cultivate “relentless optimism”

September 17, 2025

Dignity over Violence was the actual name of the event I attended via zoom Sunday evening, September 14. I just looked at the photos I...

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BRAVER ANGELS: “We cannot be a country where disagreeing in public is a death sentence.”

September 16, 2025

The above quote is from Heather Blakeslee, one of the panelists at Sunday evening’s event. More from her below. I just went through my hastily...

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Let Us Unleash the BRAVER ANGEL Within !

September 15, 2025

Looking back over my last post, on 9/11, I’ve since been down the rabbit hole with the Charley Kirk murder as well as with the...

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Jean-Claude: “Trump just needed a way to save face.”

September 3, 2025

Re: the continuing broohaha: See this from Jean Claude, who is much more forgiving than I am. But then I remember Trump’s chart, with that...

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DISCOVERY: I have reached the limits of my intelligence

September 1, 2025

Way back in graduate school, 1967, I told my teacher that I wanted to write a paper on “the concept of Time.” “Time?” He scoffed....

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 2: Pronoia, Raku, Seijaku

August 27, 2025

Pronoia: Etymology: From the ancient Greek: For + (nous) mind. Pay attention to especially the last sentence of the above. The modern use of pronoia...

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SEVEN WORDS OF WISDOM, part 1: “Yutori,” “Meliorism”

August 26, 2025

I’ve decided to spend some time, this lovely, sun-dappled morning, during which I have already taken my four mile walk plus watered the back yard...

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Meme Stream: Looking back to go forward . . .

August 25, 2025

Yeah. It appears that in order to move forward, we need to spend some time looking back, checking out what really happened, who did it,...

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THE BODY KNOWS: My Job is to Listen

August 21, 2025

Check this out: horrifying. How western medicine and medications have been systematically robbing humans of our natural empathy, and more. Yuck! https://x.com/cmdrvalthor/status/1958462435607638302?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   For more...

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Post-Summit Reflections on the Saturn/Neptune conjunction in Aries

August 18, 2025

For those who complain, echoing the MSM: why didn’t Trump get a deal with Putin over the weekend? Why did he fail? Etc. etc. Ever...

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MEME STREAM: The Problem of Meaning Today . . .

August 14, 2025

That’s for sure, eh? The potent little word “meaning . . .” and its relatives (cognates), including “mean” — oh but wait. “Mean” can also...

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Sun-kissed Reflections on the Jupiter/Venus Conjunction

August 13, 2025

For the past three days, puppy Scampi and I have been taking our four mile walks (and yes, with painful right knee, see recent posts)...

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Uranus/Saturn Breakthrough: knee pain signals need to return to crucial early memory

August 12, 2025

The painful right knee continues to fester, especially when getting up from sitting down, or getting out of bed. I have to be very careful....

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Re: VARIETIES OF (civilizational) COLLAPSE: including the U.S.(?) the Earth (?), the Academy (?), and Me (?).

August 6, 2025

You’ve probably heard of Carol Quigley’s perspective on history, one of many to agree that civilizations begin, grow, mature, and collapse, just like people do,...

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As Uranus Return Begins: LIKE TWO SHARP ELECTRIFIED WIRES, FUSED

August 5, 2025

Realization sinking in: my Uranus return, the first and only one in my life (unless I remain in this body until it is still kicking...

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REAL OR FAKE? Who knows? and Ultimately, Who Cares?

July 30, 2025

Well, well. Are we about to go dark? According to Simpson prediction, YES. TODAY! July 30th. Hmm, it’s 11 AM here and lights, internet, and...

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SUMMER OF 2025: As “reality” fragments into itsy bitsy flakes of (possible) fakery, I remember two “channels” from long ago

July 29, 2025

Yes. No matter what happens or does not happen now, in the summer of 2025; no matter what I hear or see in “the news;”...

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OLD WOMAN RANT: ON “Medications,” “Money,” “Causes” — and FLEAS!

July 28, 2025

Notice how I titled this piece. Medications, Money, and Causes are all in quotes. FLEAS is not. The quotes signify second-order reality; conjured up out...

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“Alt-Epistemology:” KNOWBODY KNOWS ANYTHING:

July 23, 2025

The (mostly “good”) “news” is breaking so fast, now that Uranus has slipped into Gemini, that it’s as if I’ve been climbing a steep stairs,...

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ME MEAN MEME STREME, EXTREME, YEEK!

July 22, 2025

Sometime I just want to scream. Not that it does any good. Besides, who gives a shit, just who is “right” or “wrong”??!? Current conundrums...

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As my first and only URANUS RETURN begins: A Retrospective

July 16, 2025

Note: the “meaning” of any planet in one’s life is gleaned from the first experience of  its cycle as a whole. Saturn, for example, with...

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SAILING INTO THE GREAT UNKNOWN, Part 2

July 15, 2025

These two posts (see part 1) are an exercise in Alt-Epistemology.    Those of us old enough to remember the heyday of Donald Rumsfeld will...

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One dead computer; ONE LIVE HARD DRIVE! I take it all back.

July 10, 2025

Oh my. I was so very wrong. I did not “lose” all my important data when the old computer went dark. (See last post). And...

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Jupiter in Cancer Celebrates Independence Day

July 3, 2025

I think everyone can agree that this is a huge moment in U.S. history. But why? I take a quick look at the U.S. natal...

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Uranus enters Gemini: MENTAL ACCELERATION TO THE MAX

July 2, 2025

  On July 7, the planet Uranus, which denotes sudden, ereuptive, irreversible change, moves from Taurus into Gemini. Uranus has an 84 year cycle, which...

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MEME STREAM as we burst into July, 2025

July 1, 2025

Who would have known that my concentration as a doctoral student in philosophy at Boston University, way back between 1966 and 1972, namely EPISTEMOLOGY, would...

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WOW! How to interpret Trump’s over-the-top praise of Bibi Netanyahu?

June 26, 2025

This post is a follow-up to yesterday’s post. First, please re-read Trump on the reality of LOVE at the end of yesterday’s post. Now, follow...

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Did Trump’s “fucked” remark just ignite global transfiguration?

June 25, 2025

While I don’t pretend to understand the deep roots of the current state of Israel, or the checkered history of the entire region, I do...

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SWIRLING THROUGH SYMBOLIC SYMPHONY: Sheldrake, Q, Geddes, Quantum Tumbler

June 24, 2025

Note: this post does not follow any logical progression, rather it loops . . . Not that I meant to do that, but something in...

