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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

Category: Alt-Epistemology

I speak with a welcome visitor

July 26, 2026

Note: I just put up a new post on greenacresvillage.org, in case you’re interested. A wonderful young woman, now 35, who lived here in our...

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At first, I had no idea what I was watching . . .

July 25, 2026

. . . then it dawned on me. Aha, the National Press Club Annual Roast!…  Did you happen to tune into this event last night?...

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OPEN SYSTEMS: Essential for Life on Earth and Beyond . . .

July 24, 2026

Remember this experiment? This failed experiment? https://x.com/SamaHoole/status/2080246967712596474?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ But isn’t that the point of an experiment, to see what else must be addressed in the next...

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Goings on in Green Acres Village and Beyond — AND WITHIN!

July 20, 2026

Took an early morning 4-mile walk with Scampi on yesterday’s soon-to-be-sweltering day and came upon Elisha and Mere, out on the corner, weeding peppers. Asked...

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WELCOME TO ABSURDISTAN digs into recent history of election fraud

July 18, 2026

I took another look at the post I published yesterday, thinking I was very “loopy” when I wrote it . . . And yes, I...

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ON THE FLY: “Some Sources” Update

July 17, 2026

Busy today trying to figure out where I apparently subscribed to various sources that cost me money monthly. MUST get rid of some of them....

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CROTCHETY CRONE: gifted with synchronicity at dawn, linking street mark to rune. Wow.

July 15, 2026

This very early morning, at dawn, I was on my usual 4-5 mile walk with puppy Scampi and, pondering the fact that Crotchity Crone has...

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THE WIDENING (harmonious!) CONTEXT: Uranus, joined by Neptune, Pluto, and, very soon, JUPITER!

July 14, 2026

I’ve been focusing on how transit Uranus has been affecting my own natal chart, since it’s returning for the first and only time to its...

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URANUS RETURNS (story): Yesterday’s hysterical “adventure” resulted in bleeding wound.

July 13, 2026

Yesterday, driving home from my dog Scampi’s date with destiny — first ever vaccination, due to state law requiring rabies — I felt I had...

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Cultural Change Agent Jon Rappoport died Wednesday, July 8, 2026

July 11, 2026

Rappoport was one of many substacks to which I subscribed, and one of the rare ones I even paid in a token amount each month....

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Crotchety Crone: Signs of Renewed Life

July 10, 2026

The following post was written as a reflection upon this meme: As one of the few remaining World War II babies (born 1942), I actually,...

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(Suddenly) GRATEFUL CRONE! and here’s why

July 8, 2026

Two photos tell the story in a nutshell. Elisha, whom I call “boss lady” in the garden, sent this photo via our Group Me early...

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Crotchety Crone Looks Up . . .

July 7, 2026

. . . and sees, half-way through my 3-4 mile morning walk, at about 8:45, dripping, spreading, criss-crossing chemtrails. And yes, the sight disturbed me....

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Confessions of a Crotchety Crone

July 6, 2026

It appears that we’re “out of the woods.” By which I mean, Mars has successfully crossed Uranus without any new wars breaking out, at least...

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Burning Bright’s Multi-layered Linguistic Analysis/Synthesis of Our Present Moment.

July 5, 2026

So grateful for these young ones who are taking up the “cause,” and with a mental complexity way beyond my own 83-year-old capacity. I’ve pursued...

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Shocking personal fireworks on July 4th early morning walk

July 4, 2026

I’ve been inundated by internal Uranian explosive turbulence ever since it began to make its one and only (unless I live to be 168 years...

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Astrologer Maureen Richmond considers “THE (secretive) BIRTH OF A NATION: 1776-2026”

July 3, 2026

I very much appreciate astrologer Maureen Richmond’s perspective on the U.S., as we reach our 250th anniversary. She returns to its 1774-1776 founding to see,...

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Martin Geddes notices the DJT administration’s sudden and increasing reference to the (supposedly debunked) Q material, and asks WHY?.

July 2, 2026

Back before twitter was bought by Elon, I used to follow Martin Geddes for his amazing insights and multi-layered analysis and synthesis of world events....

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THRESHOLDS IN TIME AND SPACE. A Multidimensional Philosophical Reflection Applied to the Material World

July 1, 2026

A local friend of mine asked if she could bring a friend of hers to our recently instituted — and unfortunately canceled for June —...

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Astrological Wanderings (USA, DJT); plus croneversation

June 27, 2026

I just spent the better part of two hours looking at six charts, trying to make sense of the bloviating narcissism of Trump’s personality as...

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DOUBLE CONSCIOUSNESS this morning: Ego’s GLOOM vs FAIR WITNESS

June 26, 2026

Today started out gloomy. Outside and inside. For months, I had been planning to attend the Midwest Permaculture Convergence. Had even paid for a camping...

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JULY 2026: It’s as if “The heavens declare the glory of God!”

June 25, 2026

I know this analysis sounds far-fetched, but pay attention. First, note: Astrology of World Events, June 2026, by Maureen Richmond.  Excerpt: Astrologer Richmond is right....

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So. ARE WE “THE PLAN”???

June 22, 2026

Remember Joe M’s  video? Released in 2018, on twitter? Here it is again, on X. https://x.com/DcLidstone/status/2068467292544102855 This video blew me away way back then, as...

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Fun with Three Oldsters on Today’s Morning Walk

June 20, 2026

Geez! Started walking to our local Bloomingfoods Co-op this morning (about a mile away) to get my weekly loaf of Muddy Fork’s great gluten free...

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I’ve been so damn GOOD that I just had to do something BAD

June 19, 2026

It’s true. I’ve been such a very very good girl lately, re: health practices, including what foods I consume, how often each day, exercise patterns,...

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Meditation on My Early Morning Walk

June 18, 2026

TT 2 WALKING and where it leads   Back in my mid-20s, on my usual four miles a day walk — a habit I had...

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While Creating E-Book on ADDICTION, I Released a Serious Addiction!

June 17, 2026

Over the past week or so, I created another e-book (20 so far!), by collecting old essays that focused in some way on Addiction, and...

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From “peace activist” to UFC advocacy? Huh?

June 16, 2026

I find it fascinating that I, who used to “identify as” a peace activist — and then discovered that I was mentally violent in pushing...

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Did the White House UFC Freedom 250 event re-ignite U.S. fighting spirit?

June 15, 2026

Even before it took place, I had a sense this was its purpose. Enough of “soy boys,” “toxic masculinity,” sitting on the couch on screens...

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ERUPTIVE URANUS: what happened half a cycle ago

June 11, 2026

Sometimes I wonder what I’m still doing here. Why am I still alive, in this body? Even more relevant: Sometimes I wonder how I managed...

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Advice from a Crone: STAY IN MOTION! and more . . .

June 9, 2026

Hmmm. . . I haven’t been to a medical doctor, not to mention any other kind of healer, for what is it now, a dozen...

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Welcome to Absurdistan: “The rabbit hole is the new university.”

June 6, 2026

Whenever Elizabeth Nickson’s substack posts appear in my email, I can’t help but stop everything to read each one, all the way through, videos included....

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Take Back the Rainbow! YES!!!

June 4, 2026

I see that I’m not the only one who got pissed when the rainbow was hijacked, so that every time I saw one, even a...

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SKY SHOW/EARTH SHOW June 2026. Welcome HOME!

June 3, 2026

  SKY SHOW Lots goin’ on above us. Especially, as dark falls, take note of Venus conjunct Jupiter at 24° both in home-loving CANCER until...

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REFLECTIONS ON “GOSSIP”: both silly and serious

June 2, 2026

Damn. This meme has been sitting on my desktop for so long that I have to either get rid of it or use it. Good...

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URANUS RETURN/NEPTUNE OPPOSITION: What happened yesterday in the bank.

May 30, 2026

If it weren’t for the fact that the Uranus Return is so “arousing,” so unpredictable, and so on, I would stop talking about it here....

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URANUS RETURNS, and POW! Get serious, Ann.

May 29, 2026

From the I Ching, Wilhelm version, another copy of which I just purchased, since I don’t know where my old one went. What’s interesting to...

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As URANUS RETURNS, I’m “Coming Back Home”

May 27, 2026

I remember when I drove east on a winding road through the countryside from Terra Haute to Bloomington, and the strangest feeling enveloped me. I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURNS, exactly, to both degree and minute: TODAY!

May 24, 2026

Notice: See posts from last four days. Oops. At least I “think” it’s today, on the basis of charts that I set up now on...

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Uranus (in Gemini) Return: Day Three, of Four Day Documentation, glimmers of integration . . .

May 23, 2026

Note: see last three posts. This morning I spent another few hours going back through old journals and writings to help me remember the four...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: Day 2 of four-day documentation. Geez!

May 22, 2026

Note: This is part of a series. Not sure how long it will be. See Uranus Return posts from last two days. This time I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: I begin four day ceremonial documentation

May 21, 2026

Note: See yesterday post. Yesterday, this peculiar ambivalence that I tried to express in that post continued, all day and into the evening, and during...

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URANUS RETURNS: “I am with you always.”

May 20, 2026

In the past month or so, and increasingly, I’ve noticed myself becoming very impatient with how material reality slows me down. Just trying to get...

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MY DENTIST: “Shall we try an experiment?”

May 19, 2026

Note: See last two posts, for which this is a follow-up. I was wrong. My next dental appointment was today at 9 AM. Tuesday, not...

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(Confused?) Update on Dental . . .

May 17, 2026

I write this on Sunday. See the dentist again 9 AM Monday. Here’s what happened during Friday’s visit, when I just planned to tell him...

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History of and Possible Prognosis for my Lifelong “Dental Liability”

May 14, 2026

  At age 83 I’m increasingly aware that, no matter what I do to stay in prime condition I also have a lifelong dental “liability.”...

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In an era of exponentially increasing total bullshit, STAY REAL.

May 13, 2026

I’ve just heard from Dave, the City Council member who introduced a resolution to stop AI here in Bloomington Indiana. https://www.youtube.com/@safeaiforever (I plan to listen...

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MOTHERS DAY DATE, two days late

May 12, 2026

Early this morning, as I was about to finish my usual second cup of morning elixir — on my way downtown to see paralyzed, nerve-damaged, 60-year-old...

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Hantavirus Plandemic Nonsense

May 11, 2026

I wasn’t going to focus at all on the latest plandemic psy-op. But the memes are just too delicious to ignore. So here’s a few...

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NEPTUNE IN ARIES: Starting Over; Lost in Fog of Unknowing

May 7, 2026

Yep. Epistemology is enjoying/enduring a meltdown. There seems to be no way to tell whether any bit, dot, “fact,” theory, hypotheses, data point, etc. is...

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REFLECTIONS: mostly detailed rant on how long daily walks dissolve left-brain doom-scrolling harm and invigorate right-brain/heart (and soul!)

May 6, 2026

First: I notice that my three posts referencing ticks (April 26-28) were relatively “unpopular” with readers. Does this mean that ticks have not yet arrived...

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Two substackers who lift veils for me: Elizabeth Nickson and Unbekoming

May 5, 2026

Recent examples of the deep-seeking and wide-ranging posts each creates, both from May 2, 2026.   Elizabeth NicksonHere’s how it starts:   Unbekoming (for his...

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“STAGED”? Examples: Trump’s bee photo, assasination attempt, Wilcock “suicide”

May 4, 2026

What is “staged,” what not? And what does “staged” imply? Well, that the occasion was “set-up” before it actually happened; that the whole thing went...

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A LARGER PERSPECTIVE ON MY TICK TRAUMA

April 30, 2026

So, what are ticks for? Answer: they both serve as food for other species, as well as work to “cull” other species. Including humans? Yes....

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TICK TRAUMA: Inside or Outside, they are all BUGS! So pay attention!

April 29, 2026

Ticks are really bad this year here in the Midwest. Already! Two months early! And I have two animals, a small dog and an indoor/outdoor...

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REFLECTIONS ON Turkey Vulture Poop Blessings

April 28, 2026

Here I am, it’s Tuesday, and I’m still trying to process Turkey Vulture poop from high above landing on my head twice in one day,...

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YESTERDAY: Nature Dropped Turkey Vulture Poop on my Head from Far Above. TWICE!

April 27, 2026

Like all of us, I’ve been more and more suckered into looking at, and sometimes attaching to, all sorts of exponentially thudding, for me, mostly...

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David Wilcock dead? Plus Alt-Epistemology: personal experience vs secondary sources

April 22, 2026

I have just violently interrupted myself from digging further down a new rabbit hole having to do with news of David Wilcock’s death, a reported...

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Alt-Epistemology? Or: Mars rules, damn it!

April 21, 2026

Note: Alt-Epistemology ebook here: https://tendrepress.com/alt-epistemology/   A number of conversations, both in groups, and one to one, have annoyed me recently. Or maybe I should...

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MY CONTRARIAN (non-allopathic) ATTITUDE REGARDING HEALTH: includes probiotic, dental

April 20, 2026

WOW: I see that I forgot to post this draft on April 9th! So I will post it now, and update afterwards.   Forgot to...

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What Is Your Epistemology?

April 16, 2026

Or maybe I should say, “What is YOUR epistemology?” I.e., how do you manage? control? integrate? interface the connection? division? between what’s inside you and...

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Walking Reflections on the Future of Education: Indiana University (with photos)

April 15, 2026

Scampi and I took a walk through the mile-long IU campus today (its eastern edge about 6 blocks from where I live) and I brought...

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Brownstone Supper Club discussion: WHAT IS AI, AND DOES IT INVITE EXTINCTION?

April 14, 2026

Yesterday evening I participated, with more than two dozen others, in another local Brownstone Supper Club event, in an upstairs room at a beloved downtown...

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DANCES OF UNIVERSAL PEACE: three day immersion

April 13, 2026

At some point I’ll get an email with the photo of our entire group, 60 strong, including 6 incredible musicians, and numerous dance leaders. This...

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DETAILED DAILY HEALTH ROUTINE: because, “at 83, the alternative is entropy”

April 8, 2026

I decided I would list, one by one here, my daily health-oriented routine, as the most obvious way of indicating how detailed has become my...

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Reflections on My Judgmental Attitude . . .

April 7, 2026

Yesterday, I had a phone call with an old friend and fellow crone, both of us 83 years old, I’ll call her Bobbie. Much of...

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ASTROLOGY OF ELON MUSK

April 6, 2026

Like most people I know, I’ve long been fascinated with Elon Musk; in fact,  I’d say, if anyone on earth can be said to be...

