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Ann Kreilkamp / Ph.D. 83

Astrologer, published author, conference presenter, world traveler, founder & editor of Crone Chronicles: A Journal of Conscious Aging (1989-2001) , and founding visionary of Green Acres Permaculture Village (2010 to present).

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Cultural Change Agent Jon Rappoport died Wednesday, July 8, 2026

July 11, 2026

Rappoport was one of many substacks to which I subscribed, and one of the rare ones I even paid in a token amount each month....

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Crotchety Crone: Signs of Renewed Life

July 10, 2026

The following post was written as a reflection upon this meme: As one of the few remaining World War II babies (born 1942), I actually,...

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(Suddenly) GRATEFUL CRONE! and here’s why

July 8, 2026

Two photos tell the story in a nutshell. Elisha, whom I call “boss lady” in the garden, sent this photo via our Group Me early...

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Crotchety Crone Looks Up . . .

July 7, 2026

. . . and sees, half-way through my 3-4 mile morning walk, at about 8:45, dripping, spreading, criss-crossing chemtrails. And yes, the sight disturbed me....

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Confessions of a Crotchety Crone

July 6, 2026

It appears that we’re “out of the woods.” By which I mean, Mars has successfully crossed Uranus without any new wars breaking out, at least...

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Burning Bright’s Multi-layered Linguistic Analysis/Synthesis of Our Present Moment.

July 5, 2026

So grateful for these young ones who are taking up the “cause,” and with a mental complexity way beyond my own 83-year-old capacity. I’ve pursued...

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Shocking personal fireworks on July 4th early morning walk

July 4, 2026

I’ve been inundated by internal Uranian explosive turbulence ever since it began to make its one and only (unless I live to be 168 years...

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Astrologer Maureen Richmond considers “THE (secretive) BIRTH OF A NATION: 1776-2026”

July 3, 2026

I very much appreciate astrologer Maureen Richmond’s perspective on the U.S., as we reach our 250th anniversary. She returns to its 1774-1776 founding to see,...

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Martin Geddes notices the DJT administration’s sudden and increasing reference to the (supposedly debunked) Q material, and asks WHY?.

July 2, 2026

Back before twitter was bought by Elon, I used to follow Martin Geddes for his amazing insights and multi-layered analysis and synthesis of world events....

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GREEN ACRES VILLAGE plants love the humid heat.

June 30, 2026

Note: I forgot to publish this post yesterday. Humid high heat continues . . . plants continue to love it. Deer continue to eat gladiolas...

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IMPERMANENCE . . . in “Gloomington”

June 28, 2026

The glorious Stargazer Asiatic Lily, the latest photo of which I took yesterday, showing yet more blossoming . . . . . . came under...

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Astrological Wanderings (USA, DJT); plus croneversation

June 27, 2026

I just spent the better part of two hours looking at six charts, trying to make sense of the bloviating narcissism of Trump’s personality as...

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DOUBLE CONSCIOUSNESS this morning: Ego’s GLOOM vs FAIR WITNESS

June 26, 2026

Today started out gloomy. Outside and inside. For months, I had been planning to attend the Midwest Permaculture Convergence. Had even paid for a camping...

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JULY 2026: It’s as if “The heavens declare the glory of God!”

June 25, 2026

I know this analysis sounds far-fetched, but pay attention. First, note: Astrology of World Events, June 2026, by Maureen Richmond.  Excerpt: Astrologer Richmond is right....

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So. ARE WE “THE PLAN”???

June 22, 2026

Remember Joe M’s  video? Released in 2018, on twitter? Here it is again, on X. https://x.com/DcLidstone/status/2068467292544102855 This video blew me away way back then, as...

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HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE! InDiana Photos

June 21, 2026

Note: Not “Indiana,” but “InDiana”: Goddess of the Woodlands.  Scampi and I headed out about 7:30, and the Sun was already about 20° up into...

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I’ve been so damn GOOD that I just had to do something BAD

June 19, 2026

It’s true. I’ve been such a very very good girl lately, re: health practices, including what foods I consume, how often each day, exercise patterns,...

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Meditation on My Early Morning Walk

June 18, 2026

TT 2 WALKING and where it leads   Back in my mid-20s, on my usual four miles a day walk — a habit I had...

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While Creating E-Book on ADDICTION, I Released a Serious Addiction!

June 17, 2026

Over the past week or so, I created another e-book (20 so far!), by collecting old essays that focused in some way on Addiction, and...

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From “peace activist” to UFC advocacy? Huh?

June 16, 2026

I find it fascinating that I, who used to “identify as” a peace activist — and then discovered that I was mentally violent in pushing...

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Did the White House UFC Freedom 250 event re-ignite U.S. fighting spirit?

June 15, 2026

Even before it took place, I had a sense this was its purpose. Enough of “soy boys,” “toxic masculinity,” sitting on the couch on screens...

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ERUPTIVE URANUS: what happened half a cycle ago

June 11, 2026

Sometimes I wonder what I’m still doing here. Why am I still alive, in this body? Even more relevant: Sometimes I wonder how I managed...

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Advice from a Crone: STAY IN MOTION! and more . . .

June 9, 2026

Hmmm. . . I haven’t been to a medical doctor, not to mention any other kind of healer, for what is it now, a dozen...

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Welcome to Absurdistan: “The rabbit hole is the new university.”

June 6, 2026

Whenever Elizabeth Nickson’s substack posts appear in my email, I can’t help but stop everything to read each one, all the way through, videos included....

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SKY SHOW/EARTH SHOW June 2026. Welcome HOME!

June 3, 2026

  SKY SHOW Lots goin’ on above us. Especially, as dark falls, take note of Venus conjunct Jupiter at 24° both in home-loving CANCER until...

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URANUS RETURN/NEPTUNE OPPOSITION: What happened yesterday in the bank.

May 30, 2026

If it weren’t for the fact that the Uranus Return is so “arousing,” so unpredictable, and so on, I would stop talking about it here....

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As URANUS RETURNS, I’m “Coming Back Home”

May 27, 2026

I remember when I drove east on a winding road through the countryside from Terra Haute to Bloomington, and the strangest feeling enveloped me. I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURNS, exactly, to both degree and minute: TODAY!

May 24, 2026

Notice: See posts from last four days. Oops. At least I “think” it’s today, on the basis of charts that I set up now on...

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Uranus (in Gemini) Return: Day Three, of Four Day Documentation, glimmers of integration . . .

May 23, 2026

Note: see last three posts. This morning I spent another few hours going back through old journals and writings to help me remember the four...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: Day 2 of four-day documentation. Geez!

May 22, 2026

Note: This is part of a series. Not sure how long it will be. See Uranus Return posts from last two days. This time I...

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URANUS (in Gemini) RETURN: I begin four day ceremonial documentation

May 21, 2026

Note: See yesterday post. Yesterday, this peculiar ambivalence that I tried to express in that post continued, all day and into the evening, and during...

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URANUS RETURNS: “I am with you always.”

May 20, 2026

In the past month or so, and increasingly, I’ve noticed myself becoming very impatient with how material reality slows me down. Just trying to get...

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MY DENTIST: “Shall we try an experiment?”

May 19, 2026

Note: See last two posts, for which this is a follow-up. I was wrong. My next dental appointment was today at 9 AM. Tuesday, not...

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(Confused?) Update on Dental . . .

May 17, 2026

I write this on Sunday. See the dentist again 9 AM Monday. Here’s what happened during Friday’s visit, when I just planned to tell him...

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History of and Possible Prognosis for my Lifelong “Dental Liability”

May 14, 2026

  At age 83 I’m increasingly aware that, no matter what I do to stay in prime condition I also have a lifelong dental “liability.”...

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In an era of exponentially increasing total bullshit, STAY REAL.

May 13, 2026

I’ve just heard from Dave, the City Council member who introduced a resolution to stop AI here in Bloomington Indiana. https://www.youtube.com/@safeaiforever (I plan to listen...

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MOTHERS DAY DATE, two days late

May 12, 2026

Early this morning, as I was about to finish my usual second cup of morning elixir — on my way downtown to see paralyzed, nerve-damaged, 60-year-old...

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Hantavirus Plandemic Nonsense

May 11, 2026

I wasn’t going to focus at all on the latest plandemic psy-op. But the memes are just too delicious to ignore. So here’s a few...

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NEPTUNE IN ARIES: Starting Over; Lost in Fog of Unknowing

May 7, 2026

Yep. Epistemology is enjoying/enduring a meltdown. There seems to be no way to tell whether any bit, dot, “fact,” theory, hypotheses, data point, etc. is...

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REFLECTIONS: mostly detailed rant on how long daily walks dissolve left-brain doom-scrolling harm and invigorate right-brain/heart (and soul!)

May 6, 2026

First: I notice that my three posts referencing ticks (April 26-28) were relatively “unpopular” with readers. Does this mean that ticks have not yet arrived...

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Two substackers who lift veils for me: Elizabeth Nickson and Unbekoming

May 5, 2026

Recent examples of the deep-seeking and wide-ranging posts each creates, both from May 2, 2026.   Elizabeth NicksonHere’s how it starts:   Unbekoming (for his...

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“STAGED”? Examples: Trump’s bee photo, assasination attempt, Wilcock “suicide”

May 4, 2026

What is “staged,” what not? And what does “staged” imply? Well, that the occasion was “set-up” before it actually happened; that the whole thing went...

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A LARGER PERSPECTIVE ON MY TICK TRAUMA

April 30, 2026

So, what are ticks for? Answer: they both serve as food for other species, as well as work to “cull” other species. Including humans? Yes....

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TICK TRAUMA: Inside or Outside, they are all BUGS! So pay attention!

April 29, 2026

Ticks are really bad this year here in the Midwest. Already! Two months early! And I have two animals, a small dog and an indoor/outdoor...

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REFLECTIONS ON Turkey Vulture Poop Blessings

April 28, 2026

Here I am, it’s Tuesday, and I’m still trying to process Turkey Vulture poop from high above landing on my head twice in one day,...

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YESTERDAY: Nature Dropped Turkey Vulture Poop on my Head from Far Above. TWICE!

April 27, 2026

Like all of us, I’ve been more and more suckered into looking at, and sometimes attaching to, all sorts of exponentially thudding, for me, mostly...

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David Wilcock dead? Plus Alt-Epistemology: personal experience vs secondary sources

April 22, 2026

I have just violently interrupted myself from digging further down a new rabbit hole having to do with news of David Wilcock’s death, a reported...

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Alt-Epistemology? Or: Mars rules, damn it!

April 21, 2026

Note: Alt-Epistemology ebook here: https://tendrepress.com/alt-epistemology/   A number of conversations, both in groups, and one to one, have annoyed me recently. Or maybe I should...

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MY CONTRARIAN (non-allopathic) ATTITUDE REGARDING HEALTH: includes probiotic, dental

April 20, 2026

WOW: I see that I forgot to post this draft on April 9th! So I will post it now, and update afterwards.   Forgot to...

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What Is Your Epistemology?

April 16, 2026

Or maybe I should say, “What is YOUR epistemology?” I.e., how do you manage? control? integrate? interface the connection? division? between what’s inside you and...

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Walking Reflections on the Future of Education: Indiana University (with photos)

April 15, 2026

Scampi and I took a walk through the mile-long IU campus today (its eastern edge about 6 blocks from where I live) and I brought...

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Brownstone Supper Club discussion: WHAT IS AI, AND DOES IT INVITE EXTINCTION?

April 14, 2026

Yesterday evening I participated, with more than two dozen others, in another local Brownstone Supper Club event, in an upstairs room at a beloved downtown...

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DANCES OF UNIVERSAL PEACE: three day immersion

April 13, 2026

At some point I’ll get an email with the photo of our entire group, 60 strong, including 6 incredible musicians, and numerous dance leaders. This...

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DETAILED DAILY HEALTH ROUTINE: because, “at 83, the alternative is entropy”

April 8, 2026

I decided I would list, one by one here, my daily health-oriented routine, as the most obvious way of indicating how detailed has become my...

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Reflections on My Judgmental Attitude . . .

April 7, 2026

Yesterday, I had a phone call with an old friend and fellow crone, both of us 83 years old, I’ll call her Bobbie. Much of...

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ASTROLOGY OF ELON MUSK

April 6, 2026

Like most people I know, I’ve long been fascinated with Elon Musk; in fact,  I’d say, if anyone on earth can be said to be...

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REFLECTIONS on Artemis II’s Arrow: to and around the Moon

April 2, 2026

So, on the very night of April 1st Full Moon, humanity flies again to the Moon? Found this on reddit: Wait a minute. Did all...

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MEDITATION ON THE AGING PROCESS

April 1, 2026

Or, I should say, another meditation on the aging process, because actually, I’ve been meditating on the aging process decades now. In fact, my magazine...

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REFLECTIONS ON THE AETHER: Is it real? And if so, what are the ramifications?

March 31, 2026

During the past few days, I have been, once again, contemplating the concept of the “aether’ (or “ether”). It’s a notion that has always intrigued...

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So, I happened to be downtown during yesterday’s NO KINGS rally . . .

March 30, 2026

I was downtown in Bloomington on Saturday, sporting a box of used books for a used book store, when I came upon, guess what? A...

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Meme Stream: How INVERSION works.

March 26, 2026

This morning I asked grok: And got this: I asked because I see the following meme stream as illustrating how inversion works: Start here: Then,...

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Reflections on the Current Energy Crisis

March 25, 2026

“What happens the first time is tragedy, the second time is farce.” — Karl Marx Well, what about the third time, and the fourth, the...

