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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

Category: Sovereign

SCARCITY VS ABUNDANCE: What is the Purpose of Money? Is this Purpose about to Dissolve?

July 27, 2026

I’ve been ruminating for quite a while on Elon’s conclusion, that what we call “money” in our present and past world of SCARCITY will be...

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I speak with a welcome visitor

July 26, 2026

Note: I just put up a new post on greenacresvillage.org, in case you’re interested. A wonderful young woman, now 35, who lived here in our...

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At first, I had no idea what I was watching . . .

July 25, 2026

. . . then it dawned on me. Aha, the National Press Club Annual Roast!…  Did you happen to tune into this event last night?...

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OPEN SYSTEMS: Essential for Life on Earth and Beyond . . .

July 24, 2026

Remember this experiment? This failed experiment? https://x.com/SamaHoole/status/2080246967712596474?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ But isn’t that the point of an experiment, to see what else must be addressed in the next...

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Capitalism, Socialism, and the Lady at the Dollar Tree

July 22, 2026

I was going to put up something on socialism vs. capitalism yesterday, but got quickly diverted by everything  going on at home. But here’s the...

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Goings on in Green Acres Village and Beyond — AND WITHIN!

July 20, 2026

Took an early morning 4-mile walk with Scampi on yesterday’s soon-to-be-sweltering day and came upon Elisha and Mere, out on the corner, weeding peppers. Asked...

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WELCOME TO ABSURDISTAN digs into recent history of election fraud

July 18, 2026

I took another look at the post I published yesterday, thinking I was very “loopy” when I wrote it . . . And yes, I...

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ON THE FLY: “Some Sources” Update

July 17, 2026

Busy today trying to figure out where I apparently subscribed to various sources that cost me money monthly. MUST get rid of some of them....

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CROTCHETY CRONE: gifted with synchronicity at dawn, linking street mark to rune. Wow.

July 15, 2026

This very early morning, at dawn, I was on my usual 4-5 mile walk with puppy Scampi and, pondering the fact that Crotchity Crone has...

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THE WIDENING (harmonious!) CONTEXT: Uranus, joined by Neptune, Pluto, and, very soon, JUPITER!

July 14, 2026

I’ve been focusing on how transit Uranus has been affecting my own natal chart, since it’s returning for the first and only time to its...

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URANUS RETURNS (story): Yesterday’s hysterical “adventure” resulted in bleeding wound.

July 13, 2026

Yesterday, driving home from my dog Scampi’s date with destiny — first ever vaccination, due to state law requiring rabies — I felt I had...

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Cultural Change Agent Jon Rappoport died Wednesday, July 8, 2026

July 11, 2026

Rappoport was one of many substacks to which I subscribed, and one of the rare ones I even paid in a token amount each month....

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Crotchety Crone: Signs of Renewed Life

July 10, 2026

The following post was written as a reflection upon this meme: As one of the few remaining World War II babies (born 1942), I actually,...

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(Suddenly) GRATEFUL CRONE! and here’s why

July 8, 2026

Two photos tell the story in a nutshell. Elisha, whom I call “boss lady” in the garden, sent this photo via our Group Me early...

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Crotchety Crone Looks Up . . .

July 7, 2026

. . . and sees, half-way through my 3-4 mile morning walk, at about 8:45, dripping, spreading, criss-crossing chemtrails. And yes, the sight disturbed me....

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Confessions of a Crotchety Crone

July 6, 2026

It appears that we’re “out of the woods.” By which I mean, Mars has successfully crossed Uranus without any new wars breaking out, at least...

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Burning Bright’s Multi-layered Linguistic Analysis/Synthesis of Our Present Moment.

July 5, 2026

So grateful for these young ones who are taking up the “cause,” and with a mental complexity way beyond my own 83-year-old capacity. I’ve pursued...

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Shocking personal fireworks on July 4th early morning walk

July 4, 2026

I’ve been inundated by internal Uranian explosive turbulence ever since it began to make its one and only (unless I live to be 168 years...

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Astrologer Maureen Richmond considers “THE (secretive) BIRTH OF A NATION: 1776-2026”

July 3, 2026

I very much appreciate astrologer Maureen Richmond’s perspective on the U.S., as we reach our 250th anniversary. She returns to its 1774-1776 founding to see,...

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GREEN ACRES VILLAGE plants love the humid heat.

June 30, 2026

Note: I forgot to publish this post yesterday. Humid high heat continues . . . plants continue to love it. Deer continue to eat gladiolas...

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IMPERMANENCE . . . in “Gloomington”

June 28, 2026

The glorious Stargazer Asiatic Lily, the latest photo of which I took yesterday, showing yet more blossoming . . . . . . came under...

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Astrological Wanderings (USA, DJT); plus croneversation

June 27, 2026

I just spent the better part of two hours looking at six charts, trying to make sense of the bloviating narcissism of Trump’s personality as...

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DOUBLE CONSCIOUSNESS this morning: Ego’s GLOOM vs FAIR WITNESS

June 26, 2026

Today started out gloomy. Outside and inside. For months, I had been planning to attend the Midwest Permaculture Convergence. Had even paid for a camping...

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JULY 2026: It’s as if “The heavens declare the glory of God!”

June 25, 2026

I know this analysis sounds far-fetched, but pay attention. First, note: Astrology of World Events, June 2026, by Maureen Richmond.  Excerpt: Astrologer Richmond is right....

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So. ARE WE “THE PLAN”???

June 22, 2026

Remember Joe M’s  video? Released in 2018, on twitter? Here it is again, on X. https://x.com/DcLidstone/status/2068467292544102855 This video blew me away way back then, as...

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HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE! InDiana Photos

June 21, 2026

Note: Not “Indiana,” but “InDiana”: Goddess of the Woodlands.  Scampi and I headed out about 7:30, and the Sun was already about 20° up into...

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I’ve been so damn GOOD that I just had to do something BAD

June 19, 2026

It’s true. I’ve been such a very very good girl lately, re: health practices, including what foods I consume, how often each day, exercise patterns,...

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Meditation on My Early Morning Walk

June 18, 2026

TT 2 WALKING and where it leads   Back in my mid-20s, on my usual four miles a day walk — a habit I had...

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While Creating E-Book on ADDICTION, I Released a Serious Addiction!

June 17, 2026

Over the past week or so, I created another e-book (20 so far!), by collecting old essays that focused in some way on Addiction, and...

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From “peace activist” to UFC advocacy? Huh?

June 16, 2026

I find it fascinating that I, who used to “identify as” a peace activist — and then discovered that I was mentally violent in pushing...

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Did the White House UFC Freedom 250 event re-ignite U.S. fighting spirit?

June 15, 2026

Even before it took place, I had a sense this was its purpose. Enough of “soy boys,” “toxic masculinity,” sitting on the couch on screens...

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ERUPTIVE URANUS: what happened half a cycle ago

June 11, 2026

Sometimes I wonder what I’m still doing here. Why am I still alive, in this body? Even more relevant: Sometimes I wonder how I managed...

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Advice from a Crone: STAY IN MOTION! and more . . .

June 9, 2026

Hmmm. . . I haven’t been to a medical doctor, not to mention any other kind of healer, for what is it now, a dozen...

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Welcome to Absurdistan: “The rabbit hole is the new university.”

June 6, 2026

Whenever Elizabeth Nickson’s substack posts appear in my email, I can’t help but stop everything to read each one, all the way through, videos included....

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SKY SHOW/EARTH SHOW June 2026. Welcome HOME!

June 3, 2026

  SKY SHOW Lots goin’ on above us. Especially, as dark falls, take note of Venus conjunct Jupiter at 24° both in home-loving CANCER until...

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URANUS RETURN/NEPTUNE OPPOSITION: What happened yesterday in the bank.

May 30, 2026

If it weren’t for the fact that the Uranus Return is so “arousing,” so unpredictable, and so on, I would stop talking about it here....

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As URANUS RETURNS, I’m “Coming Back Home”

May 27, 2026

I remember when I drove east on a winding road through the countryside from Terra Haute to Bloomington, and the strangest feeling enveloped me. I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURNS, exactly, to both degree and minute: TODAY!

May 24, 2026

Notice: See posts from last four days. Oops. At least I “think” it’s today, on the basis of charts that I set up now on...

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Uranus (in Gemini) Return: Day Three, of Four Day Documentation, glimmers of integration . . .

May 23, 2026

Note: see last three posts. This morning I spent another few hours going back through old journals and writings to help me remember the four...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: Day 2 of four-day documentation. Geez!

May 22, 2026

Note: This is part of a series. Not sure how long it will be. See Uranus Return posts from last two days. This time I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: I begin four day ceremonial documentation

May 21, 2026

Note: See yesterday post. Yesterday, this peculiar ambivalence that I tried to express in that post continued, all day and into the evening, and during...

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URANUS RETURNS: “I am with you always.”

May 20, 2026

In the past month or so, and increasingly, I’ve noticed myself becoming very impatient with how material reality slows me down. Just trying to get...