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Abruptly, I shift from F.E.A.R. into Aliveness . . .

June 18, 2025

Note: And I do mean abruptly! In the middle of composing this post I shifted. Spelling out my feelings in words on the page “did...

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I tend to forget that tee-shirts can also be memes . . .

June 17, 2025

On my long walk with puppy Scampi two days ago, I had two strange encounters that puzzled me no end. Several times, when people would...

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Feverish mind discovers Quantum Tumbler — and more

June 16, 2025

Let’s see . . . what’s foremost on my feverish mind? Is it the cat crunching on the dead rabbit under my bed last night...

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ALIVENESS: Key to Human Survival? June 9th “Supper Club” rocked!

June 11, 2025

On Monday this week, I attended my fifth Supper Club, a new monthly Bloomington venue for the those in this academic town who don’t suffer...

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Several 40,000 Feet Views of “THE (present) PRECIPICE”

June 5, 2025

While I prefer “staying home,” and focus most of my four-day-per-week (Monday through Thursday with three days off) posts in that manner, today I choose...

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My sons, Sean and Colin, both focused — EXTREMELY — on their bodies . . .

June 4, 2025

I decided I wanted to do a post comparing the lives of my two sons, Colin (59) and Sean (61). Because both of them are...

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LOVE’S LABOUR LOST? “It’s as if I have this dream, a fishnet suspended in air” . . .

June 3, 2025

I’ve been going through old journals with the aim of getting rid of most of them, by depositing in a plastic bag, and then throwing...

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Let Us Manifest Our Shared Bounty!

June 2, 2025

Our Green Acres Permaculture Village garden this year is stupendous! Massive amounts of many different veggies. Never has it been this productive. Two shots from...

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Saturn/Neptune in Aries: HUGE SURPRISE, FOR ME.

May 26, 2025

After I published the last post, on Thursday May 22 (I’m taking Fridays through Sundays off, for the time being) my astute friend and astrologer...

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Notes from a week-long adventure in consciousness

May 19, 2025

My old friend Joan Bird and I  got back home late Saturday from a very eventful car trip. (See last post.) Here we are sitting...

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WAR OR PEACE: Reflections on the Ubiquity of Frequency

May 8, 2025

I was one of those kids who was terrible at math. Ever since I asked my teacher in first grade, “But, but, but . ....

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May 1, BELTANE! Let Us Scatter Fertile Seeds of Endless Love

May 1, 2025

Here we are. May 1: Beltane! One of the four seasonal cross-quarter days, this one celebrates the fullness of Spring, nature’s and human fertility. I...

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COMING RIGHT UP? And if so, BLACKOUT BRILLIANCE!

April 30, 2025

Researching for this post, I searched duck duck go this morning, for answer to  “blackouts occurred recently in Spain and where else and for how...

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Always ask, and do you (I) dare: “BY WHAT AUTHORITY?”

April 28, 2025

Notice:   Mea culpa,  but it’s spring, liver time, and this is one pissed off liverish post! Must go dig up some dandelion roots, chop...

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Zowee! I’m an ODD duck? Thanks, Charles.

April 23, 2025

Don’t worry. I’ll explain the title. To begin: We seem to be living on earth in the 21st century AD as a morphing mutant species....

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A Personal Encounter with the Demonic

April 22, 2025

Several days ago, I was out on my morning walk with puppy Scampi when I came across an old friend, about my age, whom I...

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Yesterday’s Auspicious Meeting of Minds and Hearts!

April 15, 2025

On a downtown street yesterday evening, on my way to the Brownstone Institute Midwest Supper Club held here in Bloomington, once again very much looking...

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STAGES OF AWAKENING

April 10, 2025

I would like get stuck at Stage 8, i.e., Heaven, but realize that there’s work to do here on Earth . . . Hold the...

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Let us cultivate our own internal Flower Garden.

April 3, 2025

This brought tears to my eyes. Silly me, I know. Why flowers? For heaven’s sake, you can’t eat them, and what we need is food,...

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From Pisces to Aries: Our deepest challenges are LOCAL

April 1, 2025

Please realize: No matter what I put up at any point in this blog, it’s provisional, speculative, a scattering of shots in the dark. WHO...

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LIMINAL LIMITS REACHED: Saturn/Neptune on the Brink

March 28, 2025

I was going to begin my three-day weekend break from daily posting today, but the historic Neptune/Saturn situation — both moving from Pisces to Aries...

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As Transit Sun begins to conjunct Neptune: ASTRONAUTS SPLASH DOWN, JFK FILES RELEASED within minutes!

March 19, 2025

I’ll start this post slowly. . . Looking over recent posts, I realize that I’m as “bad” as any TDS “normie,”  in that Donald Trump,...

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MEME DREAM FEVER after three day weekend . . .

March 17, 2025

I wish I could say that I utilized my three day weekend to do a screen fast, at least part of the time. But I...

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SOUL-NOURISHING FRUITS of One Totally Sleepless Night

March 13, 2025

For the past two nights, my sleep has been seriously disturbed. No don’t get me wrong. It’s always disturbed, in that I have to drag...

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Oops! Maybe I goofed, re: Trump’s narcissism

March 12, 2025

Note: Please read both Monday’s and Tuesday’s posts first! I’d like to think that Trump’s ego (the part of us formed since birth that separates...

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Follow up on yesterday’s post: IS TRUMP A NARCISSIST?

March 11, 2025

Re: yesterday’s post on narcissism, question: Is Trump a Narcissist? Answer: yes. Of course. With warlike Mars in kingly Leo conjunct the self-expressive Leo Ascendant...

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Methodology to Break Through Our Culture of Narcissism

March 10, 2025

  Reading through the latest Martin Geddes essay — “Crypto Metaphysics” — London, Wed 12th March — I was struck by his references to today’s...

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MEME STREAM in the maelstrom

March 6, 2025

Today, I wanted to create another meme stream. It’s been a while, and my meme folder is humongous and expanding. But what to concentrate on?...

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Are We Really HERE?

March 4, 2025

Well, I’d say I, for one, am striving, daily, to remain REALLY HERE. And by this I mean, centered, grounded, aware, and loving. That’s a...