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REFLECTIONS on Artemis II’s Arrow: to and around the Moon

April 2, 2026

So, on the very night of April 1st Full Moon, humanity flies again to the Moon? Found this on reddit: Wait a minute. Did all...

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MEDITATION ON THE AGING PROCESS

April 1, 2026

Or, I should say, another meditation on the aging process, because actually, I’ve been meditating on the aging process decades now. In fact, my magazine...

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REFLECTIONS ON THE AETHER: Is it real? And if so, what are the ramifications?

March 31, 2026

During the past few days, I have been, once again, contemplating the concept of the “aether’ (or “ether”). It’s a notion that has always intrigued...

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So, I happened to be downtown during yesterday’s NO KINGS rally . . .

March 30, 2026

I was downtown in Bloomington on Saturday, sporting a box of used books for a used book store, when I came upon, guess what? A...

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Meme Stream: How INVERSION works.

March 26, 2026

This morning I asked grok: And got this: I asked because I see the following meme stream as illustrating how inversion works: Start here: Then,...

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Reflections on the Current Energy Crisis

March 25, 2026

“What happens the first time is tragedy, the second time is farce.” — Karl Marx Well, what about the third time, and the fourth, the...

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Reflections on the Transmogrification of “CELEBRATING DIVERSITY”: VDH on “Ungracious Immigrants”

March 24, 2026

A wonderful essay by seasoned historian Victor Davis Hanson has been picked up all over the internet in the last few days. Just google it...

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OF TWO MINDS (as usual): The Iranian Knot and Gravelling the Paths

March 23, 2026

This morning, as I set off for another weekly run of four mornings in a row on this blog, I was flummoxed. Couldn’t help but...

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CRONEVERSATION: I reminisce with old friend Claudia on how early relationships with our Dads shaped our lives with partners

March 20, 2026

Yesterday evening, I contacted my old friend Claudia, whom I first met in 1986, and who co-counseled with me during the seven-year period when I...

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SPRING EQUINOX 2026: In this time of collective darkness, can I, personally, shine light? Can I hold my own center, balanced between extremes?

March 19, 2026

Two aspects stand out in the chart for tomorrow’s official Equinox date (March 20) and time (10:46 AM EST), when light and dark momentarily balance...

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GRIFFY TRAIL PHOTOS as we near Spring Equinox: A Walking Meditation

March 18, 2026

Two days from now, after a number of failed early attempts, Spring will officially have sprung. Several times, in February and March, local temps have...

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TENDRE PRESS live: “Dance of the Decades”

March 17, 2026

Once I was fully immersed in this massive recap project, I began to realize that it was one way that a woman of advanced age...

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TENDRE PRESS (now live): backstory

March 16, 2026

Over this past weekend, I decided it was time to make the infinitely revamped and transformed tendrepress.com website live. This, after an extremely long process,...

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REGULUS entrances me into the Woo

March 12, 2026

I received a very interesting message from my friend and fellow UFO conference attendee Joan Bird, a few days ago. This refers to Chris Bledsoe,...

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TRUMP’S EPIC FURY: Astrological Reflections

March 11, 2026

The usual critique of Trump decries his continual self-congratulatory narcissistic display. And yes, I flinch too; how many of us dare to beat ourselves on...

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“EPIC FURY”: Trump’s Triumph?

March 10, 2026

I’ve had these two memes on my desk top for quite a while. Time to drag them here. Of course there are lots of opinions....

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TIME GLITCHES over the weekend leave me baffled

March 9, 2026

I drove to the  Winter’s Farmer’s Market Saturday morning, as usual. Left here around 7:45. Takes 15 minutes to get there. Wanted to walk prior...

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Shining through the Prevailing Gloom, THIS! As if the Dark was shot through with Light . .

March 5, 2026

Here’s what it looks like outside, this morning. Supposed to stop raining, for now, at around 9 AM. But who knows what’s next weatherwise, and...

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REFLECTIONS: On Re-Centering inside Iran Perplexity

March 4, 2026

I must admit . . . this Iran perplexity is getting to me. Is climbing inside me, coursing through me. Not what actually is happening...

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“BOMB BOMB BOMB IRAN”? What is really going on?

March 3, 2026

This morning, I again heard from Angela, wondering where exactly should she go on the island of Crete? I had been planning on sending her...

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REFLECTIONS ON THE CRONE, and my new “Advisor” role

March 2, 2026

Over the weekend I inadvertently resumed my lifelong “activist” role, but with a significant shift as of last evening’s conversation with a neighbor half my...

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THIS DEMANDING MOMENT IN SPACE/TIME: Personal Shadow Work within Collective Shadow Work

February 26, 2026

Okay. Back to further exploration of the dark/light integration that demands our attention (Monday and Tuesday posts this week). But first: ‘Twas fun to take...

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My playful personal SOTU aftermath with GROK

February 25, 2026

Darn! Was going to watch the SOTU, but fell asleep even before it began. And now I hear it was 1 hour and 18 minutes...

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BEWARE! What we allow in can poison us.

February 24, 2026

NOTE: This is a follow-up to Monday’s post.   Just to make myself clear: when I say I pay attention to the dark stuff, that...

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THE BLEEDING RUINS OF OUR TIME: Mexico, Epstein Files, etc.

February 23, 2026

Over the weekend, a call from an old friend, whom I’ll identify here as Angela. She is currently traveling through Greece and wants my advice...

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Saturn/Neptune at 0°44 Aries: EGOS HAVE NO STATUS HERE

February 19, 2026

Note: Tomorrow, February 20, at 7:54 AM, EST, the Saturn and Neptune conjunction reaches exactness at 0°44 Aries (zero degrees, forty four minutes). I plan...

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What I PERSONALLY went through during our Collective Lift-off

February 18, 2026

Yesterday, on lift-off day (See posts for Monday and Tuesday), when I woke up this image came into my mind: of a flock of cardinals,...

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I PANT TO KEEP UP with February astrology . . .

February 17, 2026

Note from an 83-year-old. I not only pant, I just about wet my pants! Yesterday, I got so gobsmacked by the ultra rare Saturn/Neptune at...

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BRAND NEW BEGINNING: Saturn/Neptune at 0° Aries.

February 16, 2026

Are you aware that Saturn entered Aries on February 13th, around 7:12 PM EST? And that when it did so it also began its deeply...

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Are YOU Dancing through the Decades?

February 12, 2026

I’m in the final stages of getting the new archival website, a transformed tendrepress.com, up and running. ‘Twill be filled with bio material, for example,...

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Life in the pulsing center of the Uranus Return

February 11, 2026

Note: See yesterday’s post. Here’s an interesting, detailed essay on astrological returns, each of them a circle that, as it closes, shifts into spiral. Notice...

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Don’t argue; RADIATE! A Discourse on LOVE

February 10, 2026

Thinking about making this into a tee-shirt: At 83 years old, on my daily 4-mile walks (which lately include carefully navigating over ice; I sometimes...

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NATURE IS UNCANNY: I watch as thousands of crows . . .

February 9, 2026

I’ve long had an interest in crows and ravens. In fact, the magazine Crone Chronicles (1989-2001) was ignited via a nighttime visit from a Raven,...

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REFLECTIONS ON “THE NEWS”: Have you ever popped a boil on your own body?

February 5, 2026

Have you ever popped a boil on your own body? I have. Weird. And no fun. Especially the aftermath. That area must be cleaned and...

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Ready or not, we are heading towards LIFT-OFF

February 3, 2026

I thought I posted here yesterday, as usual, Monday through Thursday mornings, for the first of four posts weekly. But apparently I must have cancelled...

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Adventures into Snowmageddon Aftermath

January 28, 2026

Geez! Rather than walking glorious, mostly cleared paths through trees and among large limestone buildings to the western edge of the IU campus, this morning...

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FEARING FABULOUS FERN

January 26, 2026

Was (is?) this weather event, this so-called “Fern,” geo-engineered? And before that, were the chem trails that I was seeing crisscrossing the skies day in...

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PLUTO IN AQUARIUS: This Indiana Football Team Set the Tone

January 22, 2026

Very slow moving Death/Rebirth Pluto, with a 248 year cycle, left 29° Capricorn in March 2023 for 0° Aquarius for the first time since this...

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Forced ReStart to Trump’s Trip to Davos

January 21, 2026

On his way to Davos to deliver god only knows what kind of searing lecture to the assembled globalists, likely on his plans for Greenland,...

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REFLECTIONS ON COLLEGE FOOTBALL: Let Us Encourage Pretend Enemies!

January 19, 2026

On the verge of an historic victory this evening, when the rags-to- riches, worst-to-best IU football team (15-0) takes on Miami this evening  . ....

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Marco Rubio Meme Stream: Oh My!

January 15, 2026

This man wears so many hats! Designated Secretary of State during the second Trump administration, that was back in January 2025, just one year ago,...

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REFLECTIONS ON TERRITORIES, in Space, and in Time: “Greenland,” “Israel,” Scott Adams life review

January 14, 2026

Today, as warlike Mars presses onto the Sun, both in stratetic, goal-oriented Capricorn, and Trumpian pressure on Greenland as the next territory to “conquer,” after...

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Grokking grok . . . grokking my questions utilizing grok

January 13, 2026

This morning, I noticed that “@Neptdiptish09” really knows how to use AI fruitfully, to ask, in her case, very practical questions. Here she is looking...

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Either I’m nuts, or I’m not. And guess what? I’m NOT.

January 12, 2026

Three days have gone by since I last posted. Three days whirred by, sucked into oblivion. Yesterday, checking grok’s AI, how “accurate” is it, which...

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Reflections on THE SINGULARITY (from one who is still embodied)

January 8, 2026

Over the past few days, Sun has been synching with both Venus and Mars in Capricorn, joined now by Mercury, all of which at least...

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Personally Pursuing the PULSING PRESENCE of Interpersonal Alchemy: Three Encounters

January 7, 2026

  I sense that my new “purpose” has already been invoked, and involves extraordinary encounters with, usually, old friends, but not always. Each encounter blows...

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FURTHER REFLECTIONS, MADURO OP: Are we inside (another kind of) “color revolution”?

January 6, 2026

No doubt you’ve seen this extraordinary AI image, right? Oh yeah, but “symbolism will be their downfall,” right? Question: Whose downfall? Another hilarious meme for...

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VENEZUELA: Oops! Fire Horse year begins NOW?

January 5, 2026

    Here we are, January 5, three days past January 2, when I last posted, and I was dead wrong. The fireworks did not...

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Reflections on the day after New Years Day . . . Rose Bowl, Nancy, Saturn/Neptune, Bread and Circuses?

January 2, 2026

My paralyzed, nerve-damaged, nearly-60-year-old son Colin Cudmore held his second holiday event — the first was on Christmas Day— yesterday, New Year’s Day, starting at...

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At 83, Older and Wiser: but for WHAT?

December 31, 2025

Note: See the many recent posts. They all tie together in subtle and not so subtle ways. Yesterday’s post was an attempt to invoke the...

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Oh ye of Inner Turbulence, prepare to join the Chaos Club!

December 30, 2025

Are you experiencing memories of (shameful, guilty) difficulties in your life (bad decisions, thanks likely, to unresolved childhood wounding, that ignited endless trouble of one...

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DENTRISTY: Another shibboleth trashed?

December 29, 2025

Well, here we are, another Monday in midwest winter “paradise.” With howling wind outside and much much colder temps. Yesterday and into the evening, and...

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Astrology Mirrors my Neptunian/Utopian Spirit

December 24, 2025

Note: See Monday and Tuesday posts. Hold on to your hats. This post will look technical, since I’m putting two astro charts inside it. Astrologers...

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Reflections on Utopia

December 23, 2025

From yesterday’s post: . . . and noticing how the details of the book internally resonated . . . Yes. Very much so. In fact,...

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Three Day Birthday Retreat . . . Body and Mind, Walk and Read

December 22, 2025

See last post. My three day birthday retreat at Turkey Run State Park . . . . . . how to present it here with...

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Annual Birthday Retreat starts today

December 18, 2025

I take off this morning for my annual three day birthday retreat, to stay in an Indiana State Forest Inn. This year, it’s Turkey Run!...

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Today, on my walk, finally, BALANCE!

December 17, 2025

See Yesterday’s post. Not sure why I’m still absorbed in my own personal mutating dark/light interiority; maybe it’s just because we are in the holy...

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THE GRINCH AND THE ANGEL: within myself

December 16, 2025

As we approach the longest dark of the year, the holy day called Winter Solstice, I cannot help but notice, each morning during my four-mile...

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Let us move from 3D to 5D and beyond

December 11, 2025

What if, every precious moment presents a choice among infinitely radiating possibilities? What if, each decision renders an entirely new timeline (i.e., linear causal series:...

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Herstory, as told through my teeth

December 10, 2025

Looking at my teeth, you’d never know the long road they’ve traveled. This morning I spent at the dentist, having a new porcelain crown inserted...

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Yesterday evening, my first public talk in Bloomington

December 9, 2025

Remember this? Yesterday evening was the long-awaiting event where I spoke in public about Green Acres Village. As I introduced myself to those present (about...

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Most thoughtful Christmas present EVER!

December 8, 2025

All my life I have treasured close female friends.  Starting with Mitzi in first grade, who challenged me to be brave (without her egging me...

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REFLECTIONS ON “The REAL Power of the Press”

December 4, 2025

Back in the early 1970s, when I was in my 30s, I was briefly married to my high school boyfriend. Dick had become the Editor...

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HERE WE GO. Is this why Disclosure was amped up NOW?

December 3, 2025

  Especially since it’s just now been made public that the vax caused childhood deaths? See Margaret Menge, latest three posts on her Crossroads Report....

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“Age of Disclosure”? Or: Age of Deception

December 1, 2025

I vote for the latter. Not because I don’t want disclosure, but because I do feel that this much ballyhooed film is rolling out now...

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Saturn/Neptune in Pisces: Reflecting on Cultural Scams

November 24, 2025

I’m becoming highly aware of just how much the current Neptune/Saturn conjunction in late Pisces continues to affect/infect my awareness. It’s as if I’ve entered...

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THE TURNING POINT: How TOXIC BRAIN Cleansed — Overnight!

November 20, 2025

Note: See yesterday’s post. Last night seems to have possibly signaled a crucial turning point in this current highly eruptive, first ever Uranus Return phase...

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Toxic Brain Needs Cleanse

November 19, 2025

In order for me to keep my inherently widely disparate life somewhat organized, I observe fairly strict daily routines. One of them is, after a...