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Reflections on the Transmogrification of “CELEBRATING DIVERSITY”: VDH on “Ungracious Immigrants”

March 24, 2026

A wonderful essay by seasoned historian Victor Davis Hanson has been picked up all over the internet in the last few days. Just google it...

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OF TWO MINDS (as usual): The Iranian Knot and Gravelling the Paths

March 23, 2026

This morning, as I set off for another weekly run of four mornings in a row on this blog, I was flummoxed. Couldn’t help but...

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CRONEVERSATION: I reminisce with old friend Claudia on how early relationships with our Dads shaped our lives with partners

March 20, 2026

Yesterday evening, I contacted my old friend Claudia, whom I first met in 1986, and who co-counseled with me during the seven-year period when I...

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SPRING EQUINOX 2026: In this time of collective darkness, can I, personally, shine light? Can I hold my own center, balanced between extremes?

March 19, 2026

Two aspects stand out in the chart for tomorrow’s official Equinox date (March 20) and time (10:46 AM EST), when light and dark momentarily balance...

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GRIFFY TRAIL PHOTOS as we near Spring Equinox: A Walking Meditation

March 18, 2026

Two days from now, after a number of failed early attempts, Spring will officially have sprung. Several times, in February and March, local temps have...

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TENDRE PRESS live: “Dance of the Decades”

March 17, 2026

Once I was fully immersed in this massive recap project, I began to realize that it was one way that a woman of advanced age...

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TENDRE PRESS (now live): backstory

March 16, 2026

Over this past weekend, I decided it was time to make the infinitely revamped and transformed tendrepress.com website live. This, after an extremely long process,...

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REGULUS entrances me into the Woo

March 12, 2026

I received a very interesting message from my friend and fellow UFO conference attendee Joan Bird, a few days ago. This refers to Chris Bledsoe,...

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TRUMP’S EPIC FURY: Astrological Reflections

March 11, 2026

The usual critique of Trump decries his continual self-congratulatory narcissistic display. And yes, I flinch too; how many of us dare to beat ourselves on...

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“EPIC FURY”: Trump’s Triumph?

March 10, 2026

I’ve had these two memes on my desk top for quite a while. Time to drag them here. Of course there are lots of opinions....

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TIME GLITCHES over the weekend leave me baffled

March 9, 2026

I drove to the  Winter’s Farmer’s Market Saturday morning, as usual. Left here around 7:45. Takes 15 minutes to get there. Wanted to walk prior...

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Shining through the Prevailing Gloom, THIS! As if the Dark was shot through with Light . .

March 5, 2026

Here’s what it looks like outside, this morning. Supposed to stop raining, for now, at around 9 AM. But who knows what’s next weatherwise, and...

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REFLECTIONS: On Re-Centering inside Iran Perplexity

March 4, 2026

I must admit . . . this Iran perplexity is getting to me. Is climbing inside me, coursing through me. Not what actually is happening...

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“BOMB BOMB BOMB IRAN”? What is really going on?

March 3, 2026

This morning, I again heard from Angela, wondering where exactly should she go on the island of Crete? I had been planning on sending her...

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REFLECTIONS ON THE CRONE, and my new “Advisor” role

March 2, 2026

Over the weekend I inadvertently resumed my lifelong “activist” role, but with a significant shift as of last evening’s conversation with a neighbor half my...

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THIS DEMANDING MOMENT IN SPACE/TIME: Personal Shadow Work within Collective Shadow Work

February 26, 2026

Okay. Back to further exploration of the dark/light integration that demands our attention (Monday and Tuesday posts this week). But first: ‘Twas fun to take...

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My playful personal SOTU aftermath with GROK

February 25, 2026

Darn! Was going to watch the SOTU, but fell asleep even before it began. And now I hear it was 1 hour and 18 minutes...

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THE BLEEDING RUINS OF OUR TIME: Mexico, Epstein Files, etc.

February 23, 2026

Over the weekend, a call from an old friend, whom I’ll identify here as Angela. She is currently traveling through Greece and wants my advice...

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Saturn/Neptune at 0°44 Aries: EGOS HAVE NO STATUS HERE

February 19, 2026

Note: Tomorrow, February 20, at 7:54 AM, EST, the Saturn and Neptune conjunction reaches exactness at 0°44 Aries (zero degrees, forty four minutes). I plan...

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What I PERSONALLY went through during our Collective Lift-off

February 18, 2026

Yesterday, on lift-off day (See posts for Monday and Tuesday), when I woke up this image came into my mind: of a flock of cardinals,...

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I PANT TO KEEP UP with February astrology . . .

February 17, 2026

Note from an 83-year-old. I not only pant, I just about wet my pants! Yesterday, I got so gobsmacked by the ultra rare Saturn/Neptune at...

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BRAND NEW BEGINNING: Saturn/Neptune at 0° Aries.

February 16, 2026

Are you aware that Saturn entered Aries on February 13th, around 7:12 PM EST? And that when it did so it also began its deeply...

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Are YOU Dancing through the Decades?

February 12, 2026

I’m in the final stages of getting the new archival website, a transformed tendrepress.com, up and running. ‘Twill be filled with bio material, for example,...

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Life in the pulsing center of the Uranus Return

February 11, 2026

Note: See yesterday’s post. Here’s an interesting, detailed essay on astrological returns, each of them a circle that, as it closes, shifts into spiral. Notice...

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Don’t argue; RADIATE! A Discourse on LOVE

February 10, 2026

Thinking about making this into a tee-shirt: At 83 years old, on my daily 4-mile walks (which lately include carefully navigating over ice; I sometimes...

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NATURE IS UNCANNY: I watch as thousands of crows . . .

February 9, 2026

I’ve long had an interest in crows and ravens. In fact, the magazine Crone Chronicles (1989-2001) was ignited via a nighttime visit from a Raven,...

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REFLECTIONS ON “THE NEWS”: Have you ever popped a boil on your own body?

February 5, 2026

Have you ever popped a boil on your own body? I have. Weird. And no fun. Especially the aftermath. That area must be cleaned and...

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IS “OBJECTIVITY” POSSIBLE? An Alt-Epistemological Exploration

February 4, 2026

Within the past year or two, I began to see references to the “Overton Window.” Hmmm. . . intriguing. What is it? Hmmm . ....

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Ready or not, we are heading towards LIFT-OFF

February 3, 2026

I thought I posted here yesterday, as usual, Monday through Thursday mornings, for the first of four posts weekly. But apparently I must have cancelled...

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Adventures into Snowmageddon Aftermath

January 28, 2026

Geez! Rather than walking glorious, mostly cleared paths through trees and among large limestone buildings to the western edge of the IU campus, this morning...

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FEARING FABULOUS FERN

January 26, 2026

Was (is?) this weather event, this so-called “Fern,” geo-engineered? And before that, were the chem trails that I was seeing crisscrossing the skies day in...

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PLUTO IN AQUARIUS: This Indiana Football Team Set the Tone

January 22, 2026

Very slow moving Death/Rebirth Pluto, with a 248 year cycle, left 29° Capricorn in March 2023 for 0° Aquarius for the first time since this...

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Forced ReStart to Trump’s Trip to Davos

January 21, 2026

On his way to Davos to deliver god only knows what kind of searing lecture to the assembled globalists, likely on his plans for Greenland,...

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Indiana Football Scores . . . GEEZ!

January 20, 2026

I couldn’t help myself. Tried to watch the game, but quickly realized I would have to pay money to do so. So I contented myself...

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REFLECTIONS ON COLLEGE FOOTBALL: Let Us Encourage Pretend Enemies!

January 19, 2026

On the verge of an historic victory this evening, when the rags-to- riches, worst-to-best IU football team (15-0) takes on Miami this evening  . ....

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Marco Rubio Meme Stream: Oh My!

January 15, 2026

This man wears so many hats! Designated Secretary of State during the second Trump administration, that was back in January 2025, just one year ago,...

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REFLECTIONS ON TERRITORIES, in Space, and in Time: “Greenland,” “Israel,” Scott Adams life review

January 14, 2026

Today, as warlike Mars presses onto the Sun, both in stratetic, goal-oriented Capricorn, and Trumpian pressure on Greenland as the next territory to “conquer,” after...

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Either I’m nuts, or I’m not. And guess what? I’m NOT.

January 12, 2026

Three days have gone by since I last posted. Three days whirred by, sucked into oblivion. Yesterday, checking grok’s AI, how “accurate” is it, which...

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Reflections on THE SINGULARITY (from one who is still embodied)

January 8, 2026

Over the past few days, Sun has been synching with both Venus and Mars in Capricorn, joined now by Mercury, all of which at least...

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Personally Pursuing the PULSING PRESENCE of Interpersonal Alchemy: Three Encounters

January 7, 2026

  I sense that my new “purpose” has already been invoked, and involves extraordinary encounters with, usually, old friends, but not always. Each encounter blows...

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FURTHER REFLECTIONS, MADURO OP: Are we inside (another kind of) “color revolution”?

January 6, 2026

No doubt you’ve seen this extraordinary AI image, right? Oh yeah, but “symbolism will be their downfall,” right? Question: Whose downfall? Another hilarious meme for...

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VENEZUELA: Oops! Fire Horse year begins NOW?

January 5, 2026

    Here we are, January 5, three days past January 2, when I last posted, and I was dead wrong. The fireworks did not...

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Reflections on the day after New Years Day . . . Rose Bowl, Nancy, Saturn/Neptune, Bread and Circuses?

January 2, 2026

My paralyzed, nerve-damaged, nearly-60-year-old son Colin Cudmore held his second holiday event — the first was on Christmas Day— yesterday, New Year’s Day, starting at...

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At 83, Older and Wiser: but for WHAT?

December 31, 2025

Note: See the many recent posts. They all tie together in subtle and not so subtle ways. Yesterday’s post was an attempt to invoke the...

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DENTRISTY: Another shibboleth trashed?

December 29, 2025

Well, here we are, another Monday in midwest winter “paradise.” With howling wind outside and much much colder temps. Yesterday and into the evening, and...

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Astrology Mirrors my Neptunian/Utopian Spirit

December 24, 2025

Note: See Monday and Tuesday posts. Hold on to your hats. This post will look technical, since I’m putting two astro charts inside it. Astrologers...

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Reflections on Utopia

December 23, 2025

From yesterday’s post: . . . and noticing how the details of the book internally resonated . . . Yes. Very much so. In fact,...

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Three Day Birthday Retreat . . . Body and Mind, Walk and Read

December 22, 2025

See last post. My three day birthday retreat at Turkey Run State Park . . . . . . how to present it here with...

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Annual Birthday Retreat starts today

December 18, 2025

I take off this morning for my annual three day birthday retreat, to stay in an Indiana State Forest Inn. This year, it’s Turkey Run!...

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THE GRINCH AND THE ANGEL: within myself

December 16, 2025

As we approach the longest dark of the year, the holy day called Winter Solstice, I cannot help but notice, each morning during my four-mile...

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FERNANDO MENDOZA: living archetype for our times

December 15, 2025

I tend to pay attention to “sports” in the daily local paper, which I still — can you believe? — subscribe to, print edition! What...

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Herstory, as told through my teeth

December 10, 2025

Looking at my teeth, you’d never know the long road they’ve traveled. This morning I spent at the dentist, having a new porcelain crown inserted...

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Yesterday evening, my first public talk in Bloomington

December 9, 2025

Remember this? Yesterday evening was the long-awaiting event where I spoke in public about Green Acres Village. As I introduced myself to those present (about...

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Early December Meme Stream Turbulence

December 3, 2025

Oh, let’s just relax, okay? Complain about silly things . . . After all, it’s the internet, dummy? What can you expect? The internet charges...

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HERE WE GO. Is this why Disclosure was amped up NOW?

December 3, 2025

  Especially since it’s just now been made public that the vax caused childhood deaths? See Margaret Menge, latest three posts on her Crossroads Report....

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“Age of Disclosure”? Or: Age of Deception

December 1, 2025

I vote for the latter. Not because I don’t want disclosure, but because I do feel that this much ballyhooed film is rolling out now...

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Saturn/Neptune in Pisces: Reflecting on Cultural Scams

November 24, 2025

I’m becoming highly aware of just how much the current Neptune/Saturn conjunction in late Pisces continues to affect/infect my awareness. It’s as if I’ve entered...

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THE TURNING POINT: How TOXIC BRAIN Cleansed — Overnight!

November 20, 2025

Note: See yesterday’s post. Last night seems to have possibly signaled a crucial turning point in this current highly eruptive, first ever Uranus Return phase...

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Meditation on “THE BIG BANG” and beyond . . .

November 18, 2025

I can say that I came into this life with a bang, a Big Bang; in other words, I emerged from the soft, close darkness...

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Last week’s dilemma not solved, but dissolved.

November 17, 2025

I assumed that my supposedly three days each week “free” (from this blog) would likely be taken up with continuing cogitations . . . See...

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“IT’S ALL FAKE” . . . except when it’s not!

November 13, 2025

And it’s decidedly not in the invisible bubble that I, for one, apparently live inside of. Because as I go around the world in my...

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11/11/25. I reflect on Socialism . . .

November 11, 2025

. . . as the human drive towards connectedness run amuck. Okay, speaking off the top of my head here . . . Remember: we...

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Cackling Crones Caw for Chaos . . . Oops! NO!