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TRUE? Gurdjieff: (Most) “people are machines”

March 3, 2025

I know I sure was, up until the moment when a book fell to floor from a Cambridge Massachusetts bookstore shelf in 1966 as I...

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Let us not turn into Caged Birds!

February 25, 2025

Why Bird Flu? Why Now? Joel Salatin: The Truth about Mass Killing . . . Forgive my paranoia, but: Caged birds live in horribly crowded...

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Meme Stream: UKRAINE RIPPLES INTO DOGE

February 20, 2025

If we concentrate on the ramifications of probing the underbelly of just one single suppurating sore across this suffering world, it looks like Ukraine is...

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Let us inhabit the open space of “contradiction”

February 19, 2025

I’ve been stretching my sore brain wide, W . . .I . . .D . . .E! — in continued attempts to surrender my current...

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Re: DOGE: Oops! Sudden Switch from Ecstasy to Compassion

February 18, 2025

Until sometime yesterday afternoon I was in a near-continuous state of inner ecstasy as I contemplated the ongoing extraordinary deflation of the administrative state balloon,...

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Cultural shocks; interpersonal sweetness. Which is more real?

February 17, 2025

Another winter storm two nights ago, with this time, about five inches, which turned icy yesterday. Tried to walk puppy Scampi at around 8 AM,...

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Let’s face it, folks: THIS QUICKENING IS OURS!

February 11, 2025

What I most appreciate about the current breathtaking Trump/Elon blitzkrieg, its its sheer audacity. How dare Trump/Elon disrupt the uncomfortable status quo? How dare he...

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GRIFFY LAKE 7-MILE LOOP: I cross one off my bucket list!

February 10, 2025

My older son Sean, who lives in Boulder Colorado, once again (he comes every six months), is here for one week, for daily visits with...

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TRUMPIAN OVERVIEW: Domestic and International

February 7, 2025

Check this out. Makes a LOT of sense. Why is Trump supporting Israel, AI & mRNA vaccines? An insightful answer! Joe Lange:  Trump is but...

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TRUST TRUMP?!? series, continued . . . “Save Israel for last” HUH?!?

February 5, 2025

What in hell did Q mean by “Save Israel for last?” A nasty part of me wants to think that it means Israel will finally...

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ALIVENESS: real or faked? Choose.

February 4, 2025

As I go about the world, mostly on foot, I find myself more and more astounded by the extreme differential between my 82-year-old vigor and...

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THE HEAVENS SPEAK: Uranus turned to go direct yesterday, exactly on my natal Moon . . .

February 1, 2025

Oops! I thought I actually posted this piece yesterday. It turns out, NOT. So everything I say here will be one day late . ....

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TRUST TRUMP? The contention keeps accelerating

January 29, 2025

Looking back, part of me wishes I had qualified that “Even so, Trust Trump” header I gave to yesterday’s post: e.g. “Trust Trump (Mostly).” In...

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CAN TRUMP BE TRUSTED?

January 22, 2025

Lots of clues make me wonder. Like the tech CEO billionaires who had special seats for the inaugural events. What’s that about. Like Bill Gates,...

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Inaugural Festivities as OUR Hero’s Journey

January 21, 2025

I imagine I enjoyed viewing the inaugural festivities as much as anyone, especially focusing in on body language of, between, and among people at the...

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Marshall Rosenberg: “All anger is a sign of self-importance.”

January 20, 2025

Oops! Yes. I’m with Celia Farber who, when a friend of hers stated the above, wrote on her new substack post: “I think I said...

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My ballistic encounter with a dear old friend

January 18, 2025

I was speaking two evenings ago, with a dear old high school friend and former husband in our early 30s, who lives in California, figuring...

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Of WHOMPS, and WALKING, and the primacy of the BODY

January 17, 2025

Will the slowly moving concrete ice on the DeKist roof go WHOMP today? If you’re like me, you wouldn’t go in and out the back...

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CAN we get and remain Grounded and Centered inside Avalanching Aquarian Melee´?

January 16, 2025

Half-way through January 2025, and it already feels as if a whole year has passed. Is time speeding up? Or are the sheer number and...

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My Experience of Last Night’s “Supper Club” Launch

January 14, 2025

While walking the two miles downtown to Lennie’s at 6 PM, heading for the launch of the Brownstone Institute’s Midwest Supper Club, I felt invigorated,...

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TONIGHT, DATE WITH DESTINY? Brownstone Institute Inaugural Midwest Supper club

January 13, 2025

I’ve long enjoyed the immensely sensible, even-handed essays by Jeffrey Tucker, the founder, president, editor, and author of the Brownstone Institute. For example, this, from...

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Personal Reflections on the LA Fires (thanks to Mel Gibson’s remark about his “stuff”)

January 11, 2025

As I continue with my part-time, long term “Recapitulation” Project (nine years now, I’m embarrased to say) to archive the hundreds of essays I’ve written...

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Glitches, Gladness, Gratitude: Yesterday’s draft post folded into this one

January 10, 2025

Oops! The paragraphs in italics that follow the first three paragraphs of this post were in draft form yesterday, but then my computer glitched and...

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From one remote viewer: TINY, LOADED, GEOPOLITICAL TIDBITS

January 8, 2025

According to young, beautiful, and very experienced remote viewer Elizabeth April (she’s been at this for 14 years already), who claims to get her downloads...

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DANGER! Stomping Slowly, on a Virgo-esque Expedition

January 7, 2025

Sooooo . . . yesterday, staying home, not being outside for my usual vigorous 3-4 mile walk, drove me nuts. Even the snow shoveling didn’t...

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Elon Musk X/tweet? Plus fascinating “remote view” of Elon . . .

December 4, 2024

The above graph looks so clear and simple. I do tend to be-LIE-ve it. On the other hand, I don’t trust anything put out by...

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MTG describes the Economics of “The War Machine”

December 3, 2024

Today I would like to stretch way back, to the 40,000 foot view of what is going on in this world, thanks to the “economy”...

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Two geo-political mysteries worth pondering on the day before Thanksgiving

November 27, 2024

In case you missed it, six days ago Russia fired a devastating non-nuclear attack on a facility that reached deep underground in response to Ukraine...

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SCREEN-FAST WEEKEND: Encounters with people, trees, dreams

November 25, 2024

While walking Bloomington’s B-Line trail Saturday morning with puppy Scampi, two encounters stayed with me. The first, with a woman just ahead who, when I...