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Last week’s dilemma not solved, but dissolved.

November 17, 2025

I assumed that my supposedly three days each week “free” (from this blog) would likely be taken up with continuing cogitations . . . See...

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“IT’S ALL FAKE” . . . except when it’s not!

November 13, 2025

And it’s decidedly not in the invisible bubble that I, for one, apparently live inside of. Because as I go around the world in my...

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11/11/25. I reflect on Socialism . . .

November 11, 2025

. . . as the human drive towards connectedness run amuck. Okay, speaking off the top of my head here . . . Remember: we...

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Cackling Crones Caw for Chaos . . . Oops! NO!

November 10, 2025

I was speaking with my dearest old friend, Claudia, on the phone last night (we check in three or four times a year; she lives...

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Formerly “mute,” I unleash the throat

November 4, 2025

Oh my! In response to yesterday’s post, dear friend Laura Bruno just reminded me of one line in an email to her a few days...

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Pain in the Neck, AGAIN . . .

November 3, 2025

Over the past few days I have been working with memories, as they are buried in the body. Was going to post this morning, but...

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“She doesn’t want to die!”

October 30, 2025

No. Not me. My car! Finally, after nearly 20 years, my sweet faithful black Prius, which I bought used (10,000) for $19K and drove nearly...

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Meeting Sekhmet, again.

October 30, 2025

Note: technical issues kept me from posting yesterday. So I plan to post twice today, and once tomorrow, before taking my three days off per...

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Is the US about to experience its own (version of) “Hunger Games”?

October 28, 2025

Yesterday, as I was thinking about personal implications of the fact that November 1 may signal the day to live on in infamy, meaning the...

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3IAtlas on my Mind. No; IN my Mind. And it’s not fun, it’s WEIRD!

October 27, 2025

Interesting, that I should suddenly spit out that little word “weird.” Hmmm. . . etymology? I’m wondering: should I consider 3iAtlas merely a psy-op, meant...

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More on 3i Atlas: Historical reflections, current conundrums

October 23, 2025

Unsurprisingly, 3i Atlas is still in “the news.” And, in fact, this “comet”? “space ship from afar?” is due to be closest to earth on...

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ZOMBIELAND: In Vast Macabre Detail!

October 22, 2025

I took these photos this morning, after thinking about taking them for weeks! Simply astonished at this display in the front yard of a house...

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3I Atlas: Fear Porn? I Dive into my own F.E.A.R.

October 21, 2025

First, what does the name “3I Atlas” refer to? Frankly, I prefer “3rd eye” Atlas, referring to the center of the forehead, associated with the...

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NO KINGS Meme Stream

October 20, 2025

I collected all sorts of memes, twitter posts, etc., following the No Kings protest day. So here’s a thread documenting my findings, which, of course,...

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SILLY(?) PEREGRINATIONS: Meme Stream, Mid-October 2025

October 16, 2025

A very long time ago, I dashed off something that I decided to keep. In case you find my old note too hard to read,...

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IS TRANS INSANITY TUMBLIN’ DOWN?

October 15, 2025

Here’s the first notice I received via twitter that the trans insanity is tumblin’ down.     Ever since then this graph has been copied...

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PEACE (ON EARTH) 2025. Caution: astrology indicates new beginning is a process, not an event.

October 14, 2025

I cannot help but participate in the sudden spirit of optimism that appears to have infected the world, thanks to what has transpired in the...

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Some reflections on the 3I/Atlas disturbance

October 8, 2025

  Who, by this time, has NOT heard about 3I/Atlas? (Or as one person put it, third eye Atlas?) A gigantic comet? (but with no...

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How my lifestyle sets me apart

October 7, 2025

Am I lonely? No. I’m alone, all-one, in communion with the divine love/light that fills and fuels all beings. Now, what prompts me to write...

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My weekend at the 2nd annual INTENTION CONVENTION

October 6, 2025

Friday late afternoon through Sunday late morning, I drove from Bloomington 55 minutes east on North State Road 67 to Sage Valley, a 17-acre eco-village...

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Saturn/Neptune once more: I RETURN TO THE BMV

October 2, 2025

I DID return yesterday afternoon to the BMV, bearing needed docs (social security card and two recent pieces of mail addressed to me) and successfully...

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Saturn/Neptune Reflections on Eisenstein’s THE SPELLERS

September 30, 2025

At first, when I saw the title of Charles Eisenstein’s latest essay, I assumed he was referring to those who use language to deceive, to...

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(My) MASTER PLAN: Uranus Returns to put my life in perspective

September 25, 2025

See last post. Well, I “got myself back together” overnight. Sorta. Kinda. Not easy to do when  interruptive, volatile, crazy-making transit Uranus is still sitting...

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Yesterday’s post revealed my own unconscious biases . . .

September 23, 2025

Note: See last post. Please do read both Laura Bruno’s two comments on fine points of the astrology of Charlie Kirk and his (apparent) death;...

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ALL THE WORLD’S A STAGE, including the Charlie Kirk extravaganza?!?

September 22, 2025

I return to posting from my recently instituted three-day weekend off, when of course, I was hoping to relax. Ha! Even more than usual, I...

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Third (and final?) post on BRAVER ANGELS: Let us cultivate “relentless optimism”

September 17, 2025

Dignity over Violence was the actual name of the event I attended via zoom Sunday evening, September 14. I just looked at the photos I...

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BRAVER ANGELS: “We cannot be a country where disagreeing in public is a death sentence.”

September 16, 2025

The above quote is from Heather Blakeslee, one of the panelists at Sunday evening’s event. More from her below. I just went through my hastily...

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Let Us Unleash the BRAVER ANGEL Within !

September 15, 2025

Looking back over my last post, on 9/11, I’ve since been down the rabbit hole with the Charley Kirk murder as well as with the...

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WHICH WAY DO WE LIVE? With fear in our hearts, or with love?

September 11, 2025

A part of me felt that maybe I should not have posted yesterday’s piece, questioning the reality of the Charlotte N.C. murder. Because the one...

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FAKE NEWS? Homeless black dude murders Ukrainian model on Charlotte subway??

September 10, 2025

Something about this sudden viral event (even though it supposedly occurred nearly a month ago) just wasn’t sitting right with me. It seemed so convenient,...

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VACCINE CONUNDRUM: Trump USES Contradictions

September 9, 2025

See this: And yet, here’s what puzzles me. I’m not the only one. Why did/does Trump “waffle” on this topic and others? Just the other...

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GASLIGHT DEPARTMENT: Are YOUR nurses still dancing?

September 8, 2025

Remember this? From the Opening Ceremony 2012 Olympics. This predictive event is typical, of what the PTB do to subdue, confuse, and gaslight us. It’s...

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MEME STREAM, with commentary: Hijacking the Rainbow — and beyond

September 4, 2025

Walking through Goat Park today, as usual I had to pass by what is to me, locally, the most prominent “fuck you” to anyone who...

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Jean-Claude: “Trump just needed a way to save face.”

September 3, 2025

Re: the continuing broohaha: See this from Jean Claude, who is much more forgiving than I am. But then I remember Trump’s chart, with that...

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OPERATION WARP SPEED: More on yesterday’s second post.

September 2, 2025

Note: see this. Here’s the original post from Trump that got the broohaha going, with Ariel Prolotario’s comment above. A very important comment: he was...

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Precise Timing? Trump, Q+, and Operation Warp Speed

September 1, 2025

And boy did the shift begin — on the very next day! Right away, this from the MSM. Celia Farber breaks it all down and...

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DISCOVERY: I have reached the limits of my intelligence

September 1, 2025

Way back in graduate school, 1967, I told my teacher that I wanted to write a paper on “the concept of Time.” “Time?” He scoffed....

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 3: Yugen, Meraki

August 28, 2025

Yugen: Etymology: Made up of two Japanese characters. The first, “yu,” means dim or difficult to see. The second, “gen,” originally described the dark, tranquil color...

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 2: Pronoia, Raku, Seijaku

August 27, 2025

Pronoia: Etymology: From the ancient Greek: For + (nous) mind. Pay attention to especially the last sentence of the above. The modern use of pronoia...

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SEVEN WORDS OF WISDOM, part 1: “Yutori,” “Meliorism”

August 26, 2025

I’ve decided to spend some time, this lovely, sun-dappled morning, during which I have already taken my four mile walk plus watered the back yard...

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Meme Stream: Looking back to go forward . . .

August 25, 2025

Yeah. It appears that in order to move forward, we need to spend some time looking back, checking out what really happened, who did it,...

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THE BODY KNOWS: My Job is to Listen

August 21, 2025

Check this out: horrifying. How western medicine and medications have been systematically robbing humans of our natural empathy, and more. Yuck! https://x.com/cmdrvalthor/status/1958462435607638302?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   For more...

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Saturn/Neptune etc. Probing, stupidly? — “the aura field.’

August 20, 2025

(See posts from Aug 18 and 19).) Remember: Saturn signifies discipline, goal, a pointed direction, a form, organization. Neptune signifies dreams, imagination, visions, delusions, pretending,...

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Heavenly Harmony Prevails (and I got the details wrong)

August 19, 2025

See yesterday’s post. WOW. I was totally wrong about one assumption: that Zelensky would be obstinate, buttressed by his European cronies. . .  Instead they...

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Post-Summit Reflections on the Saturn/Neptune conjunction in Aries

August 18, 2025

For those who complain, echoing the MSM: why didn’t Trump get a deal with Putin over the weekend? Why did he fail? Etc. etc. Ever...

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MEME STREAM: The Problem of Meaning Today . . .

August 14, 2025

That’s for sure, eh? The potent little word “meaning . . .” and its relatives (cognates), including “mean” — oh but wait. “Mean” can also...

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Sun-kissed Reflections on the Jupiter/Venus Conjunction

August 13, 2025

For the past three days, puppy Scampi and I have been taking our four mile walks (and yes, with painful right knee, see recent posts)...

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Uranus/Saturn Breakthrough: knee pain signals need to return to crucial early memory

August 12, 2025

The painful right knee continues to fester, especially when getting up from sitting down, or getting out of bed. I have to be very careful....

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Today: It’s “Touch and Go” with Me

August 11, 2025

Over the weekend, I was internally bothered by the fact that on Thursday I had called Donald Trump into question by referring to Lada Ray’s...

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More on Civilizational Collapse, and the Interruptive Function of AWARENESS

August 7, 2025

Here’s another way of describing the ever-ongoing civilizational cycle of emergence/growth/maturity/death  that I forgot to include in yesterday’s post (which, BTW, was more Uranian than...

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Re: VARIETIES OF (civilizational) COLLAPSE: including the U.S.(?) the Earth (?), the Academy (?), and Me (?).

August 6, 2025

You’ve probably heard of Carol Quigley’s perspective on history, one of many to agree that civilizations begin, grow, mature, and collapse, just like people do,...

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As Uranus Return Begins: LIKE TWO SHARP ELECTRIFIED WIRES, FUSED

August 5, 2025

Realization sinking in: my Uranus return, the first and only one in my life (unless I remain in this body until it is still kicking...

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How I’m kind of managing to survive as August begins

August 4, 2025

This post is much later than usual for a Monday, after I’ve supposedly had “three days off.” But this last “three days” was unlike any...

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REAL OR FAKE? Who knows? and Ultimately, Who Cares?

July 30, 2025

Well, well. Are we about to go dark? According to Simpson prediction, YES. TODAY! July 30th. Hmm, it’s 11 AM here and lights, internet, and...

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SUMMER OF 2025: As “reality” fragments into itsy bitsy flakes of (possible) fakery, I remember two “channels” from long ago

July 29, 2025

Yes. No matter what happens or does not happen now, in the summer of 2025; no matter what I hear or see in “the news;”...

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OLD WOMAN RANT: ON “Medications,” “Money,” “Causes” — and FLEAS!

July 28, 2025

Notice how I titled this piece. Medications, Money, and Causes are all in quotes. FLEAS is not. The quotes signify second-order reality; conjured up out...

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“Alt-Epistemology:” KNOWBODY KNOWS ANYTHING:

July 23, 2025

The (mostly “good”) “news” is breaking so fast, now that Uranus has slipped into Gemini, that it’s as if I’ve been climbing a steep stairs,...

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ME MEAN MEME STREME, EXTREME, YEEK!

July 22, 2025

Sometime I just want to scream. Not that it does any good. Besides, who gives a shit, just who is “right” or “wrong”??!? Current conundrums...

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Two Worthwhile Reposts: The One Follows the Other

July 21, 2025

First from Laura Bruno, her reading for the upcoming New Moon in Leo. And by the way, I think she’s absolutely right about how the...

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The stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein”

July 17, 2025

  Before I begin this god-awful piece on the stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein,”  remember, in the memorable words of Zach Bush, M.D.:...

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As my first and only URANUS RETURN begins: A Retrospective

July 16, 2025

Note: the “meaning” of any planet in one’s life is gleaned from the first experience of  its cycle as a whole. Saturn, for example, with...

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SAILING INTO THE GREAT UNKNOWN, Part 2

July 15, 2025

These two posts (see part 1) are an exercise in Alt-Epistemology.    Those of us old enough to remember the heyday of Donald Rumsfeld will...

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SAILING INTO THE GREAT UNKNOWN . . .

July 14, 2025

I certainly can’t claim to know about whether or not we humans are part of a “giant experiment;” on the other hand, I’m delighted to,...

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One dead computer; ONE LIVE HARD DRIVE! I take it all back.

July 10, 2025

Oh my. I was so very wrong. I did not “lose” all my important data when the old computer went dark. (See last post). And...

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One Dead Computer; Several Conclusions re: Epstein Op.

July 9, 2025

  Yesterday, late morning, my seven-year-old MacBook Air computer went black. Took it over to the Geek Squad at nearby Best Buy to see if...

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More on Trusting Trump

July 8, 2025

Let’s make one thing clear. The word “trust” can be used in two ways. The first is predictability, so that, if one is “trustworthy,” it...

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And who, really, are those who surround Trump?

July 7, 2025

Seldom do I put up more than one post a day. (In fact, I’ve been delberately confining myself to four posts each week, Monday through...

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WHO, REALLY, IS DONALD TRUMP???

July 7, 2025

Buckle up. This is going to be a long post. And worth your time, I promise. What I hope to do, mostly via X/twitter, is...

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Uranus enters Gemini: MENTAL ACCELERATION TO THE MAX

July 2, 2025

  On July 7, the planet Uranus, which denotes sudden, ereuptive, irreversible change, moves from Taurus into Gemini. Uranus has an 84 year cycle, which...