November 10, 2025

I was speaking with my dearest old friend, Claudia, on the phone last night (we check in three or four times a year; she lives...

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Pain in the Neck, AGAIN . . .

November 3, 2025

Over the past few days I have been working with memories, as they are buried in the body. Was going to post this morning, but...

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“She doesn’t want to die!”

October 30, 2025

No. Not me. My car! Finally, after nearly 20 years, my sweet faithful black Prius, which I bought used (10,000) for $19K and drove nearly...

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Meeting Sekhmet, again.

October 30, 2025

Note: technical issues kept me from posting yesterday. So I plan to post twice today, and once tomorrow, before taking my three days off per...

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Is the US about to experience its own (version of) “Hunger Games”?

October 28, 2025

Yesterday, as I was thinking about personal implications of the fact that November 1 may signal the day to live on in infamy, meaning the...

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3IAtlas on my Mind. No; IN my Mind. And it’s not fun, it’s WEIRD!

October 27, 2025

Interesting, that I should suddenly spit out that little word “weird.” Hmmm. . . etymology? I’m wondering: should I consider 3iAtlas merely a psy-op, meant...

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More on 3i Atlas: Historical reflections, current conundrums

October 23, 2025

Unsurprisingly, 3i Atlas is still in “the news.” And, in fact, this “comet”? “space ship from afar?” is due to be closest to earth on...

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ZOMBIELAND: In Vast Macabre Detail!

October 22, 2025

I took these photos this morning, after thinking about taking them for weeks! Simply astonished at this display in the front yard of a house...

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3I Atlas: Fear Porn? I Dive into my own F.E.A.R.

October 21, 2025

First, what does the name “3I Atlas” refer to? Frankly, I prefer “3rd eye” Atlas, referring to the center of the forehead, associated with the...

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NO KINGS Meme Stream

October 20, 2025

I collected all sorts of memes, twitter posts, etc., following the No Kings protest day. So here’s a thread documenting my findings, which, of course,...

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SILLY(?) PEREGRINATIONS: Meme Stream, Mid-October 2025

October 16, 2025

A very long time ago, I dashed off something that I decided to keep. In case you find my old note too hard to read,...

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IS TRANS INSANITY TUMBLIN’ DOWN?

October 15, 2025

Here’s the first notice I received via twitter that the trans insanity is tumblin’ down.     Ever since then this graph has been copied...

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PEACE (ON EARTH) 2025. Caution: astrology indicates new beginning is a process, not an event.

October 14, 2025

I cannot help but participate in the sudden spirit of optimism that appears to have infected the world, thanks to what has transpired in the...

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Reflections on the suddenly announced Peace Plan for Gaza/Israel

October 9, 2025

I’ve tried to stay clear of anything to do with the Middle East, especially where it concerns Israel. The history of the region is so...

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Some reflections on the 3I/Atlas disturbance

October 8, 2025

  Who, by this time, has NOT heard about 3I/Atlas? (Or as one person put it, third eye Atlas?) A gigantic comet? (but with no...

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My weekend at the 2nd annual INTENTION CONVENTION

October 6, 2025

Friday late afternoon through Sunday late morning, I drove from Bloomington 55 minutes east on North State Road 67 to Sage Valley, a 17-acre eco-village...

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Saturn/Neptune once more: I RETURN TO THE BMV

October 2, 2025

I DID return yesterday afternoon to the BMV, bearing needed docs (social security card and two recent pieces of mail addressed to me) and successfully...

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Saturn/Neptune Reflections on Eisenstein’s THE SPELLERS

September 30, 2025

At first, when I saw the title of Charles Eisenstein’s latest essay, I assumed he was referring to those who use language to deceive, to...

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(My) MASTER PLAN: Uranus Returns to put my life in perspective

September 25, 2025

See last post. Well, I “got myself back together” overnight. Sorta. Kinda. Not easy to do when  interruptive, volatile, crazy-making transit Uranus is still sitting...

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Gobsmacked in the muddled middle of METAMORPHOSIS

September 24, 2025

As much as I would like to do what I said I would do today yesterday, I can’t. My mind, emotions and soul have been...

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Yesterday’s post revealed my own unconscious biases . . .

September 23, 2025

Note: See last post. Please do read both Laura Bruno’s two comments on fine points of the astrology of Charlie Kirk and his (apparent) death;...

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ALL THE WORLD’S A STAGE, including the Charlie Kirk extravaganza?!?

September 22, 2025

I return to posting from my recently instituted three-day weekend off, when of course, I was hoping to relax. Ha! Even more than usual, I...

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On the brink of the 2025 Autumn Equinox: MEME FEVER DREAM

September 18, 2025

Memes have been collecting on desktop like crazy. So here goes, in two parts: First: The nitty gritty of  “what we’re up against,” of what...

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Third (and final?) post on BRAVER ANGELS: Let us cultivate “relentless optimism”

September 17, 2025

Dignity over Violence was the actual name of the event I attended via zoom Sunday evening, September 14. I just looked at the photos I...

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BRAVER ANGELS: “We cannot be a country where disagreeing in public is a death sentence.”

September 16, 2025

The above quote is from Heather Blakeslee, one of the panelists at Sunday evening’s event. More from her below. I just went through my hastily...

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WHICH WAY DO WE LIVE? With fear in our hearts, or with love?

September 11, 2025

A part of me felt that maybe I should not have posted yesterday’s piece, questioning the reality of the Charlotte N.C. murder. Because the one...

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FAKE NEWS? Homeless black dude murders Ukrainian model on Charlotte subway??

September 10, 2025

Something about this sudden viral event (even though it supposedly occurred nearly a month ago) just wasn’t sitting right with me. It seemed so convenient,...

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VACCINE CONUNDRUM: Trump USES Contradictions

September 9, 2025

See this: And yet, here’s what puzzles me. I’m not the only one. Why did/does Trump “waffle” on this topic and others? Just the other...

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GASLIGHT DEPARTMENT: Are YOUR nurses still dancing?

September 8, 2025

Remember this? From the Opening Ceremony 2012 Olympics. This predictive event is typical, of what the PTB do to subdue, confuse, and gaslight us. It’s...

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MEME STREAM, with commentary: Hijacking the Rainbow — and beyond

September 4, 2025

Walking through Goat Park today, as usual I had to pass by what is to me, locally, the most prominent “fuck you” to anyone who...

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Jean-Claude: “Trump just needed a way to save face.”

September 3, 2025

Re: the continuing broohaha: See this from Jean Claude, who is much more forgiving than I am. But then I remember Trump’s chart, with that...

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OPERATION WARP SPEED: More on yesterday’s second post.

September 2, 2025

Note: see this. Here’s the original post from Trump that got the broohaha going, with Ariel Prolotario’s comment above. A very important comment: he was...

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Precise Timing? Trump, Q+, and Operation Warp Speed

September 1, 2025

And boy did the shift begin — on the very next day! Right away, this from the MSM. Celia Farber breaks it all down and...

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DISCOVERY: I have reached the limits of my intelligence

September 1, 2025

Way back in graduate school, 1967, I told my teacher that I wanted to write a paper on “the concept of Time.” “Time?” He scoffed....

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 3: Yugen, Meraki

August 28, 2025

Yugen: Etymology: Made up of two Japanese characters. The first, “yu,” means dim or difficult to see. The second, “gen,” originally described the dark, tranquil color...

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WORDS OF WISDOM, Part 2: Pronoia, Raku, Seijaku

August 27, 2025

Pronoia: Etymology: From the ancient Greek: For + (nous) mind. Pay attention to especially the last sentence of the above. The modern use of pronoia...

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SEVEN WORDS OF WISDOM, part 1: “Yutori,” “Meliorism”

August 26, 2025

I’ve decided to spend some time, this lovely, sun-dappled morning, during which I have already taken my four mile walk plus watered the back yard...

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Meme Stream: Looking back to go forward . . .

August 25, 2025

Yeah. It appears that in order to move forward, we need to spend some time looking back, checking out what really happened, who did it,...

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Saturn/Neptune etc. Probing, stupidly? — “the aura field.’

August 20, 2025

(See posts from Aug 18 and 19).) Remember: Saturn signifies discipline, goal, a pointed direction, a form, organization. Neptune signifies dreams, imagination, visions, delusions, pretending,...

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Heavenly Harmony Prevails (and I got the details wrong)

August 19, 2025

See yesterday’s post. WOW. I was totally wrong about one assumption: that Zelensky would be obstinate, buttressed by his European cronies. . .  Instead they...

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Post-Summit Reflections on the Saturn/Neptune conjunction in Aries

August 18, 2025

For those who complain, echoing the MSM: why didn’t Trump get a deal with Putin over the weekend? Why did he fail? Etc. etc. Ever...

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Sun-kissed Reflections on the Jupiter/Venus Conjunction

August 13, 2025

For the past three days, puppy Scampi and I have been taking our four mile walks (and yes, with painful right knee, see recent posts)...

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Uranus/Saturn Breakthrough: knee pain signals need to return to crucial early memory

August 12, 2025

The painful right knee continues to fester, especially when getting up from sitting down, or getting out of bed. I have to be very careful....

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Today: It’s “Touch and Go” with Me

August 11, 2025

Over the weekend, I was internally bothered by the fact that on Thursday I had called Donald Trump into question by referring to Lada Ray’s...

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More on Civilizational Collapse, and the Interruptive Function of AWARENESS

August 7, 2025

Here’s another way of describing the ever-ongoing civilizational cycle of emergence/growth/maturity/death  that I forgot to include in yesterday’s post (which, BTW, was more Uranian than...

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Re: VARIETIES OF (civilizational) COLLAPSE: including the U.S.(?) the Earth (?), the Academy (?), and Me (?).

August 6, 2025

You’ve probably heard of Carol Quigley’s perspective on history, one of many to agree that civilizations begin, grow, mature, and collapse, just like people do,...

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As Uranus Return Begins: LIKE TWO SHARP ELECTRIFIED WIRES, FUSED

August 5, 2025

Realization sinking in: my Uranus return, the first and only one in my life (unless I remain in this body until it is still kicking...

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How I’m kind of managing to survive as August begins

August 4, 2025

This post is much later than usual for a Monday, after I’ve supposedly had “three days off.” But this last “three days” was unlike any...

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REAL OR FAKE? Who knows? and Ultimately, Who Cares?

July 30, 2025

Well, well. Are we about to go dark? According to Simpson prediction, YES. TODAY! July 30th. Hmm, it’s 11 AM here and lights, internet, and...

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SUMMER OF 2025: As “reality” fragments into itsy bitsy flakes of (possible) fakery, I remember two “channels” from long ago

July 29, 2025

Yes. No matter what happens or does not happen now, in the summer of 2025; no matter what I hear or see in “the news;”...

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OLD WOMAN RANT: ON “Medications,” “Money,” “Causes” — and FLEAS!

July 28, 2025

Notice how I titled this piece. Medications, Money, and Causes are all in quotes. FLEAS is not. The quotes signify second-order reality; conjured up out...

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At 82 years, NOT EXACTLY SLOWING DOWN, BUT . . .

July 24, 2025

Unlike just about everybody I know, I don’t DO western medicine, except for Orthopedics (two broken wrists in last ten years), and, possibly, Emergency, (for...

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“Alt-Epistemology:” KNOWBODY KNOWS ANYTHING:

July 23, 2025

The (mostly “good”) “news” is breaking so fast, now that Uranus has slipped into Gemini, that it’s as if I’ve been climbing a steep stairs,...

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ME MEAN MEME STREME, EXTREME, YEEK!

July 22, 2025

Sometime I just want to scream. Not that it does any good. Besides, who gives a shit, just who is “right” or “wrong”??!? Current conundrums...

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Two Worthwhile Reposts: The One Follows the Other

July 21, 2025

First from Laura Bruno, her reading for the upcoming New Moon in Leo. And by the way, I think she’s absolutely right about how the...

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The stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein”

July 17, 2025

  Before I begin this god-awful piece on the stinking corruption symbolized by the word “Epstein,”  remember, in the memorable words of Zach Bush, M.D.:...

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As my first and only URANUS RETURN begins: A Retrospective

July 16, 2025

Note: the “meaning” of any planet in one’s life is gleaned from the first experience of  its cycle as a whole. Saturn, for example, with...

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SAILING INTO THE GREAT UNKNOWN, Part 2

July 15, 2025

These two posts (see part 1) are an exercise in Alt-Epistemology.    Those of us old enough to remember the heyday of Donald Rumsfeld will...

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One dead computer; ONE LIVE HARD DRIVE! I take it all back.

July 10, 2025

Oh my. I was so very wrong. I did not “lose” all my important data when the old computer went dark. (See last post). And...

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One Dead Computer; Several Conclusions re: Epstein Op.

July 9, 2025

  Yesterday, late morning, my seven-year-old MacBook Air computer went black. Took it over to the Geek Squad at nearby Best Buy to see if...

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More on Trusting Trump

July 8, 2025

Let’s make one thing clear. The word “trust” can be used in two ways. The first is predictability, so that, if one is “trustworthy,” it...

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And who, really, are those who surround Trump?

July 7, 2025

Seldom do I put up more than one post a day. (In fact, I’ve been delberately confining myself to four posts each week, Monday through...

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WHO, REALLY, IS DONALD TRUMP???

July 7, 2025

Buckle up. This is going to be a long post. And worth your time, I promise. What I hope to do, mostly via X/twitter, is...