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WELCOME TO PLUTO IN AQUARIUS! Meme Stream

November 19, 2024

Let’s start with what’s very very far out, shall we? What used to be inconceivable, but our reaction is now, when UFO/UAP  mentioned — “meh?”...

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Jeffrey Tucker: “Is believing this the triumph of hope over experience? Absolutely.”

November 18, 2024

THE REVOLUTION OF 2024 Excerpt:   The one question Jeffrey Tucker has is why Trump went along with the jab. Perhaps a post/and video I...

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YIKES! IS IT TIME TO DESPAIR?

November 13, 2024

Yesterday. This: This morning, more from Reese: to which I couldn’t help but reply:   I’d say, continue to hold tight. I have a sense...

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Post-Election (Blue)s, plus “occult forces”

November 8, 2024

I gotta say, this made me choke with laughter. Here’s an incisive “psychological/spiritual” analysis of  the deep-seated WHY of leftist women’s meltdown. Long, but the...

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SUDDEN INFLUX OF TEAM SPIRIT: Shocked, thrilled, but aware; what happened to expected chaos?

November 6, 2024

Ommigod, I’m totally, utterly, shocked! Not that the election seemed to come off with hardly a hitch, not that Trump was triumphant, but that the...

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Are we, or are we not, nearing the end of “THE PLAN”?

November 1, 2024

Here are a few who seem to agree: Charlie Freak Excerpt: Charlie was referring to election results supposedly being posted by ABC during Formula One...

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Terrence McKenna: “This is what it’s like when a species decides to depart for the stars. . .

October 21, 2024

The mushrooms spoke to me . . .”   Twenty five years ago, Terrence McKenna foretold what appears, in the main, at least “in the...

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Who Is Ludwig Klages?

October 18, 2024

In my local credit union this morning, after a complicated transaction involving all sorts of small amounts, I suddenly asked the clerk, plaintively, “Do you...

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OCTOBER 17: Full Moon in Aries Features Grand Cross in Cardinal Signs!

October 15, 2024

Two days hence. HUGE energy, featuring extraordinary conflicts, and including, as tumultuous, pattern-breaking background, during these years as death/rebirth Pluto completes its very first return...

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Welcome to Elizabeth Nickson’s current “Absurdistan”!

October 12, 2024

Once again, I am utterly flabbergasted by Elizabeth Nickson’s long and extremely comprehensive substack post. Read this long, detailed essay all the way through; absorb...

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At Green Acres, Balancing the Opposites, Here and Now

October 7, 2024

See Saturday’s post. Yesterday’s daytime screen fast was mostly successful, though I did have to check twice on emails. In fact, almost immediately I felt...

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This “thinker” has come to a decision . . .

October 5, 2024

  Rather than taking one or two days off from screens by going elsewhere (see yesterday’s post), I’ve decided to stay home, but to alter...

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MEME STREAM: “Everything Everywhere All at Once” . . . or, The Great Awakening

October 4, 2024

Remember that 2022 movie, Everything Everywhere All At Once? I don’t. I do recall that I liked it, kinda . . . But the title?...

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And here we go, flushing down the OCTOBER 2024 river

October 1, 2024

Oh my . . . Here we are on October 1, first day of “Red October,” and the port strike, and weather warfare. The month...

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Darkness, and Light . . . and Darkness . . . all on twitter/X

September 28, 2024

X/twitter continues as by far my best source of possibly real — and, during these days of apocalyptic disclosure of the deep dark business the...

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Sudden Surprising Uranian Swerve! WHEE . . .

September 27, 2024

Wow . . . I continue to be amazed at how my experience with the political culture in this town is a fractal of every...

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Mother Renee to the rescue . . .

September 26, 2024

See recent posts. Oh my . . . yesterday, in the midst of my interior turbulence, I decided to do my daily yoga/chikung/taichi practices out...

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ON ADDICTION: RFK Jr. and Me

September 5, 2024

  I have long felt that at the bottom of our cultural tendency to addiction, is unprocessed grief. That grief lies at the heart of...

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PATTY GREER: Crop Circles Come Up from Below

August 31, 2024

In these days, when human beings are encouraged to lift off the earth, even when walking down the street, watching our phone rather than our...

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MAHA: Make America Healthy Again. YES! For Me, LIFELONG, Daily Walks

August 28, 2024

  I love RFK Jr.’s slogan, MAHA: Make America Healthy Again. So, let’s get down into the weeds, shall we? Take Lara Logan’s advice, as...

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Artificial Intelligence? Or: Unlimited HUMAN Intelligence

August 27, 2024

Joebot: Religion Goes Digital Joe Allen is one of the most incisive, articulate analysts of the AI phenomenon and how it affects/infects the human spirit....

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ATARAXIA: Gift of Growing Older

August 21, 2024

  My husband Jeff Joel, 21 years ago, (one quarter of a Uranus cycle, three quarters of a Saturn cycle ago!), said to me a...

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WHAT IS REAL LEARNING?

August 7, 2024

Back in graduate school at Boston Universty, which I attended from 1966 through 1972, gaining my PhD in philosophy in the process, not because I...

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“Two different worlds, we live in . . .” MINE/OURS — AND THEIRS

August 6, 2024

Yesterday, friend Dan, who lived here in this house for four years, and the another year in the third house (of Green Acres Permaculture Village),...

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“WHAT IS REAL LEARNING?” Mycellium Knows.

February 16, 2024

  That was the question I kept asking during my early years as a doctoral student in philosophy with, you guessed it, a focus on...

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Here we are, again, as usual; or it seems so . . .

February 11, 2024

If so, then why do I not F.E.A.R.? (False Evidence Appearing Real). I used to fear nuclear war. Indeed, my entire frozen existence since the...

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SON COLIN’S WELCOME DISCOVERY

February 7, 2024

I notice that when I segue in any way to my 58-year-old son Colin’s healing journey, I don’t get nearly as much interest! Hmmm ....

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Kickin’ Ass in Green Acres

January 21, 2024

LET THE NEW YEAR BEGIN! Work party to care for large tools, and more.

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Yesterday’s Daily Dilly Dally Shilly Shally . . .

January 11, 2024

Having been prompted internally to use the title above — yes, weird! — I looked up the meaning of both dilly dally and shilly shally,...