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MY DENTIST: “Shall we try an experiment?”

May 19, 2026

Note: See last two posts, for which this is a follow-up. I was wrong. My next dental appointment was today at 9 AM. Tuesday, not...

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(Confused?) Update on Dental . . .

May 17, 2026

I write this on Sunday. See the dentist again 9 AM Monday. Here’s what happened during Friday’s visit, when I just planned to tell him...

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History of and Possible Prognosis for my Lifelong “Dental Liability”

May 14, 2026

  At age 83 I’m increasingly aware that, no matter what I do to stay in prime condition I also have a lifelong dental “liability.”...

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In an era of exponentially increasing total bullshit, STAY REAL.

May 13, 2026

I’ve just heard from Dave, the City Council member who introduced a resolution to stop AI here in Bloomington Indiana. https://www.youtube.com/@safeaiforever (I plan to listen...

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MOTHERS DAY DATE, two days late

May 12, 2026

Early this morning, as I was about to finish my usual second cup of morning elixir — on my way downtown to see paralyzed, nerve-damaged, 60-year-old...

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Hantavirus Plandemic Nonsense

May 11, 2026

I wasn’t going to focus at all on the latest plandemic psy-op. But the memes are just too delicious to ignore. So here’s a few...

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NEPTUNE IN ARIES: Starting Over; Lost in Fog of Unknowing

May 7, 2026

Yep. Epistemology is enjoying/enduring a meltdown. There seems to be no way to tell whether any bit, dot, “fact,” theory, hypotheses, data point, etc. is...

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REFLECTIONS: mostly detailed rant on how long daily walks dissolve left-brain doom-scrolling harm and invigorate right-brain/heart (and soul!)

May 6, 2026

First: I notice that my three posts referencing ticks (April 26-28) were relatively “unpopular” with readers. Does this mean that ticks have not yet arrived...

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Two substackers who lift veils for me: Elizabeth Nickson and Unbekoming

May 5, 2026

Recent examples of the deep-seeking and wide-ranging posts each creates, both from May 2, 2026.   Elizabeth NicksonHere’s how it starts:   Unbekoming (for his...

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“STAGED”? Examples: Trump’s bee photo, assasination attempt, Wilcock “suicide”

May 4, 2026

What is “staged,” what not? And what does “staged” imply? Well, that the occasion was “set-up” before it actually happened; that the whole thing went...

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A LARGER PERSPECTIVE ON MY TICK TRAUMA

April 30, 2026

So, what are ticks for? Answer: they both serve as food for other species, as well as work to “cull” other species. Including humans? Yes....

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REFLECTIONS ON Turkey Vulture Poop Blessings

April 28, 2026

Here I am, it’s Tuesday, and I’m still trying to process Turkey Vulture poop from high above landing on my head twice in one day,...

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YESTERDAY: Nature Dropped Turkey Vulture Poop on my Head from Far Above. TWICE!

April 27, 2026

Like all of us, I’ve been more and more suckered into looking at, and sometimes attaching to, all sorts of exponentially thudding, for me, mostly...

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Alt-Epistemology? Or: Mars rules, damn it!

April 21, 2026

Note: Alt-Epistemology ebook here: https://tendrepress.com/alt-epistemology/   A number of conversations, both in groups, and one to one, have annoyed me recently. Or maybe I should...

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MY CONTRARIAN (non-allopathic) ATTITUDE REGARDING HEALTH: includes probiotic, dental

April 20, 2026

WOW: I see that I forgot to post this draft on April 9th! So I will post it now, and update afterwards.   Forgot to...

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What Is Your Epistemology?

April 16, 2026

Or maybe I should say, “What is YOUR epistemology?” I.e., how do you manage? control? integrate? interface the connection? division? between what’s inside you and...

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Walking Reflections on the Future of Education: Indiana University (with photos)

April 15, 2026

Scampi and I took a walk through the mile-long IU campus today (its eastern edge about 6 blocks from where I live) and I brought...

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Brownstone Supper Club discussion: WHAT IS AI, AND DOES IT INVITE EXTINCTION?

April 14, 2026

Yesterday evening I participated, with more than two dozen others, in another local Brownstone Supper Club event, in an upstairs room at a beloved downtown...

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DANCES OF UNIVERSAL PEACE: three day immersion

April 13, 2026

At some point I’ll get an email with the photo of our entire group, 60 strong, including 6 incredible musicians, and numerous dance leaders. This...

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DETAILED DAILY HEALTH ROUTINE: because, “at 83, the alternative is entropy”

April 8, 2026

I decided I would list, one by one here, my daily health-oriented routine, as the most obvious way of indicating how detailed has become my...

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Reflections on My Judgmental Attitude . . .

April 7, 2026

Yesterday, I had a phone call with an old friend and fellow crone, both of us 83 years old, I’ll call her Bobbie. Much of...

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ASTROLOGY OF ELON MUSK

April 6, 2026

Like most people I know, I’ve long been fascinated with Elon Musk; in fact,  I’d say, if anyone on earth can be said to be...

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REFLECTIONS on Artemis II’s Arrow: to and around the Moon

April 2, 2026

So, on the very night of April 1st Full Moon, humanity flies again to the Moon? Found this on reddit: Wait a minute. Did all...

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MEDITATION ON THE AGING PROCESS

April 1, 2026

Or, I should say, another meditation on the aging process, because actually, I’ve been meditating on the aging process decades now. In fact, my magazine...

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REFLECTIONS ON THE AETHER: Is it real? And if so, what are the ramifications?

March 31, 2026

During the past few days, I have been, once again, contemplating the concept of the “aether’ (or “ether”). It’s a notion that has always intrigued...

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So, I happened to be downtown during yesterday’s NO KINGS rally . . .

March 30, 2026

I was downtown in Bloomington on Saturday, sporting a box of used books for a used book store, when I came upon, guess what? A...

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Meme Stream: How INVERSION works.

March 26, 2026

This morning I asked grok: And got this: I asked because I see the following meme stream as illustrating how inversion works: Start here: Then,...

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Reflections on the Current Energy Crisis

March 25, 2026

“What happens the first time is tragedy, the second time is farce.” — Karl Marx Well, what about the third time, and the fourth, the...

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Reflections on the Transmogrification of “CELEBRATING DIVERSITY”: VDH on “Ungracious Immigrants”

March 24, 2026

A wonderful essay by seasoned historian Victor Davis Hanson has been picked up all over the internet in the last few days. Just google it...

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OF TWO MINDS (as usual): The Iranian Knot and Gravelling the Paths

March 23, 2026

This morning, as I set off for another weekly run of four mornings in a row on this blog, I was flummoxed. Couldn’t help but...

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CRONEVERSATION: I reminisce with old friend Claudia on how early relationships with our Dads shaped our lives with partners

March 20, 2026

Yesterday evening, I contacted my old friend Claudia, whom I first met in 1986, and who co-counseled with me during the seven-year period when I...

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SPRING EQUINOX 2026: In this time of collective darkness, can I, personally, shine light? Can I hold my own center, balanced between extremes?

March 19, 2026

Two aspects stand out in the chart for tomorrow’s official Equinox date (March 20) and time (10:46 AM EST), when light and dark momentarily balance...

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GRIFFY TRAIL PHOTOS as we near Spring Equinox: A Walking Meditation

March 18, 2026

Two days from now, after a number of failed early attempts, Spring will officially have sprung. Several times, in February and March, local temps have...

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TENDRE PRESS live: “Dance of the Decades”

March 17, 2026

Once I was fully immersed in this massive recap project, I began to realize that it was one way that a woman of advanced age...

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TENDRE PRESS (now live): backstory

March 16, 2026

Over this past weekend, I decided it was time to make the infinitely revamped and transformed tendrepress.com website live. This, after an extremely long process,...

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REGULUS entrances me into the Woo

March 12, 2026

I received a very interesting message from my friend and fellow UFO conference attendee Joan Bird, a few days ago. This refers to Chris Bledsoe,...

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TRUMP’S EPIC FURY: Astrological Reflections

March 11, 2026

The usual critique of Trump decries his continual self-congratulatory narcissistic display. And yes, I flinch too; how many of us dare to beat ourselves on...

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“EPIC FURY”: Trump’s Triumph?

March 10, 2026

I’ve had these two memes on my desk top for quite a while. Time to drag them here. Of course there are lots of opinions....

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TIME GLITCHES over the weekend leave me baffled

March 9, 2026

I drove to the  Winter’s Farmer’s Market Saturday morning, as usual. Left here around 7:45. Takes 15 minutes to get there. Wanted to walk prior...

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Shining through the Prevailing Gloom, THIS! As if the Dark was shot through with Light . .

March 5, 2026

Here’s what it looks like outside, this morning. Supposed to stop raining, for now, at around 9 AM. But who knows what’s next weatherwise, and...