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Uranus enters Gemini: MENTAL ACCELERATION TO THE MAX

July 2, 2025

  On July 7, the planet Uranus, which denotes sudden, ereuptive, irreversible change, moves from Taurus into Gemini. Uranus has an 84 year cycle, which...

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MEME STREAM as we burst into July, 2025

July 1, 2025

Who would have known that my concentration as a doctoral student in philosophy at Boston University, way back between 1966 and 1972, namely EPISTEMOLOGY, would...

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WOW! How to interpret Trump’s over-the-top praise of Bibi Netanyahu?

June 26, 2025

This post is a follow-up to yesterday’s post. First, please re-read Trump on the reality of LOVE at the end of yesterday’s post. Now, follow...

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Did Trump’s “fucked” remark just ignite global transfiguration?

June 25, 2025

While I don’t pretend to understand the deep roots of the current state of Israel, or the checkered history of the entire region, I do...

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SWIRLING THROUGH SYMBOLIC SYMPHONY: Sheldrake, Q, Geddes, Quantum Tumbler

June 24, 2025

Note: this post does not follow any logical progression, rather it loops . . . Not that I meant to do that, but something in...

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The Beauty (of the Dances) and the Beast (within Me): DRAGON SLAYING!

June 23, 2025

Monday morning, “time to start again,” I said to myself I as I went to my computer and found the mouse not working. Oops! Given...

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Trump the Magician sets stage for another shocking reversal?

June 19, 2025

I’ve decided to mostly focus on right here, right now, in this blog. However, there are times when (one possible) 40,000 foot view seduces me....

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Abruptly, I shift from F.E.A.R. into Aliveness . . .

June 18, 2025

Note: And I do mean abruptly! In the middle of composing this post I shifted. Spelling out my feelings in words on the page “did...

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I tend to forget that tee-shirts can also be memes . . .

June 17, 2025

On my long walk with puppy Scampi two days ago, I had two strange encounters that puzzled me no end. Several times, when people would...

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Feverish mind discovers Quantum Tumbler — and more

June 16, 2025

Let’s see . . . what’s foremost on my feverish mind? Is it the cat crunching on the dead rabbit under my bed last night...

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ASTROLOGICAL OVERVIEW: Time to move from Denial and Despair to Devotion and Delight!

June 12, 2025

While I appreciate Mike Adams, I also consider him somewhat of a doomer. Which to this double Sagittarian, is a downer. However, as we slog...

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ALIVENESS: Key to Human Survival? June 9th “Supper Club” rocked!

June 11, 2025

On Monday this week, I attended my fifth Supper Club, a new monthly Bloomington venue for the those in this academic town who don’t suffer...

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OMMIGOD: I stop posting for three days, hoping to leave “the news” behind. Joke!

June 9, 2025

Here I thought I was beginning to quell my own addiction to screens. Wrong! As the world heats up, so does my addiction. As one...

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Several 40,000 Feet Views of “THE (present) PRECIPICE”

June 5, 2025

While I prefer “staying home,” and focus most of my four-day-per-week (Monday through Thursday with three days off) posts in that manner, today I choose...

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My sons, Sean and Colin, both focused — EXTREMELY — on their bodies . . .

June 4, 2025

I decided I wanted to do a post comparing the lives of my two sons, Colin (59) and Sean (61). Because both of them are...

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LOVE’S LABOUR LOST? “It’s as if I have this dream, a fishnet suspended in air” . . .

June 3, 2025

I’ve been going through old journals with the aim of getting rid of most of them, by depositing in a plastic bag, and then throwing...

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Let Us Manifest Our Shared Bounty!

June 2, 2025

Our Green Acres Permaculture Village garden this year is stupendous! Massive amounts of many different veggies. Never has it been this productive. Two shots from...

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Where the River Meets the Sea

May 29, 2025

So, yesterday, I posted the entire 217 combined pdf of my Alt-Epistemology collection, knowing full well that nobody, but nobody, will read it. The purpose...

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Meming It in May 2025.

May 27, 2025

Let’s begin with the usual apocalyptically bad news; And yet, this meme is out there, in public, with a growing aware audience! Most of whom...

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Saturn/Neptune in Aries: HUGE SURPRISE, FOR ME.

May 26, 2025

After I published the last post, on Thursday May 22 (I’m taking Fridays through Sundays off, for the time being) my astute friend and astrologer...

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Are We Undergoing an Epistemological Collapse?!?

May 22, 2025

Let me begin slowly. Have you ever considered the significance of the Aries point, i.e., 1° Aries? Sabian symbol: A woman just rising from the...

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I resume my former life post-trip. Or do I?

May 20, 2025

For about 20 years, starting in my mid-50s, I traveled extensively, visiting numerous European, Asian and Aouth American countries. But then, suddenly, in 2019, I...

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Notes from a week-long adventure in consciousness

May 19, 2025

My old friend Joan Bird and I  got back home late Saturday from a very eventful car trip. (See last post.) Here we are sitting...

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About to attend midwest UFO conference

May 12, 2025

Today I head west three hours to Grafton, Illinois, for an annual four day midwest UFO Convention, my first in many many years. I was...

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WAR OR PEACE: Reflections on the Ubiquity of Frequency

May 8, 2025

I was one of those kids who was terrible at math. Ever since I asked my teacher in first grade, “But, but, but . ....

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Reflections on WAR & PEACE

May 7, 2025

First, thanks Juanita. Ain’t it the truth? On the other hand, there’s that 10% . . . During a month when a brand new possibly...

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IYKYK: Hilarious meme!

May 5, 2025

Notice: I picked up this meme on May 3. Already, it had  4.7K replies . . . Not views (39K); replies! This one really struck...

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May 1, BELTANE! Let Us Scatter Fertile Seeds of Endless Love

May 1, 2025

Here we are. May 1: Beltane! One of the four seasonal cross-quarter days, this one celebrates the fullness of Spring, nature’s and human fertility. I...

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COMING RIGHT UP? And if so, BLACKOUT BRILLIANCE!

April 30, 2025

Researching for this post, I searched duck duck go this morning, for answer to  “blackouts occurred recently in Spain and where else and for how...

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In calm, measured tones, Catherine Austin Fitts speaks TRUTH to Tucker Carlson

April 29, 2025

Catherine Austin Fitts has now been featured by Tucker Carlson in what may be his most significant interview ever. And Jon Rapoport, whose acerbic posts...

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Always ask, and do you (I) dare: “BY WHAT AUTHORITY?”

April 28, 2025

Notice:   Mea culpa,  but it’s spring, liver time, and this is one pissed off liverish post! Must go dig up some dandelion roots, chop...

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Zowee! I’m an ODD duck? Thanks, Charles.

April 23, 2025

Don’t worry. I’ll explain the title. To begin: We seem to be living on earth in the 21st century AD as a morphing mutant species....

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A Personal Encounter with the Demonic

April 22, 2025

Several days ago, I was out on my morning walk with puppy Scampi when I came across an old friend, about my age, whom I...

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ASTROLOGY OF DEATH OF POPE FRANCIS

April 21, 2025

Here’s the chart for 7:35 AM, 4/21/25, Rome Italy.   I tend to see this chart that times the death of Pope Francis as symbolic...

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HOW TO REFUSE Postmodernism Becoming Transhumanism

April 17, 2025

The title of this post refers to the title of  an essay that I excerpt from below, by David Souto Alcade. How Postmodernism Became Transhumanism...

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Yesterday’s Auspicious Meeting of Minds and Hearts!

April 15, 2025

On a downtown street yesterday evening, on my way to the Brownstone Institute Midwest Supper Club held here in Bloomington, once again very much looking...

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Meme Stream Mid-April 2025: Two Themes, Medical and Woke

April 14, 2025

Confession: they do happen to be two of my favorite themes . . . In my view the dominant western allopathic medical system is completely...

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SO, WHERE ARE WE NOW?

April 9, 2025

I’d say this is about right. Yup.

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Maureen Richmond’s perspective on the astrology of April 2025

April 7, 2025

Oops! I had wanted to post this on Friday, but it stayed just a draft. Mercury retrograde struck again! As of yesterday, however,  4/6/25, Mercury...

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Let us cultivate our own internal Flower Garden.

April 3, 2025

This brought tears to my eyes. Silly me, I know. Why flowers? For heaven’s sake, you can’t eat them, and what we need is food,...

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Sudden (Yurt) Emergency: working together; ’twas both fun and necessary!

April 2, 2025

In this first-ever-since-the-U.S.-Civil-War Neptune in Aries season, Have you noticed? It’s crucial to remain centered, no matter what? Who knows what will rush down the...

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From Pisces to Aries: Our deepest challenges are LOCAL

April 1, 2025

Please realize: No matter what I put up at any point in this blog, it’s provisional, speculative, a scattering of shots in the dark. WHO...

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LIMINAL LIMITS REACHED: Saturn/Neptune on the Brink

March 28, 2025

I was going to begin my three-day weekend break from daily posting today, but the historic Neptune/Saturn situation — both moving from Pisces to Aries...

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Invisible Covid Tendrils Persist

March 27, 2025

Three days ago, a sudden, flooding reminder of the mass mind control fear virus that gripped the global population five years ago: one of my...

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ASTROLOGY of 2025: What’s coming right up!

March 26, 2025

2025 will be a year in which those of us survive it will look back on in awe. Sheer awe. Here are three attempts to...

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GOOD NEWS! “Sky-Shielding Movement”

March 25, 2025

As I watch the sometimes clear blue skies at dawn begin to crisscross with dripping, spreading chemtrails all the rest of the day, it’s becoming...

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As Transit Sun begins to conjunct Neptune: ASTRONAUTS SPLASH DOWN, JFK FILES RELEASED within minutes!

March 19, 2025

I’ll start this post slowly. . . Looking over recent posts, I realize that I’m as “bad” as any TDS “normie,”  in that Donald Trump,...

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Today’s ALt-EPISTEMOLOGICAL CONUNDRUM: Is Trump a Zionist? Or: am I a fool for suspecting that he is?

March 18, 2025

Looking over Martin Geddes substack today, where he prompts chatDPT to identify and describe ” five different levels of awareness (of what’s really going on...

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MEME DREAM FEVER after three day weekend . . .

March 17, 2025

I wish I could say that I utilized my three day weekend to do a screen fast, at least part of the time. But I...

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SOUL-NOURISHING FRUITS of One Totally Sleepless Night

March 13, 2025

For the past two nights, my sleep has been seriously disturbed. No don’t get me wrong. It’s always disturbed, in that I have to drag...

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Follow up on yesterday’s post: IS TRUMP A NARCISSIST?

March 11, 2025

Re: yesterday’s post on narcissism, question: Is Trump a Narcissist? Answer: yes. Of course. With warlike Mars in kingly Leo conjunct the self-expressive Leo Ascendant...

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Methodology to Break Through Our Culture of Narcissism

March 10, 2025

  Reading through the latest Martin Geddes essay — “Crypto Metaphysics” — London, Wed 12th March — I was struck by his references to today’s...

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MEME STREAM in the maelstrom

March 6, 2025

Today, I wanted to create another meme stream. It’s been a while, and my meme folder is humongous and expanding. But what to concentrate on?...

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Post-Speech Assessment: DON COLOSSUS

March 5, 2025

Lying in bed last night, I was able to listen to probably half of Trump’s long-awaited speech before drifting off. What struck me: Trump, more...

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TRUE? Gurdjieff: (Most) “people are machines”

March 3, 2025

I know I sure was, up until the moment when a book fell to floor from a Cambridge Massachusetts bookstore shelf in 1966 as I...

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THE WH “INFLUENCER” OP — and what it demonstrates

February 28, 2025

Re: the title of this post. “WH” refers to White House, not White Hat. I think. Or does it? Whatever . . . For if...

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MEA CULPA: I was likely dead wrong, yesterday.

February 27, 2025

Looking back on yesterday’s post, I see myself as a fool — once again. I assumed that there was no good reason for withholding the...

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EPSTEIN FILES: Are we being gobsmacked by Pam Bondi and Kash Patel?

February 26, 2025

Yesterday, I, along with multitudinous others on X/twitter, got suddenly, seemingly, gobsmacked, by two of our new heroes:  Pam Bondi and Kash Patel. Supposedly they...

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My Experience at Bloomington’s TOWN HALL

February 24, 2025

Two days ago, I decided to attend a “Town Hall” to be held at the Unitarian Universalist church. I was curious; wanted to become more...

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My (unwelcome) visceral response to current, shifting news about Pope Francis

February 21, 2025

As a forever recovering Catholic, I can’t help but “confess my sins” once in a while. Here’s the latest: When I first saw the news...

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Meme Stream: UKRAINE RIPPLES INTO DOGE

February 20, 2025

If we concentrate on the ramifications of probing the underbelly of just one single suppurating sore across this suffering world, it looks like Ukraine is...

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Let us inhabit the open space of “contradiction”

February 19, 2025

I’ve been stretching my sore brain wide, W . . .I . . .D . . .E! — in continued attempts to surrender my current...

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Re: DOGE: Oops! Sudden Switch from Ecstasy to Compassion

February 18, 2025

Until sometime yesterday afternoon I was in a near-continuous state of inner ecstasy as I contemplated the ongoing extraordinary deflation of the administrative state balloon,...

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Cultural shocks; interpersonal sweetness. Which is more real?

February 17, 2025

Another winter storm two nights ago, with this time, about five inches, which turned icy yesterday. Tried to walk puppy Scampi at around 8 AM,...

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SHOCKED into ABIDING AWARENESS

February 14, 2025

Amazing discovery . . . or is it? Actually, it’s what does happen, and has happened, over and over again in my very long life....