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As New Year begins . . . “I, SAGITTARIUS”

January 2, 2024

1/1/2024: FIRST NEW POST IN FIVE MONTHS! Meanwhile, I remain dedicated to my archival/recapitulation project, and might call it “I, Sagittarius,” with my double-Sagittarian astro...

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Puppy Shadow and I stop in at nearby Petco . . .

December 27, 2023

  So. This morning, puppy Shadow and I stopped into our nearby Petco, to replenish his 16-year-old body with daily vitamins. Or is he 17?...

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Early Morning, after Longest Night of the Year, THIS!

December 22, 2023

  My amaryllis, Matilda, after bulging for what, ten days? bloomed overnight. Bloomed during the longest night of the year. Here she is at dawn....

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Taking a Birthday Break, after this one final offering: IMPLICATIONS OF UFO IN THE BIBLE

December 14, 2023

  This will be my last post until (probably) Friday, December 22rd. During the interim I am going on a three day break (Dec 18-20)...

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WELCOME TO THE GREAT AWAKENING! (Oops. Not fun.)

December 13, 2023

  While I resonate increasingly into my anarchist roots, or maybe better, my “organic radical” roots, aligned with Paul Cudenec in trusting Nature as brilliant...

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Two critical corollaries to yesterday’s seemingly flippant post

December 11, 2023

I need to add two corollaries to my short, succinct, seemingly cavalier post yesterday. SUMMARY OF OUR EXISTENCE: Not Mine For my own attitude to...

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SUMMARY OF OUR EXISTENCE? Not mine.

December 10, 2023

  pic.twitter.com/vE5xrlhCqG — David Wolfe (@DavidWolfe) December 5, 2023 On the one hand, I agree with this assessment. On the other hand, I learned over...

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“KALINKA” invokes a wild, peaceful trance . . .

December 9, 2023

Came across this beautiful, intense, gentle to crackling performance of Kalinka, (the name means “red berry),” a Russian folk song, on youtube.     Just...

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My Amaryllis, Matilda, as of two days ago

December 9, 2023

See Amaryllis post. As you see here, Malilda is ahead of the others. However, when I unboxed her, she was white, already large, and bent...

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Once again, I am obsessed. This time with amaryllis. WHY?

December 6, 2023

Back in the early ’80s, I was living in a 20-foot diameter yurt in Jackson Hole, Wyoming, directly across from the Tetons. As you can...

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What is FARMARCHISM? Our antidote to govern-ment

December 4, 2023

Received an email today from my local city government. Something about a new “service” for landlords, to keep track of fees and inspections. In other...

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Early December 2023, Reflections: We Are In A Fight for the Human Spirit

December 3, 2023

  Early December. Grey, humid, cold; bare ruined choirs . . . yuk! As is my wont, I always seek to balance the opposites. So...

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Meme Turbulence, November’s End

November 27, 2023

Geez, it’s been less than one week since my last meme stream, and here we go again . . . post-Thanksgiving, fattened up for the...

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Astrology, Personal Stories: Alternatives to Armageddon

November 19, 2023

Note: Wow. Wrote this on November 17, and forgot to post it . . . Still relevant, so I will now.  And BTW: just yesterday,...

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THREE TOOTH FINALE: Huh? NO PAIN, after what has it been, nine years?

November 16, 2023

Note: See posts from yesterday and day before. So. Yesterday I lay low, kept a gauze patch on the long three-teeth extraction wound upper right,...

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What do Dog, Pig, and Duck have in common?

November 13, 2023

When, oh when, will we unique sovereign individual humans learn to find comfort together like these three different species did here, in a tiny container? ...

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“But what is REAL LEARNING?” My desperate question, in graduate school.

November 8, 2023

Back when I was in graduate school, after about a year of the usual indoctrination I began to ask, in earnest; in fact, desperate: “But...

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Body Doubles, Masked Actors, Clones . . . “conspiracy theory?” Or REAL. If so, oops!

October 23, 2023

A BRITNEY SPEARS BODY DOUBLE WILL BE USED TO PROMOTE HER BOOK! Concrete Playground reported that Britney Spears will be in Sydney, Australia this week...

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THE GREAT AWAKENING?

October 17, 2023

All day today, I’ve experienced a strange exaltation, subtle but strong. And this, despite another serious crisis for my son Colin, whom I visited today...

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Happy Equinox? PUT THOSE SCREENS DOWN!

September 23, 2023

Note: See yesterday’s post. And while we’re at it, part of getting personally active is to let go of screens and return to our natural...

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THAT DEADLY VAX POISON: What Will It Take to Wake People Up?

August 12, 2023

  This? Just send this photo around to everyone you know who was vaccinated and likely boosted and is now feeling tired, or sick, turbo...

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Is Martin Geddes Correct? Are We WINNING?

July 25, 2023

Our Planetary Exodus from Being Taken Hostage I excerpt here the concluding paragraphs to today’s extremely thoughtful and articulate Geddes essay with a spot on-title....

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In the Midst of the Emotional Maelstrom, a FEW FUNNY(?) MEMES

July 18, 2023

  Please, let us remember, it’s a short step from trafficking children for sex to indoctrinating children to be sexual from infancy on, to normalizing...

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Nuclear First Strike Doctrine = MAD = Mutual Assured Destruction!!! Do we remember? Do we care? Do we even notice?

July 8, 2023

  Re: current accelerating (nuclear) USG/NATO saber-rattling to “solve” problem of being unable to either “win” or “save face” in Ukraine (or Taiwan). As usual,...

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SOUND OF FREEDOM: Can It Ignite Our Return to a Values-Based Culture?

July 7, 2023

The jury’s out; but if any single ‘weapon of mass instruction” can do it, this one will. I’m reminded of an undergraduate seminar I taught...

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SOUND OF FREEDOM: David Overwhelms Goliath?

July 6, 2023

BREAKING: SOUND OF FREEDOM IS NOW THE #1 MOVIE IN AMERICA WE BEAT DISNEY pic.twitter.com/PQl7jbewUm — Jack Poso ?? (@JackPosobiec) July 5, 2023 Brian Cates...

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SOUND OF FREEDOM: My Experience

July 5, 2023

How utterly fitting, that during this long, agonizing descent into the Plutonian underworld of the U.S.A., and on July 4th, the anniversary of our nation’s...

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On This Annual Weekend Dedicated to HUMAN FREEDOM . . .