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REFLECTIONS: On Re-Centering inside Iran Perplexity

March 4, 2026

I must admit . . . this Iran perplexity is getting to me. Is climbing inside me, coursing through me. Not what actually is happening...

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“BOMB BOMB BOMB IRAN”? What is really going on?

March 3, 2026

This morning, I again heard from Angela, wondering where exactly should she go on the island of Crete? I had been planning on sending her...

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REFLECTIONS ON THE CRONE, and my new “Advisor” role

March 2, 2026

Over the weekend I inadvertently resumed my lifelong “activist” role, but with a significant shift as of last evening’s conversation with a neighbor half my...

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THIS DEMANDING MOMENT IN SPACE/TIME: Personal Shadow Work within Collective Shadow Work

February 26, 2026

Okay. Back to further exploration of the dark/light integration that demands our attention (Monday and Tuesday posts this week). But first: ‘Twas fun to take...

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My playful personal SOTU aftermath with GROK

February 25, 2026

Darn! Was going to watch the SOTU, but fell asleep even before it began. And now I hear it was 1 hour and 18 minutes...

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THE BLEEDING RUINS OF OUR TIME: Mexico, Epstein Files, etc.

February 23, 2026

Over the weekend, a call from an old friend, whom I’ll identify here as Angela. She is currently traveling through Greece and wants my advice...

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Saturn/Neptune at 0°44 Aries: EGOS HAVE NO STATUS HERE

February 19, 2026

Note: Tomorrow, February 20, at 7:54 AM, EST, the Saturn and Neptune conjunction reaches exactness at 0°44 Aries (zero degrees, forty four minutes). I plan...

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What I PERSONALLY went through during our Collective Lift-off

February 18, 2026

Yesterday, on lift-off day (See posts for Monday and Tuesday), when I woke up this image came into my mind: of a flock of cardinals,...

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I PANT TO KEEP UP with February astrology . . .

February 17, 2026

Note from an 83-year-old. I not only pant, I just about wet my pants! Yesterday, I got so gobsmacked by the ultra rare Saturn/Neptune at...

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BRAND NEW BEGINNING: Saturn/Neptune at 0° Aries.

February 16, 2026

Are you aware that Saturn entered Aries on February 13th, around 7:12 PM EST? And that when it did so it also began its deeply...

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Are YOU Dancing through the Decades?

February 12, 2026

I’m in the final stages of getting the new archival website, a transformed tendrepress.com, up and running. ‘Twill be filled with bio material, for example,...

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Life in the pulsing center of the Uranus Return

February 11, 2026

Note: See yesterday’s post. Here’s an interesting, detailed essay on astrological returns, each of them a circle that, as it closes, shifts into spiral. Notice...

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Don’t argue; RADIATE! A Discourse on LOVE

February 10, 2026

Thinking about making this into a tee-shirt: At 83 years old, on my daily 4-mile walks (which lately include carefully navigating over ice; I sometimes...

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NATURE IS UNCANNY: I watch as thousands of crows . . .

February 9, 2026

I’ve long had an interest in crows and ravens. In fact, the magazine Crone Chronicles (1989-2001) was ignited via a nighttime visit from a Raven,...

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REFLECTIONS ON “THE NEWS”: Have you ever popped a boil on your own body?

February 5, 2026

Have you ever popped a boil on your own body? I have. Weird. And no fun. Especially the aftermath. That area must be cleaned and...

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IS “OBJECTIVITY” POSSIBLE? An Alt-Epistemological Exploration

February 4, 2026

Within the past year or two, I began to see references to the “Overton Window.” Hmmm. . . intriguing. What is it? Hmmm . ....

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Ready or not, we are heading towards LIFT-OFF

February 3, 2026

I thought I posted here yesterday, as usual, Monday through Thursday mornings, for the first of four posts weekly. But apparently I must have cancelled...

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Adventures into Snowmageddon Aftermath

January 28, 2026

Geez! Rather than walking glorious, mostly cleared paths through trees and among large limestone buildings to the western edge of the IU campus, this morning...

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FEARING FABULOUS FERN

January 26, 2026

Was (is?) this weather event, this so-called “Fern,” geo-engineered? And before that, were the chem trails that I was seeing crisscrossing the skies day in...

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PLUTO IN AQUARIUS: This Indiana Football Team Set the Tone

January 22, 2026

Very slow moving Death/Rebirth Pluto, with a 248 year cycle, left 29° Capricorn in March 2023 for 0° Aquarius for the first time since this...

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Forced ReStart to Trump’s Trip to Davos

January 21, 2026

On his way to Davos to deliver god only knows what kind of searing lecture to the assembled globalists, likely on his plans for Greenland,...

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Indiana Football Scores . . . GEEZ!

January 20, 2026

I couldn’t help myself. Tried to watch the game, but quickly realized I would have to pay money to do so. So I contented myself...

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REFLECTIONS ON COLLEGE FOOTBALL: Let Us Encourage Pretend Enemies!

January 19, 2026

On the verge of an historic victory this evening, when the rags-to- riches, worst-to-best IU football team (15-0) takes on Miami this evening  . ....

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Marco Rubio Meme Stream: Oh My!

January 15, 2026

This man wears so many hats! Designated Secretary of State during the second Trump administration, that was back in January 2025, just one year ago,...

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REFLECTIONS ON TERRITORIES, in Space, and in Time: “Greenland,” “Israel,” Scott Adams life review

January 14, 2026

Today, as warlike Mars presses onto the Sun, both in stratetic, goal-oriented Capricorn, and Trumpian pressure on Greenland as the next territory to “conquer,” after...

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Either I’m nuts, or I’m not. And guess what? I’m NOT.

January 12, 2026

Three days have gone by since I last posted. Three days whirred by, sucked into oblivion. Yesterday, checking grok’s AI, how “accurate” is it, which...

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Reflections on THE SINGULARITY (from one who is still embodied)

January 8, 2026

Over the past few days, Sun has been synching with both Venus and Mars in Capricorn, joined now by Mercury, all of which at least...

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Personally Pursuing the PULSING PRESENCE of Interpersonal Alchemy: Three Encounters

January 7, 2026

  I sense that my new “purpose” has already been invoked, and involves extraordinary encounters with, usually, old friends, but not always. Each encounter blows...

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FURTHER REFLECTIONS, MADURO OP: Are we inside (another kind of) “color revolution”?

January 6, 2026

No doubt you’ve seen this extraordinary AI image, right? Oh yeah, but “symbolism will be their downfall,” right? Question: Whose downfall? Another hilarious meme for...

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Reflections on the day after New Years Day . . . Rose Bowl, Nancy, Saturn/Neptune, Bread and Circuses?

January 2, 2026

My paralyzed, nerve-damaged, nearly-60-year-old son Colin Cudmore held his second holiday event — the first was on Christmas Day— yesterday, New Year’s Day, starting at...

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At 83, Older and Wiser: but for WHAT?

December 31, 2025

Note: See the many recent posts. They all tie together in subtle and not so subtle ways. Yesterday’s post was an attempt to invoke the...

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DENTRISTY: Another shibboleth trashed?

December 29, 2025

Well, here we are, another Monday in midwest winter “paradise.” With howling wind outside and much much colder temps. Yesterday and into the evening, and...

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Astrology Mirrors my Neptunian/Utopian Spirit

December 24, 2025

Note: See Monday and Tuesday posts. Hold on to your hats. This post will look technical, since I’m putting two astro charts inside it. Astrologers...

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Reflections on Utopia

December 23, 2025

From yesterday’s post: . . . and noticing how the details of the book internally resonated . . . Yes. Very much so. In fact,...

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Three Day Birthday Retreat . . . Body and Mind, Walk and Read

December 22, 2025

See last post. My three day birthday retreat at Turkey Run State Park . . . . . . how to present it here with...

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Annual Birthday Retreat starts today

December 18, 2025

I take off this morning for my annual three day birthday retreat, to stay in an Indiana State Forest Inn. This year, it’s Turkey Run!...

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THE GRINCH AND THE ANGEL: within myself

December 16, 2025

As we approach the longest dark of the year, the holy day called Winter Solstice, I cannot help but notice, each morning during my four-mile...

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FERNANDO MENDOZA: living archetype for our times

December 15, 2025

I tend to pay attention to “sports” in the daily local paper, which I still — can you believe? — subscribe to, print edition! What...

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Herstory, as told through my teeth

December 10, 2025

Looking at my teeth, you’d never know the long road they’ve traveled. This morning I spent at the dentist, having a new porcelain crown inserted...

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Yesterday evening, my first public talk in Bloomington

December 9, 2025

Remember this? Yesterday evening was the long-awaiting event where I spoke in public about Green Acres Village. As I introduced myself to those present (about...

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Early December Meme Stream Turbulence

December 3, 2025

Oh, let’s just relax, okay? Complain about silly things . . . After all, it’s the internet, dummy? What can you expect? The internet charges...

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HERE WE GO. Is this why Disclosure was amped up NOW?