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MEME STREAM as we burst into July, 2025

July 1, 2025

Who would have known that my concentration as a doctoral student in philosophy at Boston University, way back between 1966 and 1972, namely EPISTEMOLOGY, would...

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WOW! How to interpret Trump’s over-the-top praise of Bibi Netanyahu?

June 26, 2025

This post is a follow-up to yesterday’s post. First, please re-read Trump on the reality of LOVE at the end of yesterday’s post. Now, follow...

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Did Trump’s “fucked” remark just ignite global transfiguration?

June 25, 2025

While I don’t pretend to understand the deep roots of the current state of Israel, or the checkered history of the entire region, I do...

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SWIRLING THROUGH SYMBOLIC SYMPHONY: Sheldrake, Q, Geddes, Quantum Tumbler

June 24, 2025

Note: this post does not follow any logical progression, rather it loops . . . Not that I meant to do that, but something in...

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Trump the Magician sets stage for another shocking reversal?

June 19, 2025

I’ve decided to mostly focus on right here, right now, in this blog. However, there are times when (one possible) 40,000 foot view seduces me....

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Abruptly, I shift from F.E.A.R. into Aliveness . . .

June 18, 2025

Note: And I do mean abruptly! In the middle of composing this post I shifted. Spelling out my feelings in words on the page “did...

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I tend to forget that tee-shirts can also be memes . . .

June 17, 2025

On my long walk with puppy Scampi two days ago, I had two strange encounters that puzzled me no end. Several times, when people would...

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Feverish mind discovers Quantum Tumbler — and more

June 16, 2025

Let’s see . . . what’s foremost on my feverish mind? Is it the cat crunching on the dead rabbit under my bed last night...

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ALIVENESS: Key to Human Survival? June 9th “Supper Club” rocked!

June 11, 2025

On Monday this week, I attended my fifth Supper Club, a new monthly Bloomington venue for the those in this academic town who don’t suffer...

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OMMIGOD: I stop posting for three days, hoping to leave “the news” behind. Joke!

June 9, 2025

Here I thought I was beginning to quell my own addiction to screens. Wrong! As the world heats up, so does my addiction. As one...

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Several 40,000 Feet Views of “THE (present) PRECIPICE”

June 5, 2025

While I prefer “staying home,” and focus most of my four-day-per-week (Monday through Thursday with three days off) posts in that manner, today I choose...

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LOVE’S LABOUR LOST? “It’s as if I have this dream, a fishnet suspended in air” . . .

June 3, 2025

I’ve been going through old journals with the aim of getting rid of most of them, by depositing in a plastic bag, and then throwing...

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Where the River Meets the Sea

May 29, 2025

So, yesterday, I posted the entire 217 combined pdf of my Alt-Epistemology collection, knowing full well that nobody, but nobody, will read it. The purpose...

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Meming It in May 2025.

May 27, 2025

Let’s begin with the usual apocalyptically bad news; And yet, this meme is out there, in public, with a growing aware audience! Most of whom...

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Are We Undergoing an Epistemological Collapse?!?

May 22, 2025

Let me begin slowly. Have you ever considered the significance of the Aries point, i.e., 1° Aries? Sabian symbol: A woman just rising from the...

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POST-TRIP: Looking around . . . and almost regretting it.

May 21, 2025

If you aren’t on twitter/X at this point, please do get on there. I know it’s confusing, and takes up way too much of your...

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About to attend midwest UFO conference

May 12, 2025

Today I head west three hours to Grafton, Illinois, for an annual four day midwest UFO Convention, my first in many many years. I was...

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WAR OR PEACE: Reflections on the Ubiquity of Frequency

May 8, 2025

I was one of those kids who was terrible at math. Ever since I asked my teacher in first grade, “But, but, but . ....

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Reflections on WAR & PEACE

May 7, 2025

First, thanks Juanita. Ain’t it the truth? On the other hand, there’s that 10% . . . During a month when a brand new possibly...

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IYKYK: Hilarious meme!

May 5, 2025

Notice: I picked up this meme on May 3. Already, it had  4.7K replies . . . Not views (39K); replies! This one really struck...

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COMING RIGHT UP? And if so, BLACKOUT BRILLIANCE!

April 30, 2025

Researching for this post, I searched duck duck go this morning, for answer to  “blackouts occurred recently in Spain and where else and for how...

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In calm, measured tones, Catherine Austin Fitts speaks TRUTH to Tucker Carlson

April 29, 2025

Catherine Austin Fitts has now been featured by Tucker Carlson in what may be his most significant interview ever. And Jon Rapoport, whose acerbic posts...

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Always ask, and do you (I) dare: “BY WHAT AUTHORITY?”

April 28, 2025

Notice:   Mea culpa,  but it’s spring, liver time, and this is one pissed off liverish post! Must go dig up some dandelion roots, chop...

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Zowee! I’m an ODD duck? Thanks, Charles.

April 23, 2025

Don’t worry. I’ll explain the title. To begin: We seem to be living on earth in the 21st century AD as a morphing mutant species....

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A Personal Encounter with the Demonic

April 22, 2025

Several days ago, I was out on my morning walk with puppy Scampi when I came across an old friend, about my age, whom I...

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ASTROLOGY OF DEATH OF POPE FRANCIS

April 21, 2025

Here’s the chart for 7:35 AM, 4/21/25, Rome Italy.   I tend to see this chart that times the death of Pope Francis as symbolic...

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HOW TO REFUSE Postmodernism Becoming Transhumanism

April 17, 2025

The title of this post refers to the title of  an essay that I excerpt from below, by David Souto Alcade. How Postmodernism Became Transhumanism...

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Meme Stream Mid-April 2025: Two Themes, Medical and Woke

April 14, 2025

Confession: they do happen to be two of my favorite themes . . . In my view the dominant western allopathic medical system is completely...

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SO, WHERE ARE WE NOW?

April 9, 2025

I’d say this is about right. Yup.

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Our (MY) Seemingly Intractable Human Tendency to Hate the Other

April 8, 2025

This is a follow-up to yesterday’s post. Have you noticed within yourself, an increasing desire to do violence to whoever or whatever rubs you the...

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Let us cultivate our own internal Flower Garden.

April 3, 2025

This brought tears to my eyes. Silly me, I know. Why flowers? For heaven’s sake, you can’t eat them, and what we need is food,...

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Our new world begins yesterday. GET, AND REMAIN, PRESENT, PLEASE!

March 31, 2025

Just prior to 8 AM EDT, yesterday, March 30, nebulous, dreamy Neptune drifted subtly into Aries, for the first time in 165 years, starting an...

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LIMINAL LIMITS REACHED: Saturn/Neptune on the Brink

March 28, 2025

I was going to begin my three-day weekend break from daily posting today, but the historic Neptune/Saturn situation — both moving from Pisces to Aries...

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Invisible Covid Tendrils Persist

March 27, 2025

Three days ago, a sudden, flooding reminder of the mass mind control fear virus that gripped the global population five years ago: one of my...

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ASTROLOGY of 2025: What’s coming right up!

March 26, 2025

2025 will be a year in which those of us survive it will look back on in awe. Sheer awe. Here are three attempts to...

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GOOD NEWS! “Sky-Shielding Movement”

March 25, 2025

As I watch the sometimes clear blue skies at dawn begin to crisscross with dripping, spreading chemtrails all the rest of the day, it’s becoming...

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ISRAEL AND U.S.: Who Controls Who?

March 24, 2025

I return after nearly five days otherwise engaged. And, hate to say it, on return, Trump still occupies my brain. The usual theory: Of course...

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As Transit Sun begins to conjunct Neptune: ASTRONAUTS SPLASH DOWN, JFK FILES RELEASED within minutes!

March 19, 2025

I’ll start this post slowly. . . Looking over recent posts, I realize that I’m as “bad” as any TDS “normie,”  in that Donald Trump,...

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Today’s ALt-EPISTEMOLOGICAL CONUNDRUM: Is Trump a Zionist? Or: am I a fool for suspecting that he is?

March 18, 2025

Looking over Martin Geddes substack today, where he prompts chatDPT to identify and describe ” five different levels of awareness (of what’s really going on...

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MEME DREAM FEVER after three day weekend . . .

March 17, 2025

I wish I could say that I utilized my three day weekend to do a screen fast, at least part of the time. But I...

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SOUL-NOURISHING FRUITS of One Totally Sleepless Night

March 13, 2025

For the past two nights, my sleep has been seriously disturbed. No don’t get me wrong. It’s always disturbed, in that I have to drag...

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Oops! Maybe I goofed, re: Trump’s narcissism

March 12, 2025

Note: Please read both Monday’s and Tuesday’s posts first! I’d like to think that Trump’s ego (the part of us formed since birth that separates...

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Follow up on yesterday’s post: IS TRUMP A NARCISSIST?

March 11, 2025

Re: yesterday’s post on narcissism, question: Is Trump a Narcissist? Answer: yes. Of course. With warlike Mars in kingly Leo conjunct the self-expressive Leo Ascendant...

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Methodology to Break Through Our Culture of Narcissism

March 10, 2025

  Reading through the latest Martin Geddes essay — “Crypto Metaphysics” — London, Wed 12th March — I was struck by his references to today’s...

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MEME STREAM in the maelstrom

March 6, 2025

Today, I wanted to create another meme stream. It’s been a while, and my meme folder is humongous and expanding. But what to concentrate on?...

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Post-Speech Assessment: DON COLOSSUS

March 5, 2025

Lying in bed last night, I was able to listen to probably half of Trump’s long-awaited speech before drifting off. What struck me: Trump, more...

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Are We Really HERE?

March 4, 2025

Well, I’d say I, for one, am striving, daily, to remain REALLY HERE. And by this I mean, centered, grounded, aware, and loving. That’s a...

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TRUE? Gurdjieff: (Most) “people are machines”

March 3, 2025

I know I sure was, up until the moment when a book fell to floor from a Cambridge Massachusetts bookstore shelf in 1966 as I...

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THE WH “INFLUENCER” OP — and what it demonstrates

February 28, 2025

Re: the title of this post. “WH” refers to White House, not White Hat. I think. Or does it? Whatever . . . For if...

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MEA CULPA: I was likely dead wrong, yesterday.

February 27, 2025

Looking back on yesterday’s post, I see myself as a fool — once again. I assumed that there was no good reason for withholding the...

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My Experience at Bloomington’s TOWN HALL

February 24, 2025

Two days ago, I decided to attend a “Town Hall” to be held at the Unitarian Universalist church. I was curious; wanted to become more...

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Meme Stream: UKRAINE RIPPLES INTO DOGE

February 20, 2025

If we concentrate on the ramifications of probing the underbelly of just one single suppurating sore across this suffering world, it looks like Ukraine is...

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Let us inhabit the open space of “contradiction”

February 19, 2025

I’ve been stretching my sore brain wide, W . . .I . . .D . . .E! — in continued attempts to surrender my current...

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Re: DOGE: Oops! Sudden Switch from Ecstasy to Compassion

February 18, 2025

Until sometime yesterday afternoon I was in a near-continuous state of inner ecstasy as I contemplated the ongoing extraordinary deflation of the administrative state balloon,...

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SHOCKED into ABIDING AWARENESS

February 14, 2025

Amazing discovery . . . or is it? Actually, it’s what does happen, and has happened, over and over again in my very long life....

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OF SHOCKS AND TEDIUM . . .

February 13, 2025

Am I the only one for whom things are getting crazier and crazier? No. It’s true for all of us. We all know it. How...

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Let’s face it, folks: THIS QUICKENING IS OURS!

February 11, 2025

What I most appreciate about the current breathtaking Trump/Elon blitzkrieg, its its sheer audacity. How dare Trump/Elon disrupt the uncomfortable status quo? How dare he...

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TRUMPIAN OVERVIEW: Domestic and International

February 7, 2025

Check this out. Makes a LOT of sense. Why is Trump supporting Israel, AI & mRNA vaccines? An insightful answer! Joe Lange:  Trump is but...

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TRUST TRUMP?!? series, continued . . . “Save Israel for last” HUH?!?

February 5, 2025

What in hell did Q mean by “Save Israel for last?” A nasty part of me wants to think that it means Israel will finally...

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ALIVENESS: real or faked? Choose.

February 4, 2025

As I go about the world, mostly on foot, I find myself more and more astounded by the extreme differential between my 82-year-old vigor and...

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Martin Geddes: Using AI to parse the Theology of Q

February 3, 2025

Want to test your mettle? I dare you to read all the way through this Martin Geddes Chat GPT offering: The Theology of Q  ...

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TRUST TRUMP? The contention keeps accelerating

January 29, 2025

Looking back, part of me wishes I had qualified that “Even so, Trust Trump” header I gave to yesterday’s post: e.g. “Trust Trump (Mostly).” In...

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Even so, YES, TRUST TRUMP — and Trust Our Flowing Love

January 28, 2025

While I have been spending most of my blog time since January 21 alerting myself and others to what I perceive as glaring mistakes made...

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Again. Trust Trump? Waffling.

January 24, 2025

I’m waffling, back and forth. Thought I could stick with Sorensen’s assessment of what’s going on re: AI and Trump, but find it difficult. Plus:...

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David Sorensen: “Trump’s intentions are good.”

January 23, 2025

https://x.com/search?q=Stop%20World%20Control&src=typed_query   I’ve already indicated that, despite my initial freakout, I want to give Trump the benefit of the doubt. See yesterday’s post: Can Trump...

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CAN TRUMP BE TRUSTED?

January 22, 2025

Lots of clues make me wonder. Like the tech CEO billionaires who had special seats for the inaugural events. What’s that about. Like Bill Gates,...

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Inaugural Festivities as OUR Hero’s Journey

January 21, 2025

I imagine I enjoyed viewing the inaugural festivities as much as anyone, especially focusing in on body language of, between, and among people at the...

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Marshall Rosenberg: “All anger is a sign of self-importance.”

January 20, 2025

Oops! Yes. I’m with Celia Farber who, when a friend of hers stated the above, wrote on her new substack post: “I think I said...

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My ballistic encounter with a dear old friend

January 18, 2025

I was speaking two evenings ago, with a dear old high school friend and former husband in our early 30s, who lives in California, figuring...

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CAN we get and remain Grounded and Centered inside Avalanching Aquarian Melee´?

January 16, 2025

Half-way through January 2025, and it already feels as if a whole year has passed. Is time speeding up? Or are the sheer number and...