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OF SHOCKS AND TEDIUM . . .

February 13, 2025

Am I the only one for whom things are getting crazier and crazier? No. It’s true for all of us. We all know it. How...

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TODAY’S FULL MOON IN LEO IN TENSE T-CROSS WITH URANUS . . .

February 12, 2025

Hey folks, if you’re like me, you’re being extra-careful today. Full of care. Caring. Heart-centered. Aware. Awake. And Allowing. Whatever is meant to happen, will....

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Let’s face it, folks: THIS QUICKENING IS OURS!

February 11, 2025

What I most appreciate about the current breathtaking Trump/Elon blitzkrieg, its its sheer audacity. How dare Trump/Elon disrupt the uncomfortable status quo? How dare he...

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GRIFFY LAKE 7-MILE LOOP: I cross one off my bucket list!

February 10, 2025

My older son Sean, who lives in Boulder Colorado, once again (he comes every six months), is here for one week, for daily visits with...

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PAUL CUDENEC OVERVIEW: “one massive world-spanning public-private criminal enterprise”

February 8, 2025

While I’m not at all convinced that the various interconnected parts of the onrolling totalitarian takeover Cudenec depicts will actually succeed (nor is he), given...

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TRUMPIAN OVERVIEW: Domestic and International

February 7, 2025

Check this out. Makes a LOT of sense. Why is Trump supporting Israel, AI & mRNA vaccines? An insightful answer! Joe Lange:  Trump is but...

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TRUST TRUMP?!? series, continued . . . “Save Israel for last” HUH?!?

February 5, 2025

What in hell did Q mean by “Save Israel for last?” A nasty part of me wants to think that it means Israel will finally...

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ALIVENESS: real or faked? Choose.

February 4, 2025

As I go about the world, mostly on foot, I find myself more and more astounded by the extreme differential between my 82-year-old vigor and...

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Martin Geddes: Using AI to parse the Theology of Q

February 3, 2025

Want to test your mettle? I dare you to read all the way through this Martin Geddes Chat GPT offering: The Theology of Q  ...

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THE HEAVENS SPEAK: Uranus turned to go direct yesterday, exactly on my natal Moon . . .

February 1, 2025

Oops! I thought I actually posted this piece yesterday. It turns out, NOT. So everything I say here will be one day late . ....

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TRUST TRUMP? The contention keeps accelerating

January 29, 2025

Looking back, part of me wishes I had qualified that “Even so, Trust Trump” header I gave to yesterday’s post: e.g. “Trust Trump (Mostly).” In...

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Even so, YES, TRUST TRUMP — and Trust Our Flowing Love

January 28, 2025

While I have been spending most of my blog time since January 21 alerting myself and others to what I perceive as glaring mistakes made...

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Again. Trust Trump? Waffling.

January 24, 2025

I’m waffling, back and forth. Thought I could stick with Sorensen’s assessment of what’s going on re: AI and Trump, but find it difficult. Plus:...

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David Sorensen: “Trump’s intentions are good.”

January 23, 2025

https://x.com/search?q=Stop%20World%20Control&src=typed_query   I’ve already indicated that, despite my initial freakout, I want to give Trump the benefit of the doubt. See yesterday’s post: Can Trump...

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CAN TRUMP BE TRUSTED?

January 22, 2025

Lots of clues make me wonder. Like the tech CEO billionaires who had special seats for the inaugural events. What’s that about. Like Bill Gates,...

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Inaugural Festivities as OUR Hero’s Journey

January 21, 2025

I imagine I enjoyed viewing the inaugural festivities as much as anyone, especially focusing in on body language of, between, and among people at the...

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Marshall Rosenberg: “All anger is a sign of self-importance.”

January 20, 2025

Oops! Yes. I’m with Celia Farber who, when a friend of hers stated the above, wrote on her new substack post: “I think I said...

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My ballistic encounter with a dear old friend

January 18, 2025

I was speaking two evenings ago, with a dear old high school friend and former husband in our early 30s, who lives in California, figuring...

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Of WHOMPS, and WALKING, and the primacy of the BODY

January 17, 2025

Will the slowly moving concrete ice on the DeKist roof go WHOMP today? If you’re like me, you wouldn’t go in and out the back...

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My Experience of Last Night’s “Supper Club” Launch

January 14, 2025

While walking the two miles downtown to Lennie’s at 6 PM, heading for the launch of the Brownstone Institute’s Midwest Supper Club, I felt invigorated,...

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TONIGHT, DATE WITH DESTINY? Brownstone Institute Inaugural Midwest Supper club

January 13, 2025

I’ve long enjoyed the immensely sensible, even-handed essays by Jeffrey Tucker, the founder, president, editor, and author of the Brownstone Institute. For example, this, from...

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Victor Davis Hanson, 5th Generation California resident, on the LA Fires

January 12, 2025

Victor Davis Hanson, a 5th generation life-long resident of the Central Valley of California, warns us that the LA conflagration, if such horrendous events are...

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Personal Reflections on the LA Fires (thanks to Mel Gibson’s remark about his “stuff”)

January 11, 2025

As I continue with my part-time, long term “Recapitulation” Project (nine years now, I’m embarrased to say) to archive the hundreds of essays I’ve written...

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Glitches, Gladness, Gratitude: Yesterday’s draft post folded into this one

January 10, 2025

Oops! The paragraphs in italics that follow the first three paragraphs of this post were in draft form yesterday, but then my computer glitched and...

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From one remote viewer: TINY, LOADED, GEOPOLITICAL TIDBITS

January 8, 2025

According to young, beautiful, and very experienced remote viewer Elizabeth April (she’s been at this for 14 years already), who claims to get her downloads...

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DANGER! Stomping Slowly, on a Virgo-esque Expedition

January 7, 2025

Sooooo . . . yesterday, staying home, not being outside for my usual vigorous 3-4 mile walk, drove me nuts. Even the snow shoveling didn’t...

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HAPPY (or at least geared for) NEW YEAR?!?

December 31, 2024

I’m not returning here until January 6; however, simply couldn’t resist this.   Fear not and gear up, folks. It’s going to be a wild...

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Terrific X/Twitter Two-Fer: Greater Israel; UFO/Drone

December 17, 2024

For me, more and more, aside from various substack essayists, the prime place for “news” is X/twitter. No other source comes close.   Two videos...

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About those scary “drones”

December 16, 2024

The way I figure it, we each must make a clear, decisive choice. Either contract into F.E.A.R. (False Evidence Appearing Real) or open the heart...

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Welcome to Freaky Friday the 13th Drone Show!

December 13, 2024

I keep hearing second hand that the UFO/drone activity over New Jersey and New York since November 18 is actually global. But I don’t find...

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Websites Hacked; Feminine Whisper from Beyond; MK Ultra Distraction; and What-In-Hell-Are-They?

December 12, 2024

Well, I promised to be back on Monday, and here it is Thursday. What stopped me in my tracks? All my websites were hacked. Which...

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I’m Undergoing a Neptunian Immersion in My Son’s Ongoing Hell

December 5, 2024

Transit Neptune —  a very slow-moving planet — which, in my birth chart, sits at the very top, i.e., it’s my path, my north star,...

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Elon Musk X/tweet? Plus fascinating “remote view” of Elon . . .

December 4, 2024

The above graph looks so clear and simple. I do tend to be-LIE-ve it. On the other hand, I don’t trust anything put out by...

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MTG describes the Economics of “The War Machine”

December 3, 2024

Today I would like to stretch way back, to the 40,000 foot view of what is going on in this world, thanks to the “economy”...

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THANKSGIVING: The holiday frequency has me; as does its sting.

November 28, 2024

  Once each year I am again startled to notice the powerful annual frequency in which we are all immersed during the winter holiday season,...

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Two geo-political mysteries worth pondering on the day before Thanksgiving

November 27, 2024

In case you missed it, six days ago Russia fired a devastating non-nuclear attack on a facility that reached deep underground in response to Ukraine...

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DEI MUST DIE! Massive Progress Report

November 26, 2024

As I walked around the IU campus this morning, empty now, due to Thanksgiving break, I was struck by all the beautifully constructed multistory limestone...

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NOTES ON EXIT FROM POSTING this week: Gaetz, Bondi, glass houses, woke yuk, and me

November 22, 2024

Only a few hours after the then-shocking debacle of Matt Gaetz withdrawing from being considered for Trump 47’s AG, this, which I found first on...

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YE GODS! Deeper and Deeper: NOW WHAT?

November 21, 2024

On a day when all sorts of things are happening. Here are two of them. * Russia returns missile fire into Ukraine after U.S proxy...

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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN CONNED? Here’s one for the ages, thanks to Jay Weidner

November 20, 2024

Except for screen-fast weekends lately, I lead a very pattern-bound life. Up around 7 AM, sit with ipad and green tea (with added MCT oil);...

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WELCOME TO PLUTO IN AQUARIUS! Meme Stream

November 19, 2024

Let’s start with what’s very very far out, shall we? What used to be inconceivable, but our reaction is now, when UFO/UAP  mentioned — “meh?”...

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Bernard Guenther: “Navigating the Timeline Split”

November 15, 2024

Is there such a thing as a “timeline split”? Bernard Guenther thinks so. I tend to think so as well. How else to understand the...

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YIKES! IS IT TIME TO DESPAIR?

November 13, 2024

Yesterday. This: This morning, more from Reese: to which I couldn’t help but reply:   I’d say, continue to hold tight. I have a sense...

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But Is Trump a Zionist?

November 12, 2024

The whole phenomenon of Israel has always had me flummoxed. I just never have been able to wrap my mind around it, at just about...

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Beyond immediate post-election drama, to what? Plus, “So there, David Icke.”

November 11, 2024

Spent another weekend mostly off-screen (except for one short session) during the days. Went on another unfamiliar long walk on Saturday with Scampi, followed by...

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Post-Election (Blue)s, plus “occult forces”

November 8, 2024

I gotta say, this made me choke with laughter. Here’s an incisive “psychological/spiritual” analysis of  the deep-seated WHY of leftist women’s meltdown. Long, but the...

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SUDDEN INFLUX OF TEAM SPIRIT: Shocked, thrilled, but aware; what happened to expected chaos?

November 6, 2024

Ommigod, I’m totally, utterly, shocked! Not that the election seemed to come off with hardly a hitch, not that Trump was triumphant, but that the...

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Squirreling Up to Fateful Election . . .

November 4, 2024

Note: I’m now a few weeks into my self-prescribed screen fast; just took two whole days off from screens Saturday and Sunday, from 7 AM...

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Are we, or are we not, nearing the end of “THE PLAN”?

November 1, 2024

Here are a few who seem to agree: Charlie Freak Excerpt: Charlie was referring to election results supposedly being posted by ABC during Formula One...

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Halloween 2024: Of Horror and Hilarity

October 31, 2024

Remember way back when we saw Halloween as the time when we dressed up as various scary people or corpses, or skeletons? Remember when skeletons...

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DIVINE INTERVENTION TIME?

October 29, 2024

The hidden context in the title is collective. What shall November bring? Remember remember, the 5th of November . . . Okay. Here is a...

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Reflections on the MSG Rally: Dueling Interpretations

October 28, 2024

MSG was at capacity (20,000) for Trump’s massive rally yesterday. Plus 7o,000 more gathered outside. In what used to be Democratic New York. Times have...

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URANUS and (Addictive) Patterns Interruptus!

October 26, 2024

For the past two months, I’ve been on an inner journey. It’s hard to say how long this journey will last. All I know is...

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Voted early this morning . . .

October 25, 2024

I voted early this morning, standing in line with lots of people, both to pick up my ballot and to turn it in when done....

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Q drop: “There will come a time when they won’t be able to walk down the street.”

October 24, 2024

Remember this? Bill Gates getting hit with a pie in the face as he walked down the street? That was way back in 1998, but...

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On EGO, its necessity, and how it can trap us

October 23, 2024

Like everyone in a body on this planet, I must work with my “ego,” that part of me formed at the age of two, when...

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MEME DREAM, October 22, 2024: Personal, Interpersonal, Political

October 22, 2024

The following meme is NOT TRUE. My body is NOT a machine; my body is an organism, one living cell in the larger body of...

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Terrence McKenna: “This is what it’s like when a species decides to depart for the stars. . .

October 21, 2024

The mushrooms spoke to me . . .”   Twenty five years ago, Terrence McKenna foretold what appears, in the main, at least “in the...

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Alt-Epistemology: ABOVE AND BELOW — not one or the other; BOTH! At once!

October 19, 2024

Courageous cartoonist Ben Garrison, who, bless his heart, has been fighting cancer, packs a wallop with this new “cartoon.” It appears that hurricanes Helene and...

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WHAT IS REAL EDUCATION? A Personal Journey

October 17, 2024

This morning, on my walk with puppy Scampi, I came across graffiti in an out of the way place. COLLEGE IS FOR SUCKERS Bloomington Indiana...

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OCTOBER 14: Columbus Day? Or Indigenous People’s Day?

October 14, 2024

Or: a day recognizing that, on a finite planet, with seemingly ever-present scarcity, plus, a majority of people who value self above others, then, when...

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Interrupting Patterns for the Greater Good

October 12, 2024

This morning, on my usual four-mile walk with puppy Scampi, I was nearing home when a neighbor about a block away came out of her...

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Welcome to Elizabeth Nickson’s current “Absurdistan”!