December 3, 2025

  Especially since it’s just now been made public that the vax caused childhood deaths? See Margaret Menge, latest three posts on her Crossroads Report....

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“Age of Disclosure”? Or: Age of Deception

December 1, 2025

I vote for the latter. Not because I don’t want disclosure, but because I do feel that this much ballyhooed film is rolling out now...

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Saturn/Neptune in Pisces: Reflecting on Cultural Scams

November 24, 2025

I’m becoming highly aware of just how much the current Neptune/Saturn conjunction in late Pisces continues to affect/infect my awareness. It’s as if I’ve entered...

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THE TURNING POINT: How TOXIC BRAIN Cleansed — Overnight!

November 20, 2025

Note: See yesterday’s post. Last night seems to have possibly signaled a crucial turning point in this current highly eruptive, first ever Uranus Return phase...

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Meditation on “THE BIG BANG” and beyond . . .

November 18, 2025

I can say that I came into this life with a bang, a Big Bang; in other words, I emerged from the soft, close darkness...

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Last week’s dilemma not solved, but dissolved.

November 17, 2025

I assumed that my supposedly three days each week “free” (from this blog) would likely be taken up with continuing cogitations . . . See...

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“IT’S ALL FAKE” . . . except when it’s not!

November 13, 2025

And it’s decidedly not in the invisible bubble that I, for one, apparently live inside of. Because as I go around the world in my...

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11/11/25. I reflect on Socialism . . .

November 11, 2025

. . . as the human drive towards connectedness run amuck. Okay, speaking off the top of my head here . . . Remember: we...

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Cackling Crones Caw for Chaos . . . Oops! NO!

November 10, 2025

I was speaking with my dearest old friend, Claudia, on the phone last night (we check in three or four times a year; she lives...

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Pain in the Neck, AGAIN . . .

November 3, 2025

Over the past few days I have been working with memories, as they are buried in the body. Was going to post this morning, but...

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“She doesn’t want to die!”

October 30, 2025

No. Not me. My car! Finally, after nearly 20 years, my sweet faithful black Prius, which I bought used (10,000) for $19K and drove nearly...

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Meeting Sekhmet, again.

October 30, 2025

Note: technical issues kept me from posting yesterday. So I plan to post twice today, and once tomorrow, before taking my three days off per...

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Is the US about to experience its own (version of) “Hunger Games”?

October 28, 2025

Yesterday, as I was thinking about personal implications of the fact that November 1 may signal the day to live on in infamy, meaning the...

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3IAtlas on my Mind. No; IN my Mind. And it’s not fun, it’s WEIRD!

October 27, 2025

Interesting, that I should suddenly spit out that little word “weird.” Hmmm. . . etymology? I’m wondering: should I consider 3iAtlas merely a psy-op, meant...

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More on 3i Atlas: Historical reflections, current conundrums

October 23, 2025

Unsurprisingly, 3i Atlas is still in “the news.” And, in fact, this “comet”? “space ship from afar?” is due to be closest to earth on...

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ZOMBIELAND: In Vast Macabre Detail!

October 22, 2025

I took these photos this morning, after thinking about taking them for weeks! Simply astonished at this display in the front yard of a house...

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3I Atlas: Fear Porn? I Dive into my own F.E.A.R.

October 21, 2025

First, what does the name “3I Atlas” refer to? Frankly, I prefer “3rd eye” Atlas, referring to the center of the forehead, associated with the...

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NO KINGS Meme Stream

October 20, 2025

I collected all sorts of memes, twitter posts, etc., following the No Kings protest day. So here’s a thread documenting my findings, which, of course,...

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SILLY(?) PEREGRINATIONS: Meme Stream, Mid-October 2025

October 16, 2025

A very long time ago, I dashed off something that I decided to keep. In case you find my old note too hard to read,...

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IS TRANS INSANITY TUMBLIN’ DOWN?

October 15, 2025

Here’s the first notice I received via twitter that the trans insanity is tumblin’ down.     Ever since then this graph has been copied...

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Reflections on the suddenly announced Peace Plan for Gaza/Israel

October 9, 2025

I’ve tried to stay clear of anything to do with the Middle East, especially where it concerns Israel. The history of the region is so...

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Some reflections on the 3I/Atlas disturbance

October 8, 2025

  Who, by this time, has NOT heard about 3I/Atlas? (Or as one person put it, third eye Atlas?) A gigantic comet? (but with no...

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My weekend at the 2nd annual INTENTION CONVENTION

October 6, 2025

Friday late afternoon through Sunday late morning, I drove from Bloomington 55 minutes east on North State Road 67 to Sage Valley, a 17-acre eco-village...

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Saturn/Neptune once more: I RETURN TO THE BMV

October 2, 2025

I DID return yesterday afternoon to the BMV, bearing needed docs (social security card and two recent pieces of mail addressed to me) and successfully...

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Saturn/Neptune Reflections on Eisenstein’s THE SPELLERS

September 30, 2025

At first, when I saw the title of Charles Eisenstein’s latest essay, I assumed he was referring to those who use language to deceive, to...

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(My) MASTER PLAN: Uranus Returns to put my life in perspective

September 25, 2025

See last post. Well, I “got myself back together” overnight. Sorta. Kinda. Not easy to do when  interruptive, volatile, crazy-making transit Uranus is still sitting...

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Gobsmacked in the muddled middle of METAMORPHOSIS

September 24, 2025

As much as I would like to do what I said I would do today yesterday, I can’t. My mind, emotions and soul have been...

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Yesterday’s post revealed my own unconscious biases . . .

September 23, 2025

Note: See last post. Please do read both Laura Bruno’s two comments on fine points of the astrology of Charlie Kirk and his (apparent) death;...

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ALL THE WORLD’S A STAGE, including the Charlie Kirk extravaganza?!?

September 22, 2025

I return to posting from my recently instituted three-day weekend off, when of course, I was hoping to relax. Ha! Even more than usual, I...

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On the brink of the 2025 Autumn Equinox: MEME FEVER DREAM

September 18, 2025

Memes have been collecting on desktop like crazy. So here goes, in two parts: First: The nitty gritty of  “what we’re up against,” of what...

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Third (and final?) post on BRAVER ANGELS: Let us cultivate “relentless optimism”

September 17, 2025

Dignity over Violence was the actual name of the event I attended via zoom Sunday evening, September 14. I just looked at the photos I...

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BRAVER ANGELS: “We cannot be a country where disagreeing in public is a death sentence.”

September 16, 2025

The above quote is from Heather Blakeslee, one of the panelists at Sunday evening’s event. More from her below. I just went through my hastily...

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WHICH WAY DO WE LIVE? With fear in our hearts, or with love?

September 11, 2025

A part of me felt that maybe I should not have posted yesterday’s piece, questioning the reality of the Charlotte N.C. murder. Because the one...

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FAKE NEWS? Homeless black dude murders Ukrainian model on Charlotte subway??

September 10, 2025

Something about this sudden viral event (even though it supposedly occurred nearly a month ago) just wasn’t sitting right with me. It seemed so convenient,...

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VACCINE CONUNDRUM: Trump USES Contradictions

September 9, 2025

See this: And yet, here’s what puzzles me. I’m not the only one. Why did/does Trump “waffle” on this topic and others? Just the other...

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GASLIGHT DEPARTMENT: Are YOUR nurses still dancing?

September 8, 2025

Remember this? From the Opening Ceremony 2012 Olympics. This predictive event is typical, of what the PTB do to subdue, confuse, and gaslight us. It’s...

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MEME STREAM, with commentary: Hijacking the Rainbow — and beyond

September 4, 2025

Walking through Goat Park today, as usual I had to pass by what is to me, locally, the most prominent “fuck you” to anyone who...

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Jean-Claude: “Trump just needed a way to save face.”

September 3, 2025

Re: the continuing broohaha: See this from Jean Claude, who is much more forgiving than I am. But then I remember Trump’s chart, with that...

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Precise Timing? Trump, Q+, and Operation Warp Speed

September 1, 2025

And boy did the shift begin — on the very next day! Right away, this from the MSM. Celia Farber breaks it all down and...

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DISCOVERY: I have reached the limits of my intelligence

September 1, 2025

Way back in graduate school, 1967, I told my teacher that I wanted to write a paper on “the concept of Time.” “Time?” He scoffed....

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 3: Yugen, Meraki

August 28, 2025

Yugen: Etymology: Made up of two Japanese characters. The first, “yu,” means dim or difficult to see. The second, “gen,” originally described the dark, tranquil color...

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 2: Pronoia, Raku, Seijaku

August 27, 2025

Pronoia: Etymology: From the ancient Greek: For + (nous) mind. Pay attention to especially the last sentence of the above. The modern use of pronoia...

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SEVEN WORDS OF WISDOM, part 1: “Yutori,” “Meliorism”

August 26, 2025

I’ve decided to spend some time, this lovely, sun-dappled morning, during which I have already taken my four mile walk plus watered the back yard...

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Meme Stream: Looking back to go forward . . .