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My Experience of Last Night’s “Supper Club” Launch

January 14, 2025

While walking the two miles downtown to Lennie’s at 6 PM, heading for the launch of the Brownstone Institute’s Midwest Supper Club, I felt invigorated,...

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Personal Reflections on the LA Fires (thanks to Mel Gibson’s remark about his “stuff”)

January 11, 2025

As I continue with my part-time, long term “Recapitulation” Project (nine years now, I’m embarrased to say) to archive the hundreds of essays I’ve written...

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From one remote viewer: TINY, LOADED, GEOPOLITICAL TIDBITS

January 8, 2025

According to young, beautiful, and very experienced remote viewer Elizabeth April (she’s been at this for 14 years already), who claims to get her downloads...

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HAPPY (or at least geared for) NEW YEAR?!?

December 31, 2024

I’m not returning here until January 6; however, simply couldn’t resist this.   Fear not and gear up, folks. It’s going to be a wild...

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DRONE: Contraptions vs Orbs

December 18, 2024

Elizabeth April, whose remarkable remote viewing talent my paralyzed, nerve-damaged son Colin introduced me to, now has a video up on what’s going on in...

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Terrific X/Twitter Two-Fer: Greater Israel; UFO/Drone

December 17, 2024

For me, more and more, aside from various substack essayists, the prime place for “news” is X/twitter. No other source comes close.   Two videos...

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About those scary “drones”

December 16, 2024

The way I figure it, we each must make a clear, decisive choice. Either contract into F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) or open the heart...

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Welcome to Freaky Friday the 13th Drone Show!

December 13, 2024

I keep hearing second hand that the UFO/drone activity over New Jersey and New York since November 18 is actually global. But I don’t find...

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Websites Hacked; Feminine Whisper from Beyond; MK Ultra Distraction; and What-In-Hell-Are-They?

December 12, 2024

Well, I promised to be back on Monday, and here it is Thursday. What stopped me in my tracks? All my websites were hacked. Which...

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MTG describes the Economics of “The War Machine”

December 3, 2024

Today I would like to stretch way back, to the 40,000 foot view of what is going on in this world, thanks to the “economy”...

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SCREEN-FAST WEEKEND: Encounters with people, trees, dreams

November 25, 2024

While walking Bloomington’s B-Line trail Saturday morning with puppy Scampi, two encounters stayed with me. The first, with a woman just ahead who, when I...

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NOTES ON EXIT FROM POSTING this week: Gaetz, Bondi, glass houses, woke yuk, and me

November 22, 2024

Only a few hours after the then-shocking debacle of Matt Gaetz withdrawing from being considered for Trump 47’s AG, this, which I found first on...

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YE GODS! Deeper and Deeper: NOW WHAT?

November 21, 2024

On a day when all sorts of things are happening. Here are two of them. * Russia returns missile fire into Ukraine after U.S proxy...

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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONNED? Here’s one for the ages, thanks to Jay Weidner

November 20, 2024

Except for screen-fast weekends lately, I lead a very pattern-bound life. Up around 7 AM, sit with ipad and green tea (with added MCT oil);...

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WELCOME TO PLUTO IN AQUARIUS! Meme Stream

November 19, 2024

Let’s start with what’s very very far out, shall we? What used to be inconceivable, but our reaction is now, when UFO/UAP  mentioned — “meh?”...

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Jeffrey Tucker: “Is believing this the triumph of hope over experience? Absolutely.”

November 18, 2024

THE REVOLUTION OF 2024 Excerpt:   The one question Jeffrey Tucker has is why Trump went along with the jab. Perhaps a post/and video I...

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Bernard Guenther: “Navigating the Timeline Split”

November 15, 2024

Is there such a thing as a “timeline split”? Bernard Guenther thinks so. I tend to think so as well. How else to understand the...

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YIKES! IS IT TIME TO DESPAIR?

November 13, 2024

Yesterday. This: This morning, more from Reese: to which I couldn’t help but reply:   I’d say, continue to hold tight. I have a sense...

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Beyond immediate post-election drama, to what? Plus, “So there, David Icke.”

November 11, 2024

Spent another weekend mostly off-screen (except for one short session) during the days. Went on another unfamiliar long walk on Saturday with Scampi, followed by...

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Post-Election (Blue)s, plus “occult forces”

November 8, 2024

I gotta say, this made me choke with laughter. Here’s an incisive “psychological/spiritual” analysis of  the deep-seated WHY of leftist women’s meltdown. Long, but the...

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POST-ELECTION NOTES: I whip-saw back from fairy-tale land . . .

November 7, 2024

Question: why did Melania and her son look so somber, her outfit dark and muted, when Trump came out at 2:30 AM for his victory...

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SUDDEN INFLUX OF TEAM SPIRIT: Shocked, thrilled, but aware; what happened to expected chaos?

November 6, 2024

Ommigod, I’m totally, utterly, shocked! Not that the election seemed to come off with hardly a hitch, not that Trump was triumphant, but that the...

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Are we, or are we not, nearing the end of “THE PLAN”?

November 1, 2024

Here are a few who seem to agree: Charlie Freak Excerpt: Charlie was referring to election results supposedly being posted by ABC during Formula One...

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Reflections on the MSG Rally: Dueling Interpretations

October 28, 2024

MSG was at capacity (20,000) for Trump’s massive rally yesterday. Plus 7o,000 more gathered outside. In what used to be Democratic New York. Times have...

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MEME DREAM, October 22, 2024: Personal, Interpersonal, Political

October 22, 2024

The following meme is NOT TRUE. My body is NOT a machine; my body is an organism, one living cell in the larger body of...

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Alt-Epistemology: ABOVE AND BELOW — not one or the other; BOTH! At once!

October 19, 2024

Courageous cartoonist Ben Garrison, who, bless his heart, has been fighting cancer, packs a wallop with this new “cartoon.” It appears that hurricanes Helene and...

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Who Is Ludwig Klages?

October 18, 2024

In my local credit union this morning, after a complicated transaction involving all sorts of small amounts, I suddenly asked the clerk, plaintively, “Do you...

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WHAT IS REAL EDUCATION? A Personal Journey

October 17, 2024

This morning, on my walk with puppy Scampi, I came across graffiti in an out of the way place. COLLEGE IS FOR SUCKERS Bloomington Indiana...

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Re: “geoengineering” and the present moment. Paranoid? Or Perfect, Proper, Precise, TRUE

October 10, 2024

Concerning those who have been in stubborn denial about geoengineered “climate change”. . . have these latest steered and intensified hurricanes, with dozens of tornados...

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MEME STREAM: “Everything Everywhere All at Once” . . . or, The Great Awakening

October 4, 2024

Remember that 2022 movie, Everything Everywhere All At Once? I don’t. I do recall that I liked it, kinda . . . But the title?...

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And here we go, flushing down the OCTOBER 2024 river

October 1, 2024

Oh my . . . Here we are on October 1, first day of “Red October,” and the port strike, and weather warfare. The month...

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Sudden Surprising Uranian Swerve! WHEE . . .

September 27, 2024

Wow . . . I continue to be amazed at how my experience with the political culture in this town is a fractal of every...

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Mother Renee to the rescue . . .

September 26, 2024

See recent posts. Oh my . . . yesterday, in the midst of my interior turbulence, I decided to do my daily yoga/chikung/taichi practices out...

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Still deep in contentious local drama. My helpers? Dane Rudhyar and Clif High

September 25, 2024

I’m still deep in the contentious local drama that pits the integrity and sanctity of my historic neighborhood of affordable small homes against the so-called...

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Complete Chaos Coming. WHAT’S NEXT?

September 18, 2024

Do you have trouble wondering who you’re going to offend next with what? You’re not alone.   Remember: the deep state is intentionally dividing us...

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Pissed Potpourri . . .

September 17, 2024

What a pornocorpia of bullshit! Examples . . . I remember, back on 911, deciding to put photos of Bush, Cheney, and Rumsfeld on my...

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Short and “sweet”? No. Short and profound.

September 9, 2024

This post, that is. I offer here, two memes, in this order. Get that bat out of the wheel! Go to bat for yourself! Shadow...

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SCAMS I FELL FOR . . . and more

September 7, 2024

Continuing from yesterday’s SCAM post, I confess: I’m not at all immune to the psy-ops perpetrated by “them,” whoever they may be. Examples: All resulted...

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ON ADDICTION: RFK Jr. and Me

September 5, 2024

  I have long felt that at the bottom of our cultural tendency to addiction, is unprocessed grief. That grief lies at the heart of...

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PATTY GREER: Crop Circles Come Up from Below

August 31, 2024

In these days, when human beings are encouraged to lift off the earth, even when walking down the street, watching our phone rather than our...

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Small town Martinsville Indiana starts up its own printed newspaper YES!

August 30, 2024

  Ever since I learned to read  at five years old I have been hungry for “news.” For information that occurs beyond the reach of...

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ELECTION YEAR BLUES: Let me be the one I am looking for

August 25, 2024

  Don’t get too cocky, Ann, assuming the Kennedy/Trump combo will break the mold. Whatever has? Oh yeah? I’d say we are in desperate need...

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UNIFICATION BEGINS?

August 24, 2024

  I debated whether or not to include the question mark after the title to this post. Chickened out; decided to include it. In any...

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A paranoid perspective may be currently necessary . . .

August 22, 2024

  Okay. Let’s start with an insult . . . Okay, are you ready to be “redpilled,” or are you deliberately keeping yourself “stupid.” I...

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ATARAXIA: Gift of Growing Older

August 21, 2024

  My husband Jeff Joel, 21 years ago, (one quarter of a Uranus cycle, three quarters of a Saturn cycle ago!), said to me a...

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Once Again, A Pox on your Monkey Pox

August 18, 2024

It appears that I’m not the only one who can’t stop swearing in disgust at the very mention of “monkeypox.” Even better . . ....

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Two types of ILLEGAL ALIENS; both with total control trips

August 17, 2024

  Interesting. my old friend Carol Rosin did not mention “pandemics” when she spoke of the “five cards” that would arrive, one after another, and...

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To those who would rule us with bullshit: A pox on your stupid “monkeypox!

August 16, 2024

  One good thing about the fact that all the old Capricorn FORMS (including rules, regulations, organizations, bureaucracies, etc.) which, pre-covid con, we actually took...

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Mars/Jupiter conjunction heralds this day

August 14, 2024

This morning, at around 5:30 AM, for the first time since I got puppy Scampi three weeks ago, I happened to go outside, stand on...

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DAVID MEETS GOLIATH: 5 PM, Bloomington City Hall

August 12, 2024

The Bloomington Historic Commission meets at 5 PM today, August 12, to decide whether or not to send our Application to preserve Green Acres Neighborhood...

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Mid-August Meme Beams

August 11, 2024

Now that we’ve lived through whatever that was that supposedly knocked Trump to the ground back in Pennsylvania, and wow, look at this! weird much?...

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A Meditation on Opposites

August 10, 2024

I continue to be stunned by the differential between what I experience in person, and the continuing  horror show depicted in the so-called “news” I...

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The Kamala Kackles Konundrum

August 9, 2024

  I am astonished by the media’s ability to instantly shift its visual commentary on those “in the public eye.” It did it with Biden,...

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WHAT IS REAL LEARNING?

August 7, 2024

Back in graduate school at Boston Universty, which I attended from 1966 through 1972, gaining my PhD in philosophy in the process, not because I...

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POST-SCRIPT, to this morning’s post.

August 5, 2024

I forgot to add a crucial remark to today’s post, that puts all of what I said about “not being religious” in a larger light....

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“I’m not religious, but I AM spiritual . . .”

August 5, 2024

Not sure what brought the subject up, but yesterday I was speaking with a friend, and mentioned that “I’m not religious, but I am spiritual.”...

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CONFESSION: Inflated Ego

May 19, 2024

  I really did think I was beyond all that. After all, at 81, I’ve seen it all, done it all. Nothing surprises me anymore....

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“WHAT IS REAL LEARNING?” Mycellium Knows.

February 16, 2024

  That was the question I kept asking during my early years as a doctoral student in philosophy with, you guessed it, a focus on...

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PERSONAL EXPERIENCE: Takedown of “Authorities” Proceeds: Mercola, Ballard. . . .

February 15, 2024

  If Clif High is correct, that during this year whoever we consider an “authority” will likely fall, then here’s what just happened to me...

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MEME STREAM, Valentine’s Day

February 14, 2024

  Valentine’s day originally a pagan holiday? Which then transmogrified into a grisly execution of St. Valentine? Whatever its origins, it’s a thoroughly secular holiday...

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Is the concept of “artificial” now meaningless?

February 13, 2024

  It appears that we are already well into the year when all that we have taken for granted dissolves. And it’s not just malevolent...

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POST-INTERVIEW: Who’s Playing Who?

February 12, 2024

  This may be the single most interesting clip from the Tucker/Putin interview. Who knew? We Americans certainly did not. How did Putin know? He’s...

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Here we are, again, as usual; or it seems so . . .

February 11, 2024

If so, then why do I not F.E.A.R.? (False Evidence Appearing Real). I used to fear nuclear war. Indeed, my entire frozen existence since the...

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THE INTERVIEW: Interruptive Uranus, YES. Start of, hopefully, a cooperative Aquarian process? Let us make it so.

February 9, 2024

  Last night, watching The Interview with who knows how many millions of others, I was struck instantly, by how Putin interrupted Tucker right away...

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THE INTERVIEW: Eruptive Uranus squares Sun and hits angles on both DC and Moscow charts

February 8, 2024

  Note: See previous post. This one will be quick. I’m outta time. 2/8/24, 6 PM DC combines with 2/9/24 2 AM Moscow to show...

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You Think YOU’VE Gone Crazy?

February 4, 2024

  NO. Well, let me qualify that “no.” To wit: if you don’t rely on Big Pharma to “fix” your brain, but instead have begun...

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ADDICTION’S EDGE NOTES: 2 AM, two awful audios won’t let me fall back to sleep . . .

February 2, 2024

  Confession: I’m in the habit (bad habit) of taking my ipad to bed with me, so that I can let all sorts of stuff...

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LET OFF STEAM Meme Scheme

January 31, 2024

First, let’s just add to yesterday’s post, this: Oh yeah, remember another young puppet . . . And yeah, let’s MK Ultra Mind Control millions...

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THE GREAT RECKONING, and/or: When Is It Wise to “Pick A Side,” When Not?

January 24, 2024

  Let’s begin with the latter, first. When is not picking a side COWARDLY? — (Just because you want to remain “friends” or “allies” with...