October 12, 2024

Once again, I am utterly flabbergasted by Elizabeth Nickson’s long and extremely comprehensive substack post. Read this long, detailed essay all the way through; absorb...

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Apparently, I’m “Jewish . . .”

October 8, 2024

What? How could I be “Jewish”? My hair when young, was blond, my eyes still blue. Aren’t I Aryan instead, German? Well, maybe one side...

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At Green Acres, Balancing the Opposites, Here and Now

October 7, 2024

See Saturday’s post. Yesterday’s daytime screen fast was mostly successful, though I did have to check twice on emails. In fact, almost immediately I felt...

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MEME STREAM: “Everything Everywhere All at Once” . . . or, The Great Awakening

October 4, 2024

Remember that 2022 movie, Everything Everywhere All At Once? I don’t. I do recall that I liked it, kinda . . . But the title?...

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Son Colin’s healing process

October 2, 2024

  Forgot to put a title on this until today, several days later . . . Amidst the gathering horror, the continuous expurgation of death,...

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And here we go, flushing down the OCTOBER 2024 river

October 1, 2024

Oh my . . . Here we are on October 1, first day of “Red October,” and the port strike, and weather warfare. The month...

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Reflections and (real?) implications of Hurricane Helene

September 30, 2024

Like many people, I have been increasingly obsessed with Hurricane “Helene,” wondering what the hell is going on, and very concerned for the mother (of...

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Darkness, and Light . . . and Darkness . . . all on twitter/X

September 28, 2024

X/twitter continues as by far my best source of possibly real — and, during these days of apocalyptic disclosure of the deep dark business the...

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Sudden Surprising Uranian Swerve! WHEE . . .

September 27, 2024

Wow . . . I continue to be amazed at how my experience with the political culture in this town is a fractal of every...

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Mother Renee to the rescue . . .

September 26, 2024

See recent posts. Oh my . . . yesterday, in the midst of my interior turbulence, I decided to do my daily yoga/chikung/taichi practices out...

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Still deep in contentious local drama. My helpers? Dane Rudhyar and Clif High

September 25, 2024

I’m still deep in the contentious local drama that pits the integrity and sanctity of my historic neighborhood of affordable small homes against the so-called...

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Hello again, from the trenches . . .

September 23, 2024

So, it appears that the chaos expected as shown through the title of my last post, on September 18, over four days ago, descended upon...

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Complete Chaos Coming. WHAT’S NEXT?

September 18, 2024

Do you have trouble wondering who you’re going to offend next with what? You’re not alone.   Remember: the deep state is intentionally dividing us...

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Pissed Potpourri . . .

September 17, 2024

What a pornocorpia of bullshit! Examples . . . I remember, back on 911, deciding to put photos of Bush, Cheney, and Rumsfeld on my...

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I reconsider my own reaction to the debate

September 12, 2024

  When I said I didn’t watch it, I meant that I didn’t sit there and watch it continuously. Was too pissed to continue for...

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Short and “sweet”? No. Short and profound.

September 9, 2024

This post, that is. I offer here, two memes, in this order. Get that bat out of the wheel! Go to bat for yourself! Shadow...

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SCAMS I FELL FOR . . . and more

September 7, 2024

Continuing from yesterday’s SCAM post, I confess: I’m not at all immune to the psy-ops perpetrated by “them,” whoever they may be. Examples: All resulted...

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YOU’VE BEEN SCAMMED!!!

September 6, 2024

Correction: WE’VE been scammed. Let’s see now. Where to begin? How about this? Scary carbon and climate change https://x.com/myhiddenvalue/status/1830108647038599557?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   https://x.com/wideawake_media/status/1831989720357744966?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ   Moving right along...

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ON ADDICTION: RFK Jr. and Me

September 5, 2024

  I have long felt that at the bottom of our cultural tendency to addiction, is unprocessed grief. That grief lies at the heart of...

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PATTY GREER: Crop Circles Come Up from Below

August 31, 2024

In these days, when human beings are encouraged to lift off the earth, even when walking down the street, watching our phone rather than our...

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MAHA: Make America Healthy Again. YES! For Me, LIFELONG, Daily Walks

August 28, 2024

  I love RFK Jr.’s slogan, MAHA: Make America Healthy Again. So, let’s get down into the weeds, shall we? Take Lara Logan’s advice, as...

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ELECTION YEAR BLUES: Let me be the one I am looking for

August 25, 2024

  Don’t get too cocky, Ann, assuming the Kennedy/Trump combo will break the mold. Whatever has? Oh yeah? I’d say we are in desperate need...

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UNIFICATION BEGINS?

August 24, 2024

  I debated whether or not to include the question mark after the title to this post. Chickened out; decided to include it. In any...

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A paranoid perspective may be currently necessary . . .

August 22, 2024

  Okay. Let’s start with an insult . . . Okay, are you ready to be “redpilled,” or are you deliberately keeping yourself “stupid.” I...

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ATARAXIA: Gift of Growing Older

August 21, 2024

  My husband Jeff Joel, 21 years ago, (one quarter of a Uranus cycle, three quarters of a Saturn cycle ago!), said to me a...

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Once Again, A Pox on your Monkey Pox

August 18, 2024

It appears that I’m not the only one who can’t stop swearing in disgust at the very mention of “monkeypox.” Even better . . ....

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Two types of ILLEGAL ALIENS; both with total control trips

August 17, 2024

  Interesting. my old friend Carol Rosin did not mention “pandemics” when she spoke of the “five cards” that would arrive, one after another, and...

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“Two different worlds, we live in . . .” MINE/OURS — AND THEIRS

August 6, 2024

Yesterday, friend Dan, who lived here in this house for four years, and the another year in the third house (of Green Acres Permaculture Village),...

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“I’m not religious, but I AM spiritual . . .”

August 5, 2024

Not sure what brought the subject up, but yesterday I was speaking with a friend, and mentioned that “I’m not religious, but I am spiritual.”...

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“WHAT IS REAL LEARNING?” Mycellium Knows.

February 16, 2024

  That was the question I kept asking during my early years as a doctoral student in philosophy with, you guessed it, a focus on...

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PERSONAL EXPERIENCE: Takedown of “Authorities” Proceeds: Mercola, Ballard. . . .

February 15, 2024

  If Clif High is correct, that during this year whoever we consider an “authority” will likely fall, then here’s what just happened to me...

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Is the concept of “artificial” now meaningless?

February 13, 2024

  It appears that we are already well into the year when all that we have taken for granted dissolves. And it’s not just malevolent...

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POST-INTERVIEW: Who’s Playing Who?

February 12, 2024

  This may be the single most interesting clip from the Tucker/Putin interview. Who knew? We Americans certainly did not. How did Putin know? He’s...

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Here we are, again, as usual; or it seems so . . .

February 11, 2024

If so, then why do I not F.E.A.R.? (False Evidence Appearing Real). I used to fear nuclear war. Indeed, my entire frozen existence since the...

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Stop Rushing, Ann!

February 10, 2024

In other words, if I have only one life to life (probably not true), then, even at 81 years old, make the best of it;...

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THE INTERVIEW: Interruptive Uranus, YES. Start of, hopefully, a cooperative Aquarian process? Let us make it so.

February 9, 2024

  Last night, watching The Interview with who knows how many millions of others, I was struck instantly, by how Putin interrupted Tucker right away...

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THE INTERVIEW: Eruptive Uranus squares Sun and hits angles on both DC and Moscow charts

February 8, 2024

  Note: See previous post. This one will be quick. I’m outta time. 2/8/24, 6 PM DC combines with 2/9/24 2 AM Moscow to show...

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THE INTERVIEW: Is 3D Polarity about to Dissolve?

February 8, 2024

If so, it will be due to Tucker Carlson’s historic interview with Vladimir Putin, which airs this evening, 6 PM EST. I did DC and...

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SON COLIN’S WELCOME DISCOVERY

February 7, 2024

I notice that when I segue in any way to my 58-year-old son Colin’s healing journey, I don’t get nearly as much interest! Hmmm ....

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Update on Son Colin’s Journey: Hard Work, and ENERGIZED!

February 6, 2024

  Note: I don’t have time today to do a special post for this blog, so decided to copy here today’s post on Caring Bridge....

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You Think YOU’VE Gone Crazy?

February 4, 2024

  NO. Well, let me qualify that “no.” To wit: if you don’t rely on Big Pharma to “fix” your brain, but instead have begun...

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ADDICTION’S EDGE NOTES: 2 AM, two awful audios won’t let me fall back to sleep . . .

February 2, 2024

  Confession: I’m in the habit (bad habit) of taking my ipad to bed with me, so that I can let all sorts of stuff...

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CONNECT COVID DOTS? Quintuple Increase in Indiana Medicaid Family Caregiver Costs for the Disabled SINCE JULY 2020

February 1, 2024

  On January 26, I noticed, in a front page article in the local Herald-Times, which included info that Indiana Medicaid family caregiver costs, especially...

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LET OFF STEAM Meme Scheme

January 31, 2024

First, let’s just add to yesterday’s post, this: Oh yeah, remember another young puppet . . . And yeah, let’s MK Ultra Mind Control millions...

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“WAKE UP! IT’S TIME!” cawed the Raven, clawing my shoulders to awaken me from deep sleep . . .

January 30, 2024

  That was in July 1989. I was only 46 years old. Now I am 81. Raven gifted my unconscious with a Big Dream, and...

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No matter how bleak life looks, NEVER GIVE UP!

January 29, 2024

  Was out walking in dreary, cold, wet January afternoon, yesterday, going to five stores in an attempt to find an appropriate birthday card for...

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INVASION CORRECTION: Tucker says not 6 million, 22 MILLION. Where are we, and now what?

January 26, 2024

  See yesterday’s post. Just in case you’re still not alarmed. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MOSahvEAO04 Perspective: Note: RFK Jr. and DJT are now aligned on this states’ rights...

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Will the Ultimate Result of Pluto’s Return (to its own natal place) be to DISUNITE the STATES?

January 25, 2024

  Pluto’s Return to its natal place from where it stood on July 4 1776 and the Declaration of Independence, which I, and many others...

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THE GREAT RECKONING, and/or: When Is It Wise to “Pick A Side,” When Not?

January 24, 2024

  Let’s begin with the latter, first. When is not picking a side COWARDLY? — (Just because you want to remain “friends” or “allies” with...

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MEME BEAM Late January 2024

January 23, 2024

  First, in remembrance of yesterday’s post, the two shocks to my system, these: Okay. Ho hum. So what should I “lead” with? What matters...

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So maybe, just maybe, Uncle Clif is right, “authority” dissolves as “hyper-novelty” ramps up?

January 19, 2024

Note: And see this, from two days ago. And what “authority” has, oh excuse me, had more self-assurance, more control over us, framing up what...

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PLUTO STRUTS ITS STUFF, and believe it or not, we can be mighty glad

January 17, 2024

  This from Kathleen Devanney’s newsletter: IT’S GONNA BE MESSY: But Humans Win Yes, the first ever Pluto Return to its natal place in the...

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Fly, fly, little bird . . .

January 16, 2024

  Whatever happened to the phrase “Mother Earth”? — as She is known by indigenous tribes, for whom it was common sense — sensing in...

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Alt-Epistemology: Plodding down my long winding road

January 15, 2024

    Up until late 2010 I actually subscribed to the print edition of the New York Times. Then I threw it away, and began...

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On this morning’s -18° F wind chilled walk, I bow down in gratitude

January 14, 2024

  Walking this morning, without puppy Shadow, except for.a brief foray for him to poop. He was way too reluctant, in this extreme cold, -1°...

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Dilly Dally Shilly Shally #2: Two jewels from this afternoon’s outing

January 13, 2024

  Note: See this: This afternoon, headed out, on foot, with backpack, to nearby Dollar Tree, Fresh Thyme, GNC, and Aldi. Of course, I wondered...

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To “connect the dots” is TO PLAY WITH PHENOMENA

January 13, 2024

SO HEY, LOOSEN UP? OKAY? With yesterday’s three memes, I did not “connect the dots” in any way, although we all know instinctively that everything...

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OVERWHELMED.

January 12, 2024

  At this point I am so overwhelmed by all the ghastly “news” that I need to beg off, with just these three memes:  ...

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Yesterday’s Daily Dilly Dally Shilly Shally . . .

January 11, 2024

Having been prompted internally to use the title above — yes, weird! — I looked up the meaning of both dilly dally and shilly shally,...

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Cathy O’Brien’s testimony now threatens to enlighten the soul of humanity

January 10, 2024

  If you are not yet aware of Cathy OBrien’s extraordinary life, congressional testimony and 1995 book, Trance Formation of America, and you desire to...

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Time to scramble the mind . . .

January 9, 2024

So we can start over again!   Okay. To begin: Is our dear Earth  not a ball, but a flat surface, sitting serenely all by...

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Saturn reached Pluto in January 2020; what happened next? FEAR PORN.

January 8, 2024

That fear porn is still on the loose, though very vaguely, and due to completely disappear when Pluto makes its final move from Capricorn into...

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MEME MORPH, early January 2024

January 6, 2024

  Just can’t seem to get enough of the now collapsing woke agenda and its fuse-lighter, the Claudine Gay bottomless black hole. (Oops! Is “black...

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THE AMERICAN EMPIRE: “Too big to fail”? Nope. The crack has opened . . .

January 4, 2024

  While I choose, always, to focus on the crack where the light gets in, I am also, and have been for many decades, highly...