August 25, 2025

Yeah. It appears that in order to move forward, we need to spend some time looking back, checking out what really happened, who did it,...

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Heavenly Harmony Prevails (and I got the details wrong)

August 19, 2025

See yesterday’s post. WOW. I was totally wrong about one assumption: that Zelensky would be obstinate, buttressed by his European cronies. . .  Instead they...

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Post-Summit Reflections on the Saturn/Neptune conjunction in Aries

August 18, 2025

For those who complain, echoing the MSM: why didn’t Trump get a deal with Putin over the weekend? Why did he fail? Etc. etc. Ever...

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Sun-kissed Reflections on the Jupiter/Venus Conjunction

August 13, 2025

For the past three days, puppy Scampi and I have been taking our four mile walks (and yes, with painful right knee, see recent posts)...

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Uranus/Saturn Breakthrough: knee pain signals need to return to crucial early memory

August 12, 2025

The painful right knee continues to fester, especially when getting up from sitting down, or getting out of bed. I have to be very careful....

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Today: It’s “Touch and Go” with Me

August 11, 2025

Over the weekend, I was internally bothered by the fact that on Thursday I had called Donald Trump into question by referring to Lada Ray’s...

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More on Civilizational Collapse, and the Interruptive Function of AWARENESS

August 7, 2025

Here’s another way of describing the ever-ongoing civilizational cycle of emergence/growth/maturity/death  that I forgot to include in yesterday’s post (which, BTW, was more Uranian than...

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Re: VARIETIES OF (civilizational) COLLAPSE: including the U.S.(?) the Earth (?), the Academy (?), and Me (?).

August 6, 2025

You’ve probably heard of Carol Quigley’s perspective on history, one of many to agree that civilizations begin, grow, mature, and collapse, just like people do,...

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As Uranus Return Begins: LIKE TWO SHARP ELECTRIFIED WIRES, FUSED

August 5, 2025

Realization sinking in: my Uranus return, the first and only one in my life (unless I remain in this body until it is still kicking...

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REAL OR FAKE? Who knows? and Ultimately, Who Cares?

July 30, 2025

Well, well. Are we about to go dark? According to Simpson prediction, YES. TODAY! July 30th. Hmm, it’s 11 AM here and lights, internet, and...

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SUMMER OF 2025: As “reality” fragments into itsy bitsy flakes of (possible) fakery, I remember two “channels” from long ago

July 29, 2025

Yes. No matter what happens or does not happen now, in the summer of 2025; no matter what I hear or see in “the news;”...

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OLD WOMAN RANT: ON “Medications,” “Money,” “Causes” — and FLEAS!

July 28, 2025

Notice how I titled this piece. Medications, Money, and Causes are all in quotes. FLEAS is not. The quotes signify second-order reality; conjured up out...

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“Alt-Epistemology:” KNOWBODY KNOWS ANYTHING:

July 23, 2025

The (mostly “good”) “news” is breaking so fast, now that Uranus has slipped into Gemini, that it’s as if I’ve been climbing a steep stairs,...

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ME MEAN MEME STREME, EXTREME, YEEK!

July 22, 2025

Sometime I just want to scream. Not that it does any good. Besides, who gives a shit, just who is “right” or “wrong”??!? Current conundrums...

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Two Worthwhile Reposts: The One Follows the Other

July 21, 2025

First from Laura Bruno, her reading for the upcoming New Moon in Leo. And by the way, I think she’s absolutely right about how the...

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The stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein”

July 17, 2025

  Before I begin this god-awful piece on the stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein,”  remember, in the memorable words of Zach Bush, M.D.:...

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As my first and only URANUS RETURN begins: A Retrospective

July 16, 2025

Note: the “meaning” of any planet in one’s life is gleaned from the first experience of  its cycle as a whole. Saturn, for example, with...

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SAILING INTO THE GREAT UNKNOWN, Part 2

July 15, 2025

These two posts (see part 1) are an exercise in Alt-Epistemology.    Those of us old enough to remember the heyday of Donald Rumsfeld will...

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One Dead Computer; Several Conclusions re: Epstein Op.

July 9, 2025

  Yesterday, late morning, my seven-year-old MacBook Air computer went black. Took it over to the Geek Squad at nearby Best Buy to see if...

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More on Trusting Trump

July 8, 2025

Let’s make one thing clear. The word “trust” can be used in two ways. The first is predictability, so that, if one is “trustworthy,” it...

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And who, really, are those who surround Trump?

July 7, 2025

Seldom do I put up more than one post a day. (In fact, I’ve been delberately confining myself to four posts each week, Monday through...

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WHO, REALLY, IS DONALD TRUMP???

July 7, 2025

Buckle up. This is going to be a long post. And worth your time, I promise. What I hope to do, mostly via X/twitter, is...

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Uranus enters Gemini: MENTAL ACCELERATION TO THE MAX

July 2, 2025

  On July 7, the planet Uranus, which denotes sudden, ereuptive, irreversible change, moves from Taurus into Gemini. Uranus has an 84 year cycle, which...

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MEME STREAM as we burst into July, 2025

July 1, 2025

Who would have known that my concentration as a doctoral student in philosophy at Boston University, way back between 1966 and 1972, namely EPISTEMOLOGY, would...

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Did Trump’s “fucked” remark just ignite global transfiguration?

June 25, 2025

While I don’t pretend to understand the deep roots of the current state of Israel, or the checkered history of the entire region, I do...

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SWIRLING THROUGH SYMBOLIC SYMPHONY: Sheldrake, Q, Geddes, Quantum Tumbler

June 24, 2025

Note: this post does not follow any logical progression, rather it loops . . . Not that I meant to do that, but something in...

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The Beauty (of the Dances) and the Beast (within Me): DRAGON SLAYING!

June 23, 2025

Monday morning, “time to start again,” I said to myself I as I went to my computer and found the mouse not working. Oops! Given...

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Trump the Magician sets stage for another shocking reversal?

June 19, 2025

I’ve decided to mostly focus on right here, right now, in this blog. However, there are times when (one possible) 40,000 foot view seduces me....

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Abruptly, I shift from F.E.A.R. into Aliveness . . .

June 18, 2025

Note: And I do mean abruptly! In the middle of composing this post I shifted. Spelling out my feelings in words on the page “did...

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I tend to forget that tee-shirts can also be memes . . .

June 17, 2025

On my long walk with puppy Scampi two days ago, I had two strange encounters that puzzled me no end. Several times, when people would...

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Feverish mind discovers Quantum Tumbler — and more

June 16, 2025

Let’s see . . . what’s foremost on my feverish mind? Is it the cat crunching on the dead rabbit under my bed last night...

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ASTROLOGICAL OVERVIEW: Time to move from Denial and Despair to Devotion and Delight!

June 12, 2025

While I appreciate Mike Adams, I also consider him somewhat of a doomer. Which to this double Sagittarian, is a downer. However, as we slog...

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ALIVENESS: Key to Human Survival? June 9th “Supper Club” rocked!

June 11, 2025

On Monday this week, I attended my fifth Supper Club, a new monthly Bloomington venue for the those in this academic town who don’t suffer...

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OMMIGOD: I stop posting for three days, hoping to leave “the news” behind. Joke!

June 9, 2025

Here I thought I was beginning to quell my own addiction to screens. Wrong! As the world heats up, so does my addiction. As one...

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Several 40,000 Feet Views of “THE (present) PRECIPICE”

June 5, 2025

While I prefer “staying home,” and focus most of my four-day-per-week (Monday through Thursday with three days off) posts in that manner, today I choose...

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My sons, Sean and Colin, both focused — EXTREMELY — on their bodies . . .

June 4, 2025

I decided I wanted to do a post comparing the lives of my two sons, Colin (59) and Sean (61). Because both of them are...

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Where the River Meets the Sea

May 29, 2025

So, yesterday, I posted the entire 217 combined pdf of my Alt-Epistemology collection, knowing full well that nobody, but nobody, will read it. The purpose...

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Meming It in May 2025.

May 27, 2025

Let’s begin with the usual apocalyptically bad news; And yet, this meme is out there, in public, with a growing aware audience! Most of whom...

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Saturn/Neptune in Aries: HUGE SURPRISE, FOR ME.

May 26, 2025

After I published the last post, on Thursday May 22 (I’m taking Fridays through Sundays off, for the time being) my astute friend and astrologer...

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I resume my former life post-trip. Or do I?

May 20, 2025

For about 20 years, starting in my mid-50s, I traveled extensively, visiting numerous European, Asian and Aouth American countries. But then, suddenly, in 2019, I...

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Notes from a week-long adventure in consciousness

May 19, 2025

My old friend Joan Bird and I  got back home late Saturday from a very eventful car trip. (See last post.) Here we are sitting...

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About to attend midwest UFO conference

May 12, 2025

Today I head west three hours to Grafton, Illinois, for an annual four day midwest UFO Convention, my first in many many years. I was...