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MEME BEAM Late January 2024

January 23, 2024

  First, in remembrance of yesterday’s post, the two shocks to my system, these: Okay. Ho hum. So what should I “lead” with? What matters...

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Alt-Epistemology: Plodding down my long winding road

January 15, 2024

    Up until late 2010 I actually subscribed to the print edition of the New York Times. Then I threw it away, and began...

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To “connect the dots” is TO PLAY WITH PHENOMENA

January 13, 2024

SO HEY, LOOSEN UP? OKAY? With yesterday’s three memes, I did not “connect the dots” in any way, although we all know instinctively that everything...

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Time to scramble the mind . . .

January 9, 2024

So we can start over again!   Okay. To begin: Is our dear Earth  not a ball, but a flat surface, sitting serenely all by...

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“The Alien Card”, or: How I learned to love expanding my awareness

January 7, 2024

  Now that the “alien card” is already being played (cf. Miami Mall) and/or, according to Clif High, will be played (and no joke either,...

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MEME MORPH, early January 2024

January 6, 2024

  Just can’t seem to get enough of the now collapsing woke agenda and its fuse-lighter, the Claudine Gay bottomless black hole. (Oops! Is “black...

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PLUTO AT WORK: Serial Plagiarist Claudine Gay Topples the BIG ED-ifice

January 5, 2024

  When I first happened upon the face of Harvard President Claudine Gay as she was testifying before Congress, my instant thought was “diversity hire.”...

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As New Year begins . . . “I, SAGITTARIUS”

January 2, 2024

1/1/2024: FIRST NEW POST IN FIVE MONTHS! Meanwhile, I remain dedicated to my archival/recapitulation project, and might call it “I, Sagittarius,” with my double-Sagittarian astro...

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Christmas Weirdness 2023

December 25, 2023

  When I was a kid, back in the ’50s, I would count the days until Christmas every year. Very exciting, to think that Christmas...

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WELCOME TO THE GREAT AWAKENING! (Oops. Not fun.)

December 13, 2023

  While I resonate increasingly into my anarchist roots, or maybe better, my “organic radical” roots, aligned with Paul Cudenec in trusting Nature as brilliant...

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Another week goes by . . . and can you feel it? The gathering (meme) storm?

December 12, 2023

As usual, when there is simply way too much going on, let’s just focus on corruption, shall we, in fact the ultimate in corruption, what...

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Two critical corollaries to yesterday’s seemingly flippant post

December 11, 2023

I need to add two corollaries to my short, succinct, seemingly cavalier post yesterday. SUMMARY OF OUR EXISTENCE: Not Mine For my own attitude to...

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This time I waited six whole days before another meme stream . . .

December 5, 2023

Yes, meme streams are currently my way of keeping current with at least a few of the manifold “themes” currently cruising through the collective unconscious....

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Let us move beyond “Looking Good While Doing Evil”

December 1, 2023

Not that those driven to kill innocent civilians of either Israel or Palestine are necessarily “looking good.” As the slaughter recommences let us remember: There...

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WHAT HAPPENS WHEN . . . Damn! Yet another meme thread.

November 29, 2023

  What happens when anything is possible and you can’t trust anything? (possible answers) Mind wiped, you become an MK Ultra victim, primed for programming....

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Meme Turbulence, November’s End

November 27, 2023

Geez, it’s been less than one week since my last meme stream, and here we go again . . . post-Thanksgiving, fattened up for the...

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This true, and very welcome Israel/Palestine story is making the rounds.

November 22, 2023

Author Julian Rose sent thiss to me a few days ago. Since then, I see that both David Icke and Global Research. The Zionist Cause...

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Meme Stream ramp up, strains credulity, just prior to Giving Thanks Day

November 21, 2023

Geez, give me a break, will ya! I’m trying to remember how to roast a turkey, and memes keep intruding. Aha, here it is: 13...

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Does Inclusion of Reincarnation Affect Daily Life? If So, How?

November 20, 2023

I’ve pretty much assumed some version of reincarnation since my mid-20s, when entered the endless phase called “recovering Catholic” and desired to explore whatever lay...

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On the Meme Narrative Trail, Again . . .

November 18, 2023

On walk with puppy Shadow this morning, I was noticing that I just don’t want to try to figure out what’s happening in the larger...

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Mid-November 2023, Meme Trail . . .

November 12, 2023

  Frankly, I’m astonished and grateful that we are still here, intact, at least in my town, my neighborhood. As if the accelerating chaos enveloping...

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“We create our own reality.” Or do we?

November 11, 2023

What’s really real? Serious question.

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Alan Watts: On Religion

November 9, 2023

Alan Watts points to the difference between having an effable mystical experience of one’s unity with the divine — and attempting to convey that experience...

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SUFFERING IS AN INSIDE JOB

November 4, 2023

And guess what? Do you suffer from the “I’ll be happy when . . .” syndrome? So interesting. I’ve been recognizing and spelling out the...

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WHAT IS THE TRUTH? Contrasting Perspectives: Mike Adams, Paul Cudenec

November 2, 2023

Or, maybe I should say, the second perspective, while incorporating the first perspective within it, operates within a larger dimension. So in that sense, they...

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Darkness to Light, over and over and over again . . .

October 30, 2023

Has there ever been a time in history so fraught with fear? Have we ever been this close to destroying the entire world? I remember...

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THE GREAT AWAKENING! For a terrific overview, read, watch, absorb, digest THIS.

October 29, 2023

HOW DEEP DOES THE DECEPTION GO? Pandora’s Box is Opening by Kathleen Devanney Me: I’ve just begun. Got through the overview part of this long,...

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PEACE ON EARTH IS WITHIN REACH, if and when enough of us become consciously aware of and choose to transform our own warlike nature

October 28, 2023

Reminder: On this powerful Full Moon day and Global Peace Meditation. I will observe this meditation, beginning at 3:44 PM EDT, with my stricken son...

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Full Moon in Taurus/Scorpio, October 28: A PASSIONATE CALL FOR LOVE ON/OF EARTH

October 25, 2023

Join our passionate, profound (Scorpio) call for Love on/of  (Taurus) Earth, including human habitats and human bodies, which are being ruthlessly bombed, wrecked, slaughtered, thousands...

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Body Doubles, Masked Actors, Clones . . . “conspiracy theory?” Or REAL. If so, oops!

October 23, 2023

A BRITNEY SPEARS BODY DOUBLE WILL BE USED TO PROMOTE HER BOOK! Concrete Playground reported that Britney Spears will be in Sydney, Australia this week...

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ORIGIN MEMES: of War, of Peace

October 22, 2023

War comes from outside: Outside the outside (nature) that is. Inside those infernal screens that have been controlling human perceptions since tell-lie-vision began. Or was...

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Meme Medley: EDUCATION (INDOCTRINATION). How it begins. How it radiates.

October 21, 2023

Wow! That’s a lot to chew on. Okay. Where shall we begin? (And where, or how, shall we end?) Hmmm . . . with our...

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CHIN NUTS

October 20, 2023

Though I am tempted to ignore this meme, thinking it in “bad taste,” wanting to maintain civility, decorum, and so on, a larger, and growing...

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Hmmm . . . but what about the Moon?

October 19, 2023

See yesterday’s post  Here we go. . . . One of the usual synchronicities . . . (I’ve grown to expect them. And, the more...

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Paul Cudenec on fingers pointing at the moon

October 18, 2023

Paul Cudenec has just published an unusually articulate and sweeping overview of the globalist agenda and how environmental and other sincere activists are duped into...

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PLUTO SD: Local phenomena, both crucial in their own ways, turn to go direct . . .

October 12, 2023

I was just about to put up a post on caring bridge yesterday, when the internet went down, and was out for most of the...

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I HAVE A MEME . . .

October 1, 2023

More choice offerings from same source . . . Yeah. Uh huh . . . And wow, did you know that Trudeau and Zelensky, besides...

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Personal Preoccupation Pairs with More Memes

September 28, 2023

So much of my time and energy is now taken up with son Colin and his ongoing situation, which I write about, on a daily...

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Covid Bullshit Ramps Up Again . . .

September 26, 2023

This, front page today’s “local” newspaper. I notice now that the photo was taken in November 2021. So maybe the bullshit hasn’t started yet? The...

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MEME THEME: Did I cover all, or most, of the ghastly bases?

September 24, 2023

  While I’m still micro-focused on my son Colin’s Catastrophe, which occurred 39 days ago (see caringbridge for updates), every time I loosen focus to...

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Happy Equinox? PUT THOSE SCREENS DOWN!

September 23, 2023

Note: See yesterday’s post. And while we’re at it, part of getting personally active is to let go of screens and return to our natural...

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More Scrapings from the Surface of Life in 2023 . . .

September 17, 2023

I’m spending more time on caring bridge than here right now (two posts there, so far, today). And since son Colin’s healing journey plumbs the...

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What is YOUR “Identity”?

September 16, 2023

Note: My son Colin’s ongoing medical/mental/emotional/spiritual struggle again tends to preoccupy me. Join caring bridge if you wish to receive daily updates, one of which...

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One Month Anniversary of Son Colin’s Catastrophe

September 15, 2023

Here’s the post I just published on his Caring Bridge site. I post there daily, in case you want to join in. September 15, 2023:...

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Meme Train, mid-September

September 14, 2023

NOTE: I thought I had posted yesterday, but not even the draft showed up this morning; right after I thought I had posted, I was...

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LIFE ON EARTH AT THE EXISTENTIAL EDGE . . .

August 15, 2023

  Email from a dear friend a few days ago, from which I excerpt here: I have SUCH a surreal feeling of late. Closest comparison...

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OUR CONNECTION, OUR COMMUNION: I’ve known “Frank” since we were five years old

August 14, 2023

    Spoke with a dear friend whom I will call “Frank,” and whom I’ve known since we were both five years old. He calls...

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THAT DEADLY VAX POISON: What Will It Take to Wake People Up?

August 12, 2023

  This? Just send this photo around to everyone you know who was vaccinated and likely boosted and is now feeling tired, or sick, turbo...

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More Memorable Memesense

August 7, 2023

  Memes help us shift from discursive to wholistic thinking, by combining images with or without words in ways that signal sense and nonsense to...

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Meme Morass Mirrors My Mental Muddle

July 26, 2023

  Somehow, huh! — today, my mind has disintegrated into a total muddle. Why? Was it the front page story in today’s Herald-Times about more...

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GOVERN-MENT: Govern, control the mass mind, with psy-ops: 911, Covid, Climate Change . . . what’s next?

June 28, 2023

  As I walk about Bloomington Indiana, I am struck by the persistence of those who still wear masks. I’d guess about one in 25...

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MARTIN GEDDES: Another Deeply Perceptive Human Being. Gratitude!

June 24, 2023

I remember coming upon Martin Geddes back when I first joined twitter. What was that, six years ago? Eight? Ten? In any case, I was...

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I BEG TO DIFFER, with Mattias Desmet

June 14, 2023

    “Get on the train – hardly any words are exchanged between people anymore. Our minds are tethered to a tiny screen – digital...

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Trans-mogrification Meme Medley continues . . .

June 6, 2023

  I wish I could let my meta-obsession with the trans-mogrification of society go. But I can’t. Or haven’t. Not yet. Not until the financial...

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Horrendous Trans-mogrification of Society IS, However, Temporary

June 4, 2023

  Once again, I can’t help but focus on the trans/woke/CRT phenomenon, which, I notice, has infected the Monroe County School Corporation as well. (BTW:...

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THE TRANS AGENDA IS BEING USED TO MORPH HUMANS INTO DISEMBODIED AI

June 2, 2023

  As yet another annual Pride Month begins, a dear friend of mine asked me if her equally dear 15-year-old son decided he wasn’t typical,...

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NOTICE: More and more, even normies are (trying to) “connect the dots . . .”

May 27, 2023

  If the local Herald-Times (part of the USA Today network) is running stories like this one . . . . . . ooops, I...

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WHO SIGNALED DISTRESS BY PERFORMING THIS HIGHLY SYMBOLIC ACT?

May 19, 2023

Notice? Flag upside down for a while on May 17th. And why are we not surprised? May 17th. Hmmm . . . remember Q? 17th...

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DAMNING DURHAM REPORT: “So what happens next?”

May 16, 2023

  The timing of this long-awaited Report (four years in the making?), the disclosures of which anyone who has been paying attention had already realized,...

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DAVID ICKE: on “ascending” from 3rd, through 4th, to 5th dimension

May 13, 2023

This short, precise (seven minute) explanation makes total sense to me. Grateful!

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THE (Border) WAR WITHIN MY MIND

May 11, 2023

  Last night I watched most of the current video put out by Redacted.inc, a production of the wonderfully insightful team, Natali and Clayton Morris...

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WHAT’S WOKE? Humanity “on the precipice” . . .

May 9, 2023

  Say you fell asleep like Rip Van Winkle, for about ten years (or is it 20, or 30? or more?). And you just woke...

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MEMES Feature the Trans/Woke Religion

April 21, 2023

  And why memes? Because . . .  

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MY (Liverish) Pluto in Aquarius Meme-ish April 2023

April 8, 2023

  As Pluto in Aquarius ignites (for the first time in 248 years, a brief taste now, March 23 through June 11) . . ....

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PLUTO IN AQUARIUS ACTIVATES. Despite appearances, are we all, underneath, of inherent value?

April 3, 2023

How far are we from Bill Hicks vision? Are the many horrors we are enduring now — as death/rebirth Pluto begins its first, short tumultuous...

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WHAT IF? An exercise in . . . epistemology? imagination? tomfoolery?

April 2, 2023

I’m not saying the above rendering depicts what is “true.” Nor am I saying it depicts something purely imaginary. What I am saying is, it...

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Mining March Memes: YE GODS! WHAT’S REAL?

March 27, 2023

  Still got your money in a bank? (P.S. I’ve heard credit unions, which are structured differently, are safe, for now.) How many banks will...

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THE TWO FETTERMANS: Why? What’s the reason behind such an obvious fake?

March 25, 2023

This set of images has been making the rounds of twitter, with everybody calling the second one out as not the real Fetterman. Twins, clones,...

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HERE WE GO! “Everything, Everywhere, All At Once . . .”

March 24, 2023

. . . is not just the title of a film that just won seven Academy Awards. It’s also, synchronistically, the exquisitely perfect description of...

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Pluto enters Aquarius TODAY. What to expect?