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As New Year begins . . . “I, SAGITTARIUS”

January 2, 2024

1/1/2024: FIRST NEW POST IN FIVE MONTHS! Meanwhile, I remain dedicated to my archival/recapitulation project, and might call it “I, Sagittarius,” with my double-Sagittarian astro...

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Re: Yesterday’s State of the Body Session with Sibs; plus, need another three day break

December 29, 2023

  Geez! After yesterday’s hour-long zoom  with my sibs I think I must have arthritis everywhere! Not that I would recognize it, since I only...

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“WHAT IS THE STATE OF YOUR BODY?” My siblings and I are about to find out

December 28, 2023

  You know how presidents offer their annual State of the Union message? Well, for my birthday this month, I asked my far-flung siblings to...

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Puppy Shadow and I stop in at nearby Petco . . .

December 27, 2023

  So. This morning, puppy Shadow and I stopped into our nearby Petco, to replenish his 16-year-old body with daily vitamins. Or is he 17?...

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Christmas Weirdness 2023

December 25, 2023

  When I was a kid, back in the ’50s, I would count the days until Christmas every year. Very exciting, to think that Christmas...

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Tiger’s New Hidey-Hole; Matilda the Amaryllis Full Bloom in Darkness . . .

December 23, 2023

  As of this morning, just as I was getting ready to go visit my nerve-damaged, paralyzed son Colin . . . — P.S. I...

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Early Morning, after Longest Night of the Year, THIS!

December 22, 2023

  My amaryllis, Matilda, after bulging for what, ten days? bloomed overnight. Bloomed during the longest night of the year. Here she is at dawn....

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Taking a Birthday Break, after this one final offering: IMPLICATIONS OF UFO IN THE BIBLE

December 14, 2023

  This will be my last post until (probably) Friday, December 22rd. During the interim I am going on a three day break (Dec 18-20)...

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WELCOME TO THE GREAT AWAKENING! (Oops. Not fun.)

December 13, 2023

  While I resonate increasingly into my anarchist roots, or maybe better, my “organic radical” roots, aligned with Paul Cudenec in trusting Nature as brilliant...

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Another week goes by . . . and can you feel it? The gathering (meme) storm?

December 12, 2023

As usual, when there is simply way too much going on, let’s just focus on corruption, shall we, in fact the ultimate in corruption, what...

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Two critical corollaries to yesterday’s seemingly flippant post

December 11, 2023

I need to add two corollaries to my short, succinct, seemingly cavalier post yesterday. SUMMARY OF OUR EXISTENCE: Not Mine For my own attitude to...

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SUMMARY OF OUR EXISTENCE? Not mine.

December 10, 2023

  pic.twitter.com/vE5xrlhCqG — David Wolfe (@DavidWolfe) December 5, 2023 On the one hand, I agree with this assessment. On the other hand, I learned over...

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Tucker welcomes Alex Jones into his home, and the result?

December 8, 2023

I watched the Tucker Carlson interview with Alex Jones last night and was struck, all the way through, by the immense sincerity of the man....

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Once again, I am obsessed. This time with amaryllis. WHY?

December 6, 2023

Back in the early ’80s, I was living in a 20-foot diameter yurt in Jackson Hole, Wyoming, directly across from the Tetons. As you can...

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What is FARMARCHISM? Our antidote to govern-ment

December 4, 2023

Received an email today from my local city government. Something about a new “service” for landlords, to keep track of fees and inspections. In other...

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Clif High: Covid Jab Retribution Begins by End of January

December 2, 2023

The actual word, “retribution,” was somewhat unfamiliar to me, until recently. You too? Most of those in my immediate circle are jabbed. Since I’m around...

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Let us move beyond “Looking Good While Doing Evil”

December 1, 2023

Not that those driven to kill innocent civilians of either Israel or Palestine are necessarily “looking good.” As the slaughter recommences let us remember: There...

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Jon Rappoport: One Shining Example of How to Decentralize

November 30, 2023

Jon Rappoport has come up with a single, brilliant, obvious way to decimate the Medical Industrial Complex. In fact, his proposal to state governors is...

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WHAT HAPPENS WHEN . . . Damn! Yet another meme thread.

November 29, 2023

  What happens when anything is possible and you can’t trust anything? (possible answers) Mind wiped, you become an MK Ultra victim, primed for programming....

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My Jaundiced View of Jordan Peterson’s “Alliance for Responsible Citizenship”

November 28, 2023

Wikipedia: One Australian journalist identified the purpose of ARC as follows: “to replace a sense of division and drift within conservatism, and Western society at...

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Meme Turbulence, November’s End

November 27, 2023

Geez, it’s been less than one week since my last meme stream, and here we go again . . . post-Thanksgiving, fattened up for the...

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OOPS! Son Colin’s Dog Kona Was the Culprit All Along? Big Drama Ensues

November 26, 2023

Note: Third (and last!) post on the turkey bone mystery. See this and this. Yesterday, very pleased that the turkey-bone-drama with dogs was over, I...

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Did-Shadow-Eat-Turkey-Bones Drama/Trauma Appears Over

November 25, 2023

Note the caveat, “appears.” Not quite 48 hours yet. See below.  Post-Thanksgiving Vigil, i.e., reverberating drama/trauma, over. SO OVER! I watched 15-year-old puppy Shadow closely...

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Red Pill Notes on Day Before Thanksgiving

November 22, 2023

Today, the day before Thanksgiving, is also the 60th anniversary of President Kennedy’s assasination. I remember it well. In fact, I’d call it now, my...

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This true, and very welcome Israel/Palestine story is making the rounds.

November 22, 2023

Author Julian Rose sent thiss to me a few days ago. Since then, I see that both David Icke and Global Research. The Zionist Cause...

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Meme Stream ramp up, strains credulity, just prior to Giving Thanks Day

November 21, 2023

Geez, give me a break, will ya! I’m trying to remember how to roast a turkey, and memes keep intruding. Aha, here it is: 13...

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Does Inclusion of Reincarnation Affect Daily Life? If So, How?

November 20, 2023

I’ve pretty much assumed some version of reincarnation since my mid-20s, when entered the endless phase called “recovering Catholic” and desired to explore whatever lay...

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Astrology, Personal Stories: Alternatives to Armageddon

November 19, 2023

Note: Wow. Wrote this on November 17, and forgot to post it . . . Still relevant, so I will now.  And BTW: just yesterday,...

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On the Meme Narrative Trail, Again . . .

November 18, 2023

On walk with puppy Shadow this morning, I was noticing that I just don’t want to try to figure out what’s happening in the larger...

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THREE TOOTH FINALE: Huh? NO PAIN, after what has it been, nine years?

November 16, 2023

Note: See posts from yesterday and day before. So. Yesterday I lay low, kept a gauze patch on the long three-teeth extraction wound upper right,...

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What do Dog, Pig, and Duck have in common?

November 13, 2023

When, oh when, will we unique sovereign individual humans learn to find comfort together like these three different species did here, in a tiny container? ...

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“We create our own reality.” Or do we?

November 11, 2023

What’s really real? Serious question.

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INCREDIBLE TIMING DEPARTMENT: Indiana University Announces Partnership with Major Military Installation

November 10, 2023

Is it always the case? “Research” universities partner with nearby military installations? Bloomington’s Indiana University is located 35 miles from Crane Indiana, site of the...

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Alan Watts: On Religion

November 9, 2023

Alan Watts points to the difference between having an effable mystical experience of one’s unity with the divine — and attempting to convey that experience...

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“But what is REAL LEARNING?” My desperate question, in graduate school.

November 8, 2023

Back when I was in graduate school, after about a year of the usual indoctrination I began to ask, in earnest; in fact, desperate: “But...

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On the folly of “TAKING SIDES”: Kucinich, Eisenstein, Bernard Guenther

November 7, 2023

I remember when brave, foolish idealist Dennis Kucinich proposed a Department of Peace. That was way back in 2002. Twenty one years later, here we...

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NEW MOON IN SCORPIO: Are we about to experience a sudden, unexpected about-face?

November 6, 2023

The Mideast continues to heat up as the Sun in Scorpio, now nearing 14° Scorpio, and moving one degree each day, approaches Mars, now at...

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Reflections on Narcissism, Psychiatry, and R.D. Laing

November 5, 2023

Note: Yesterday, I posted what I see as a thoughtful, even, hopefully, a somewhat penetrating perspective on what is going on WITHIN us, re: our...

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SUFFERING IS AN INSIDE JOB

November 4, 2023

And guess what? Do you suffer from the “I’ll be happy when . . .” syndrome? So interesting. I’ve been recognizing and spelling out the...

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WHAT IS THE TRUTH? Contrasting Perspectives: Mike Adams, Paul Cudenec

November 2, 2023

Or, maybe I should say, the second perspective, while incorporating the first perspective within it, operates within a larger dimension. So in that sense, they...

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Will Saturn’s turn to go direct open the heart of humanity?

November 1, 2023

I continue to feel disheartened by how humanity is being successfully programmed, with left-brain “reasons,” as usual, to “come down on one side or the...

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Darkness to Light, over and over and over again . . .

October 30, 2023

Has there ever been a time in history so fraught with fear? Have we ever been this close to destroying the entire world? I remember...

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THE GREAT AWAKENING! For a terrific overview, read, watch, absorb, digest THIS.

October 29, 2023

HOW DEEP DOES THE DECEPTION GO? Pandora’s Box is Opening by Kathleen Devanney Me: I’ve just begun. Got through the overview part of this long,...

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PEACE ON EARTH IS WITHIN REACH, if and when enough of us become consciously aware of and choose to transform our own warlike nature

October 28, 2023

Reminder: On this powerful Full Moon day and Global Peace Meditation. I will observe this meditation, beginning at 3:44 PM EDT, with my stricken son...

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Thank Goodness the American Empire is Finally Failing. LET US REPLACE IT!

October 27, 2023

  Remember General Wesley Clark, speaking shortly after 911? How are we doing? The Deep State Military Industrial Complex didn’t manage to take them all...

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Astrological Notes on Mike Johnson, New Speaker of House of Representatives

October 26, 2023

  Born January 30, 1972. Sun near 10° Aquarius, Moon somewhere in Leo. Don’t know place or time of birth, so will just stay with...

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Full Moon in Taurus/Scorpio, October 28: A PASSIONATE CALL FOR LOVE ON/OF EARTH

October 25, 2023

Join our passionate, profound (Scorpio) call for Love on/of  (Taurus) Earth, including human habitats and human bodies, which are being ruthlessly bombed, wrecked, slaughtered, thousands...

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Body Doubles, Masked Actors, Clones . . . “conspiracy theory?” Or REAL. If so, oops!

October 23, 2023

A BRITNEY SPEARS BODY DOUBLE WILL BE USED TO PROMOTE HER BOOK! Concrete Playground reported that Britney Spears will be in Sydney, Australia this week...

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ORIGIN MEMES: of War, of Peace

October 22, 2023

War comes from outside: Outside the outside (nature) that is. Inside those infernal screens that have been controlling human perceptions since tell-lie-vision began. Or was...

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Meme Medley: EDUCATION (INDOCTRINATION). How it begins. How it radiates.

October 21, 2023

Wow! That’s a lot to chew on. Okay. Where shall we begin? (And where, or how, shall we end?) Hmmm . . . with our...

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CHIN NUTS

October 20, 2023

Though I am tempted to ignore this meme, thinking it in “bad taste,” wanting to maintain civility, decorum, and so on, a larger, and growing...

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Paul Cudenec on fingers pointing at the moon

October 18, 2023

Paul Cudenec has just published an unusually articulate and sweeping overview of the globalist agenda and how environmental and other sincere activists are duped into...

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WAR: Two Foundational Truths

October 16, 2023

https://t.co/bIVak2NYzU — YASMIN220 (@K4Y816WOLVES) October 15, 2023 The Insane Idea that Nations Get to Do War Crimes Whenever Something Bad Happens to Them  

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Annular “Ring of Fire” Solar Eclipse TODAY! Do we react? Or do we respond?

October 14, 2023

  Reaches maximum at 1:55 PM EDT. We’re going to create a little altar, and do a half-hour meditation here from 1:30 on. If you...

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ISRAEL/PALESTINE: I sit here, eyes bleary with sleeplessness, weeping . . .

October 13, 2023

All last night, tossing, tossing . . . sinking into despair. How can such an ancient convoluted his-story of belief, revenge, territoriality, religions, races, and...

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PLUTO SD: Local phenomena, both crucial in their own ways, turn to go direct . . .

October 12, 2023

I was just about to put up a post on caring bridge yesterday, when the internet went down, and was out for most of the...

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TODAY: Pluto Returns for Final Time to exact natal degree on U.S.A. chart as it turns, TO GO DIRECT

October 10, 2023

Pay attention. To your own life: to your long-term plans and how they are transmogrifying; to what shadowy stuff is being unearthed for review and...

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Victor Davis Hanson: “A hard rain is soon going to fall abroad”

October 9, 2023

If you do not yet know about Victor Davis Hanson, he may be the wisest, most articulate and geopolitical scholar and elder on the planet....

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HERE WE GO AGAIN: Boom goes the gun. Well done, son.

October 8, 2023

“Since the world is made up of individuals, there will always be competing ideas. Ideas which, down through the ages, have usually resulted in one...

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Moronic Meme Medley

October 7, 2023

Let’s begin with a meme that’s already passe´. And, remaining on  the political track, these:   In short: But then, wait a minute! What happened?...