June 30, 2023

  I feel the need to free myself from daily blogposts, likely until July 5th. Happy 4th! Happy Freedom! 20 Inspiring Quotes for the Fourth...

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GOVERN-MENT: Govern, control the mass mind, with psy-ops: 911, Covid, Climate Change . . . what’s next?

June 28, 2023

  As I walk about Bloomington Indiana, I am struck by the persistence of those who still wear masks. I’d guess about one in 25...

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GREEN ACRES VILLAGE, Saturday, June 2023: FUN WORK PARTY

June 25, 2023

June 23, 2023 Work Party: We (Selectively) Clear An Overgrown, Neglected Front Garden . . .

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HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE!

June 21, 2023

    This year’s Summer Solstice moment, when the Sun moved into 0°00 Cancer and reached its annual fullness, occurred at 10:58 AM EDT today....

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How the Civil Rights Movement Ignited Today’s Failing System of Systems . . . and what we can do about it

June 15, 2023

The Civil Rights Movement is one of those eras in history that make us proud; proud to be American, proud to be human. Who can...

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I (finally) notice self-sabotage, and CORRECT IT!

May 31, 2023

  Way back in my miserable early 20s, I began to wake up from the sleep of cultural conditioning. Lots of stories I could, and...

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Decision Time, Folks. FEAR? OR LOVE.

May 29, 2023

  Fear contracts. Love expands. Which do YOU choose? If we are driven by fear, we can be controlled by outside forces. That’s their goal....

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HOW DO WE LEARN? TAKE HEED: “Psychedelics and Psychopaths”

May 26, 2023

  The push to decriminalize psychedelics and other non-pharmaceutical drugs, including even “weed,” means that we have to be even more aware of our own...

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NEW BEGINNINGS: Let’s Put Up the Yurt!

May 23, 2023

  Wittgenstein: “It’s difficult to go back to the beginning, and not go further back.” When does anything begin or end? If the universe is...

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YURT RAISING DAY, in just a few minutes . . .

May 20, 2023

I thought I’d show you the platform here, which is finally done. A bunch of folks are converging for this task in a few minutes ...

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WAKE UP!!! . . . Tripping the Light Fantastic through Meme-Land

May 17, 2023

    It really is true, how the smell of a rose can instantly, for a millisecond, banish thought. (Oops. Correction, smell of a non-commercial...

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ASTROLOGY TRANSITS: Starting Today, Seven Days of WOW!

May 14, 2023

  Thanks to Laura Bruno, for this update. Who woulda known? Personally, I’m under such a continuous deluge of inner/outer storms already! I guess you...

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GREEN ACRES VILLAGE: Mother’s Day 2023

May 14, 2023

STATE OF THE PLACE ON MOTHER’S DAY 2023 It begins . . . Well well well! After more than a year of waiting impatiently (which...

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THE (Border) WAR WITHIN MY MIND

May 11, 2023

  Last night I watched most of the current video put out by Redacted.inc, a production of the wonderfully insightful team, Natali and Clayton Morris...

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Living the Liminal Limbo Land between SOVEREIGNTY and SLAVERY

May 5, 2023

  As I prepare myself for meditation on this early afternoon’s Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse, I also sit inside our seemingly stuck (not to mention extremely...

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Powerful Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse TOMORROW, 1:34 PM EDT

May 4, 2023

Tomorrow also marks the official end of Beltane, itself one of the cross-quarter celebrations, this one centered midway between Spring Equinox and Summer Solstice. Here...

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Green Acres Village: SPRING IS SPRUNG!

April 30, 2023

SPRING IS SPRUNG! Thank you Mother Earth!

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Mercury turns to go retrograde TODAY

April 21, 2023

  The solar eclipse New Moon in 29° Aries shading into 0° Taurus occurred April 19-20. Now, only one day later, at 4:34 AM today,...

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Let Us “HEAL THE DIVIDE,” World-Wide

April 20, 2023

  “Heal the Divide” is one of two significant slogans of the newly announced Robert F. Kennedy Jr. presidential campaign. The other is . ....

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Pluto in Aquarius: FREE FALL! (Will we learn to fly?)

April 10, 2023

  I was going to post a video from Greg Reese re: the origin and function of the banking system, currently undergoing slow-rolling de-materialization as...

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MY (Liverish) Pluto in Aquarius Meme-ish April 2023

April 8, 2023

  As Pluto in Aquarius ignites (for the first time in 248 years, a brief taste now, March 23 through June 11) . . ....

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SATURN IN PISCES: “The first amendment protects our right to be wrong; it protects our right to lie!”

March 10, 2023

  Yes, of course we are often wrong, and luckily, both our own further experiences and others’ feedback loops help us to correct our mistakes....

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RUSSELL BRAND, NEPTUNE’S AVATAR, Suddenly Burns Up the Media/Medical/Military Industrial Complex.

March 8, 2023

  And he does so in just about one minute. (See the finale of the short video at very end of this post). NOW. During...

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As Pluto moves into Aquarius, Will AI Take Over?

March 6, 2023

It sure looks like it, eh? Watch this until the very end. New AI filter rolled out on tiktok. ? pic.twitter.com/9CcxvneF2R — Laura Matsue (@lauramatsue)...

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“The spectre of nuclear destruction is the twisted, macabre pathological externalization of humanity’s buried creativity.”

March 3, 2023

  The title of this post is taken from a column I wrote for Sagewoman magazine, back in 1997. I place this column here, as...

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Meditation on Pluto’s Return to the U.S. Chart and the Nature of Evil

February 28, 2023

  As primal Pluto Returns, for the very first (and last?) time, to the degree which it occupied when the U.S. was born, on July...

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ASTROLOGY: James O’Keefe, All-Too-Human Hero

February 23, 2023

  Two days ago, I found myself riveted, in late afternoon, by the full 44 minute farewell by James O’Keefe to his Project Veritas staff,...

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THE DIOXIN CHRONICLES: None of us walk alone on this journey

February 20, 2023

  After two days without assuming I “should” post something concerning my response to “outer world” events, I notice that I’m still somewhat “under the...

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GREEN ACRES VILLAGE: Saturday work party turns, and turns again . . .

February 12, 2023

Work Party Saturday: We Make an Abrupt U-Turn, and Yet Another One, Spiralling into Quiet Joy . . . Sorry folks, cannot upload images to...

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Confessions of a Crone

February 11, 2023

This meme is already dated. Gummies, not joints. However, that would kill the joke. So . . .   As a lifelong “stoner” myself, I...