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WAR OR PEACE: Reflections on the Ubiquity of Frequency

May 8, 2025

I was one of those kids who was terrible at math. Ever since I asked my teacher in first grade, “But, but, but . ....

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May 1, BELTANE! Let Us Scatter Fertile Seeds of Endless Love

May 1, 2025

Here we are. May 1: Beltane! One of the four seasonal cross-quarter days, this one celebrates the fullness of Spring, nature’s and human fertility. I...

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COMING RIGHT UP? And if so, BLACKOUT BRILLIANCE!

April 30, 2025

Researching for this post, I searched duck duck go this morning, for answer to  “blackouts occurred recently in Spain and where else and for how...

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Always ask, and do you (I) dare: “BY WHAT AUTHORITY?”

April 28, 2025

Notice:   Mea culpa,  but it’s spring, liver time, and this is one pissed off liverish post! Must go dig up some dandelion roots, chop...

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Zowee! I’m an ODD duck? Thanks, Charles.

April 23, 2025

Don’t worry. I’ll explain the title. To begin: We seem to be living on earth in the 21st century AD as a morphing mutant species....

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A Personal Encounter with the Demonic

April 22, 2025

Several days ago, I was out on my morning walk with puppy Scampi when I came across an old friend, about my age, whom I...

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ASTROLOGY OF DEATH OF POPE FRANCIS

April 21, 2025

Here’s the chart for 7:35 AM, 4/21/25, Rome Italy.   I tend to see this chart that times the death of Pope Francis as symbolic...

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Yesterday’s Auspicious Meeting of Minds and Hearts!

April 15, 2025

On a downtown street yesterday evening, on my way to the Brownstone Institute Midwest Supper Club held here in Bloomington, once again very much looking...

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SO, WHERE ARE WE NOW?

April 9, 2025

I’d say this is about right. Yup.

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Maureen Richmond’s perspective on the astrology of April 2025

April 7, 2025

Oops! I had wanted to post this on Friday, but it stayed just a draft. Mercury retrograde struck again! As of yesterday, however,  4/6/25, Mercury...

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Sudden (Yurt) Emergency: working together; ’twas both fun and necessary!

April 2, 2025

In this first-ever-since-the-U.S.-Civil-War Neptune in Aries season, Have you noticed? It’s crucial to remain centered, no matter what? Who knows what will rush down the...

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From Pisces to Aries: Our deepest challenges are LOCAL

April 1, 2025

Please realize: No matter what I put up at any point in this blog, it’s provisional, speculative, a scattering of shots in the dark. WHO...

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LIMINAL LIMITS REACHED: Saturn/Neptune on the Brink

March 28, 2025

I was going to begin my three-day weekend break from daily posting today, but the historic Neptune/Saturn situation — both moving from Pisces to Aries...

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Invisible Covid Tendrils Persist

March 27, 2025

Three days ago, a sudden, flooding reminder of the mass mind control fear virus that gripped the global population five years ago: one of my...

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ASTROLOGY of 2025: What’s coming right up!

March 26, 2025

2025 will be a year in which those of us survive it will look back on in awe. Sheer awe. Here are three attempts to...

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As Transit Sun begins to conjunct Neptune: ASTRONAUTS SPLASH DOWN, JFK FILES RELEASED within minutes!

March 19, 2025

I’ll start this post slowly. . . Looking over recent posts, I realize that I’m as “bad” as any TDS “normie,”  in that Donald Trump,...

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Today’s ALt-EPISTEMOLOGICAL CONUNDRUM: Is Trump a Zionist? Or: am I a fool for suspecting that he is?

March 18, 2025

Looking over Martin Geddes substack today, where he prompts chatDPT to identify and describe ” five different levels of awareness (of what’s really going on...

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MEME DREAM FEVER after three day weekend . . .

March 17, 2025

I wish I could say that I utilized my three day weekend to do a screen fast, at least part of the time. But I...

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SOUL-NOURISHING FRUITS of One Totally Sleepless Night

March 13, 2025

For the past two nights, my sleep has been seriously disturbed. No don’t get me wrong. It’s always disturbed, in that I have to drag...

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Follow up on yesterday’s post: IS TRUMP A NARCISSIST?

March 11, 2025

Re: yesterday’s post on narcissism, question: Is Trump a Narcissist? Answer: yes. Of course. With warlike Mars in kingly Leo conjunct the self-expressive Leo Ascendant...

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Methodology to Break Through Our Culture of Narcissism

March 10, 2025

  Reading through the latest Martin Geddes essay — “Crypto Metaphysics” — London, Wed 12th March — I was struck by his references to today’s...

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MEME STREAM in the maelstrom

March 6, 2025

Today, I wanted to create another meme stream. It’s been a while, and my meme folder is humongous and expanding. But what to concentrate on?...

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Post-Speech Assessment: DON COLOSSUS

March 5, 2025

Lying in bed last night, I was able to listen to probably half of Trump’s long-awaited speech before drifting off. What struck me: Trump, more...

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TRUE? Gurdjieff: (Most) “people are machines”

March 3, 2025

I know I sure was, up until the moment when a book fell to floor from a Cambridge Massachusetts bookstore shelf in 1966 as I...

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MEA CULPA: I was likely dead wrong, yesterday.

February 27, 2025

Looking back on yesterday’s post, I see myself as a fool — once again. I assumed that there was no good reason for withholding the...

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EPSTEIN FILES: Are we being gobsmacked by Pam Bondi and Kash Patel?

February 26, 2025

Yesterday, I, along with multitudinous others on X/twitter, got suddenly, seemingly, gobsmacked, by two of our new heroes:  Pam Bondi and Kash Patel. Supposedly they...

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My Experience at Bloomington’s TOWN HALL

February 24, 2025

Two days ago, I decided to attend a “Town Hall” to be held at the Unitarian Universalist church. I was curious; wanted to become more...

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Re: DOGE: Oops! Sudden Switch from Ecstasy to Compassion

February 18, 2025

Until sometime yesterday afternoon I was in a near-continuous state of inner ecstasy as I contemplated the ongoing extraordinary deflation of the administrative state balloon,...

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Cultural shocks; interpersonal sweetness. Which is more real?

February 17, 2025

Another winter storm two nights ago, with this time, about five inches, which turned icy yesterday. Tried to walk puppy Scampi at around 8 AM,...

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OF SHOCKS AND TEDIUM . . .

February 13, 2025

Am I the only one for whom things are getting crazier and crazier? No. It’s true for all of us. We all know it. How...

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TODAY’S FULL MOON IN LEO IN TENSE T-CROSS WITH URANUS . . .

February 12, 2025

Hey folks, if you’re like me, you’re being extra-careful today. Full of care. Caring. Heart-centered. Aware. Awake. And Allowing. Whatever is meant to happen, will....

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Let’s face it, folks: THIS QUICKENING IS OURS!

February 11, 2025

What I most appreciate about the current breathtaking Trump/Elon blitzkrieg, its its sheer audacity. How dare Trump/Elon disrupt the uncomfortable status quo? How dare he...

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GRIFFY LAKE 7-MILE LOOP: I cross one off my bucket list!

February 10, 2025

My older son Sean, who lives in Boulder Colorado, once again (he comes every six months), is here for one week, for daily visits with...

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PAUL CUDENEC OVERVIEW: “one massive world-spanning public-private criminal enterprise”

February 8, 2025

While I’m not at all convinced that the various interconnected parts of the onrolling totalitarian takeover Cudenec depicts will actually succeed (nor is he), given...

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TRUMPIAN OVERVIEW: Domestic and International

February 7, 2025

Check this out. Makes a LOT of sense. Why is Trump supporting Israel, AI & mRNA vaccines? An insightful answer! Joe Lange:  Trump is but...

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TRUST TRUMP?!? series, continued . . . “Save Israel for last” HUH?!?

February 5, 2025

What in hell did Q mean by “Save Israel for last?” A nasty part of me wants to think that it means Israel will finally...

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ALIVENESS: real or faked? Choose.

February 4, 2025

As I go about the world, mostly on foot, I find myself more and more astounded by the extreme differential between my 82-year-old vigor and...

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THE HEAVENS SPEAK: Uranus turned to go direct yesterday, exactly on my natal Moon . . .

February 1, 2025

Oops! I thought I actually posted this piece yesterday. It turns out, NOT. So everything I say here will be one day late . ....

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TRUST TRUMP? The contention keeps accelerating

January 29, 2025

Looking back, part of me wishes I had qualified that “Even so, Trust Trump” header I gave to yesterday’s post: e.g. “Trust Trump (Mostly).” In...

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Even so, YES, TRUST TRUMP — and Trust Our Flowing Love

January 28, 2025

While I have been spending most of my blog time since January 21 alerting myself and others to what I perceive as glaring mistakes made...

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Again. Trust Trump? Waffling.

January 24, 2025

I’m waffling, back and forth. Thought I could stick with Sorensen’s assessment of what’s going on re: AI and Trump, but find it difficult. Plus:...