March 23, 2023

Overall influence of Pluto moving from staid, conservative, structured, traditional Capricorn, to loose, wild, chaotic, networked, innovative Aquarius — well, what do YOU think it...

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NEW MEDIA RISING: (And to think that what’s-her-name didn’t know what “Substack” is!)

March 16, 2023

  Just figured out who what’s-her-name is. Texas Rep Sylvia Garcia, and yes, she also doesn’t “have the faintest clue who Bari Weiss is.” Yes,...

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Beware the Ides of March: MULTIPLE MEMES!

March 15, 2023

  Let’s start with a few memories. What’s changed? Well, we know more now  . . .   about the covid cult, and, uh . ....

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TRUTH VS LIES: Tucker Carlson shines a bright light for us all

March 14, 2023

Remember Tucker Carlson’s impassioned commentary on the difference in demeanor between those who speak truth and those who resort to lies that accompanied the clips...

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WOKE-ISM: Tucker Carlson, Pope Francis, and Me — WE AGREE! — and more . . .

March 13, 2023

  As the “civilized” world suffers financial contagion on this Monday, I remain grateful that, though it may take the entire civilized world down, it...

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SATURN IN PISCES: Can Cognitive Dissonance Alchemize Unity?

March 11, 2023

  Note: I changed the title of yesterday’s post to include the Saturn in Pisces moniker. Which makes this my third Saturn in Pisces contemplation....

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SATURN IN PISCES: “The first amendment protects our right to be wrong; it protects our right to lie!”

March 10, 2023

  Yes, of course we are often wrong, and luckily, both our own further experiences and others’ feedback loops help us to correct our mistakes....

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ASTROLOGY: Alex Jones finally meets Roseanne Barr in person . . .

March 5, 2023

. . . and its a mutual love fest as two of most hated/loved figures in the world speak about what’s really goin’ down. Please,...

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“The spectre of nuclear destruction is the twisted, macabre pathological externalization of humanity’s buried creativity.”

March 3, 2023

  The title of this post is taken from a column I wrote for Sagewoman magazine, back in 1997. I place this column here, as...

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WHAT FUTURE, LIFE ON EARTH? Hell or Heaven? Mike Whitney (3D) vs Mathew Ward (5D)

March 2, 2023

3D Mike Whitney tells it like it is. . Showdown in Ukraine. Hobbled US Turns to War to Preserve Its Waning Primacy Excerpt: “Bottom line:...

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CIRCLING BACK . . . I (attempt to) elucidate one tiny (mostly meme), conspiracy circle

March 1, 2023

  The phrase “conspiracy theory” has been vilified ever since the 1967 Warren Commission used it to bat away alternative explanations of the Kennedy assassination;...

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Meditation on Pluto’s Return to the U.S. Chart and the Nature of Evil

February 28, 2023

  As primal Pluto Returns, for the very first (and last?) time, to the degree which it occupied when the U.S. was born, on July...

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PAY ATTENTION! F-UKRAINE is looking like HUMANITY’S MARCH TO “OBLIVION”

February 27, 2023

  The two twitter threads below are well worth pursuing in their entirety for anyone who seeks to break through the mind-controlled matrix that is...

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ASTROLOGY: James O’Keefe, All-Too-Human Hero

February 23, 2023

  Two days ago, I found myself riveted, in late afternoon, by the full 44 minute farewell by James O’Keefe to his Project Veritas staff,...

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DIOXIN CHRONICLES 2: If you live anywhere east of the Mississippi . . . AND MORE

February 22, 2023

P.S. WE’RE WINNING!   Trump — unlike puppet Biden, who, on Monday, visited Ukraine in the ongoing deep state effort to pump up WWIII with...

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Who Do We Think We Are? RURAL OHIO’S PLIGHT IS OURS.

February 17, 2023

  Note: See this and this. See aimfortruth.org, this: VANGUARD IS A COMMON DENOMINATOR IN THE EAST PALESTINE, OHIO VINYL CHLORIDE POISONING DISASTER   Here’s...

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Post-Covid? BEDLAM.

February 14, 2023

  First they came after our bodies. Then, when that didn’t work, they doubled down on poisoning what our bodies need to survive. The Covid...

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Yeeeeeek! UFO!

February 13, 2023

  How about this? UFO = Unbelievable Fucking Obfuscation Notice the cynical tone to the above tweet? That’s because we just aren’t buying the “UFO”...

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Confessions of a Crone

February 11, 2023

This meme is already dated. Gummies, not joints. However, that would kill the joke. So . . .   As a lifelong “stoner” myself, I...

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Bob Moran Documentary: BRILLIANTLY DIFFICULT

February 9, 2023

  Typical, recent Bob Moran observation . . .   I did not discover Bob Moran’s brilliantly rendered, acerbic, often dark “cartoons” until October 2022....

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DO We Live Inside A Simulation?

February 6, 2023

  We are either Manifesting for [them] or for ]us[. pic.twitter.com/7czKl21Png — Vincent Kennedy (@VincentCrypt46) February 5, 2023 Two interesting responses to the above: Elon...

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Faced, Again, with ChatGPT: Jordan Sather, Jordan Peterson, Clif High

February 3, 2023

  About a month ago, I posted for the first time on ChatGPT (which I mistakenly noted as gtp . . .). Faced with ChatGTP...

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What keeps us tied up in “chains of causation”?

February 2, 2023

  Yesterday’s post took you to a personal story, which in turn radiated into an extended meditation, on the subtle and blatant interstices of psychological,...

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The Experiment, or: BACK WHEN I WAS DYING

February 1, 2023

  A word to the wise: when I sit down at this computer, there are times when not only do I not know exactly what...

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Beware (Be Aware) of Where This Post Takes You . . .

January 31, 2023

  If we look at the covid cult trance as a massive, intricately designed global psy-op that those who were susceptible couldn’t avoid, then they...

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Meme Medley Morass, January 30, 2023

January 30, 2023

  And, I’d say that they don’t just masturbate, forming a closed circle within themselves, they also “pretend” that their “opinion” (ejaculation) refers to the...

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Late January, 2023: More Memes and Commentary

January 26, 2023

  I was struck, this morning, by something BioClandestine said on Telegram yesterday. Referring to the ever-proliferating discovery of classified Biden (and now, Pence, who...

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Where We’re At Now . . .

January 24, 2023

  Remember one year ago yesterday?   So much “water under the bridge” since. What bridge? Where we’re at now: leaky boat, and we’re all...

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Diamond Dies “Suddenly”; Silk . . . Trump . . .

January 23, 2023

  Notes from Saturday’s Celebration of Life for Diamond: I was stunned by the passion in both tone and content of Silk’s commentary on her...

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LAUGHING AT TYRANTS; MOCKING DAVOS

January 21, 2023

  Corbett was on to this strategy way back in 2015. And he cites other slightly less recent figures who were on to it all...

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TUCKER CARLSON TRUTH BOMB: Nixon and the CIA Mirrors Today

January 20, 2023

  I just watched an extraordinary Tucker Carlson clip, from yesterday. As far as I can tell,  his outline of the detailed context of the...

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WHY MEMES, AND WHY NOW? Here we go, again!

January 19, 2023

  Are you aware that we are living in the time of The Apocalypse? This word stems from the Greek, apokalypsis, which translates, literally, to...

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GREAT AWAKENING? GLOBAL MOOD AS 2023 IGNITES . . .

January 18, 2023

  Below: three offerings, two of them very familiar, which, if absorbed in order, may help us kickstart a future we fervently intend for our...

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WEF 2023: SCARY? OR SILLY? We Decide.

January 16, 2023

  The annual Davos big-wig get together, what Clif High calls, with utter disdain, the Mother Weffers, starts today. Rebel News is covering it. https://www.rebelnews.com/tags/world_economic_forum...

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Mid-January, 2023: Memes and More . . .

January 14, 2023

  Yes, I realize. This is the 3rd Meme string-along in four days. But what better way to quickly convey all sorts of stuff? For...

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Murderous Meme Medley January 2023

January 12, 2023

  Ponder these. In order. Gear yourself for grief.    

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WANTED: Damar Hamlin, Dead or Alive

January 10, 2023

  Note: This is my second obsessive post on Damar Hamlin. Pardon my cynicism, but was this picture photoshopped? People, props, comms set up, and...

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SCOTUS BRUNSON DECISION, ME: STUNNED, SHOCKED, DEMORALIZED . . . TURNED ON, IGNITED!

January 9, 2023

  I was dead wrong. Wrong, in thinking that, if the Supreme Court denied the Brunson case, that I wouldn’t be shocked. Not after what...

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HIstoric Drama for Speaker of the House: FORETOLD FIVE YEARS AGO . . .

January 7, 2023

  Note, just FYI: Supreme Court makes known its decision re: the Brunson case on Monday. SGAnon has an interesting take on what he sees...

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Faced with ChatGTP . . .

January 5, 2023

  The first time I heard about ChatGTP was in late December 2022. My older son Sean was about to stop in for a visit...

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MEME MEDLEY: Embrace Contradiction As We Swivel into 2023 . . .

January 3, 2023

  Here’s a meme to counteract the first three I put up yesterday.   On January 1, I woke up at 5 AM and very...

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ALIVE VS ARCHON: Choice Point for Humanity

December 29, 2022

  I am still in the bowels of reading NOT IN HIS IMAGE: Gnostic Visions, Sacred Ecology, and The Future of Belief, capable of absorbing...

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JB Sears: All Too True News; Bob Moran: Etymology of “Government”

December 26, 2022

  Thanks to our so-called “comedians,” we can keep laughing.

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ALT-EPISTEMOLOGICAL REFLECTIONS on Increasingly, Unceasingly, Foggy World War III

December 1, 2022

  During this extraordinary journey we conscious ones have found ourselves embarked upon, this confusing voyage through, past, inside, increasing data dumps of info, disinfo,...

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THIS DIVINE PLAY: The Plot (continuously) Thickens . . .

November 30, 2022

  Lara Logan on the BAALenCIAga scandal, and the webby, embedded, infinitely ramifying context it evokes. Interesting timing, especially in light of the FTX scandal,...

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Suffer the little children . . .

November 29, 2022

  And I’m not even talking about the more and more obviously promoted, “normalized” pedophilia, child trafficking, sexualization of small children, deliberate gender confusion of...

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SUPREME COURT: Nail Biting Time! Totally Unexpected!

November 28, 2022

That’s a Phoenix bird above, in case you’re wondering. The Phoenix is the most elevated Plutonian symbol of death/rebirth metamorphosis. Pluto and its ruler Scorpio...

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COVID CHRONICLES: As vax truth spreads, the gaslighting begins — and implications reverberate . . .

November 25, 2022

  Oh wow. Now that even the Washington Post admits it . . . . . .  that’s not even counting the deaths from the...

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53-47? 52-48? A Discourse on Drivel

November 21, 2022

  Fallout from the 2022 mid-term election drama, still smeared by Jupiter/Neptune square Mars confusion, check this out: Here’s the result of the supposed poll...

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IRASCIBLE REFLECTIONS on “Climate Change”

November 19, 2022

  Aha! I wonder how many people are taking note of this new MIT study . . . Not that MIT is the holy of...

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In Late 2022, Some Rants Are Justified . . .

November 18, 2022

  https://www.thegatewaypundit.com/2022/11/must-watch-man-unloads-maricopa-county-board-supervisors-cancer-tearing-nation-apart/?utm_source=Email&utm_medium=the-gateway-pundit&utm_campaign=dailyam&utm_content=2022-11-18   The steal, this time, was so blatant that my optimistic Sagittarian self assumes it must be the final rub-in-your-face to the still...

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November 17, 2022: A Possibly Putrid Porpourri

November 17, 2022

  Oh wow . . . so much to chew on, try to swallow, only to throw up! Ukraine, election fraud, SBF/FTX, Mar-A-Lago docs, Excess...

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COVID CHRONICLES: Did NIH get an infusion of C.S. Lewis?

November 15, 2022

  From April 22, 2022, a very surprising, exhaustive, thoroughly footnoted, and extraordinarily damning report appeared on the official NIH website, and it still hasn’t...

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Is GOVERN-MENT the Most Unrecognized Form of Mind Control?

November 14, 2022

  These remarks struck me, hard. BioClandestine, on Telegram, re: the stolen elections, yesterday: Unless there is swift corrective action, I don’t see how we...

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Dramatically Rising Disease, Disability, Death Rates EXPLAINED!!!

November 13, 2022

  For all the vaxxed and boosted who prefer to remain ignorant of the debilitating effects of the Covid vax, here’s how you can explain...

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TRUMP v. DESANTIS? Two Big Egos (Pretending to?) Compete for the Spoils? NO. Likely Other, and DEEPER.

November 12, 2022

  At first, hearing that Trump had labeled fellow Republican Ron DeSantis “Ron deSanctimonious,” who was likely to run for President in 2024 instead of...

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RE: “Climatic Change”: pardon me while I throw up.

November 11, 2022

  Or: Let’s just nip it in the bud.

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POST-ELECTION, DAY 2: Ballots vs. Votes, Two Memes, and Kari Lake’s Salutary Example

November 10, 2022

  From the Conservative Treehouse, a distinction so obvious that I, for one, did not notice it.  2020 MIDTERM ELECTIONS HIGHLIGHTS DISTINCT DIFFERENCE BETWEEN BALLOTS...

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POST ELECTION: Red Wave? No. Red Ripple . . . Meaning? What’s Next?

November 9, 2022

  Yes, as I predicted yesterday, it’s not over. Still lots of ballots to count in various states. The shock: for me, that it was NOT...

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Burning Bright, on Election Eve: RED WAVE OR BLUE FRAUD — either way, we win

November 7, 2022

  I voted last Friday. And was fascinated to note that in this very blue academic town surrounded by rural red, a large hall had...

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MEME MEDLEY: Early November

November 5, 2022

  Amazing! How memes can signal those already familiar with current collapsing conundrums. Here goes:   “Amnesty” article in The Atlantic . . . the...

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PEDOPHILES RISING? Halloween Horrors, Part 2: Paul Pelosi

November 3, 2022

I’m a fool for assuming that I might be able to get my head around this vipers nest, this confusing concatenation, this swirling mix of...

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PEDOPHILES RISING? Halloween Horrors, part 1: Elon Musk

November 2, 2022

  Deepening digs into both Elon Musk and Paul Pelosi, on my part and others, following the appropriately ghoulish Halloween weekend, when the veil between...

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But Who, REALLY, is Elon Musk?