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Bob Moran Documentary: BRILLIANTLY DIFFICULT

February 9, 2023

  Typical, recent Bob Moran observation . . .   I did not discover Bob Moran’s brilliantly rendered, acerbic, often dark “cartoons” until October 2022....

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ASK LAURA BRUNO: new youtube channel!

February 6, 2023

  My dear friend from afar — I came across her some years ago as a sister blogger (or should I say daughter blogger, given...

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The Experiment, or: BACK WHEN I WAS DYING

February 1, 2023

  A word to the wise: when I sit down at this computer, there are times when not only do I not know exactly what...

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Beware (Be Aware) of Where This Post Takes You . . .

January 31, 2023

  If we look at the covid cult trance as a massive, intricately designed global psy-op that those who were susceptible couldn’t avoid, then they...

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“I SEEK TO LIVE BELOW MONEY.”

January 27, 2023

What? You wonder. What does that mean?  I offer here, the backstory of how I arrived at that remark. But first, let me tell you...

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Is Charles Eisenstein’s New Story Ours? Let It Be So.

January 25, 2023

    Eisenstein elucidates, descriptively and succinctly, the emergent world view of sovereign souls, at one with all.  As he states: Humanity is going through...

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REVOLUTIONARY URANUS STATIONS TODAY . . .

January 22, 2023

  Volatile, eruptive, unpredictable, revolutionary Uranus stations today, turning to go direct at 14°56 Taurus. (This is the third planet to turn direct this month....

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GREAT AWAKENING? GLOBAL MOOD AS 2023 IGNITES . . .

January 18, 2023

  Below: three offerings, two of them very familiar, which, if absorbed in order, may help us kickstart a future we fervently intend for our...

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WEF 2023: SCARY? OR SILLY? We Decide.

January 16, 2023

  The annual Davos big-wig get together, what Clif High calls, with utter disdain, the Mother Weffers, starts today. Rebel News is covering it. https://www.rebelnews.com/tags/world_economic_forum...

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Transit Mars Turns, Goes Direct. Today! ZOWEE!

January 12, 2023

    Thus does a period of stultified, frustrated action, begun October 30, when Mars turned to go retrograde, come to a close. Ignition takes...

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80th Birthday Celebration: Four Day Retreat!

December 17, 2022

  Puppy Shadow and I are going to take off tomorrow for a three-night stay at the lodge in Turkey Run State Park. It will...

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POST-FLU: Move Below BeLIEf, Below Language, and the WORLD OPENS

December 10, 2022

  My vaxxed 66 year old housemate got sick one day before I did. Did we “have” the same “dis-ease?” He “had covid,” so the...

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POST-FLU: Peering into Past and Present

December 9, 2022

    I woke up this morning and knew it was time to clean the floor of all the strewn, jumbled boxes of medicinals that...

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Eat Crow, Kreilkamp!

December 5, 2022

  (I thought I’d published this a few hours ago. But nope. Still in draft form. Okay, my slightly woozy self will tweak it a...

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In Late 2022, Some Rants Are Justified . . .

November 18, 2022

  https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2022/11/must-watch-man-unloads-maricopa-county-board-supervisors-cancer-tearing-nation-apart/?utm_source=Email&utm_medium=the-gateway-pundit&utm_campaign=dailyam&utm_content=2022-11-18   The steal, this time, was so blatant that my optimistic Sagittarian self assumes it must be the final rub-in-your-face to the still...

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November 1: looking forward to November 8, Full Moon/Total Lunar Eclipse CONJUNCT URANUS on Election Day (corrected version)

November 1, 2022

  Whew. We made it through the dreaded, fateful October, without some kind of major false flag to avert the upcoming mid-term elections, said to...

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What’s the Most Obvious Way to Detonate the Public School Indoctrination System?

October 20, 2022

  Mandate the clot shot for school children on a yearly basis. Which the CDC has just done. Home Schooling, especially where families gather to...

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Mid-October, 2022: Tidbits from Current Revelations

October 15, 2022

Here we are, it’s already mid-October, and there’s no question that the collective temperature has increased to the boiling point . . . stolen elections,...

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GRAPPLING WITH (Leftover Covid?) KARMA IN THE GROWING DARK . . .

October 12, 2022

  Have you noticed? The growing darkness ever since Equinox, and now, during (geopolitically dreaded) October 2022, resolutely insisting that you, your partnerships and other...

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ME AND MY SHADOW: Griffy Lake Trail, September, Early Morning

September 8, 2022

It’s September, so I’m no longer much concerned about ticks. Time to return to Griffy Lake trail, ten minutes north of Bloomington, InDiana. I put...

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MEME MEDLEY re: How to Know If You’re “Doing the Right Thing”

August 18, 2022

  First, and foremost, all your actions are directed toward the future. Will this action hurt or help, in both short and long run? For...

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Just In: HOW MANY BIDENS?!?

July 28, 2022

Is it time to flesh in, for the normies, one long-running “conspiracy theory” — that many famous politicians and others are actually dopplegangers, doubles, actors,...

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As this week begins, get ready: NEW MOON IN LEO, July 28, 2022, UNUSUALLY SIGNIFICANT!

July 25, 2022

I wanted to get this post out early, since we are heading into a two week period when Mars conjuncts Uranus and the North Node...

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Green Acres Village, Mid-Summer: Transformation is the Name of the Game!

July 24, 2022

July 24, 2022: Mid-Summer Transformations!

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Hitchhiker, during the first “oil shock,” 1973: “THE ENERGY CRISIS IS . . . IN US!”

July 20, 2022

I remember riding as a backseat hitchhiker in San Francisco, late 1973. The driver was kvetching about the cost of gas. The front seat passenger,...

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GREEN ACRES VILLAGE: Midsummer Message and Photos

July 10, 2022

July 10, 2022: We Enjoy, and Share the Surplus of, Nature’s Gifts in Summer

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Reflections on the Body as Vehicle for the Soul’s Path

July 9, 2022

The pandemic of keeping your mouth shut has “infected” me. As time wears on, I notice that I “speak my truth,” not more and more,...

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MIND burned out, I turn to NATURE.

July 2, 2022

What nourishes me during this time of trial is the garden, the soil, the trees, the bees, the birds, the insects, the seeds, the flowers...