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David Sorensen: “Trump’s intentions are good.”

January 23, 2025

https://x.com/search?q=Stop%20World%20Control&src=typed_query   I’ve already indicated that, despite my initial freakout, I want to give Trump the benefit of the doubt. See yesterday’s post: Can Trump...

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CAN TRUMP BE TRUSTED?

January 22, 2025

Lots of clues make me wonder. Like the tech CEO billionaires who had special seats for the inaugural events. What’s that about. Like Bill Gates,...

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Inaugural Festivities as OUR Hero’s Journey

January 21, 2025

I imagine I enjoyed viewing the inaugural festivities as much as anyone, especially focusing in on body language of, between, and among people at the...

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Marshall Rosenberg: “All anger is a sign of self-importance.”

January 20, 2025

Oops! Yes. I’m with Celia Farber who, when a friend of hers stated the above, wrote on her new substack post: “I think I said...

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My ballistic encounter with a dear old friend

January 18, 2025

I was speaking two evenings ago, with a dear old high school friend and former husband in our early 30s, who lives in California, figuring...

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Of WHOMPS, and WALKING, and the primacy of the BODY

January 17, 2025

Will the slowly moving concrete ice on the DeKist roof go WHOMP today? If you’re like me, you wouldn’t go in and out the back...

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My Experience of Last Night’s “Supper Club” Launch

January 14, 2025

While walking the two miles downtown to Lennie’s at 6 PM, heading for the launch of the Brownstone Institute’s Midwest Supper Club, I felt invigorated,...

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Personal Reflections on the LA Fires (thanks to Mel Gibson’s remark about his “stuff”)

January 11, 2025

As I continue with my part-time, long term “Recapitulation” Project (nine years now, I’m embarrased to say) to archive the hundreds of essays I’ve written...

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From one remote viewer: TINY, LOADED, GEOPOLITICAL TIDBITS

January 8, 2025

According to young, beautiful, and very experienced remote viewer Elizabeth April (she’s been at this for 14 years already), who claims to get her downloads...

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DANGER! Stomping Slowly, on a Virgo-esque Expedition

January 7, 2025

Sooooo . . . yesterday, staying home, not being outside for my usual vigorous 3-4 mile walk, drove me nuts. Even the snow shoveling didn’t...

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Elon Musk X/tweet? Plus fascinating “remote view” of Elon . . .

December 4, 2024

The above graph looks so clear and simple. I do tend to be-LIE-ve it. On the other hand, I don’t trust anything put out by...

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Beyond immediate post-election drama, to what? Plus, “So there, David Icke.”

November 11, 2024

Spent another weekend mostly off-screen (except for one short session) during the days. Went on another unfamiliar long walk on Saturday with Scampi, followed by...

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Post-Election (Blue)s, plus “occult forces”

November 8, 2024

I gotta say, this made me choke with laughter. Here’s an incisive “psychological/spiritual” analysis of  the deep-seated WHY of leftist women’s meltdown. Long, but the...

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SUDDEN INFLUX OF TEAM SPIRIT: Shocked, thrilled, but aware; what happened to expected chaos?

November 6, 2024

Ommigod, I’m totally, utterly, shocked! Not that the election seemed to come off with hardly a hitch, not that Trump was triumphant, but that the...

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Reflections on the MSG Rally: Dueling Interpretations

October 28, 2024

MSG was at capacity (20,000) for Trump’s massive rally yesterday. Plus 7o,000 more gathered outside. In what used to be Democratic New York. Times have...

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MEME DREAM, October 22, 2024: Personal, Interpersonal, Political

October 22, 2024

The following meme is NOT TRUE. My body is NOT a machine; my body is an organism, one living cell in the larger body of...

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ON ADDICTION: RFK Jr. and Me

September 5, 2024

  I have long felt that at the bottom of our cultural tendency to addiction, is unprocessed grief. That grief lies at the heart of...

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“Two different worlds, we live in . . .” MINE/OURS — AND THEIRS

August 6, 2024

Yesterday, friend Dan, who lived here in this house for four years, and the another year in the third house (of Green Acres Permaculture Village),...

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CONNECT COVID DOTS? Quintuple Increase in Indiana Medicaid Family Caregiver Costs for the Disabled SINCE JULY 2020

February 1, 2024

  On January 26, I noticed, in a front page article in the local Herald-Times, which included info that Indiana Medicaid family caregiver costs, especially...

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No matter how bleak life looks, NEVER GIVE UP!

January 29, 2024

  Was out walking in dreary, cold, wet January afternoon, yesterday, going to five stores in an attempt to find an appropriate birthday card for...

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INVASION CORRECTION: Tucker says not 6 million, 22 MILLION. Where are we, and now what?

January 26, 2024

  See yesterday’s post. Just in case you’re still not alarmed. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOSahvEAO04 Perspective: Note: RFK Jr. and DJT are now aligned on this states’ rights...

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On this morning’s -18° F wind chilled walk, I bow down in gratitude

January 14, 2024

  Walking this morning, without puppy Shadow, except for.a brief foray for him to poop. He was way too reluctant, in this extreme cold, -1°...

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WELCOME TO THE GREAT AWAKENING! (Oops. Not fun.)

December 13, 2023

  While I resonate increasingly into my anarchist roots, or maybe better, my “organic radical” roots, aligned with Paul Cudenec in trusting Nature as brilliant...

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SUMMARY OF OUR EXISTENCE? Not mine.

December 10, 2023

  pic.twitter.com/vE5xrlhCqG — David Wolfe (@DavidWolfe) December 5, 2023 On the one hand, I agree with this assessment. On the other hand, I learned over...

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Let us move beyond “Looking Good While Doing Evil”

December 1, 2023

Not that those driven to kill innocent civilians of either Israel or Palestine are necessarily “looking good.” As the slaughter recommences let us remember: There...

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Jon Rappoport: One Shining Example of How to Decentralize

November 30, 2023

Jon Rappoport has come up with a single, brilliant, obvious way to decimate the Medical Industrial Complex. In fact, his proposal to state governors is...

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What do Dog, Pig, and Duck have in common?

November 13, 2023

When, oh when, will we unique sovereign individual humans learn to find comfort together like these three different species did here, in a tiny container? ...

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More on Maui: Method to Madness?

August 15, 2023

  NOTE: See post from August 11 and parts of yesterday’s post (though title does not indicate).   More from the Health Ranger: This Maui...

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Pluto in Leo Generation Still Drinks the Kool-Aid? Ben and Jerry? Me?

July 10, 2023

  You’d think that, of all the Pluto generations, Pluto in self-expressive, do-my-thing, leonine Leo (1938-1958) would be most sovereign, the most resistant to outside...

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GOVERN-MENT: Govern, control the mass mind, with psy-ops: 911, Covid, Climate Change . . . what’s next?

June 28, 2023

  As I walk about Bloomington Indiana, I am struck by the persistence of those who still wear masks. I’d guess about one in 25...

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NEW BEGINNINGS: Let’s Put Up the Yurt!

May 23, 2023

  Wittgenstein: “It’s difficult to go back to the beginning, and not go further back.” When does anything begin or end? If the universe is...

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Notes from the Center: From DEPRESSION (repressed, stuck anger) to fury (anger I’m highly aware of) overnight.

May 12, 2023

  I, as a “sovereign soul at one with all,” inhabit the exact center of the infinitely expanding universe. AND SO DO YOU. Even so,...

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THE (Border) WAR WITHIN MY MIND

May 11, 2023

  Last night I watched most of the current video put out by Redacted.inc, a production of the wonderfully insightful team, Natali and Clayton Morris...

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Living the Liminal Limbo Land between SOVEREIGNTY and SLAVERY

May 5, 2023

  As I prepare myself for meditation on this early afternoon’s Full Moon/Lunar Eclipse, I also sit inside our seemingly stuck (not to mention extremely...

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POST-2 AM-ANXIETY: Clif High! Laura Bruno! Mother Earth!

April 13, 2023

Last night I lay awake for about four hours, starting at 2 AM (liver time), immobilized by what I can only call anxiety — an...

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PLUTO IN AQUARIUS ACTIVATES. Despite appearances, are we all, underneath, of inherent value?

April 3, 2023

How far are we from Bill Hicks vision? Are the many horrors we are enduring now — as death/rebirth Pluto begins its first, short tumultuous...

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As Pluto moves into Aquarius, Will AI Take Over?

March 6, 2023

It sure looks like it, eh? Watch this until the very end. New AI filter rolled out on tiktok. 😳 pic.twitter.com/9CcxvneF2R — Laura Matsue (@lauramatsue)...

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Meditation on Pluto’s Return to the U.S. Chart and the Nature of Evil

February 28, 2023

  As primal Pluto Returns, for the very first (and last?) time, to the degree which it occupied when the U.S. was born, on July...

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THE DIOXIN CHRONICLES: None of us walk alone on this journey

February 20, 2023

  After two days without assuming I “should” post something concerning my response to “outer world” events, I notice that I’m still somewhat “under the...