October 29, 2022

  Yesterday’s post was tongue-in cheek. This one is not. I have commenter Mike Riesterer to thank for this utterly paranoid dystopian gem, a substack...

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Memes Speak Volumes, Connect Dots and Dimensions with Hardly a Word

October 24, 2022

  Let’s begin with the 40,000 mile view . . . And then segue to the (seemingly) most pressing matter: Yet . . .  ...

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Conundrums Continue . . . plus MARCO POLO REPORT!

October 20, 2022

  I spent more time this morning reading through thoughtful responses to Claire Edwards’ review of the movie, The Real Anthony Fauci, on that same...

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Hmmmm . . . conundrums threaten to collapse my brain

October 19, 2022

What to make of the controversy surrounding Tulsi Gabbard’s sudden, extremely articulate exit from the Democratic party and its overlord, the Military Industrial Complex? Of...

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LET US (LEARN TO) TRUST THE UNIVERSE!

October 14, 2022

      Fred Burks of wanttoknow.info gave his email subscribers this offering today . . . What Would It Feel Like to Trust the...

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GRAPPLING WITH (Leftover Covid?) KARMA IN THE GROWING DARK . . .

October 12, 2022

  Have you noticed? The growing darkness ever since Equinox, and now, during (geopolitically dreaded) October 2022, resolutely insisting that you, your partnerships and other...

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Burning Bright’s “Bright Brief” for September’s End

September 30, 2022

As we arrive at September’s end, amidst the widening cacophony of who-done-it-and-why interpretations of the Nordstream event — which has already been declared to top...

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NO WORDS . . .

September 29, 2022

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9/28/22: MEME TIME (Again), AND MORE

September 28, 2022

This next ain’t no meme. Instead, it’s another illustration of Q’s remark, “Watch the Water.” Gas bubbles are spreading a good kilometre (3,280) feet in...

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Meloni not who she seems? Nordstream sabotage? YE GODS!

September 27, 2022

  Yesterday I was so moved by Meloni’s speech that I didn’t even think to question her sincerity. Like all of us, I want so...

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(NUCLEAR) SCARE EVENT Necessary?

September 25, 2022

I am a child of World War II, one who suddenly woke up on August 7th at two years and nine months old, upon hearing “the...

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IS Trump Q+?

September 23, 2022

  Trump’s recent flirtation? courtship? with the enigmatic Q psy-op that just happened to activate millions of digital warriors between late October 2017 and December...

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ANN K IN MEME LAND: move over, reason; make room for the shock of recognition

September 21, 2022

During the past several weeks, I’ve drifted from trying to comprehend something I notice in the culture via various perspectives, etc., to simply putting out...

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“If you know, you know . . . ” AGAIN.

September 19, 2022

  The multitudinous tumultuous colliding “narrative threads” that thud through boggle confiscate the mind (and heart, and gut) from all directions, are well served by...

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Prepare for Liftoff! DISCONNECT THE DOTS

September 16, 2022

  See yesterday’s post. Here is another early piece that may help in the process of centering as we head into the maelstrom. I will...

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Burning Bright for Substack! Q(anon) Frisson!

September 13, 2022

I continue to be grateful for the presence of some substack accounts, their authors’ long-form, thoughtful, researched essays a welcome alternative to the short bursts...

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DISSONANCE DEPARTMENT: Trump, “The Plan,” the Vax — and Tomatoes!

August 30, 2022

  Seems like it might be . . . that we’re here:   That the long wait has been worth it, because it (may have)...

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Open, Open OPEN! WE MAVERICKS ARE “CHROMATICS”

August 22, 2022

This is a follow-up to yesterday’s post, and Michael Driver does a great job  in delineating what it means to be actually, purposefully, FREE. It...

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THE WHO IS ALREADY THE ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT? IF SO, WHAT WILL WE COURAGEOUS ANTI-VAXXERS DO WITH THIS INFO?

August 21, 2022

  PLEASE READ IN FULL. THE WORLD HEALTH ORGANIZATION IS THE ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT   Two whistleblowers let us know that and how the global...

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MEME MEDLEY re: How to Know If You’re “Doing the Right Thing”

August 18, 2022

  First, and foremost, all your actions are directed toward the future. Will this action hurt or help, in both short and long run? For...

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WHAT WE’RE UP AGAINST . . . Jordan Peterson knows; or does he? Check out ALADDIN, now 33 years old, and just getting started

August 16, 2022

I thought Jordan Peterson did a really good job of letting people know what we’re up against . . . BACK OFF: Peddlers of Environmental...

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THREE ASTRO CHARTS FOR THE MAR-A-LAGO RAID TELL A (TALL?) TALE

August 11, 2022

See yesterday’s post. Here’s the post that I wanted to do yesterday, but got waylaid by my body’s needs. (I’m getting better, the blood vessels...

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Re: Last night’s Alex Jones post: EGG ON MY FACE!

August 6, 2022

I just, this morning, added this note to last night’s post . . . Yesterday’s post needs a correction, due to a factual error. It...

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Just In: HOW MANY BIDENS?!?

July 28, 2022

Is it time to flesh in, for the normies, one long-running “conspiracy theory” — that many famous politicians and others are actually dopplegangers, doubles, actors,...

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FROM ONE TO THE MANY: Reflections on How an Entire Society Goes Bonkers

July 27, 2022

Note: See yesterday’s post. I keep circling back to the fact that my world view is now 180° from that of most of my siblings....

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As this week begins, get ready: NEW MOON IN LEO, July 28, 2022, UNUSUALLY SIGNIFICANT!

July 25, 2022

I wanted to get this post out early, since we are heading into a two week period when Mars conjuncts Uranus and the North Node...

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Reflections on the Body as Vehicle for the Soul’s Path

July 9, 2022

The pandemic of keeping your mouth shut has “infected” me. As time wears on, I notice that I “speak my truth,” not more and more,...

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MORE ON GEORGIA GUIDESTONES — Plus Plutonian/Uranian Perspective on Other Monuments

July 8, 2022

Note: See yesterday’s post. Oops! I stand corrected. The explosion did occur at 4:03:33 AM. Got it? NOT 3:33; 4:03:33. Mea culpa. Which confirms the...

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Reflections on the Sudden Elimination of Georgia Guidestones

July 7, 2022

The Georgia Guidestones explosion, that toppled its Swahili/Hindi pillar — and note: CERN, which just this week opened again, features a statue of the Hindu...

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CHAOS REIGNS. TURNING POINT? CAN WE BEGIN TO HEAL? IF SO, HOW?

June 27, 2022

  The WEF/UN/WHO/NWO/NATO/EU globalist agenda has succeeded in stirring up the world’s peoples to the point where each of us is directed to “be at...

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Meme Time in Humpty Dumpty World

June 22, 2022

Good afternoon! It’s 93° in Bloomington Indiana, which feels like 103°, given the humidity. This morning I woke up at 5:00 AM. Shadow and I...

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ON MASKS: In 2020, my early nightmare vision came true

June 13, 2022

Back when I was studying for my PhD in philosophy — with really, no idea why; I just knew I had to get out of...

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Sun conjunct Uranus in Taurus, and more: WATCH YOUR TONGUE, ANN!

May 2, 2022

Confession. It’s getting more difficult for me to “hold my tongue.” In fact, I’ve failed on several occasions in the past 18 hours, one of...

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FOOD PRODUCTION, DISTRIBUTION CENTERS DESTROYED: Not scared yet? Here’s a good depop psy-op for ya . . .

April 23, 2022

Well, here we are, enjoying/enduring another rolling scare event. And since it’s tied in with other scary data, it’s hard not to connect these dots: ...

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TWO DIFFERENT WORLDS, EVERY SINGLE DAY: News Junkie and Spiritual Practitioner.

April 18, 2022

“NEWS” JUNKIE How and Whether to “Keep Up” with the (3D or multi-D fake? controlled opposition?, or genuine?) “NEWS” . . . I truly am...

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ELON MUSK/TWITTER DRAMA — and more: Will tomorrow’s Full Moon offer illumination?

April 15, 2022

See this. I can’t help but get the sense that this extraordinary power play by Elon Musk to buy Twitter may be a defining moment,...

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WIDENING THE RABBIT HOLE: The Astrology of Elon Musk

April 7, 2022

See this. An old friend who used to live here in Bloomington Indiana, Susan Knilans, commented on yesterday’s post, urging me to “think bigger” re:...

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DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE: Elon Musk, Twitter, Free Speech, and Artificial Intelligence

April 6, 2022

I had wondered, during my recent forced 36 hour internet fast, what the big news would be while I was gone. Yep. Here it is....

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IS IT POSSIBLE TO WIND OUR WAY OUT OF THIS FORCED MARCH TO OBLIVION?

March 17, 2022

I’ve been trying to make myself actually absorb what I’m finding in THE REAL ANTHONY FAUCI, reading only two or three pages at a time....

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FROM BIG AG TO LOCAL: How, in my mind, any consideration detonates others

March 16, 2022

Do you realize that both during World War I, with “War Gardens” — https://communityofgardens.si.edu/exhibits/show/historycommunitygardens/wartimegardens — and during World War II, with “Victory Gardens,” — which,...

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THE FIGHT WITHIN ME: how to reconcile seemingly impossible contradiction?

March 15, 2022

I It can’t be either/or. It’s got to be both/and. How? Synthesis? Switch from left brain dominance (desire to figure it out). Expand into right...

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UKRAINE: What’s real, what’s fake, on what level, in what context, and by whom?

March 14, 2022

Of course I have no actual understanding of what’s really going on. All I can do is listen to videos in the middle of the...

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THE UKRAINE MORASS: What’s true, what’s false, what’s real, what matters?

March 7, 2022

For example, the video below. Is this real? Russian prisoners-of-war speaking to the press because coerced to do so? If not, if this press conference...

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About That Deeply Damning Pfizer Revelation . . .

March 3, 2022

https://weliveinamadworld.com/pfizer-clinical-trials-documents-finally-released-by-fda-today/ In case you haven’t seen the Appendix, LIST OF ADVERSE EVENTS OF SPECIAL INTEREST — though I bet you have at least glanced at...

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UPDATE ON FEAR PORN: Covid Is Done; Time to Roll out the Nuclear Option?

March 2, 2022

  I turn away, silent and disheartened, when, after complimenting her on the unusual blue of her new coat, a young, wonderful, very smart friend...

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UKRAINE, the STING, and the demise of the DEEP STATE?

February 23, 2022

I very much appreciated yesterday’s X22 Report’s assessment of the geopolitical game being played in the Ukraine. Indeed, I even listened to it twice! Fascinating....

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Kerry Cassidy: What’s with the Ukraine/Russia/US/NATO Imbroglio?

February 19, 2022

This post may feel extreme . . . The Real Purpose Behind the War Games, Russian Incursion into Ukraine, Crimea Until, that is, Kerry widens...

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(Decidedly) WONDERFUL: Freedom Variant spreading! (Possibly) AWFUL: is the Plandemic used for Organ Harvesting?

February 3, 2022

This is one of those both/and kind of posts. Both the wonderful and the awful. For me, it’s of great value to learn how to...

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O CANADA! Can a simple petition topple your draconian prime minister?

February 2, 2022

As of 9:42 AM, today over 384 thousand had signed . . . Not sure when the petition was started, sometime over the weekend. One...

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Alt-Epistemology: Who’s real? Who’s REALLY real? Flynn, Biden, Trump, Fauci

January 20, 2022

And, what do I even mean by “real,” in an surreal era when masking, disguising, one’s — real? face-lifted? sourpuss? smiling? grim? — face is...

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Alt-Epistemology 2022: False Awakening vs. True Awakening

January 15, 2022

Except for our local co-op, which still insists vocally on masks, I continue to enter and walk around every other grocery store here without one....

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PANDEMIC AS A PRISM: An Unusually Deep, Resonant Conversation

January 11, 2022

  I want to thank both Charles Eisenstein and Paul Kingsnorth for this illuminating discussion. Though I’m tempted to say “pandemic as a prison,” the...

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Trump, “the pandemic” and “the vaccine” re-considered, PLUS . . .

January 6, 2022

Reverberations from Trump’s recent and ongoing remarks on the “vaccines” continue, as those with complex, layered perspectives put out commentary that to me, makes a...

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You’re not the only one who wonders if everything you’ve ever beLIEved is false!

December 12, 2021

Looking back on my long life, I notice that it has been governed by two seemingly diametrically opposed Big Ideas. The first felt decidedly negative:...

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THE BIG WOO: Where are we now and what’s next?

December 8, 2021

By the time a child is eight months old, he or she already understands what a finger pointing to something or someone means. Not what...

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Thanksgiving Dinner Conversation 2021

November 24, 2021

Hmm . . . what will be off-limits? Covid, for sure, unless everyone present is either vaxed or unvaxed. If there’s a mixture of vaxxed...

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HELP! I am falling down the rabbit hole: KENOSHA WAUKESHA WOO

November 23, 2021

Note: The word “woo” has been popularized by Clif High to signify the vast unknown that lies within or behind what we think we know....

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Are the “vaccines” made with “off-world” technology?

October 27, 2021

So that humans cannot understand what is going on? Please bear with me as I take a wandering path in this post. And then, of...

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Philippe Argillier: Who Controls the Whole World? 38 people.

October 12, 2021

Whenever I read about people in high places who claim to have access to, and seem to definitively analyze, and come to conclusions about, what...

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OCTOBER ASTROLOGY: Four Rx Planets Turn to go Direct . . . Ready, Set, GO!

October 11, 2021

As of August 30, when volatile Uranus turned to go backwards, there were five planets retrograde, i.e., going over old ground, processing what’s already happened;...

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The Covid Confusion Op: How Double (and triple, quadruple, etc.) Binds Hijack The Mind

October 4, 2021

“In the ‘double bind’ there are two conflicting levels of communication and an injunction against commenting on the conflict.” Tell me, is this not what...

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Two Newsletters Expand Perspectives on the Covid Cult

October 2, 2021

I’ve been talking more with my friend Claudia who, BTW, says that I was incorrect. She did not see Fauci as an expert; indeed, she...

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Sainted Fauci’s Pious Sadism — AND MORE

September 8, 2021

Searching for an image of Sadistic Saint Fauci to grace this post, I just now noticed this hilarious Babylon Bee post from April 2021. And...

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Alt-Epistemology: Who or What to Believe about RDS “Death” — AND MORE!

September 3, 2021

I put the word “alt-epistemology” in the above title, because some time ago I decided that the only way to work with trying to “figure...

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Ann Kreilkamp

Ann Kreilkamp

Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).