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Saratoga Ocean (and David Icke): WHAT, REALLY, IS AI — AND WHY DOES IT MATTER?

June 30, 2022

About a decade ago, I came across John Lash Lamb’s NOT IN HIS IMAGE: Gnostic Vision, Sacred Ecology, and the Future of Belief. (2006). Intrigued...

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Summer Solstice Offerings — and beyond!

June 21, 2022

Today was Tuesday morning work party in Green Acres Permaculture Village. A few of us looked around at the surplus, and decided it’s time to...

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REFLECTIONS ON ANARCHY, ANIMISM, AND THE HUMAN FUTURE

June 18, 2022

Bear with me. This is complicated. Here goes . . . We have been indoctrinated to see anarchists as violent extremists. But is this necessarily...

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REFLECTIONS ON GRATITUDE

June 8, 2022

This morning I spoke with a neighbor across the street who had just returned from staying on Martha’s vineyard where, on top of a little...

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Mercury, Saturn both stationary today, turning in opposite directions: “THIS PROJECT FEELS PERSONAL!”

June 4, 2022

And . . . I just noticed this remarkable planetary combination! Actually, I had a sneaking suspicion that Mercury turned to go direct today, from...

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NATURE IS MY RELIGION

June 4, 2022

Note: See yesterday’s post. My mother, to me, probably 50 years ago. “Why don’t you go to church anymore?” Me: “Nature is my church.” Mom,...

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THE PROBLEM IS THE SOLUTION: Increase in Food Insecurity Invites Return to Nature’s Abundance

May 26, 2022

If you’re like me, you’ve long recognized that the toxic combination of monocultured, pesticided, genetically modified corn, soy, wheat and other grains that get “processed”...

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Here’s PROOF: I am living as if there will be a future. And you?

May 12, 2022

In the midst of what appears to be universal despair — especially that the clownish Buyden administration would do anything, anything, to begin to get...

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WHERE IS SOVEREIGNTY (ultimately) LOCATED? In the Globalized State? Or in the Self-Aware Individual.

May 9, 2022

Humanity seems to be moving in two opposing directions at the same time: Global Centralization and Local De-Centralization. The first current is thousands of years...

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WHAT HAPPENS NEXT? Depends on shifting relations among 5 primary levels of consciousness

April 28, 2022

I find this video by Saratoga Ocean (who terms herself a “walk-in”) to be an articulate, incisive, sociological analysis of what she terms are five...

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A Day in the Life of Earthlings on Earth Day 2022

April 22, 2022

This early morning, on walk with puppy Shadow, we decided to walk west, through the IU campus, and during that one hour passed by probably...

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IN ORDER TO BYPASS NUCLEAR WAR WE WILL BIRTH THE NEW WORLD

April 21, 2022

One of our GAPV residents told me this morning of a recent dream in which a blue, yellow, and white backdrop was waving behind a...

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What’s the Difference between GETTING OLD and GROWING OLD?

April 19, 2022

Yesterday, I called up an old female friend on her 80th birthday and sang our special song to her. Here’s the song, sung to me...

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Marion Woodman: “THE SUN RISES IN THE EVENING.”

April 14, 2022

Oh my! This site went off-line yesterday just as I was composing this post on Marion Woodman (1928-2016), which frustrated me no end . ....

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Permaculture Pioneer David Holmgren on “Hacking the Suburbs”

April 5, 2022

Yesterday afternoon I got a call from Hugh Farrell, our local impresario who focuses on utilizing alternative legal structures to create and transform habitations that...

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Spring Equinox, out on the back patio

March 21, 2022

Four of us got together for an impromptu fire and meditation yesterday evening. In honor of the occasion I suggested that we each silently ask...

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FOOD SHORTAGES? Let us turn crisis into opportunity, at home, with our neighbors

March 12, 2022

Add these up: supply line interruptions, most fertilizer and 30% of world’s wheat no longer coming from Russia, plus massive inflation affecting food and transport...

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WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE? “The sky’s the limit,” meaning: THERE IS NO LIMIT.

March 8, 2022

This feels like an “end of winter” post, when everything’s melting down and we don’t know what is what. None of the old structures, visible...

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2022: Let Our Hearts Open to Love, to Singing, to the Sun, to the New World: Channeling and Numerology

January 10, 2022

Remember when I said that I was told I needed to let go of my 40-year habit of a single marijuana puff daily, and that...

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HAPPY NEW YEAR’S EVE! What do each of us as individuals, and all of us as one, INTEND for 2022?

December 31, 2021

I remember way back when the plandemic began to roll out, at some perverse level, I felt thrilled that for perhaps the first time in...

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THE BIG WOO: Where are we now and what’s next?

December 8, 2021

By the time a child is eight months old, he or she already understands what a finger pointing to something or someone means. Not what...

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On the 80th Anniversary of Pearl Harbor: Reflections on the Aftermath of World War II and What Is Needed Now

December 7, 2021

December 7, 1941, 80 years ago today, the Japanese attacked Pearl Harbor and ignited the entrance of the U.S. into World War II. Most of...

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One Antidote to the Covid Con: STACK FUNCTIONS!

November 16, 2021

I saw this headline a few days ago: Indiana Will Be Home to Largest Solar Farm in the U.S. Covering 13000 Acres And it made...

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How to comprehend the HYPNOTIC SPELL that has been cast over much of the human population?

November 14, 2021

I feature here two attempts to explain the origin and significance of the spell, both well worth listening to. The first reminds me of a...

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EDUCATION DEVOLUTION? Or (Just?) Decentralization

October 26, 2021

The word “devolution” came into prominence sometime last summer with the work of a young midwestern “digger,” Patel Patriot, who drew his own conclusions based...

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WOKE to AWAKE! Or: Are You STILL Being Played?

October 23, 2021

And to think that, for awhile there, I was under the illusion that those who would kill us are fiendishly original. Yuck. (See cartoon below.)...

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Musing on how “scared” is an anagram of “sacred” . . .

September 6, 2021

Re: Our Sunday Meditations. I was musing on how “scared” is an anagram of “sacred,”  (which are, in turn, cognates for Fear and Love), when...

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Let us Utilize the Infinite Power of Imagination to Manifest Heaven on Earth — and Peace in Space

August 24, 2021

Yes, folks, it’s magic! And it all starts inside, within me, within you, within us. As I say to young people here, “What would you...

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Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).