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OCTOBER 10, 2023: Karma Comes Due as Pluto Returns for Final Time Since 1776

October 6, 2023

I want to point you to Laura Bruno, her various insightful posts and videos regarding Pluto’s final turning, to go into direct motion, exactly on...

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Julian Rose: Weather is NOT Climate — and BOTH Change

October 5, 2023

This is the most well-articulated, wide-ranging and yes, decidedly holistic perspective of the predominant fear-mongering bullshit now ascendant. If the reader will but follow along, he...

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More on today’s “TEST”

October 4, 2023

A friend of mine went much further than I did, with an interesting result: “I turned off all devices, turned off wifi, wrapped my cell...

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Want to avoid tomorrow’s 2:20 PM EDT much ballyhooed EMERGENCY ALERT TEST?

October 3, 2023

Yeah, it may be something. It may be nothing. Likely it’s not what they say it is. Given what we’ve learned about how they lie...

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I HAVE A MEME . . .

October 1, 2023

More choice offerings from same source . . . Yeah. Uh huh . . . And wow, did you know that Trudeau and Zelensky, besides...

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Primary focus elsewhere, yes; but memes remain

September 30, 2023

Since my primary focus continues to be on communing with the long healing journey of my son Colin (see my daily posts on caringbridge.org.), I...

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FEINSTEIN FINALLY FOLDS: Commentaries, from Scott Ritter and Clandestine

September 29, 2023

I don’t know if I’ve ever seen so many people commenting on a long-standing politician’s death. Here are reflections from two people I tend to...

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Personal Preoccupation Pairs with More Memes

September 28, 2023

So much of my time and energy is now taken up with son Colin and his ongoing situation, which I write about, on a daily...

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Pluto’s Final Return to the U.S.A. Chart October 10, 2023

September 27, 2023

Note: if you are unfamiliar, then see my many posts on this subject.    Since mid-January 2020, when the first Saturn/Pluto conjunction in 35 years...

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BUCKLE UP! Whatever is coming is just beginning.

September 25, 2023

At the point when not just the unvaxxed, but brave volunteers from the vaxxed, begin to absorb horrific info like the above that unity is...

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Happy Equinox? PUT THOSE SCREENS DOWN!

September 23, 2023

Note: See yesterday’s post. And while we’re at it, part of getting personally active is to let go of screens and return to our natural...

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Autumn Equinox 2023: GET OFF THE COUCH!

September 22, 2023

I spent a considerable amount of time figuring out exactly when the Fall Equinox arrives here in Bloomington, Indiana. Here you go: 2:50 AM, early...

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Clif High: HELLO HUMANS! Listen up!

September 21, 2023

If you have not yet become familiar with Clif High’s latest prediction, planned for not quite three months from now, a prediction which Dick Algire’s...

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More Scrapings from the Surface of Life in 2023 . . .

September 17, 2023

I’m spending more time on caring bridge than here right now (two posts there, so far, today). And since son Colin’s healing journey plumbs the...

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What is YOUR “Identity”?

September 16, 2023

Note: My son Colin’s ongoing medical/mental/emotional/spiritual struggle again tends to preoccupy me. Join caring bridge if you wish to receive daily updates, one of which...

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Son Colin again: Sudden Break in Cheerfulness . . .

September 15, 2023

Again, I repost here what I just put up on caring bridge.   “Mom, I have some bad news, not terrible news . . .”...

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One Month Anniversary of Son Colin’s Catastrophe

September 15, 2023

Here’s the post I just published on his Caring Bridge site. I post there daily, in case you want to join in. September 15, 2023:...

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Meme Train, mid-September

September 14, 2023

NOTE: I thought I had posted yesterday, but not even the draft showed up this morning; right after I thought I had posted, I was...

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Reflections on 911, 22 years later

September 11, 2023

Of course I remember where I was on that day and that hour. The moment someone called and told me to turn on the TV....

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WHO AM I TODAY? (Who are YOU today?) Plus three jewels for our consideration

September 10, 2023

And I mean today, this day! Yesterday, I felt as if I had floated to the edges of an expanded internal framework, easily occupying the...

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What really happened on 911

September 8, 2023

Here we are, only three days away from the 22nd anniversary of the event that altered everything forever. Those who could agree to absorb its...

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Background shifts; meme world returns

September 8, 2023

It’s now been three weeks since my  57-year-old son Colin underwent a catastrophic delamination of both ascending and descending branches of his aorta, AND LIVED....

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Perspectives on son Colin’s Catastrophe . . .

August 29, 2023

    We’ve experienced the first two . . . Let’s hope we’re now part way through the third! Odd, how the “new normal” keeps...

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Up from under, briefly . . .

August 26, 2023

I have begun a caring bridge site for Colin, where I can put whatever notices to many different people who want them as a central...

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More on Maui: Method to Madness?

August 15, 2023

  NOTE: See post from August 11 and parts of yesterday’s post (though title does not indicate).   More from the Health Ranger: This Maui...

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Beach Baby Biden, on Mass Child Sacrifice

August 15, 2023

He made that “no comment” comment, not once, but twice. https://nypost.com/2023/08/14/biden-slammed-for-no-comment-response-to-maui-wildfire/ And — are we surprised? — who was especially targeted? Children, conveniently kept home...

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LIFE ON EARTH AT THE EXISTENTIAL EDGE . . .

August 15, 2023

  Email from a dear friend a few days ago, from which I excerpt here: I have SUCH a surreal feeling of late. Closest comparison...

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OUR CONNECTION, OUR COMMUNION: I’ve known “Frank” since we were five years old

August 14, 2023

    Spoke with a dear friend whom I will call “Frank,” and whom I’ve known since we were both five years old. He calls...

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THAT DEADLY VAX POISON: What Will It Take to Wake People Up?

August 12, 2023

  This? Just send this photo around to everyone you know who was vaccinated and likely boosted and is now feeling tired, or sick, turbo...

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Maui fires caused by DEW? If so, why, and by whom?

August 11, 2023

  Michael Jaco addressed the question of the Maui fires being caused by Directed Energy Weapons. And pointed out how much these extraordinarily hot fires...

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The NIH took over human health. How to take it back? One approach.

August 10, 2023

Jon Rappoport brillantly targets the National Institute of Health as a “control center of fake knowledge.”  Since only subscribe to his free substack offerings, what...

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They are still coming for the children . . .

August 9, 2023

  It’s not just child trafficking, it’s not just normalizing pedophilia, it’s not just — what is it now, 79? jabs for kids by the...

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More Memorable Memesense

August 7, 2023

  Memes help us shift from discursive to wholistic thinking, by combining images with or without words in ways that signal sense and nonsense to...

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CULTURAL CONUNDRUM: How Does the Vaxxed Theme Intersect with Three Current Movie Themes?

August 2, 2023

  I sit here, wondering when the ball is going to drop. Wondering when vaxxed individuals among my family and friends are going to keel...

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More on Obama Chef Drowning Drama: CBK News, real or not?

July 28, 2023

  In yesterday’s post, so much of the “news” I picked up on came from one source, CBKNews. Made me wonder if it was real....

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Is the Obama Chef “Drowning” Story a Psy-op?

July 27, 2023

  When I saw the first notices three days ago about the death of Obama’s chef I knew something was up. A narrative shift? Another...

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TODAY’S POTPOURRI: Our Children, Politics, Education

July 24, 2023

  OUR CHILDREN Natural News: Anyone on UTube who mentions “Sound of Freedom” in a positive light faces punishment, demonitization Greg Reese, One Hollywood Insider’s...

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GREEN ACRES VILLAGE: Mid-July 2023, lots goin’ on . . .

July 23, 2023

Mid-July, 2023: Work Parties, Community Dinner, Arborist-in-Training!

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In the Midst of the Emotional Maelstrom, a FEW FUNNY(?) MEMES

July 18, 2023

  Please, let us remember, it’s a short step from trafficking children for sex to indoctrinating children to be sexual from infancy on, to normalizing...

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I need to take a few days off . . .

July 14, 2023

    BECAUSE . . . I notice myself sliding into dogmatism, always a tendency with us Sagittarians . . . So I’ll just leave...

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SOUND OF FREEDOM: David Sorenson, WAKE UP! The film was perfect for its intended audience.

July 13, 2023

David Sorenson, whose stopworldcontrol.com is utterly devoted to describing, in detail, the BIG PICTURE regarding the many corrupted scenarios we’ve been subjected to —  enslaved...

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Laura Bruno: New Moon in Cancer July 17th; HUGE SHIFT. (Might this ignite my — and your? — “family challenge”?)

July 12, 2023

The coming New Moon at 24°56 Cancer just happens to fall almost exactly upon my natal Jupiter at 23°04 Cancer. It’s no wonder then, only...

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Pluto in Leo Generation Still Drinks the Kool-Aid? Ben and Jerry? Me?

July 10, 2023

  You’d think that, of all the Pluto generations, Pluto in self-expressive, do-my-thing, leonine Leo (1938-1958) would be most sovereign, the most resistant to outside...

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BIG DRAMA AHEAD? MSM gaslights Sound of Freedom while Trump meets with Mel Gibson.

July 9, 2023

  https://twitter.com/couragehabit/status/1677786993650958336?s=61&t=aUBDiSUrvn0aSlRBtZx0wQ https://www.redvoicemedia.com/2023/07/cnn-lets-the-mask-slip-appears-to-go-pro-pedophilia-in-attempt-to-discredit-anti-pedophile-film-videos/   Of course TDS media hate the enigmatic Q, because they think Trump was associated with this very brilliant military psy-op that...

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Nuclear First Strike Doctrine = MAD = Mutual Assured Destruction!!! Do we remember? Do we care? Do we even notice?

July 8, 2023

  Re: current accelerating (nuclear) USG/NATO saber-rattling to “solve” problem of being unable to either “win” or “save face” in Ukraine (or Taiwan). As usual,...

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SOUND OF FREEDOM: Can It Ignite Our Return to a Values-Based Culture?

July 7, 2023

The jury’s out; but if any single ‘weapon of mass instruction” can do it, this one will. I’m reminded of an undergraduate seminar I taught...

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SOUND OF FREEDOM: David Overwhelms Goliath?

July 6, 2023

BREAKING: SOUND OF FREEDOM IS NOW THE #1 MOVIE IN AMERICA WE BEAT DISNEY pic.twitter.com/PQl7jbewUm — Jack Poso ?? (@JackPosobiec) July 5, 2023 Brian Cates...

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SOUND OF FREEDOM: My Experience

July 5, 2023

How utterly fitting, that during this long, agonizing descent into the Plutonian underworld of the U.S.A., and on July 4th, the anniversary of our nation’s...

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WHOOPS! Spoke too soon. Please do see Laura Bruno’s post for July 3 New Moon

June 30, 2023

  See last post. I need to put up one more now, because it reverberates so powerfully with the message of the first post I...

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As Global Drums of War Accelerate, RFK Jr lets us know HOW TO DEFUSE AND RESOLVE CONFLICT

June 30, 2023

  The contrast between RFK Jr’s intensely raspy voice and his impassioned, level-headed brilliance at assessing what’s going on, and what we could do about...

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Interesting Timing, this Viral Squirrel Video . . .

June 29, 2023

  This video went viral several weeks ago apparently, though I didn’t know until yesterday when a friend sent it to me. Given all the...

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GOVERN-MENT: Govern, control the mass mind, with psy-ops: 911, Covid, Climate Change . . . what’s next?

June 28, 2023

  As I walk about Bloomington Indiana, I am struck by the persistence of those who still wear masks. I’d guess about one in 25...

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LAST WEEK’S DISTRACTIONS, part 2: Aftermath and Perspective

June 27, 2023

  For Part 1, see this: If the perspective on the failed Russian coup I put up yesterday holds water, then this tweet (and thread)...

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LAST WEEK’S DISTRACTIONS: OceanGate GATE, and Russian “Kayfab MILSEC”?

June 26, 2023

  Like everyone else whose attention is regularly riveted by events beyond my control, I became, and remain, distracted by the two most pervasive dramas...

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DAVID SORENSON: His tremendous spirit shines on us all. Gratitude.

June 24, 2023

    I’ve said before how much I appreciate David Sorenson of stopworldcontrol.com. At first I wondered about him, since his aims seemed much too...

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RECLAIM THE RAINBOW!

June 23, 2023

  As if the rainbow could ever, really, be removed from its original context, NATURE HERSELF. But it CAN be turned into a symbol, and...

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Walking with Puppy Shadow through the IU Campus . . .

June 22, 2023

. . . today, always beautiful, but during late spring, early summer particularly so. Gorgeous flowers in thoughtfully arranged plantings always put me in a...

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HAPPY SUMMER SOLSTICE!

June 21, 2023

    This year’s Summer Solstice moment, when the Sun moved into 0°00 Cancer and reached its annual fullness, occurred at 10:58 AM EDT today....

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HIJACKING THE RAINBOW: Reflections on that White House Lawn “PRIDE” EVENT

June 19, 2023

  First, here’s an example of the kind of backlash that greeted this event. Glad I’m not the only one! Veterans Lash Out at White...

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MEME MEDLEY, mid-June 2023: Where we are now. Where we are going . . . if we DARE!

June 18, 2023

  But why? Why? Why is the world so fucked up? Actually . . . now read this next meme slowly, and then read it...

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Feeling stressed? Remember, Re-member . . .

June 17, 2023

  Put yourself back together again. Inside and out. Mitakuye Oyasin. All are related. You are not alone! From plants to planets, we are all-one.

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