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Yeeeeeek! UFO!

February 13, 2023

  How about this? UFO = Unbelievable Fucking Obfuscation Notice the cynical tone to the above tweet? That’s because we just aren’t buying the “UFO”...

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“I SEEK TO LIVE BELOW MONEY.”

January 27, 2023

What? You wonder. What does that mean?  I offer here, the backstory of how I arrived at that remark. But first, let me tell you...

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LAUGHING AT TYRANTS; MOCKING DAVOS

January 21, 2023

  Corbett was on to this strategy way back in 2015. And he cites other slightly less recent figures who were on to it all...

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ALIVE VS ARCHON: Choice Point for Humanity

December 29, 2022

  I am still in the bowels of reading NOT IN HIS IMAGE: Gnostic Visions, Sacred Ecology, and The Future of Belief, capable of absorbing...

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80th Birthday Celebration: Four Day Retreat!

December 17, 2022

  Puppy Shadow and I are going to take off tomorrow for a three-night stay at the lodge in Turkey Run State Park. It will...

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COVID CHRONICLES: As vax truth spreads, the gaslighting begins — and implications reverberate . . .

November 25, 2022

  Oh wow. Now that even the Washington Post admits it . . . . . .  that’s not even counting the deaths from the...

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THREE HOLES BY THE BENCH: A Tall Tale for Troubled Times

November 22, 2022

  Not that this tale is “tall” in the sense that it’s exaggerated or untrue. Just that I have to stand tall to be able...

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MEME MEDLEY: Early November

November 5, 2022

  Amazing! How memes can signal those already familiar with current collapsing conundrums. Here goes:   “Amnesty” article in The Atlantic . . . the...

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MORE MEMES . . . Damn. Still in the background, COVIDIANA!

October 10, 2022

  It’s as if a suppurating wound just won’t heal. However, the entire scenario does seem to be dissolving in front of our eyes. All...

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Burning Bright’s “Bright Brief” for September’s End

September 30, 2022

As we arrive at September’s end, amidst the widening cacophony of who-done-it-and-why interpretations of the Nordstream event — which has already been declared to top...

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ANN K IN MEME LAND: move over, reason; make room for the shock of recognition

September 21, 2022

During the past several weeks, I’ve drifted from trying to comprehend something I notice in the culture via various perspectives, etc., to simply putting out...

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Hmmm . . . MIGHT FAUCI BE THE FALL GUY FOR THE BIG MED/BIG PHARMA/BIG ED/BIG GOV/ BIG BIZ BEHEMOTH?

August 28, 2022

  If you have not yet read RFK Jr.’s excruciating book, The Real Anthony Fauci, please grit your teeth and do so. If you’re like...

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Meme Medley: (Failed) HISTORY OF THE COVID CON

August 26, 2022

Looking back over last 2.5 years . . . Even pre-vax, wasn’t it amazing how the flu cases went to zero as the covid cases...

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THREE ASTRO CHARTS FOR THE MAR-A-LAGO RAID TELL A (TALL?) TALE

August 11, 2022

See yesterday’s post. Here’s the post that I wanted to do yesterday, but got waylaid by my body’s needs. (I’m getting better, the blood vessels...

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My own personal Mars/Uranus/North Node in Taurus Eruption: UPDATE!

August 4, 2022

See yesterday’s post. One thing that blew me away when I finally recognized it: my own “irritability” I mentioned yesterday was the hornet/wasp part of...

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As this week begins, get ready: NEW MOON IN LEO, July 28, 2022, UNUSUALLY SIGNIFICANT!

July 25, 2022

I wanted to get this post out early, since we are heading into a two week period when Mars conjuncts Uranus and the North Node...

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Are we REALLY going to allow the pathocratic globalists to “scare us to death” with another clever con?

July 18, 2022

Must we go over this again? How F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) stresses the immune system? How F.E.A.R. is a deliberate poisonous repeated insertion into...

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WASHINGTON’S PROPHETIC VISITATION: “Son of the Republic, Look and Learn . . .”

July 3, 2022

  I listened to another Juan O Savin video last night, and this time was pleasantly surprised that he did not go on and on...

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CHAOS REIGNS. TURNING POINT? CAN WE BEGIN TO HEAL? IF SO, HOW?

June 27, 2022

  The WEF/UN/WHO/NWO/NATO/EU globalist agenda has succeeded in stirring up the world’s peoples to the point where each of us is directed to “be at...

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Coming Scorpio Full Moon/Total Lunar Eclipse augurs Rebellion of Sovereign Individuals

May 13, 2022

Note: For Laura Bruno’s post on this special Full Moon, see this. Map of visibility for total lunar eclipse for May 15-16, around midnight. Here...

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I HAVE BEEN KICKED OUT OF MY SPIRITUAL COMMUNITY

April 11, 2022

A few days ago, I discovered that I was no longer welcome to participate in the Dances of Universal Peace. This sudden dismissal came as...

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FROM BIG AG TO LOCAL: How, in my mind, any consideration detonates others

March 16, 2022

Do you realize that both during World War I, with “War Gardens” — https://communityofgardens.si.edu/exhibits/show/historycommunitygardens/wartimegardens — and during World War II, with “Victory Gardens,” — which,...

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FOOD SHORTAGES? Let us turn crisis into opportunity, at home, with our neighbors

March 12, 2022

Add these up: supply line interruptions, most fertilizer and 30% of world’s wheat no longer coming from Russia, plus massive inflation affecting food and transport...

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WHY “It’s about to get crazy in Canada”

February 9, 2022

FYI: It turns out that the reason the police returned the confiscated fuel to the truckers was because a judge ordered it.  I wonder how...

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HAPPY NEW YEAR’S EVE! What do each of us as individuals, and all of us as one, INTEND for 2022?

December 31, 2021

I remember way back when the plandemic began to roll out, at some perverse level, I felt thrilled that for perhaps the first time in...

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How to comprehend the HYPNOTIC SPELL that has been cast over much of the human population?

November 14, 2021

I feature here two attempts to explain the origin and significance of the spell, both well worth listening to. The first reminds me of a...

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Halloween’s Multi-Layered Promise Kept

November 1, 2021

Note: See four of the last five posts I’ve put up since 10/28/21.  Today’s final offering comes in the form of a “Trick or Treater”:...

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Are we about to experience The Event at the end of October?

October 22, 2021

The fun continues. This morning puppy Shadow and I were walking by a small business that invites customers to stretch and exercise together to music...

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OCTOBER ASTROLOGY: Four Rx Planets Turn to go Direct . . . Ready, Set, GO!

October 11, 2021

As of August 30, when volatile Uranus turned to go backwards, there were five planets retrograde, i.e., going over old ground, processing what’s already happened;...

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1994 Essay: Building the Snow Castle

October 2, 2021

I listened to a podcast during my rest period this afternoon, one that featured Julian Rose, an elder with whom I have long felt an...

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Two Newsletters Expand Perspectives on the Covid Cult

October 2, 2021

I’ve been talking more with my friend Claudia who, BTW, says that I was incorrect. She did not see Fauci as an expert; indeed, she...

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Protocols for healing the yawning divide between Vaxed and Unvaxed — PLUS, SILVER LININGS!

September 28, 2021

I live around both vaxed and unvaxed people. And I love them all. But: given my “sources of information,”  I must be proactive. I learned...

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A MILLENNIAL ESSAY: Touchdown to the Stars

September 21, 2021

I came across another essay in my recap project this afternoon, that goes well with the one from 14 years earlier that I put up...

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COVID CON: Are the Tables Turning?

September 13, 2021

It’s interesting to me that, except for the homeless — — a majority of people went along with the first set of “instructions” as to...

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THIS END GAME OF OUR TRAGIC, TRAUMATIC TRIFECTA: Kennedy Assasination, 9/11, the Covid Con

September 11, 2021

Walking with puppy Shadow this early morning, about when the first plane supposedly hit the Twin Towers 20 years ago today, I was reflecting on...

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AM I JUST A CYNIC? Re: Man of God Declaration

September 7, 2021

Let me remind the reader: a “cynic” is actually a disappointed idealist. Which means that the original issue is idealism, a philosophy that views the...

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Third Sunday Meditation, LOVE ALCHEMIZES FEAR: with son Colin!

September 5, 2021

I must say, I am so glad Colin suggested we do our regular meditation every Sunday morning, at 8 AM. SO much better than doing...

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“WAKE UP! IT’S TIME!” That’s for sure . . .

August 30, 2021

“WAKE UP! IT’S TIME!” This was the voice I heard, as I awakened from a numinous dream, back in 1989. WAKE UP! IT’S TIME! That...

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Let us Utilize the Infinite Power of Imagination to Manifest Heaven on Earth — and Peace in Space

August 24, 2021

Yes, folks, it’s magic! And it all starts inside, within me, within you, within us. As I say to young people here, “What would you...

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Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).